Perfect😂😂But I Really Liked Lilly This Episode! I Mean, It's Nice She Doesn't Hate Us Anymore😗👍

I'm sitting outside. It's slightly windy. Not much. Perfect amount for me. And it gives fresh and clear air. I have music. And my thoughts are circling about moonvale of course. So I just want to leave a couple of spontaneous words. Just letting out what I think and feel at the moment.

I'm sorry, Everbyte. I'm sorry for all the hate. And I'm sorry for the amount of people being disappointed in your work. Because, well, there's still this little sprikle of hope in me. Of hope and disbelief. I'm thinking about Duskwood and what you created with it. I'm thinking about all the love we felt through Duskwood. You could see the effort you put into it. We saw the improvements and amazing ideas. Good plots over and over again. New ideas every single time. The quality was already amazing, in my eyes. Sure, some little bugs here and there, but nothing huge. Nothing bothering.

But all this. All things we saw in Duskwood. It made us believe you care about the fans. It made us feel like you hear us, as you said once. It made us feel so happy because it looked as if you're really doing this game for us.

And this.. My brain refuses to believe you really just want our money. My brain refuses to believe that you did, what you did in Moonvale, on purpose. My brain wants to believe that you never meant to make us feel this way.

My brain wants to believe that it all made sense to you, and that there was nothing wrong with it, that it was harmless in your eyes. In your world.

And because my head wants to believe in the good, my heart hurts to see how much negativity you get. My heart hurts to see the hate. And the critism.

But sadly, even if it hurts, sadly it's necessary at the moment to share constructive feedback about it.

But even that must be incredibly stressful, because there are thousands, tens of thousands of people who are currently pointing their fingers at you. And that must be hard. Even horrible. Awful.

As I said, my brain refuses to believe all this only happened because you didn't care about your community and you only cared about and wanted our money. I still have hopes.

And I want to belive you had the same love for Moonvale as you had for Duskwood. If I imagine.. You let your new baby out into the world with the hope of making people happy... And as answers there's nothing but negativity in any way. I have no idea how this must be. And I'm incredibly sorry for it.

And even if I'm completely wrong. Even if you really just wanted money, even then I still feel bad for you about the amount of people looking at you. Even then, although you would deserve it in this case, even then I would still feel bad for you. Empathy is an interesting thing. And parasocial "relationships" as well.

We see what we want to see. But I'm sure, in Duskwood, during Duskwood, we saw who you really are. Because there was no hint of what we saw in Moonvale. How could you fake what we saw in Duskwood?

I wish it wouldn't be the case. But you deserve critism for it. Normal criticism, of course. No hate or insultings. But feedback is needed. In our eyes.

And I just hope that there will be a solution. I hope the situation will improve. I hope so, so much.

Duskwood saved me in so many ways. And it's the truth. Not just a saying or anything. It did. And it gave me so much.

Maybe we completely got everything wrong. Maybe we understood some things wrong.

I just hope that a lot of criticism will be noticed and reflected and that you will find a solution. Because I simply think.. I'm sure we all want to play Moonvale. We all want another amazing game from you. Because Duskwood was an incredible game. A game we loved. And we also want to love Moonvale.

In my eyes, there's so much potential. And I really hope in the next episodes we will see more of it. And less worrying about money.

Of course it's your game. Do whatever you want. And if that's the path you want to take, go for it.

But I really want to say, you have an amazing Community behind you. And if there will be improvements and some changes, I'm sure we all will still be by your side. And we all will support you. This time, gladly. And not because we had to in order to play.

I'm sad. I'm desperate. I'm confused and overwhelmed. And..

I'm sorry.

For everyone. For Everbyte. And for all of us.

I'm sorry about this situation...

...who even eats their pancakes like that...

Bro don't sit there and tell me that THIS

Is better than THIS

Блины(pancakes) for life bro

Okay, I'm sitting here! Right at that moment! On my damn bed

And I'm telling you now:

WAFFLES ARE BETTER THAN PANCAKES

Try me, bRo

I would absolutely adore if that were to happen *-* But it would only be acceptable if, in the end, George would tell us how proud he is. And then reveal himself.

I would squeal. Like literally.

My parents would be scared I'd be dying or something.

Haha.

WHAT IF WE MEET JAKE, BUT HE DOESN'T INTRODUCE HIMSELF AS JAKE, BUT WE MEET HIM, WE SEE HIS FACE AND THINK HE IS SOMEONE ELSE CALLED "GEORGE" OR SOMETHING

Hello Jake,

I like Yuvon so that is the reason I respond.

This entity didn't seem to have bad intentions, it most likely wanted to help before going back to sleep. Maybe we could refer to it as a 'death sleep'.

They died back in 2020, to be exact end 2020.

They seem to have some kind of amnesia, whether that is because of their state or because they splitted is not known till now.

They describe your 'Black Ink' as "paper rotting from the outside in".

Something, or in our theory someone, Yuvon, either gave them strength or they took it from Yuvon. They do not know what it was and if it even was Yuvon. That is just a theory.

The new entity hasn't always been an entity. Before they died they were human. They cannot do much more than be in their death like sleep, they don't have the energy or more power to act.

It is true, they seem to know more about Secr Black Ink.

If there will come a time where someone proposes a deal to Yuvon, she should NOT take it. It could be dangerous.

That's everything I know for now; maybe some things will help.

~ Your Stalker

[The last part is just scribbled]

Oh and by the way Jakey, do never forget, knowledge is power.

[The first part of the letter is blacked out more than once, until it starts with Max' writing]

Hello again Jake, Lis seems a bit too agitated to answer..She does not exactly know where or how to start, so I'll do that for the fox.

The reason she asked you whether Yuvon really was asleep was because of messages we (or her, I just read some of them) got. At first at least. Yuvon said that she was the one answering, but that changed later. This part though is something Lis herself has to tell you.

[The writing changes to Liskas now]

Yes, someone contacted me. Asking about the year, who they were, who I was. At first I panicked, thinking something happened to Yuvon, but I believe this person could have been another entity. They said they've been asleep for a long time and seemed to know Black Ink. They appeared more or less exactly after you told me that Yuvon slept. Additionally I believe that I am not the only one who was contacted;

From what the person told me they could somehow part themselfes; they had different conversations with different people at once.

But what had me so agitated: They said something about getting energy from someone and that this was probably the first and last time I ever 'met' them. That they started fading away again.

This in addition with Yuvon sleeping in this moment is worrying me far too much, so please check AGAIN on her. Her heartbeat or pulse if necessary! Please Jake...

~ Lis🔥🐾 and Max.

[As so often Liska glued a screenshot with a message from her Jake to the back of the letter. Above that is written: "Jake just answered, too. He read the messages as well"]

Hello Jake,

As Liska already informed you I, too, have been able to read those messages. They are indeed worrying, especially since we do not know who exactly they are, why they woke up right now or what their connection to 'Black Ink' is. They did not seem able to write out Black Inks name though, when they tried it always ended up being a mix of random letters and symbols.

I would like you to stop reading for a moment here Liska :)

Silver, hm...I do hope it is nothing bad. But to know I do not think so. Still I will keep an eye open. What I wanted to add from her messages with the unknown person/entity: When they said they could split Liska seemed to understand. I don't know if she just tried imagining it, but momentarily I do not believe in coincidences. Also she managed to write one sentence of her text in cursive letters; it was a sentence to say goodbye. But Liska did not just say 'I', she said 'We'. I am not quite sure whether the message was from her or maybe even 'Goldie'.

But for now please go check on Yuvon.

~ Jake

Hello, Lis, Max, and Jake.

Yuvon was sending you messages? How? She's asleep. I've been checking on her every now and then. She's perfectly fine and normal. This is

I don't understand. Did she seem upset? Is she in danger?

Yet another entity. Because that's just what we needed. They at least went back to sleep, though, I assume. I wonder how many other people it contacted.

"Got energy from someone"? Could it have been referring to Yuvon, then? If so... that may be bad.

I checked her vitals again; everything is completely normal. But she isn't waking up. I tried everything and she just isn't waking up.

I don't understand any of this. I'm going to try to wake up Yuvon again.

watching the rain

One last thing before I actually focus on DxP loool have a little mental health break with us & a relaxing rainy Pokemon playlist by shadowatnoon 🌧️

The rest of this post might be upsetting if topics of like mental health, depression, or trauma are sensitive ones to you. If that’s you, maybe stop here, & just watch the rain with us (& take care of yourself, okay?) 🩵

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So. “What now?”

For a lot of us, the world feels very scary right now. I’ve been going back & forth between wanting to hide & wanting to take action. The current atmosphere is familiar in a bad way, just as familiar as the one who’s making it feel this unsafe. At least I’m not alone this time. I’d like to help anyone feeling alone now to not be, too.

With that in mind, I figured maybe it could be helpful if I shared some things that helped me when things were unsafe &/or unstable in my life.

If that sounds like something you may want or need right now for whatever reason, get comfy - I, uh, spent waaay more time than I planned to on this (been sitting in my drafts for days) 🫖

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Decide you are going to make it through this

Right now, every day, & especially during those dark, starless nights.*

You have the right to exist & be happy. You have the right to live how you want, with whom you want, & you deserve the safety & security to live that life. That is your basic human right. So keep going. Keep living the best you can, even if your best is just “enough”.

*If you ever feel unsafe or self-destructive, reach out to someone safe - family, a friend, your therapist, 988 (the national crisis lifeline), or whoever can help you best in that moment. While it can be scary or embarrassing, you’re worth it 🩵

Stay grounded in the truth

Always hold onto who you are & what you know to be true. Always.

I really believe this was ultimately what got me out of the bad situations I was trapped in. Even when I was at the point when I constantly blamed myself or believed every awful thing I was taught about myself & the world, there was always a small part of me that still knew, “No. That’s not true. This isn’t right.”

This can take a lot of mental fortitude, especially if there’s an unsafe person trying to challenge your truth or identity, or if they are actively doing what they can to gaslight you (& your peers so they can pass their behavior off as acceptable, even “right”). If you find yourself in a spot where it’s not safe to freely be yourself, remember: so long as there’s a part of you that holds onto the truth, you can make it.

So hold onto that, even if it makes you confused, or so angry you feel sick - it’s confusing because reality doesn’t match up with the truth, & it makes you angry because it’s unjust that it doesn’t. No matter what people say, the sky is still blue.

Detox your contacts

Depending on who it is, this is going to SUCK, but I can absolutely promise you this: your relief will outweigh your grief. Every single time I’ve said goodbye to toxic / unsafe people, places, communities, etc. I was always happier for it in the end.

Could be as simple as setting reasonable boundaries (if you don’t know what boundaries are as once I didn’t, it’s basically your human right to say “no” & have personal space), or if they’ve proven they will not respect your boundaries, saying goodbye until / unless they will.

There are some you can’t make that healthy separation right now - maybe you’re a minor or dependent adult in a toxic home, or you don’t have another job lined up from your toxic one yet. Whatever your situation is, this where you try to keep things on your terms as much as you can, & do whatever you can to ensure your immediate well-being as you make any boundaries or exit plans as needed for your long term well-being.

I’ve been hearing a lot of stories of people uninviting folks (or themselves) from the upcoming holidays. Been there. If you find yourself having to spend it with limited / no company: it can be lonely at first, but it can also be really nice when I looked for ways to celebrate anyways (dive into all the nice things about the season, have a little Friendsgiving, or just have a cozy one at home) ^_^

Find safe people (but be careful)

I said in a post not long ago that unsafe people often try to isolate you so you feel all alone. It’s easy to feel alone when bad things are happening - that’s why it’s important to have safe people to turn to when they happen. Especially now, we need to be there for each other. 🩵

Here’s the “be careful” part: not all of your safe people will be able to be there for you in every kind of moment. Most are just your buddies you can laugh & play with, forget your worries for a while as you talk about the weather. Some can listen to your troubles & worries, offering whatever comfort or advice they can. Very few can be there with you when you’re IN the trouble, & stand by you as needed.

Depending on how vulnerable you are, it can be very easy to cling to the wrong one, which can be embarrassing at best, very unsafe at worst. Wait. Take a breath. Sleep on it if you have to. Take as much time as you need to assess if they’re the one to be with you in whatever way you need.

I can’t tell you how much easier it’s been for me to keep going no matter how bad things got with even one safe person to turn to. When you’ve found that person or place, be sure to treasure them! 🩵🩵🩵

Enjoy life whenever you can! ^0^

In times like this, it’s so important to remember that there ARE still good things, good people, good places in this world. We need to make time for these good things, even if just for a few minutes.

So dive into your hobbies, keep your passions alive! Hang out with your friends, play Pokémon, draw, read, write, swim, play with your pet. Dust off the instruments you’ve been neglecting, have an awful jam sesh, laugh about it, & keep playing until it sounds kinda okay! If you don’t have a hobby, find one - it can be a lot of fun to discover what you like! Whatever is in your means that makes you feel happy & alive, do that

The thing I’ve always turned to the most is drawing - I have all these old diaries & sketchbooks from when I was a kid of just doodles & comics. My school notebooks all the way up to college have margins full of drawings - doodling helped me stay in the present. Then I started posting them online over the years, made some friends, & here we are! ^7^

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I can appreciate that this advice isn’t perfect, & it may not fit your exact circumstances. That’s okay - if there’s even just one good thing you can take from this, then I’m happy.

To anyone who might be struggling right now & feel hopeless: thank you so much for being here! I am overjoyed that you are still here with us, even when you had days, weeks, even years when all you wanted to do was give up (I know). Keep living. Keep smiling whenever you can. Keep reaching out. Keep weathering that storm, even when no one else can hear it thundering over you. I’ve found that when I kept going, it’ll clear up…usually before you realize it. 🌦️🌈

Stay safe out there. Lots of love,

Anastasia (aka Ansy) 🩵

Boop as much as you want🥹😂

Reblog if its ok to spam you with boops

PLEASE, IT WOULD BE SO GOOD🥹

What I asked for was wanting to put the image I wanted

VS.

What they gave me

I just wanted to put the same photo that I use for my MC on everything, was that too much to ask??? 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

This is far too cute and too much for me! We miss you, Jake ;-;

#IamJake

Here's what I think Jake would text MC if they got kidnapped 😯.

Jake to the rescue!

But we still love him.

ARGH! What’s wrong with this guy? -.-

OH, I’M A GOVERNMENT WANTED HACKER, BUT LET’S CALL THE HALF-SISTER VIA VIDEO CHAT, EVEN IF HE DOESN'T REALLY KNOW HER

AMAZING IDEA!

I feel like the fact that 2 of those adults-acting-like-teenagers are also commiting trespassing on a daily basis has to be added as a fact itself😂

(Even though that's nothing new, it'll always be something to say out loud😂😌)

okay so so far we have mc!mwaf, who has a brother who is darkness who is dating phil and jake and jake also has a brother whose name is nymos and he probably dates jessy while flirting with everything that moves for jokes and we have hannah who just left on vacation and alan getting dead inside because a bunch of adults acting like teenagers are fucking around with him-

what is happening, I feel like when you are sick so you don't go to school and when you comw back the next day there was so much stuff happening and you missed

The summary of the fandom of the last days:

Well, what happened?

Yes, it may have escalated a bit, and I love it.😌

If you are sick and do not go to school you also have to make up everything, congratulations, you have done your job more than just well! Welcome to the current fandom. It’s still the best in the world.❤️