AHHH !!
i have this request with sanemi or even obanai, smut ofc although i love comfort & fluff !
sanemi or obanai during&after nnn (no nut november) ???
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à©â©â§âË â MORNING ARISES.
c/w: smut, thigh fucking, mirror sex? , established relationship
a/n: i promise ill write 4 obanai one day i jst rlly like writing and posting sanemi.. also what do we think of fallen angel sanemi?? idk that could be pretty hot
A new morning dawns as another month begins. You groggily vacate from your bed, as segments of light emerge through the window. It'd been an uproarious month, particularly for Sanemi- who slept, half asleep, beside you.
He restricted himself of you the entire november, for particularly petty reasons. There was no intimacy across those days, and you knew he grew desperate by the second week.
This was, however, not what rang across your mind. Rather, you proceed to your customary morning routine, shuffling your body to the common bathroom.
Gazing at the mirror across, you crank the tap, letting the water stream along your palm; before splashing it against your face. You clear the nightly buildup your body formed upon your face, whilst awaking yourself.Â
While performing your morning dues, Sanemi would promptly stumble from the sheets. You could hear the heavy thud of his feet as he staggered along the floorboards to the lavatory. His rich sandalwood fragrance quickly spreads across the small space. You whispered an earnest greeting, as you continued.Â
It was until he suddenly drew closer, throwing his robust arms along your waist and sinking his face in the crook of your neck. His chest was rigorous against your back, you could feel the faint twitch of his pectorals. His hips were particularly close, as he pressed against you boldly.
It was evident he was still half slumbering as he laid his light lips against the exact region upon your shoulder.
âMissed ya so muchâŠâ, he spoke dazedly.Â
You swiftly realized what he meant, as he drove his hips against you. You could feel the hard contour of his famished shaft as it pushed along. He dressed only in his boxers, thus you could feel every detail of his length, as it struggled against the thin fabric of the garment.
âPleaseâŠâ, Sanemi uttered.Â
Your cheeks flush, and your breathing grows heavy. You grant his plea with a subtle nod, watching as he slowly tugs at your panties, exposing your cunt to the warm air.Â
He follows, pulling his firm dick from his waistband. His rigid cock lubricated with the sinful beads of his pre, as it trails downwards.
Still barely conscious, he struggles to push himself into you, instead driving between your thighs. You could feel his veins throbbing against your clit, whilst he groans in ecstasy. It hadn't mattered where he was buried, you still felt phenomenal.Â
He took a firm hold of your hips, and began to move slowly, humping himself between your legs.Â
You could feel him rutting against your lower lips, as your slick stained his cock. He pulsed with excitement.Â
âHnn.. so good fâme⊠so softâŠâ, Sanemiâs words spilled incoherently, his mind clouded with pleasure.Â
You looked wistfully to the mirror, your cheeks a deep scarlet. His cock pushes against you endlessly, while you clutch to your bathroom's surface.
A hand would slowly surface along your body, wrapping itself around your tit. His fingers delicately pinch at the soft nub, eliciting a groan from your lips. You grind yourself against him, desperately yearning for more of him, more of his desperation.Â
His head separates from your shoulder, tilting back, as his hips grow more fervent. The sound of his labored breathing and the feel of his skin on yours send thrills down your spine.
His grip tightens around you, his rough nails pressing into your skin. His breath feels hot on your neck, his presence overwhelming and stifling.
âFuck⊠sâso-.. Shitâ..â, he pants endlessly. He's pulsating ceaselessly, so close to achieving a rush that he's starved himself completely of. His firm tip continually humping against you, twitching in elation as he feels the clench of your thighs, strumming against his sensitive skin.Â
His balls begin to tighten, as his ability of thought fades.Â
With a few more ruts of his hips, he spills himself, his spurts of pleasure trickling between your thighs, and the counter- too eager to feel ashamed of having finished so swiftly.
His formerly cruel fingers begin to gently knead your hips, while he splays kisses around your neck. You tilt your head backwards, indulging into his expression of affection.Â
âCâmon, sweet girl⊠ânother one. Wanna show you how bad I missed you.â, Sanemi coos softly, against your ear.
Summary: Leon comes home and helps relieve his pregnant wife DI!Leon x F!Reader CW: MDNI, 18+ only, breeding, milk kink, lactation kink, p in v, fingers Word Count: 2K
You had managed to start relaxing after receiving the call that you husband had been collected from Alcatraz and was on his way home. The bath water had gone cold, and you had finally stepped out from it with a small pout, wishing that the water had stayed warm for just a little bit longer. With a strained groan you lifted yourself from the tub, being nearly 8 months pregnant had its challenges. Like getting out a bathtub and then trying to dry yourself, you often found yourself wondering why you wanted a child but then your heart would melt when your husband would give you a new fact he'd found in one of those parenting books heâd brought in a hurry to make sure he was ready.
The way his face lit up when youâd go for appointments, or the softness in his eyes every time you brought something new for the nursery and especially the way he spoke in that excited voice when he rattled of names. And even when he had missions he still managed to send you the information he had found, in the form of notes around the house or through poor Ingrid, who he had roped into checking on you when he was away.
As you set yourself to drying off the water on your body, you hadnât heard the door downstairs open and close, nor the heavy thump of his boots as he took them off. Not even the creak of the stairs as he made his way to you. With you not noticing the homecoming of your husband, you set about trying to soothe some of the aching the pregnancy was causing. One of the reasons youâd taken the warm bath anyway after your midwife had recommended it, she had also recommended just softly massaging the ache in your breasts.
You had brought a soothing oil to help, pouring it onto your hands before gently rubbing your hands over the soft skin, a whine leaving you at the feeling. Leon leant against the bathroom door, watching as his wifeâs head leant back and her eyes closed. He moved forward, his hands coming around you to replace your own. You jumped, eyes shooting open before they softened and leant back into his chest. âWelcome homeâ
He grinned down at you, the pupils of his eyes swallowing the blue as he pressed a kiss to your forehead âCertainly a way to welcome me home, honeyâ his voice dripped with want, fingers moving to pull gently at your nipples, drawing a gasp from your mouth. âSuch a pretty mommy, just let me take care of youâ.
Your head leant on his chest as you sunk further into his embrace before he bent to pick you up. Your arms around his neck, you should be surprised at how he could pick you up like nothing when you were heavily pregnantâŠbut youâve seen the things heâs had to pick up while working. Leon carries you to your bedroom, your attention focused on the way his arms flex and the vein that stands out while he lays you on the bed.
Once he has you placed where he wants, his hands sooth up your legs to your sides and eventually his fingers feather over the soft skin of your breasts. He settles himself above you as he massages at your chest like you were moments ago, his eyes not leaving the way his fingers cause the tissue to dimple or the way your eyes close. Leons attention is taken when he squeezes a little bit too hard and a small amount of milk trails down to drip over the knuckle of his fingers.
âWhat a wasteâ his head dips low so he can press his lips to your skin, and your head tilts back with your mouth opening. He trails down to the pebbled nipple of your left breast. You feel his hot and wet tongue lick over the sore area before his lips attach and he suckles gently. Leon groans at the warm liquid dripping into his mouth, eyes closed while his hand continues to massage at your neglected tit.
With the way your husband is angled against you, youâre able to fill the way he quickly fills out against your thigh. You shouldnât find this as hot as it is. Your bottom lip catches between your teeth as your own hands turn to tangle in the hair at the base of his neck, slightly scratching the scalp. Leon lets your nipple fall from his mouth with a pop, quickly moving to mouth at the other. His hand moved down to hold your hips while his tongue lapped at the milk you so lovingly provided.
âTaste so fucking good, my pretty baby giving me my fillâ His hips grind against your thigh, and you donât want to admit how much all of his actions are affecting you, even as slick drips between your thighs. But his help is working at least, your breasts are still sore, especially with the way his wraps those pretty lips around your nipples just so he can coax more of that sweet warmth down his throat but theyâre not as heavy now. âGetting these pretty leaky tits nice and empty, then let gonna empty my balls into youâ.
You arch, pressing your tit further into his mouth while your hands press his head down. And your legs spread open, Leons hand on your hip dipping down between to tease at your pussy lips. âYouâre gonna be such a pretty mommyâ maybe itâs the pregnancy hormones or maybe itâs just him but the teasing has you writhing and whining under him quickly. Leon nips lightly at your tit as you move, his eyes hardening âKeep still, Iâm helping you babyâ. He quickly goes back to lapping at the wetness leaking from your breasts, his thumb circling at your sensitive bud as you feel middle finger easily slip into your fluttering hole.
Your hands curl almost painfully into his hair as you try to hold still for him. With how soaked you are itâs easy for him to add another finger âSo tight, sweetheart, been gone for so long and I still need to work you openâ you feel his wedding band glide against your walls and the feeling has you mewling under him with your fingers moving down to scratch at his arms.
âLeon, more pleaseâ You tug his biceps, and he starts to pump his fingers in and out of your drippy pussy. His mouth goes back to suckling your nipples, drinking the milk being produced with a low groan. He has you squirming below him while his tongue licks at the hardened buds in time with the fingers that are rocking into you at a slow pace.
Almost too slow. It has you begging him in quick panting breaths, faster, more, please. Leons pulls back from your nipples so he can kiss both of them instead, he nods his head. Knowing exactly what you want and needing it for himself too. He hovers above you, weight on one arm while pushing his trousers and boxers down in a haste. You whine at the sudden empty feeling as his fingers slip out of you. âShh sâokay, comin right back, gonna make you feel betterâ.
His hand wraps around the base of his cock so he can guide it to your drippy cunt, he pushes in slowly causing both of you to moan at the feeling as he bottoms out. He sits back on his knees so he can watch your blissed face, and the way your tits start leaking again. One of his hands rubs at the bump youâve grown with a smile on his face âSo pretty, such a pretty baby, all mineâ.
His hips rock himself deep into your, the weeping head grinding against the opening of your womb, and he pressed sweet kisses down your neck, his arms moving to hold his weight above you. Trying his hardest not to pin you down like he normally does, not settling his all his weight onto you in the way that has you clenching around him. His eyes watch as your milky tits leak again and heâs quick to lap it up.
His tongue flicks over your nipple soothing the ache in them, and your hands claw at his back while his hips bully his cock into your clenching drippy hole again and again. When your eyes open to look at your husband, your mouth opens with a moan at how blissful he looks, nestled between your breasts while he humps at you, and he mouths at the sweet milk leaking from your nipples. Your thighs shake and tighten around his waist.
Leon moans at the taste and the way your pussy keeps tightening around him, keeping him warm and snug while he gets his fill. He moves between the nipples, milk spilling from your tits and the sight is messy, the white smearing on his face with how sloppy he is at drinking. One of his hands moves to play with the nipple heâs not mouthing at. His fingers tugging and pinching which causes milk to spray and Leon groans diving to lick up the mess heâd made.
âSo fuckin good, gonna have to keep you knocked up. Fuck you till itâs spilling so I can have a tasteâ His fat cock slides into your pussy, stretching you out while he bottoms balls deep, his hips speeding up as he focuses on that familiar feeling of your cunt fluttering around him, and the cute moans and whimpers that heâs drawing out of you.
He fucks into you at an almost brutal pace, nipping at the skin of your breasts until theyâre littered with bruises âPussy just sucking me in baby, she wants it so bad huh? Yeah? Just wants me to keep âer plugged upâ He presses a hot kiss to your neck before dragging his mouth back down to your tits so he can press his face into them. The milk smearing over his lips while his hips snap into you, hard.
Your drippy walls clamp down onto cock, only causing him to suck on your hard bud roughly so he can eagerly drink up the producing milk. He mumbles praises into your skin, youâre so good, taking him so well, letting him help like this. He pulls out until only the head of his dick stretches the opening of your cunt out, causing you to whine until he ruts his cock back into you and he buries in you until the tip bruises your cervix.
His thick cock stretches you out until all you can do is whimper and squirm beneath him. His pelvis grinds against your clit, and his mouth milks your breasts until your cockdrunk on the way he rubs against that spongy spot. He slows to a rolling grind, his hips slowly humping into you and your thighs tremble as your back arches. You cum with a pitiful whine, gushing around Leon and soaking down to the sheets below you while he continues to suckle.
âThatâs it baby, cum on my cock, such a good girlâ His hips circle into you, he helps you ride your orgasm as he fucks deep into your cunt and pulls away from your now empty breasts. Your pussy spasms and clenches onto his cock, he groans at the feeling and pushes as far into you as he can while catching your mouth in a messy kiss. You can taste the sweet milk on his mouth while his tongue fucks past your lips until thereâs spit drooling down your mouth.
 His cock grinds against your clenching walls until he hot ropes of cum spurts from the head of his cock. His thick sticky ropes of cum fill your pussy until itâs dripping out of you. Leon pulls away so the both of you can catch your breath, his heavy pants filling your ears before he pulls out of you. Leon leans back so he can watch the mix of creamy cum and slick drip out of your pulsing hole, his cock kicking again at the sight.
Leon looks up to smile at you, his eyes soft as a hand moves the hair stuck to your forehead and he presses a kiss to your cheek âI missed youâ. He lays next to you, other hand gently stroking at the bump of your stomach. âMight need another bath nowâ.
Pairing: Kakashi x Female!Reader
Warnings: smut, breeding kink, he gets lost in the sauce frfr, situationship⊠ish?, this man wants to RUN, disorganised attachment style (primarily avoidant), penis in vagina sex, teasing, edging (accidental), unprotected sex, creampie
Word Count: 5.3k
Summary: Kakashi discovers that he has a breeding kink. It's kind of a spiritual experience.
Inspired by @rookie98writes's fic Leave It On
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Kakashi isnât used to the strange sort of domesticity that comes with being in a... whatever this is. Itâs not quite a relationship. A situationship, maybe. Heâd say itâs something more than friends-with-benefits, but the two of you arenât really friends, either. Â
You come together every now and then. Thatâs all. Like two passing ships in the night.Â
So why is he standing in front of your stove, cooking dinner while you sort through the pile of unopened mail on your kitchen table? Why did he offer to water your plants while you were away? Why does he want to do anything for you?Â
Kakashi knows what itâs like trying to play catch-up after some time away from homeâtwo months, in your case. Heâd knocked on your door a few minutes ago with the intention of returning your key, and he must have caught you right after you got back from the store if the two bags of groceries on your kitchen counter were any indication.Â
You looked so dead on your feet that Kakashi took over from there, unprompted. But now, as he stirs the pot of flavourful soup simmering away on the stove, his mind sees fit to wander. Â
What the hell is he doing? Â
Heâs getting too attached. Thatâs what heâs doing. Â
Itâs that time againâtime to cut and run, just as he always does when things start to become complicated. Kakashi makes a habit of ending any potential connection before it can even start, because he canât afford to lose anyone else. He canât get hurt if he never lets anyone in. Itâs easier that way.Â
âI need to schedule my injection,â you mutter to yourself as you read through one letter. Then you sigh and toss it back down onto the table, before you lean back in your chair and rub your tired eyes. âWe should probably get used to using condoms again until I can book an appointment.âÂ
Your birth control must be overdue, then. Â
âSure,â Kakashi answers, feigning unbothered. The two of you used condoms in the beginning, but after a particularly gruesome mission that nearly saw him home in a box, Kakashi stopped reaching for the bedside drawer, and you stopped asking him to. Â
He should have known then that he was getting too attached.Â
Still, itâs your body. Whatever you want. Heâll end things in the morning either way.Â
As Kakashi samples a bit of the soup heâs minding on the stove, pausing for a moment to add a bit more salt, it suddenly sinks in â really sinks in â what could happen if the two of you arenât careful. Â
He could get you pregnant.Â
A jolt of arousal shoots through him.
Kakashi doesnât want children, not now, not ever, which is why it doesnât make a lick of sense that such a thing would turn him on. He likes the idea of his seed taking root inside of you. He might even enjoy it, the imagery his mind conjuresâyou bent over for him, begging him to give you a baby, your pretty yukata hiked up around your waistâŠÂ Â
His clan crest embroidered on the back of it. Â
Kakashi swears. Loudly.
You startle, looking over at him in alarm. âWhat happened? Are you okay?âÂ
âIâm fine,â he lies. Then he proceeds to play it off like he burned himself, but he isnât fine. No, that single thought, that single fantasy, scares the complete and utter shit out of himâbut it turns him on even more, and thatâs so much worse. Â
Heâs already too attached. Way too fucking attached.Â
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Kakashi doesnât do feelings. He has them, of course, much like any other person, but he doesnât let them show very often, and he certainly doesnât talk about them. He wonât say in so many words that he cares; instead, he shows you through his actions alone.Â
His knees brush the underside of your thighs as he settles between your legs, bracing himself with one hand beside your head. Â
What a vision you make, spread out for him like this. Â
Your lamp had blown when you went to turn it on, leaving the streetlights to illuminate your features in a sickly hue of yellow-green. It isnât romantic in the least, but he canât help thinking that youâve never looked more beautiful than in this momentâmaybe because itâs the last time heâll ever get to see you like this. Â
The sight of you, so needy and wanting, fills his chest with something bittersweet. Â
The tomoe of his sharingan spins lazily as he memorises the curves of your body, the muss of your hair, the rise and fall of your chest as you work to recover from your first orgasm of the night. His fingers are still tacky with your essence, and he smears the residual wetness over the head of his cock to make the entry a little easier.Â
âYou should wear a condom,â comes your breathy whisper, but you make no move to stop him. Your eyes almost seem to glow as you peer up at him in the dark, worrying your lower lip between your teeth.Â
âMm. Do you want me to?âÂ
His question hangs heavy in the air. Â
The only things Kakashi can hear are your soft breaths and the sound of his own steady heartbeat, which quickens with every silent second that passes. Â
You want to say no, he realises. Â
He wants you to say no.Â
âI like it better without,â you answer quietly, and the implication isnât lost on him. Not when you look up at him with those big doe eyes, like you donât know the risk.Â
Because there is a risk, and he knows it. Kakashi hasnât been able to stop thinking about it all nightâwicked thoughts, terrible thoughtsâthoughts of filling your fertile womb with his seed, thoughts of watching your belly grow round with his child, thoughts of seeing his clan sigil stamped between your shoulder blades like a mark of ownership.Â
His. Â
Against his better judgement, Kakashi does exactly what he shouldnât do. Â
He agrees.
âJust this once.â Â
Just like he says every other timeâexcept every other time, there hasn't been a risk.
Your coy little smile is what prompts him to lower down onto an arm and settle more of his weight on you. Kakashi dips his head to kiss you indulgently, savouring the taste of you, the feel of you beneath him. He kisses you like he hopes to convey just how much he missed you while you were gone, like you might be able to taste the unspoken words that linger in his mouth.Â
He kisses you like he means itâand he does. Thatâs why he needs to go.Â
As his tongue twines with yours, Kakashi fills you in a slow, beautiful glide that wrenches a whimper from your throat.Â
He knows he should go easy on you, but he relishes in the rapid flutter of your walls as you struggle to adjust to him after so much time apart. A surge of masculine pride washes over him, tinged with a hint of guilt for stretching you open like this. He isnât exactly small, after all, but you take him so well.Â
To ease any potential discomfort, he smooths his hand up the soft skin of your thigh in a soothing caress, before he trails gentle, placating kisses along your jawline. âIs this okay?â Kakashi asks, voice low, only to be rewarded with a particularly strong contraction that makes his toes curl.Â
âMore than okay,â you sigh.Â
As a test, he shifts his hips. When Kakashi hears your breath hitch, he knows that you can handle more. Â
He starts slow, rocking into you sensually, but he already knows that he isnât going to last. Itâs been just as long for him, and youâre tighter than youâve ever been. Â
âGod, Kakashi, you feel so good.â Â
So do you. Kakashi sucks a bruise on your neck in response, if only to muffle the sound of his own pleasure when your perfect cunt clenches around him again. Â
He needs to pace himself, or heâll finish too soonâbut then you ask him for more, and what else can he do but oblige you?
He speeds up, not overly so, just enough that both of you can hear the slick, sloppy sounds of your lovemaking. The smell of your arousal permeates the air, and heâs tempted to have another taste.Â
Later.Â
âYouâre so wet,â he murmurs into your ear. âDid you miss me that much?âÂ
Maybe heâs reassurance-seeking â just a little â but your answering whine tells him what he already knows.Â
Heâll miss this. Heâll miss you. Thatâs why he needs to go.Â
âStay with me,â you rasp. Youâve always been good at noticing when heâs stuck in his head, but right now, Kakashi canât help but wonder if youâve just read his thoughts. You see through him so easily. Itâs one of the things he likes about you.Â
âSorry,â he says with genuine apology, leaning in to capture your lips again. You let out a pleased hum into his mouth and lift your thighs up a little higherâan offering, one heâs more than happy to accept, even if he doesnât plan to reciprocate. Â
Itâs selfish, he knows.Â
The new angle does something to him, or maybe itâs because he's well aware that it would be even easier to fill you up this way. He reaches deeper like this, and the tilt of your hips would perfectly hold his cum in place, increasing the chances that itâll take.Â
He wants it to take.Â
Kakashi exhales a long, shaky breath. He shouldnât want that as much as he does. He shouldnât want it at all. Â
âClose?â Â
Yes, but heâs not going to tell you that. Kakashi pulls back to look at you, only to find you gazing up at him like heâs hung the moon. It makes his heart ache. Â
He stamps it down.Â
âI could be,â he teases lightlyâa non-answer. âAre you?âÂ
When you open your mouth to respond, however, he snaps his hips forward suddenly to make you trip over your words. âIâ shit,â you swear, and his eyes shine with silent laughter. Your own narrow playfully as you add, âI could be too, if you keep that up.â Â
âReally?âÂ
To pick on you a little, Kakashi withdraws from your tight heat more slowly than he has all night, agonisingly slowly, until only the head of him remains inside; and then he lingers there, purposely, until the stirrings of impatience start to take you over. Â
Itâs cute, the frown you give him, the pout he sees beginning to form. Â
âDonât be mean,â you tell him sulkily.Â
His lips tug up at the corners, revealing a hint of prominent canine. âMaa, I didnât realise you were in a rush,â Kakashi drawls. âAnd here I wanted to take my time with you.â Â
Before you can read too much into what heâs just said, he slams home. Hard.
Your startled gasp brings on a flicker of self-satisfaction deep within. Kakashi relishes in the knowledge that only he can make you feel like thisâespecially when he starts to fuck you in earnest, prompting you to fling your arms around his shoulders. Â
âF-Fuck, Kakashi, oh my godââÂ
âThatâs it,â he encourages gently. âHold onto me.â He likes the closeness of it, the intimacy.
You cling to him like your life depends on it, which brings about a funny feeling in his chest that he canât quite shakeâsomething warm and gooey and affectionate. Â
Kakashi stamps that down, too, and traces the line of your neck with his tongue, kissing and sucking at your sensitive skin until you shiver. Seeing your throat so littered with love bites unearths something within him, something primal, that heâs always refused to name.
He likes seeing the marks heâs left on you. He wants them to mean something. He wants them to mean that youâre his.Â
Heâs too attached. Â
To distract himself from what he intends to do in the morning, Kakashi picks up the pace, flesh smacking against flesh as he snaps his hips into yours, fast and rough, exactly how you want it. Â
It doesnât last long. Heâs too worked up. Â
Kakashi knows heâll come before you do if he continues like this, but when he tries to slow down, you dig your heels insistently into his ass.Â
âDonât stop, please donât stop, pleaseââÂ
âIâll have to pull out soon,â he says raggedly, even though the thought of finishing in you already has him ready to blow.
When Kakashi feels you lock your ankles behind him, he nearly does. Â
âCome inside me,â you whine, your breath fanning hot over the shell of his ear. Â
His thoughts screech to a halt. You want him to come inside you, knock you upâÂ
âFuck,â he curses, stopping abruptly, buried all the way to the hilt. His cock throbs wildly, desperate for release, forcing him to tightly grip the the sheets above your head in order to stave it off.Â
If he moves right now, heâs done for. Â
When you make a quiet, frustrated sound deep in your throat and wiggle your hips, Kakashi barely manages to hang on. He can feel that tell-tale flutter inside of you, the one that indicates exactly how close you are, but heâs closer. His breaths come out in short, sharp pants as he tries to hold himself together. Â
You finish first. Always.Â
âDonât be mean,â you say again, but you sound a little more petulant this time. Â
Kakashi lets out an exhausted sort of laugh and presses a wet smack of a kiss just beneath your ear, making you giggle. âYou like it when Iâm mean.â Â
âI like it when youâre nice,â you clap back, voice breathy.Â
Kakashi hums knowingly. âAll right. I can be nice.â Â
Then he pulls back just enough to pepper your face with kisses, and you squeal in delight, though it soon tapers off into a moan when he starts to trail them down your throat, each one more sensual than the last. He palms one of your breasts, gently squeezing, tweaking a nippleâÂ
âCome on,â you whine, digging your heels into his ass a second time.Â
He laughs softly at that. No more teasing. You want him to be nice.
You inhale sharply when Kakashi picks back up where he left off, this time with quick, shallow thrusts that target your g-spot. He smooths his hand down your side, savouring the softness of your skin, then he slides it in between your bodies to rub your clit in just the way you likeâthe way he remembers you like, because heâs too fucking attached. And sure enough, when your hips buck from the added sensation, he knows that itâs working for you.Â
âIf youâIf you edge me again, I swear to godââÂ
Upon hearing the indignation in your voice, Kakashi laughs softly. âI wonât.âÂ
Then he remembers that he wonât have a chance to edge you again. Not after tonight.Â
His jaw tenses at the reminder.Â
âFuck, Iâm so close,â you gasp, holding onto him, needing him, which pulls him right back into the present. âCome with me. Please?âÂ
Kakashi bites back a groan and slides in deeper, readying to do what his body craves.Â
No. He canât come with you. Heâd have to finish inside in order for that to happen.Â
And just like that, heâs back to teetering on the edge. The filth his mind conjures nearly proves to be his undoingâa vivid image of your tight, wet cunt wringing out every drop of his cum until it takes, tying you to him, making you need him. Making you his. The threat of it simmers under his skin, but itâs starting to feel more like a guarantee.Â
Get her there, then pull out.Â
Kakashi repeats those words in his head like a mantra, over and over, like itâll ensure that he lasts, and it worksâat least until you start to move your hips in time with his thrusts. You meet him at the perfect angle, sucking him deep on every stroke, allowing him to slide just beyond your cervix and into that spot that sends your voice into a fever pitch.Â
A choked sob escapes you as you rake your nails down his back, leaving red lines in your wake. The sting of it only sends him higher, and he sinks his teeth into the junction of your neck and shoulder to prevent himself from blowing too soon.Â
âRight there, Kakashi, right fucking thereââÂ
Right there, so deep within you that if he came right nowâÂ
He groans when he imagines what would happen, and it all ends with his baby in your belly and his family crest on your back. It shouldnât turn him on as much as it does, yet he fucks into you with purpose, nowâhard, deep, powerful thrusts that knock your headboard into the wall.Â
Kakashi knows exactly what that purpose is. The primal part of his brain wonât let him forget it.Â
âYes, just like that, fuck me, make me fucking yoursââÂ
He kisses you to shut you up, because if he hears another syllable, heâs sure to fill you to the brim. Itâs not a gentle kiss, not now. He holds your head in place with a firm grip on your jaw, shoves his tongue into your mouth to assert his control, and still, he recites his mantra.Â
Get her there, then pull out. Â
Get her there, then pull out. Â
Get her there, thenâ Â
You jerk your head away to gulp in a breath of fresh air, chest heaving from exertion, and Kakashiâs eyes sweep over your face for any sign of discomfort. What he finds is the opposite, and he drinks in the pleasured scrunch of your brows, the hazy flutter of your eyelids, the kiss-swollen state of your lips.Â
Seeing your muscles tense and strain as you struggle to keep your eyes on his is one of the most intimate things heâs ever experienced. Â
âCome inside me,â you beg, and he can hear the desperation there, see it written all over your pretty face. âI need it, I fucking need it, Kakashi, give me your cumââÂ
âIâll give it to you,â he chokes out. Anything for you. Anything you want.Â
The way your fingers wrench into his hair belies a hunger that matches his own, and you drag him down for another kiss, messy and insistent, demanding that he make good on his promise to pump you full. He can feel the ripple of your inner walls as you come undone, feel the painfully tight squeeze of your legs around his waist, holding him there, ensuring that he stays; and never in his life has he felt so overwhelmed. Â
He canât pull out. Not now. Not when youâre so willing to milk him dry.Â
Kakashi kisses you with everything that he is as he shoves himself impossibly deep inside of you, acting solely on instinct to drown your cervix in hot, sticky spend. He lets out a sound of pure male satisfaction that you eagerly swallow down, your tongue massaging his in tune with every erratic jerk of his hips as he empties himself inside of you, painting your insides white, marking you as his. Â
It feels good. It feels right.Â
Heâs too attached.Â
He doesnât care.Â
As he comes down from his high, all Kakashi can think about is how fucking risky it is, what heâs just done, which only ruins him more when the post-orgasm clarity finally hits.Â
Why the hell did he do that? Â
What the hell did he do?
Your thighs tremble and shake, a sign that heâs done his job well, though he feels no pride in itâjust a growing sense of panic. Â
He needs to go. He needs to go right now. Not tomorrow. Now. He needs to get the hell out of here and never look back, right fucking now. Â
Then he hears your quiet sob, and his heart leaps into his throat. Kakashi jerks his head down to look at you, and when he sees the tears rolling down your cheeks, he actually does panic. Â
âDid Iâ Shit,â he quickly pulls out to check on you, more attentive than heâs ever been, âDid I hurt you?âÂ
It wouldnât be the first time heâs accidentally hurt a woman during sex, but he really should have taken it easier on you. He probably went too deep and hit your cervix a little too hard. Thatâs what usually tends to happen.Â
âNo,â you sniffle. âIâm fine. I just... I really missed you.âÂ
Fuck. Donât say that. Youâll make him want to stay. Â
His eyes soften as they trail over your features â the colour of your irises, the slope of your nose, the curve of your lips â and he gently smooths your tears away with the backs of his fingers. âI didnât hurt you?âÂ
You shake your head and offer him a watery smile. âI also came really, really hard,â you add matter-of-factly, and he huffs out a relieved laugh. Itâs hormonal, then. âTheyâre happy tears, Kakashi. Calm down.âÂ
Teasing or not, someone telling him of all people to calm down is an otherworldly experience. The phrase lands strangely, and for the first time since he came to see you tonight, his thoughts quiet down to a dull background murmur.Â
Theyâre happy tears, you said.Â
Youâre happy with him.Â
Heâs happy with you, too. He doesnât want to go. Â
You frown, then, and lean up onto your elbows to look at him more closely. âWhatâs wrong?â Â
Kakashi canât be sure what you see in his expression to warrant that sort of question, but the fight finally leaves him. He sits back on his heels and drags a hand down his face, feeling defeated for a reason he canât explain. Â
âI was just...â Happy, for a moment. Happy to be with you. âWorried,â he finishes lamely. He canât look at you, not when he feels the heat of a blush creeping up his neck.Â
You laugh and turn him back towards you, gently cupping the side of his face. âOkay. Well, Iâm fine,â you pat his cheek in playful reprimand, âbut I am leaking all over my clean sheets, and itâs your fault, so...â Â
That draws his attention. When Kakashi sees the creamy mess spilling out of you, his flaccid cock twitches with interest even after he remembers why his stomach is in knots. Â
âWe shouldnât have done that,â he says hoarsely, transfixed by the sight.Â
He wants to do it again. Â
He shouldnât want to do it again. He feels fucking crazy for having done it once already, when the two of you arenât even in a relationship, let alone in any way prepared for a child. But again? A second time? Heâd have to be certifiably insane.Â
âItâs fine,â you reassure him, and Kakashi wonders how the hell you can possibly be taking it so in stride. He came a lot. Thereâs so much of it dripping out onto the sheets that itâs starting to create a small puddle under your ass, and thereâs even more inside of youâa lot more, judging by how hard he came.Â
It might take. It might seriously take, and you think itâs fine?Â
âYouâre doing it again,â you tell him, and his eyes snap back up to yours. Heâs in his head again, you mean. Then you chew your lip for a moment, hesitation evident, before you ask carefully, âYouâve been acting a little⊠off tonight. Is everything okay?â Â
Every single one of his instincts is telling him to run. Thatâs where this conversation always leads, but heâs not ready for it. Not yet. Maybe not ever.Â
He swallows thickly. âIâm fine.âÂ
When you frown at him, skeptical, Kakashi shifts uncomfortably under your gaze. Â
âOkay. I wonât pry. But, um, Iâm here. You know. If you ever need to talk.â You say it a little awkwardly, like you arenât sure if heâd be offended by the suggestion, and the worried crease between your brows only grows at whatever you see in his expression. âOr... Or not.âÂ
You laugh nervously, then, and shift away from him, only to wrinkle your nose when more of his cum oozes out of you. Â
Itâs cute. Youâre cute.Â
âYou said itâs fine. Why?â The question leaves him before he even thinks it through, but itâs too late, now. Â
âWhat?âÂ
This wasnât the first time heâs come inside of you, not by a long shot, but itâs certainly the riskiest. âI finished inside. Why arenât you more upset?âÂ
âWhat do you mean? You finish inside me all theââ Then you stop, and your brows shoot straight up onto your forehead. âWait, is this because of my birth control?â Â
âWell, itâs overdue, isnât it?â Â
You stare at him for a prolonged moment, and he can almost see the gears turning in your head. Then your nostrils flare. âAre you kidding me? You thought my birth control was overdue, and you stillââ Scandalised, you slap him on the arm. âKakashi!âÂ
Oh. Well. It must not be overdue yet, then.Â
Of course you wouldnât let him come inside if there was a chance that you might conceive. Heâs a fucking idiot.Â
âThatâs so bad! What if you actually got me pregnant?âÂ
A lick of heat shoots up his spine upon hearing you give voice to whatâs been on his mind all night. Kakashi stares at you, wide eyed, and blushes all the way to the tips of his ears. Â
You study his face for a moment, before you purse your lips, looking a little troubled. Or pissed off. He canât really tell. âI mean... Did you want to get me pregnant?âÂ
âNo,â he rushes to say, his cheeks burning hot because yes, he did, but not for real. âNo. Not at all. Iâm sorry, I wasnât thinking, and...â Â
How the hell is he supposed to explain himself? Neither of you are exactly vanilla, youâve explored a number of kinks together, but this is something else entirely. Then again, a breeding kink would make the most sense out of any, considering it stems from a biological urge to procreate.Â
But would you even believe him if he said he only gets off to the fantasy of it, and not the reality? Because if a woman ever said that to him, heâd run away as fast as he could.Â
A sly smile tugs at your lips, then, a knowing smile, and Kakashi quickly averts his eyes to the window, embarrassed.Â
âYou like it, donât you?â you hum, seductively walking your fingers along his shoulders. âYou like the idea of knocking me up.âÂ
Refusing to look at you, Kakashi clears his throat, trying to ignore the arousal that comes on from your suggestive tone, never mind the words you speak in it. âI donât know what youâre talking about.âÂ
âNo?â The sheets rustle as you reposition yourself, and then, when your fingers delicately wrap around his cock, he inhales sharply and bites the inside of his cheek. âThen why are you so hard?â Â
And he is, too. Heâs already fully erect and ready for another round, and he knows that thereâs no way to lie his way out of it anymore. As you start to work your hand over him in slow, sensual strokes, up and down, coaxing the answer out of him, his head drops back.Â
âBecause,â he rasps. Â
The sheets shift again, and then you crawl into his lap. He welcomes you gladly, splaying his hand over your lower back to steady you, though he still canât face you. Heâs too embarrassed.Â
âBecause why?â you ask breathlessly. Kakashi lets out a pleasured sigh as you kiss and suck your way up the side of his neck, stroking him steadily, before you purr into his ear, âBecause you want to give me a baby?âÂ
A soft sound of approval rips out of his throat, and his cock twitches into your palm. âDonâtâDonât say that,â he pleads.Â
âHm? Why not?âÂ
To hell with it. No sense in hiding it anymore. âBecause I might actually do it.âÂ
âYeah?â Your teeth tug playfully at his earlobe before you pull back to look at him, and Kakashi finally wills himself to meet your sultry gaze, humiliated though he is. âYou know,â you muse, âI donât like condoms for a reason. Do you know why?âÂ
The breath leaves his lungs with a whoosh.
Oh, he should have known. Youâre just as filthy as he is. Of course youâd have a breeding kink, too, though heâs exceedingly grateful that youâd kept it to yourself until now. Youâve never been shy about sharing the things you enjoy, which means you probably figured out how heâd react. Thatâs the only explanation.Â
He likes that you understand him as well as you do.Â
He likes you.
âI think I might be able to guess,â Kakashi says knowingly, a smile playing at his lips. When he leans in to kiss you again, all he can think is: maybe itâs not a bad thing to be too attached.Â
â
Snippet #1:
âYou said it was overdue,â Kakashi tells you.Â
âNo, I said I needed to make an appointment,â you correct, and he can see that youâre struggling not to laugh. âI still have, like, a week left on it. I just didnât think Iâd be able to get an appointment that soon. It doesnât hurt to be careful.âÂ
While you cook breakfast for the two of you, Kakashi wraps his arms around your waist from behind and traces the shell of your ear with his tongue. âAnd what if I donât want to be careful?â Â
He feels the shiver wrack your body, but then you do laugh at him. âDown, boy. Three rounds wasnât enough for you?âÂ
âOh, I donât know...â Kakashi pulls you back against him, allowing you to feel the answer for yourself. âYou tell me.âÂ
â
Snippet #2:
Kakashi hides his face in your pillow, feeling distinctly vulnerable without his mask. âDonât tease me,â he groans, muffled. âI have a delicate constitution.âÂ
You cackle at his discomfort, like the cruel woman you are. âYou donât have to tell me if you donât want to. But Iâm really, really curious.â Then you hum thoughtfully. âDo you want to know one of mine?âÂ
He shifts his head just enough to reveal one curious eye.Â
You squirm a little, then, like youâre finally starting to realise exactly how embarrassing this is to talk about. âI, um...â A pause. âSo, you know how...â Another pause, and you take a deep breath. âOkay. I like to imagine that I'm being used toâto repopulate a clan, I guess. Just, over and over. Lots of kids. But not for real.âÂ
He feels another jolt of arousal at your admission.Â
Looks like youâre on the same page, then.Â
Then Kakashi leans up onto his elbow to regard you properly, and then he lifts an eyebrow, as if to point out how closely that particular fantasy hits to home.Â
Thatâs when you seem to realise who youâre talking to â the sole remaining member of a clan that could probably stand to be repopulated â and your eyes go wide, before you nearly trip over yourself to add, âItâIt has nothing to do with your clan, specifically, Kakashi, itâs justââÂ
âA fantasy,â he finishes for you, amused.Â
 You worry your lip between your teeth and nod.Â
âWell,â Kakashi says, considering his answer for a moment, âI might have imagined that, too. Specifically.â Then he gives you a roguish grin, intending to pay you back in kind for your teasing. âHow many children do you think would be enough for my clan to be sufficiently repopulated, hm? Iâm thinking eight.âÂ
Mortified, you bury your face in your hands. âOh my god! Eight?âÂ
Paybackâs a bitch. âWell, I was originally going to say ten, butââÂ
When you squeal in embarrassment and yank the blankets over your head, Kakashi barely manages to stifle a laugh. Â
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A/N: This is the first thing I've posted in a hot minute, so your feedback would mean a lot - please let me know what you think :)
fem!reader, talk of pregnancy, birth, jus a lot of fluff and a bit of angst :)
as sanemi had grown older he had realized he was made to protect. protect his siblings from his father and his mother from him as well and at times herself. he protected her from sickness, making sure she was warm during the winter and fall season, and tending to her when she had fallen sick. he protected his siblings from sickness as well, and from neighbourhood children who were as cruel as the demons he faces now.
if only he had been able to protect his siblings from his mother, his mother from herself, and genya from the feelings of abandonment. then maybe just maybe his life wouldnât have come to this.
on his second chance at redemption he failed. failed to save his friend from the touch of death but had gained hashira status and an unremarkable strength. was it really worth it?
meeting you had made him feel something. something foreign and sweet. your voice was intoxicating like fine sake and your touch was as warm and fluffy similar to his motherâs hugs. it was shocking really how he could find warmth in such a cold world.
you were his everything. he had engraved every moment with you into his mind and every part of your face and body was imprinted in his heart.
a few of his favourite memories of you had happened to be some of scariest and happiest moments in his life. he had never knew what true fear and anxiety was like until he had gotten the message from his crow that described how you had ran into uppermoon 2 and it left you heavily injured. he had ran a whole 6 miles towards the butterfly estate, not caring that his lungs were feeling like they would explode. he had prayed to whatever gods that existed to not take away his soulmate, his love. and it appeared that they had listened this once. been his heart had dropped to his feet again after kocho had informed him that due to the severity of your casualties a possibility was deemed that you may never wake up again. he refused to accept it, you were strong. your his goddamn soulmate! the love of his life! no god was sadistic enough to make him go through a life time of grief and sadness again. right?Â
and it appears that he was blessed again. on the tenth day of your coma sanemi had awaken from the side of your bed to find you awake and smiling at him softly, your voice was still as lovely and soft as he remembered. âgood morning my loveâ
sanemi was never one to believe that he would find true love. that was, until he met you of course. he had always thought that genya was the one to get married, have children and live a care free happy life. but seeing as how the younger shinazugawa brother had followed the older one, it seemed as that was a distance dream as well.Â
so who wouldâve thought that sanemi would be the one to marry? his wedding was one of the happiest days of his life, it marked an eternity with you by his side.Â
but the day he had found out you were carrying his child? he couldnât have been more excited in his life. he couldnât wait to care for you during your pregnancy and become a better father then his ever was. âim going to be a father?â his eyes were wide and his mouth slightly agape. his eyes trailed down to your stomach, his baby was in there.
âi found out today and couldnât wait to tell youâ you smile and giggle at his reaction. you pull him by his hand and press a soft kiss to his cheek. he snaps back into reality and immediately wraps his arms around your waist, pulling you impossibly closer towards him.Â
âim going to be a father!â
he smiles fondly as he reminisces about those moments, they had all led him to this very moment he had been preparing for all of 9 months. anxiety had bubbled up inside his stomach as he pasted back and fourth along the halls of the butterfly estate.Â
âshinazugawa-sama, your wife and baby are both healthy and ready to see. congratulations on your new baby boy.â the kakushi slides the door open and as he steps in, he feels as if heâs on cloud 9.
he walks towards you and presses a soft kiss on your head mumbling the softest praises and faintest âi love yousâ against the yell of your ear. you gently place your new born son into his fathers scarred arms, heâs careful not to move too much wanting to make sure his son is comfortable. as he gazes down at his baby he takes in every part of his face and ingraves it into his mind. his baby has the most beautiful (e/c) eyes, that he got from you, his mommy. sanemi canât help but admire his sons fluffs of white hair, a very visible trait inherited from his father. who wouldâve thought the short tempered wind hashira could be so soft? sanemi has never been more happy in his life till now, this is the cherry on top. he knows he would never want to be anywhere too far from his wife and son ever, not in a million years. suddenly all the wishes and dreams of a happy loving family seemed possible. this was just the firstborn, more would be to come soon.Â
this was his third chance. and he would be damned if he were to fail again.Â
nsfw (18+) - minors dni or i will call ur mom. and also the cops
word count: 5k
description: moving to raccoon city with leon, your long-term boyfriend and childhood sweetheart, doesn't go as planned. while you consider moving back home to lick your wounds, leon conspires to keep you right by his side, where you were always meant to be.
tags/warnings: yandere!leon kennedy, specifically rookie cop leon, squishy soft dom leon, manipulation and generally toxic behavior, baby trapping (via tampering w condoms), daddy kink, praise kink, pet names, no use of y/n, fingering, p in v, creampie, cockwarming, mention of vomiting
a/n: this piece was commissioned by #1 Soft Dom Rookie Leon Truther and My Feral Puppy Wife @nexysworld ,, pls pls check out her work, she's so very talented and sweet and i am lucky to call her a friend ;w; <33
hopefully if u made it this far u read the tags and know what ur in for, but out of an abundance of caution i would like to reiterate that this is a yandere!leon fic and therefore contains dark themes a la dubious/uninformed consent and unhealthy relationship dynamics. if that's a no-no for u, pls kindly move on and take care of urself !!
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Leon had it all figured out from the day he met you, the first day of kindergarten. The two of you were going to be just like the movies, just like the storybooksâ you would grow up as friends, blossom into lovers, marry young and start a family, and everything would be exactly as it should be. He would have fulfilled his purpose, and you would have fulfilled yours. All would be right in the universe.
And he wasnât exactly far off, for a long time. You were attached at the hip through elementary school, somehow managed to stay friends through middle school and after an awkward, smitten kiss shared in the empty auditorium, you began dating in high school. It was perfect, he thought. He didnât even have to pull that many strings.
You went to prom, got drunk for the first time, learned to drive, all in each otherâs company. You had each otherâs virginity. Youâd seen, touched and savored every inch of each other. There was almost nothing you didnât share.
It wasnât too long after graduation that Leon applied to begin training at the police academy, just like heâd always dreamed of. It was a solid profession with plenty of benefits for both of you and it would give him the opportunity to help people, ticking off all the boxes of what he wanted for himself. It was perfect, it was safe.
No one was surprised when he soared through the police academy with impeccable marks. You were such a little angel when he graduated, showering him with kisses and sweets and letting him pound you into the mattress for a whole weekend to celebrate. And when his application in Raccoon City was accepted, you did exactly as he hoped you would and you followed right along with him.
Of course you would follow right along. You didnât know what life without Leon meant. You couldnât even conceptualize what that would feel like and you had no intention of finding out, but that was fine by him. He was happy to be your rock, your guidance, your big, strong boyfriend who would hold your hand and follow you through everything.Â
With Leon, you would never be alone. You would never be far from home. After all this time, he was your home, exactly as your lives were designed.
For the first few months of living in Raccoon City, the two of you shared a cozy apartment. It was a little worse for wear, but it was cute, and it was a fun way to start your adventure into young adulthood together. He was happy to handle all of the spiders and quadruple check the locks every night if it made you feel safer, if it gave you an excuse to come crying to him like a beautiful angel whenever you were frightened.
Bumps in the night, creaks of the pipes, the skittering of the upstairs neighborâs little dog, they all sent you folding into his arms, shaking like a leaf, crying for him to protect you. He was your knight, and God were you his perfect little princess. The apple of his eye, the one and only object of his affection. No, not his affection, his obsession.
You were all he thought about, day and night, for more than half of his 21 years of living. Everything he did, every breath he took was with you in mind. You were the only living manifestation of complete and total perfection, every inch of you crafted with care and divinity. Your lives fit together like puzzle piecesâ hell, your bodies fit together like puzzle pieces. You were meant for each other.
It wasnât long after you moved that the job you had lined up fell through, and you were left reeling. Moving away from home just to fall flat on your face was a massive blow to your self esteem, especially considering your parents practically screamed a hole through the phone at you about it. The next few days were spent sulking around the apartment, trying to pick up the pieces and choose a completely different path for yourself.
And there was Leon to hold you while you cried. To make dinner every night and dote on you endlessly, to pamper you with gifts and to insist over and over that he could make rent on his own, that he didnât mind if you needed a little more time to wallow before finding a job⊠and to console you when your search for employment would prove fruitless once again.
He was there to tell you it wasnât your fault, that the job market was just rough right now and that no matter what, he would be there to take care of you.
Weeks stretched into months and you still felt like you were spinning out, even with Leon by your side. Every single day was beginning to feel the same and you didnât know what to do, all you knew was that you couldnât imagine living the rest of your life like this. Something had to give and Raccoon City clearly wasnât it.
Leon came home with a big smile on his face, just like any other day, but today was extra special. Heâd finally had his one year review at the police station, and he was getting a sizable raise. He couldnât wait to tell you he was gonna get you out of this shitty apartment and into somewhere nicer. He couldnât wait to sneak his way down to the jeweler in search of a ring. The storybook life he had laid out for you was coming to fruition right before his eyes.
But you were quiet over dinner, and you looked exhausted. You wouldnât even meet his eyes as you picked at your plate.
He was just about to ask you what was wrong when you finally spoke up, âI-I think I need to move back home with my parents.â
Silence. He felt like he had been shot.
âItâs just that⊠I know you said youâre happy to take care of bills and everything, but I just feel terrible every day being a burden and I think I need a chance to figure things out and get back up on my feet. I donât even know what Iâm doing with my life anymore.â
His expression fell and his heart ached, any and all excitement he had about his situation now gone in an instant. All the money in the world meant nothing to him if he couldnât share it with you, and to see you so lost and scared made him feel like he fucking failed you, his poor, sweet princess who looked to him for purpose and protection and partnership.Â
Leon wasnât stupid. He knew that allowing you to move back in with your parents could potentially be a death sentence to your relationship. When people arenât around each other anymore, itâs only natural that they drift apart, and Leon could not let that happen. It wasnât even an option in his brain. Something had to be done and something had to be done now, before your lease was up in a few months, before push came to shove and you would finally have to make your choice.
He wasnât even really sure where he got the idea. It wasnât something heâd ever considered before, mostly because he didnât think heâd ever be put in this position.
A few nights after that conversation, Leon couldnât sleep. It was well past two in the morning and you were peacefully asleep beside him while he stared at the ceiling, entirely lost in thought. He witnessed the worst and darkest of humanity at work every single day, but nothing scared him as deeply as the idea of losing you.Â
Eventually he got out of bed as carefully as he could manage, not wanting to wake you with his troubles. He only planned to get some water and maybe a minute or two of fresh air to clear his mind, but what he didnât plan to get was some inspiration.Â
You had asked him to stop at the store on his way home from work to pick up a few things you needed, and the bag was still sitting on the counter. He took it upon himself to grab a few things he needed, too, and among the items left in the bag was an unopened box of condoms. At first his eyes skimmed over it without much interest, but it wasnât long before he froze where he stood and turned to look at the bag again.
Leon wasnât sure what came over him. He didnât really feel like himself, it was like he was watching his next moves from a third person perspective, hovering above, detached. For a moment he even wondered if he was sleepwalking, or if this was a dream. He stared down at the box in his hand, carefully opened it, and pierced a hole in the center of each and every one. He tucked the packets back into the box and brought it with him on his way back to the bedroom, stashing it in the usual spot in the bedside table.
On his side, of course.
He tried to go back to sleep, but he couldnât help but just watch you. You were so pretty, so peaceful when you were dreaming, such a nice contrast to the stress and insecurity over finding your lifeâs purpose that plagued you in your waking hours.
But Leon already knew your lifeâs purpose. He reached out, gently brushing your messy hair away from your sleepy face so he could admire you more fully, and all he could think about was how much happier youâd look with a ring on your finger and a baby in your belly. Maybe an unexpected nudge in the right direction would set you back on the correct path and make you come to your senses about moving back in with your parents.
You huffed out a sleepy little breath from between your plush lips, stirring in the bed and peeking open your eyes to look at him. It was clear you werenât fully conscious yet, but you were trying, squirming closer to him to tuck yourself into his chest.
âWâtime is it?â You mumbled, rubbing your eyes.
He smiled fondly, petting your hair and pressing a kiss to the crown of your head as you cuddled up to him like a sweet little baby bear, and he tried to pretend he hadnât accidentally made himself hard as fuck thinking about knocking you up just to get you to stay with him. Somewhere deep down, he knew it was gross, he knew it was wrong, he knew it could violate your trust in so many ways.
But Leon was nothing if not a yearner, a hopeless romantic who couldnât bear the thought of life without you by his side. Heâd done everything right by you and you were still straying away from him, and that just wouldnât do. Itâs an act of desperation, he thought to himself, justifying his actions into the ground, I just want her so badly Iâm not thinking straight, all pleas for forgiveness he would store for later use.
âItâs late, baby,â He mumbled into your hair, breathing in the scent of your shampoo. âIâm sorry if I woke you up.â
You just shook your head and tightened your arms around him, clearly on the verge of dozing off again. Perhaps if the circumstances were different, he would have just let you, but he wouldnât be awake in the first place if it werenât for the extreme sense of urgency he felt.
His broad, warm hands engulfed you, one cradling the back of your head while the other rubbed your lower back, tapering off to paw at your hip. Your shirtâ well, his shirtâ had ridden up nearly to your waist, baring your cute panties, your soft belly and your plush thighs to his gaze. He swiped the pad of his thumb along your hip, imagining your bone structure spreading open to make room for his growing baby.
Leon didnât take the time to talk himself out of it before his fingertips were sneaking down between your legs, slipping beneath your panties and finding your clit with practiced ease. The sensation was enough to jerk you awake again, a quiet mewl tumbling from your lips as you rocked into his hand, so sleepy and out of it and just so very cute.
âLeon?â Your voice was thick with sleep, but airy and light with sudden onset desire. That was all he needed to know he had you right where he wanted you.
âShh, shh, youâre alright,â He cooed softly, following up the soothing whispers with a few gentle nibbles and bites to the shell of your ear, knowing that such attention always melted you into a puddle. âYouâre alright, pretty baby, I just wanna play with you. Can daddy play with his sweet angel?â
You squirmed in his hold for a second, pondering his proposition while barely awake, but it wasnât long before you were nodding into his shoulder and peppering his collarbone with wet kisses in return. It never took much to convince you when he spoke to you like that, so adoring and saccharine.Â
âThatâs my good girl,â He mused, invigorated by your consent. Almost instantaneously he became more heavy-handed with his touches, fingertips massaging firm, purposeful circles around your clit, occasionally dipping down to collect your growing arousal and bring it back with him. âYouâre all mine, you know that? Never gonna let anyone else have my baby.â
Poor you. Clueless of his intentions, you interpreted that sentence in a much different way than he really meant it. But, ignorance is bliss, and what you felt right now was nothing short of blissful.
You poked your head up just to catch his lips with your own in a wanton grasp for more intimacy, a signal of your agreement, like you were giving yourself to him. He knew it was wrong that you didnât fully realize what you were agreeing to, but again, he compartmentalized that, deciding that was a problem for his future self. What mattered right now was securing your place at his side for the rest of your lives.
He could feel the way your hips were stuttering, he could feel how short your breaths were becoming against his lips, and he knew you were getting close. Grunting into your mouth, he forced his hand further down your panties and sank two thick fingers into your hole, stretching you open for him. The intrusion was quite a bit less gentle than you were used to from him, drawing a shocked whimper from you, but you soon began to relax once more when he curled up into your sweet spot, sending you boneless.Â
âD-Daddy,â You whined, nails biting into his shoulders. âHurts⊠Slow, slowerâŠâ
A shiver rolled over his body, that of immediate guilt. He knew he was being a little rough with you, and he certainly didnât want to hurt you, butâŠ
âFuck, I canât help it,â He groaned, âBeen thinking about this pussy all night, princess, I need you like airâŠâ
You could hear the desperation in his tone, and even more you could feel it in the way he touched you like he was starving, like he was stranded in the desert and you were an oasis. Softened by thisâ and entirely hypnotized by his praiseâ you resigned to the feeling, allowing him to play with your body as he pleased. He was rutting into nothing without even thinking about it, his cock woefully hard and straining against the front of his grey sweatpants.
He wanted to prepare you properly, he really did, but he was so revved up and needy, he didnât want to risk blowing his load anywhere but inside you. That wasnât an option. Hands shaking, he pulled away from you just long enough to kick his sweatpants off and reach for one of those condoms, silently resenting the fact that he had to wear one at all, but he had an appearance to keep up.Â
He tore the package open haphazardly with his teeth and rolled the condom on, shuddering deeply. His grasp was tight on your thigh as he pulled it up and over his hip, his other hand pushing your dainty purple panties aside to guide his cock into the heavenly, pillowy walls of your ethereal cunt.
Fuck, you were so fucking tight, clenching around him, whimpering and whining and writhing like a perfect little puppy in heat. Leonâs teeth sank into your shoulder as he bottomed out in you, and he almost could have sworn he felt the tip of the condom rip open even wider. The image alone had him moaning like an animal, pinning your quivering body to his own while he rolled his hips, fucking you deep and hard and slow, savoring every single stroke of your slippery walls around his aching cock. Every meeting of your hips was joined by obscene squelching with the way you were practically sucking him in.
âG-God, fuck,â Leon growled, his face contorted with pleasure. You and Leon had always had what you considered to be an active and healthy sex life, but youâd never seen him quite so beside himself with raw lust. Whatever drove him in that moment was primal, and you could feel it in his every movement, his every breath, see it in the wild look in his eyes.
His pupils were like dinner plates as he gazed down at you, stamping your forehead with kisses and feeling over every inch of your body. âLook at you, just look at you⊠Such a perfect little dolly for daddy to love on forever and ever, huh? Oh, my princessâŠâ
You were lightheaded with arousal, every nerve ending in your body lighting up with white hot pleasure. You could barely even form a sentence, just nodding along as he moaned out his praise and letting him manhandle you like a ragdoll. Perhaps his words had more than a modicum of truth to them.
âF-Feels so⊠so⊠fuck, daddy, feels so good,â You babbled mindlessly, head falling back to the pillows beneath you. He was overwhelming your senses, taking over every corner of your mushy brain. The room was dark and you were still a bit delirious with sleep and to that effect, nothing existed in your world right now but daddy, daddy, daddyâŠ
He laughed softly, pressing a kiss to the spot on your shoulder heâd so harshly bitten earlier, the pace of his thrusts not faltering for a second. âYeah? Iâll bet it does, judging by the look on you,â He teased, nipping at your throat. âSo pretty when youâre all fucked out.â
Your back was arching up off the bed, your eyes rolling back and your walls pulsing around him. Addicted to eliciting pleasured reactions from you, Leon wedged one hand between your two bodies, flattening his palm on your lower belly before pressing down.
Stars. You saw stars. A broken, high-pitched cry ripped from your throat, and you didnât even have the capacity to hope the neighbors didnât think you were being murdered, because you didnât care. You could feel every rigid inch of him inside you, dragging over every nerve, his cock stuffed so deep that you swore you could feel him in your throat. Toes curling and your nails raking down his naked back, tears were beginning to prick at your eyesâ you were close.
That was a good thing, though, considering he was too, and he could only hope the wet heat of your release would mask the feeling of his own. Leon sealed his lips over your own once more, swallowing your broken, needy cries as he fucked you to completion, letting his hand fall a little bit lower until his fingertips were on your clit again.
Your body twitched at the stimulation, thighs clamping down tight around his hips as you sobbed into his mouth and soaked his cock with your gushing sex. âDaddy,â You wept, clinging to him for dear life as he fucked you through your high, his own spilling out in sync. âDaddy, daddy, daddyâŠâ
âShh, Iâve got you, baby, Iâm right here,â He cooed, taking your bottom lip playfully between his teeth before pressing a gentle kiss to the tip of your nose. âJust stay put, youâre doing so good for me, angelâŠâ
His hips continued to piston forward as he hoped to force as much of his cum into you as he could manage, while still maintaining the believable illusion of protection. He intended to put every last one of those tampered-with condoms to use, though he wondered silently to himself if you might give up and just let him take you raw once you were to inevitably find out youâre pregnant.
You were a weeping, shivering mess in his arms, thighs clenching and twitching around him as he shushed you and babied you, petting your hair away from your tear-stained face and stamping you with delicate kisses, still stuffing his cum into you with shallow thrusts. He couldnât wait to see you blossom right before his eyes. He couldnât wait for you to realize your purpose was right here with him. He couldnât wait to have you to himself for the rest of your days, his princess.
Leon remained sheathed deep within you, even as he softened, wanting to make sure you stayed plugged up well. But, he also couldnât resist the warmth and wetness of you, how comforting it felt to be enveloped by you.
âYou just stay put right there, okay, princess?â He reiterated quietly, lips brushing over your brow in a loving kiss. âWant you to keep daddy warm for the rest of the night. Can you do that for me?â
As if he even had to ask. You would have done practically anything for him when reduced to such a bleary, agreeable state of mind. He knew you all too well.
You just nodded like a bobblehead, dreamy, doe eyes staring up at him through teary lashes, hanging off his every word like gospel. He tucked you in even closer to his chest, cradling you with such adoration, his hips rocking forward every now and then just to get a reaction out of you, and to remind himself this was real.
He wasnât at all surprised that you were able to fall asleep like that, stuffed full of cum and sated like a good little princess deserved to be. In a perfect world, you would never have to move again, just stay there in his lap forever and soak up every drop of him you could take.Â
In the coming weeks, that box of condoms wouldnât last long. The only thought on his mind day in and day out was bending you over every surface in the apartment, and you thought nothing of it. Of course you noticed his sudden, insatiable lust for you, but you assumed it was a symptom of knowing his beloved girlfriend was just a few short months away from potentially leaving. He was only grasping at every inch of you he could commit to memory, right?
In all fairness to you, you werenât exactly that far off.
Your tired eyes pried open at the familiar feeling of Leon rutting up against you, gripping at your hips like you would disappear if he didnât. The morning sun was just barely beginning to peek through the windows and the bed was warm, it was a lovely way to wake up, one you would never get tired of.
Or at least you never thought you would. You loved Leonâ and his sexual prowessâ very dearly, but you also loved being able to sleep through an entire night without interruption, and you hadnât been getting much of that over the past several weeks.
âMnh⊠Leon, babe,â You grumbled, burying your face back into your pillow. âNot today. Iâm exhausted.â
He was taken aback by this at first, and then his expression fell with disappointment. Leon had gotten so used to breeding you dumb every morning before work that he wasnât confident he could go back to functioning without it. Regardless, Leon knew that continuing his attempt to seduce you while you were this grouchy would be a death sentence, so he opted to take the path of least resistance.Â
After the moment or two it took for him to process that decision, Leonâs touches quickly shifted from provocative to soothingâ he was no longer grasping at your hips but wrapping you up in his arms, pressing gentle kisses to your temple and cheekbone as if to regain your good favor.
You hummed contentedly, relaxing back into his embrace. Leon always warmed up like a heater in the night, and you were more than happy to bask in it. His muscular frame was like a weighted blanket and his presence alone was usually enough to knock you out like a light, but for some reason, you were struggling to fall back asleep. Every second felt like five minutes and despite your best effortsâ and your complete and utter exhaustionâ sleep refused to reclaim you.
Biting back the urge to blame Leon for waking you up in the first place, you huffed out a breath and rolled over in his arms, hoping the change in position might be just what you needed.
Wrong. Very, very wrong. Something about the movement made you dizzy, nauseous, your stomach twisting into knots. You wanted to say something, but you werenât even sure what to say. It came on so suddenly that it caught you off guard and you werenât even fully confident you would be able to get up at first.
You whined his name quietly, nuzzling into his chest and wrenching your eyes shut in an attempt to reorient yourself, your arms closing around your middle instinctively.
âYou alright? Whatâs the matter?â Your sweet boyfriend asked quietly, brows furrowing with concern. He could feel your body trembling against his own, your back rising and falling with short, shallow breaths.
Now it was your throat tightening, too, and the second your mouth started to flood with saliva, you knew what was about to happen. Leon didnât stop you when you writhed out of his embrace and stumbled out of bed, depending on muscle memory alone to get yourself to the bathroom with how woozy and ill you felt.
You just barely made it to the toilet in time to vomit. The cold tile felt nice on your knees, but the impact, not as much. It wasnât long before Leon materialized at your side with a glass of water and a cold washcloth to hold over your forehead, rubbing your back and already silently conspiring to call out of work and give his poor, sick angel the princess treatment all day.
You collapsed back into his chest with a deep shudder, reaching for the water in a desperate attempt to wash the taste of bile from your mouth. He ended up grabbing it for you, raising it to your cracked lips and helping you take slow, measured drinks.
âThere you go, pup,â He hummed, rocking you gently in his lap, his poor little darling princess. âIâm sorry youâre not feeling well.â
Your eyes fluttered closed, a sense of relief washing over you at last. Maybe you just caught a bug, or ate something your body didnât agree with, or your stress and exhaustion were finally catching up to you. Surely you would feel better within a few days.
âIâm okay,â You whispered, reaching for his hand and squeezing it affectionately. âThanks for taking care of me.â
Leon smiled, a burst of warmth spreading through his chest. You couldnât possibly imagine what that meant to him, considering he chose to interpret it in whatever way felt most validating. After all, no one could take care of you like Leon could, and they wouldnât have the chance to try, anyway. Not over his dead body.
Stooping down to kiss the crown of your head, Leonâs every word was thick with syrupy sweetness, âMy baby, I would be so lost if I didnât. Taking care of you is like breathing to me.â
And he meant every part of it. He didnât just mean it, he showed it. He showed it when he held your hair back, and he showed it when you realized you couldnât even remember when youâd had your last period. He showed it when you sent him to the drugstore in the middle of the night for pregnancy tests, and he showed it when you broke down crying at the results, wondering how this could have happened.
His favorite part was showing it when you tearfully called your parents and told them you were staying in Raccoon City, not because you had found a job, but because you were pregnant.
âI canât believe theyâre choosing to react like this, sweetheart, Iâm so sorry. They should be happy for you, and itâs awful that theyâre anything but happy for you,â He said, voice low and soothing, tone purposeful. âIâve got you, princess. Iâve got you. Iâm gonna take good care of you and this baby, and weâre gonna be happy. Alright?â
Leon tipped your chin up with his knuckle, making you look at him. Your cheeks were red and your eyes were puffy with tears, droplets still clinging to your little dolly eyelashes.
It was hard not to believe him when he spoke with such conviction, when he looked at you with those rich blue eyes that bled from an endless well of love. The pad of his thumb skimmed over your pouty bottom lip as you unknowingly submitted to his grand design.
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âryomen..â
you mewl out, extending your arms for any sort of physical touch from your boyfriend. really, as if he isnât currently balls deep in your slick cunny.
âshh, shh,â
he takes ahold of your hand, intertwining his fingers with yours. his left arm sprawled above your head, allowing you just to feel a tad bit closer to him.
you loved this. you loved him; when the room is toasty, and the lights are dim, your head is laid on the soft of your stuffed animal, as your boyfriend makes you take him softly from below. itâs what youâve always wanted, itâs what you needed.
he pumps into your cunny with strokes so deep you feel it in your throat, a small squeeze to his hand which is accompanied with a squeal everytime he bottoms out in you.
itâs so sweet, he thinks,
âr..ryo.. love you.. love you n.. love your c-cock..â
you say through watery eyes, your throat dry from the gasping and moaning youâve elicited as he continues to fuck you.
âi know, i can tell,â he smirks, âyou take it so fuckinâ pretty, fuck. all mine.â he growls.
you love the rasp in his voice, how his voice drops an octave as he claims you. he knows what he does to you too, he knows really well when he feels the sweet clench of your cunt around his cock; what a weak hearted girl you were for his praise.
though he would never admit it to you, never, ever, admit it to you, but he is weak for you too.
{Yandere! Sanemi x Fem! Reader}
Warnings: animal cruelty towards crows, dub-con, manipulation, degradation, mentions / fear of abuse, spit kink, dominance kink, some bondage, semi forced relationship, breeding kink, semi forced pregnancy, mentions of violence, stockholm syndrome
A/N: as requested by @muzanswaifu , here is a fairly dark Sanemi smut. Itâs ironic cause I would sooner die than reveal my bookmarks and search history on Ao3 but post this lmao
Word Count: 6.4K
You sat dutifully by his side, hands folded neatly in your lap with your head bowed. âIâm glad youâve finally found a tsugoku, Sanemi.â Ubuyashikiâs voice was calm and soothing, far different from what you had expected. This was your first time in the presence of the master, after all.
âShe shows amazing potential, I think it will be easy for her to adapt to the wind breathing styles.â You squirmed slightly at the praise, Shinazugawa was never one to compliment people. âThatâs amazing to hear. Good luck, y/n.â You tensed a bit at Ubuyashiki referring to you directly. Your forehead nearly touched the floor as you bowed. âI hope to make you proud, my lord.â
So perfect. Samemi was mentally praising himself for finding someone like you. So naĂŻve, so obedient, soon enough youâd be putty in his hands. Heâd make sure of it.
âYou two are free to go. Treat her well, Sanemi, donât overwork her.â He nodded, âof course.â You watched Ubuyashiki leave the room, letting out a breath you didnât realize you had been holding. You glanced over at your new master, the jagged scars on his face turning upwards. âWhat are you staring at?â
Your eyes immediately shifted to your hands, not looking up at the man beside you. âNothing, sorry sir.â You silently prayed he wouldnât start yelling. Since you were still in Ubuyashikiâs home, you may luck out. âLetâs go, itâs time to train.â
Other members of the corps had actually sent you their condolences when they found out you were to become the Wind Pillarâs tsugoku.
You certainly believed they were necessary. Having only started training with the man a few days prior, you were convinced you were on deathâs door after the first session. He was nothing to joke about, regardless of you being a woman he didnât hold back at all. It was a miracle he hadnât broken any of your bones yet.
âGet into your first position.â You did as you were told, hands clammy as you grasped the hilt of your blade. First form: dust whirlwind cutter. You silently went through the motions of the first step, waiting dutifully for your master to instruct you. âGo.â Sanemiâs gruff voice barely reached you before you launched into the first form of wind breathing.
The training dummy before you was cut in half within the blink of an eye. The key to wind breathing was your speed, something you pride yourself in. âGet into your eight positionâ he never went in order. Eighth form: primary gale slash. You moved backwards, putting enough space between you and the next training dummy for the attack to work.
âGo.â He crossed his arms, watching as you leapt and swung your blade. You were perfect. In only a few days you were on the fast track to completely mastering wind breathing. Such a shame youâll never get to put this to use. Ubuyashiki had to be out of his damn mind if he thought Sanemi was ever letting you go on a mission. It killed him already knowing you had.
You could have been killed before he even met you. How tragic would that have been?
âFifthâ be barked, watching you get into position for a third time. Fifth form: cold mountain wind. You steadied yourself, turning to the training dummy behind you and taking off at it. This move was one that required a few attacks before unleashing since it was more of an in the moment move. You landed it flawlessly nonetheless.
You were waiting for his next order, jumping slightly as your crow squawked above you. âL/N Y/N! Your assistance is needed up northâŠâ you yelled as a rock was thrown, hitting your crow and wounding it. You caught it easily, tears welling in your eyes as you concluded it had a broken wing.
âM-masterâŠâ you wailed softly, cradling the bird to you.
âStand up.â His voice was ice cold, so much so that you actually shivered. âB-but masterâŠâ at the sight of his raised hand you shut up, cowering slightly in fear of getting hit. Slowly you stood to your full height. âKill the damn bird.â Your stomach dropped, âkill it?â There was no way he was serious.
âYou heard me. Kill it.â You felt sick, hands protectively holding the bird closer to you. âI-Iâm not going to kill my crow!â You could see a small handful of rocks in his hand, why would he do that to your poor bird? âHow are you supposed to kill demons then? I chose you for a reason. Donât disappoint me.â Each word was laced with venom, so much so that it brought you to tears.
âMy crow did nothing wrong! Please master, I'm begging you!â You fell to your knees, shielding the crow from any of his attacks. Sanemi had to suppress a giddy smile, you submitted to him so easily. âAlright fine, weâll take it to see Kocho.â His little stunt had worked, you had evidently forgotten the mission the damn bird had tried to deliver.
You stood slowly, not daring to make eye contact with him. Had he really gotten that upset that your bird had interrupted your training session? Didnât this do the opposite of what he wanted? Now you were delaying your growth in wind breathing because you had to try and help your crow.
âLook at me, shouldnât you be thanking me?â
Thanking him?
âThankingâŠyou?â You questioned out loud, slowly meeting his eyes despite your fear. âI'm letting that stupid fucking crow live. You should be thanking me for that.â Muscular arms folded over his chest, scars littering them in every direction. You drank in the sight regardless of anger radiating off the man before you.
âThank you, master.â
In the following weeks, your crow slowly got better. To fill in the role while they were absent, you had a variation of birds coming to send you orders. All of which ended up severely hurt or dead.
Sanemi refused to let you leave his presence. As far as you were aware, Ubuyashiki was giving you a few months off to properly master wind breathing. Sanemi on the other hand was forcing other lower ranks to take on your missions for you. The moment one of those birds even dared to squawk, he was knocking them down. Heâd choke out whatever mission had been assigned to you and sent some poor soul on their way to possibly meet their end.
âCome here.â You jumped at the sound of his voice, eyes shifting to look through the open doorway. Sanemi had requested you move into his estate about a week after the whole incident with your crow. He claimed it was for better and more strict training. You followed along despite the logical side of your brain telling you to run.
âWhat do you need, Master?â You entered his bedroom, the faint smell of alcohol greeting you. Really? Heâs drinking? Itâs barely past sunrise⊠You couldnât really see him, the dim light of dawn just barely illuminating his bedroom. Nearly everything, including him, was cast in shadow. You stepped in slowly, eyes fighting to adjust to the dark. âI need you.â
Your steps faltered, coming to a halt completely half way towards his bed. âWhat?â You couldnât bring yourself to keep moving. âI said I need you to get me water.â No the hell you didnât. You blinked slowly, âo-okay Iâll go grab you some.â You left the room quickly, rubbing clammy palms against your uniform. You had initially gotten up so early to go and train.
âDamnit.â He grumbled against his pillow, foggy mind parting to give him a moment of clarity. âShe isnât ready yet, how sad.â He could smell the alcohol on his breath, groaning as his head began to twitch with a headache. If he wanted you, he needed to do it when he was at full strength. Not when he got bored and nearly drunk himself sick a few hours prior. There was only so much patience he had after all, it was getting hard with you living in the same house.
You placed the cup on his bedside table, trying to leave the room quietly. âOne more thing.â His voice was groggy but a little bit clearer this time. âYes?â You stopped at his doorway, realizing as he turned around to grab the water that he was shirtless. âCome back to my room around noon, Iâd like to have a chat with you.â You let out a quick okay before stumbling out of the room. Air, I need air.
You gasped when you hit the backyard. Running your hands through your hair, you forced yourself to sit on the steps. Your fear towards your master had only built up as time went on. He could kill you at any second, regardless of corps rules. You felt more like his slave than his tsugoku, constraint training just to refuse you any missions. You didnât want the few months off, you wanted to be on the field.
âIâm going insane.â You buried your face in your hands. It wasnât just fear that was beginning to make you crumble.It was the hot and cold attitude of the wind pillar. There were times where he actually praised you during training, more so in a backhanded way but it was praise nonetheless in your eyes. And then there were times where he was brutal, tearing you down about every single thing you did.
That wasnât even the worst of it. It was the odd tender moments, the lingering touches, the longing stares. You were by no means oblivious to your masterâs desire. You probably would have even encouraged it if he didnât scare the living shit out of you. You were walking on eggshells around this man, holding your breath when he lingered too long. That was no way to live, and it certainly was no way to try and pursue a relationship.
Yet your heart still ignores your brain.
You find yourself craving his touch after it disappears. You find yourself wanting to run your hands through his hair and trace all his scars. It made you nauseous. How could you possibly find yourself falling for the man who could quite frankly end your life and get away with it. You pulled your face from your hands, standing up and making your way further back towards the training grounds. âI just need to clear my head.â
You went through each form of wind breathing at least twelve times. Only stopping when the sun was nearly at its peak in the sky. You wiped the sweat from your brow, Sanemiâs words ringing through your head. âShit!â You needed to bathe first, you were covered in sweat. âI should have timeâŠâ you took back off towards his estate, running through the halls until you got to your own bathroom.
You began undressing as quickly as you could, you silently prayed the water would be warm enough by the time you got in. âI thought I told you to meet me at noon?â You froze with your leg half way out of your uniform pants, turning slowly to see Sanemi standing in the doorway. âM-master! IâmâŠnot decent, what are you doing!â Your hands came up to hold your breasts, the binding was still on them but you covered them anyways.
âAnswer my question.â His eyes were shamelessly roaming your body. For once you felt defiant. âIâm not answering your question! Get out!â Bad idea. The wood of the door actually splintered under his grasp. âExcuse me?â Your hands began to shake, you blinked at him slowly before dropping your head down. âI was supposed to meet you, Iâm sorry master.â
âNow was that so difficult? Is a bath more important than me?â He was stepping into the room now, closing the door behind him. âNo master. It isnât.â You want to cry, hands shaking as you move to pull your pants back up. âDid I say you couldnât take a bath?â You froze again, head lifting slowly to meet his eyes. âNo you didnât, master.â He smiled, one that would be comforting if you couldnât feel the anger radiating off him.
âThen take your bath.â You blinked, slowly realizing what he planned on doing. âOkayâŠâ you let your pants fall to the floor, stepping out of them to place them in the hamper. You began undoing your breast binding, turning your back to Sanemi so he didnât see. The last step was your underwear, embarrassment flooding your cheeks as you dropped them to your ankles.
Sanemi watched you with a smile on his face, eyes taking in every ounce of bare skin you gave him. He felt his dick twitch to life, shifting slightly to try and ignore it. He wasnât going to take you in the bathroom of all places, heâd wait till you were clean and ready to talk. That was the gentleman thing to do, no?
You sunk into the water, slightly relieved that it was warm. âAre you going to watch me bathe?â You looked up at him, sinking enough that the water covered your breasts. âI am, since I canât seem to trust you to be on time.â His arms folded, looking at him properly now you realized he was still shirtless. A black kimono hung around his waist, but that was it.
You looked away, busying yourself with cleaning off the quickest you could. âDo you need help?â You felt embarrassment flood your cheeks again, looking down at your body through the rippling water. âIâm okay, thank you.â You finished scrubbing yourself, turning away from him as you stood up. You reached for the towel you placed by the head of the tub, wrapping it around you before stepping out.
âIâll give you ten minutes, I expect you in my room no later.â He left, leaving you dripping wet and alone in your bathroom. What the hell is going through his head? You ran to your room, drying off and changing as quickly as you could. The genuine fear you felt of disappointing him and the consequences that would follow fueled you.
You tied the string to your kimono messily, trying your damn hardest to dry your hair but giving up out of frustration. You had to assume nearly ten minutes had passed, so you were out your door and making your way to his room. âI hope I wasnât late, I'm so sorry master.â I still donât understand why Iâm apologizing. You mentally scolded yourself when you saw him sitting on his bed.
âYouâre lucky, you are a whole minute early. Kneel before me.â You raised your eyebrow, he wanted you to kneel before him? You did as you were told anyways, kneeling before him on the wooden floor. You bowed your head, eyes focusing on the floor just before his feet. âYouâre so obedient, minus that little incident earlier.â You stilled completely as a calloused hand came up to touch your cheek.
âYou can look at me, you know.â A second hand came up to cup your other cheek, gently lifting your face to look at him. For the first time since being appointed as his tsugoku, he looked calmâŠhappy even. You remained silent, letting him hold your face. âI just wanted to ask you a few things. Youâve been my tsugoku for nearly a month now. You live in my house with me now. And yet I feel like I donât really know you.â
You could only blink at him, unsure of how to proceed. This certainly wasnât the man youâve known up until this point. Certainly not the man that just intruded on your bath and forced you to bathe in front of him. âAre you okay with me asking you questions?â The rough pad of his thumb brushed your cheekbone. Such a tender act had you melting into his touch. âYes master.â
How cute.
âYouâre so beautiful. Why would someone like you join the corps?â You were slightly confused, the question seemed to be something he was asking himself. âWhy?â Your hands slowly came up to press against his own. âYou must be an idiot.â You stared at him in disbelief, there he goes again with the hot and cold behavior. âNo really. You must be stupid to join the corps.â His grip tightened slightly, panic spiking in your chest.
âWhat questions do you have, master?â You needed to change the subject, quickly. âDo you plan on marrying?â Well thatâs not any better than the last question. You flinched, what were you supposed to say? This was clearly some sort of test. âI doâŠbut not any time soon.â Was honesty your best route? You decided to maintain eye contact, watching his face morph and shift into different emotions before settling on disgust.
âYou really think someone would marry you?â What? What kind of test was this? âIâd like to hope so.â You mentally cursed yourself, he was going to keep going. âHow about kids? Do you want to be a mother?â His hands weâre still on your face, holding it as if it were a precious gem. You wanted to get away from him, the conversation was taking a turn that made a pit form in your stomach. What is he trying to figure out?
âIâŠI think I'd like kids.â His face lit up as your stomach dropped. He let go of your face, standing up so your face was level with his groin. âHow perfect. I think we were made for each other.â You felt your cheeks flood with embarrassment, eyes looking anywhere but in front of you. âI have a choice for you, y/n.â You held in a gasp at Sanemiâs use of your first name.
You remained silent, watching him move around his bed towards the sliding doors that led to the outside. The ones that were currently letting in a breeze, the only reason you felt like you werenât suffocating. You dug your nails into your thighs as he dragged the doors shut. You didnât know what he was about to say, but now you only had one escape route.
âI can either hurt you so badly that youâll be crippled for the rest of your lifeâŠâ your eyes flew wide, the urge to go from kneeling to crouching taking over. âOr you can mother my children. Those are your choices, sweetheart.â You were standing before you even realized it, he was absolutely insane. You turned to make a run for it, yelling in shock as his arm wrapped around your waist. âYou arenât nearly as fast as you need to be to outrun me. Plus we are just having a conversation.â
You clawed at his arms, kicked your legs, anything to try and loosen his grip. âIt seems you forget who youâre up against.â He lifted you with ease, carrying you over and dropping you on his bed. You made an attempt to get up and try running again, but it truly was useless. Not when his thighs encased your hips, he sat nearly his full weight on your abdomen.
Large hands came down to grab each of your wrists, pinning them above your head. âWhat is your answer?â The crazed look in his eyes had you thrashing under him, not a single attempt worked. The pressure on your lower half began to morph into something else, something that had you questioning your own sanity. âW-what?â Your attempts at getting away slowly stopped.
âI gave you two options, you already fucking forgot?â He looked utterly disgusted with you. âSeriously, how do you expect to survive on your own when you canât even remember a simple question.â The grip on your wrists tightened, earning Sanemi a shrill cry of pain from you. He waited until you had stopped, chest still heaving as he looked at you. âDo you want me to hurt you? Or knock you up? Those are your only two choices.â
âI want neither, I want to go back to my normal life.â Why did you ever agree to being his tsugoku? He clicked his tongue, eyes trailing over your body. He could feel every twitch, every shiver. âThat wasnât an option.â He switched to holding your wrists with just one hand, pulling the belt of his own kimono off. âIâll just have to make the choice for you.â He began tying your wrists together, feeble cries to stop fell on deaf ears. His hips moved lower, the pressure of his body weight was now directly on top of your cunt.
âW-what choice will you make?â You're getting lost in his warmth, the way his hands slowly glide down your arms to your sides and back again. âYouâre too special to me. I donât think Iâd be able to live with myself if I hurt you that bad.â His head lowered until his breath was fanning your neck. Your stomach squeezed at the realization of what his choice meant, nausea washing over you ânoâŠno no wait⊠master⊠ShinaâŠShinazugawa!â His lips were pressing into the bare skin of your neck.
Goosebumps followed everywhere his lips touched. âSo responsive.â He cooed against your skin, hands slowly coming down to rest on your waist. âYouâll be such a good mother.â His teeth sunk into the junction between your neck and shoulder. You could feel the pressure of his teeth biting into your skin, breath stopping the second you felt your skin begin to break. âStop! Please!â Warm blood trickled down behind your shoulder and onto the mattress. Tears burned your eyes as blunt teeth finally let go.
His tongue lapped at your skin until the bleeding slowed. âIâm going to consume every single inch of you.â His lips pressed into your ear as he whispered, slowly kissing until he hovered just above your lips. You whined, you could smell your blood on his lips. You knew what was coming next, his mouth pressed to yours in a bruising kiss that tastes metallic. You didnât want to submit, submitting was what ended you here in the first place. But the hands on your waist, slowly climbing to cup your breasts.
You slowly felt yourself becoming putty in his hands. The pleasure that coursed through you from his warmth alone was intoxicating, inviting even. The twinge from between your legs betrayed any sense of logic you felt. âThese would look so pretty filled with milk. You know that? Theyâd be so tender, so plush and warm.â Saliva connected your lips as he spoke, slowly pulling apart your kimono. âTheyâd be so sensitive too.â
Your eyes squeezed shut, âd-dont talk like that.â You felt him begin to laugh, pulling your kimono off completely to fully expose your breasts âWhy not? Itâs the truth.â You hated how responsive your body was to him. His tongue began roaming your breasts, nipping softly as the plush skin. âYou know, you made things so easy for me. You are so trusting, so naive.â He poked his tongue at your nipple, watching the way it hardened. Your brows furrowed, teeth sinking into the side of your cheek in effort not to moan.
âW-why do you - ohh - say that?â His lips wrapped around the perked bud, licking and sucking slowly. His lips left you reluctantly. âBecause you did everything I ever asked of you, you did it without ever questioning me. Are you sure you donât want this?â He kissed across your sternum to your other breast. You blinked up at his ceiling in surprise, did you want this or not? You couldnât figure it out. Another cry left your lips when his teeth sunk down on the sensitive bud.
Your cries only fueled his own arousal, cock beginning to harden completely. âYouâll look so fucking perfect with a swollen stomach, carrying my baby so proudly.â His lips sunk lower, pulling your kimono apart more. You shivered as his tongue lapped at your skin, only to tense seconds later as his teeth sunk into your waist. âW-wait!â Your back arched in effort to get him off, teeth sinking and cutting your flesh for the second time.
Tears burned your eyes as warm blood trickled down your skin to the mattress for a second time. âYour blood is so sweet.â Your chest heaved as he spoke, the pain from his first bite was still pulsing on your shoulder. He moved lower still, pulling the rest of your kimono apart. âYou didnât even bother with underwear?â You would hide your face if your hands werenât tied. You felt his breath ghost over your cunt, a small whimper leaving your lips
You let him spread your thighs apart easily, despite the biting he was being gentle. You mentally scolded yourself for relaxing into his touch. The second his teeth began scraping at your thigh you braced yourself. The feeling shot straight to your clit, heat flooding your cheeks as you realized how wet you had become. âSo soft.â He mumbled against your skin, so much so that you barely understood what he was saying.
You felt butterflies in your stomach each time his teeth grazed your skin, silently waiting for the pain. âI almost canât bring myself to mark theseâŠâ his hands rested on your thighs as well. âThen..don't.â You shivered as he kissed the junction between your thigh and cunt. âI said almost, sorry sweetheart.â You gasped loudly as his teeth sunk into your other thigh, biting hard enough to hurt but not enough to break the skin.
âMaster! Please stopâŠstop teasing.â You were going insane. His teeth sunk deeper, pulling another cry from your lips. âOh? So you want this now?â He was hovering just centimeters over your cunt, you blinked down at him absolutely confused. Do I want this? He pulled away from your cunt all together. âIf you want it so badly, Iâll give it to you.â You watched with slight horror as he undressed completely, hardened cock slapping against his stomach.
âW-wait waitâŠâ the realization of what was about to happen making your whole body tense. He was going to take you with no preparation. âNo, Iâm sick of waiting.â His hands gripped your thighs with such force you visibly flinched. âYouâre wet enough, youâll hug me so well sweetheart. Thank you for making me realize how long I was taking. Youâre so eager to be full of me arenât you? Youâll make such a good mother.â
âM-master please! I want your mouth first! Iâll do anything.â He was too big to be taken with no preparation, you swallowed your pride and began to beg. He didnât seem convinced, but he did stop. âM-masterâŠplease. I want to feel your tongue, I want to feel your mouth on my pussy. PleaseâŠâ your voice cracked, tears threatening to fall if he didnât give in. âThe things you do to me sweetheartâŠâ he lowered again, a sigh of relief leaving your lungs as he lowered himself to his knees.
The grip on your thighs is still bruising, but now he was kissing along your labia and making his way towards your pulsing clit. You locked eyes with him, a smirk crawling up his lips before he buried his face between your legs. Your breathing stopped all together as his tongue began lapping hungrily. Your tied hands began to twitch as his assault on your clit was already too overwhelming. âM-masterâŠâ you sighed as his lips wrapped around the pulsing bud, sucking harshly.
âY-you knowâŠif my hands werenâtâhaâtiedâŠâ you swallowed thickly âIâd like toâŠto bury my hands in your h-hair masterâŠâ maybe if I can convince him to untie meâŠI can get away. You felt him begin to laugh, pulling away from your cunt for just a second to say ânot until I can trust you to not run away.â Shit. He truly could see through every single lie. Every single bargain you had that didnât coax him into touching you moreâŠwas simply ignored.
His kissed your clit a few times before pulling away, using two fingers to spread your lips apart. âHow pretty.â He cooed more so to himself than to you, you couldnât bring yourself to look down. âSo warm and inviting, I can even see you contracting.â You squirmed, walls spasming from trying to reach your orgasm that Sanemi let fizzle away. The sound of him spitting made you jolt with shock, head flying upwards to look down at him. You could feel his saliva drip back out of you, slowly leaking down onto his sheets.
âSilly meâŠâ you watched in silent awe as he recollected whatever had fallen. Using two fingers he forced it back into you, the sudden intrusion wasnât even as jarring as his spit. He forced your hips upwards, that way nothing would leak out as he spit again, using his own saliva and your arousal to pump his fingers at a deadly pace. Squelching noises filled the room in time with your moans, completely and utterly lost in the pleasure that you had almost denied yourself of.
âSee sweetheart? Youâre mine. This body of yours? Mine. This pussy? Mine?â He was babbling out so many possessive terms you found yourself nodding in agreement. âAllâAhhhâall yours master!â What the hell were you saying? The orgasm he denied you of only a few minutes prior was building again, your whole body tensing as his calloused fingers hit every point perfectly. His tongue returned to your aching clit, tongue moving side to side in perfect rhythm.
âM-master!â Your back arched, crying out as you spilled all over his chin and fingers. Sanemi didnât slow down until your back had hit the mattress again, pulling his two fingers out and smirking as he stood. âOpen.â He held them by your mouth, smiling as you lazily opened your mouth like he asked. Your tongue swirled around his fingers, not really caring for the taste of your own arousal. But at least it was tolerable.
âSee? I treat you so well. I make you feel so good.â He kissed your cheek, your forehead, your nose and lastly your lips. You couldnât seem to remember why you didnât want this in the first place, he treated you so well. âMoreâŠplease.â It seems everything had left your mind, Sanemi himself was a bit surprised by your change in behavior. âYou want more?â You nodded lazily, reaching out to touch him despite your tied hands.
He could have crumbled on the spot.
âI knew youâd come around sweetheart, Master will give you everything you could ever want.â You welcomed his kiss, too lost in your own pleasure to care anymore. At least youâd be safe with him, right? You felt him pushing your thighs a little further apart, a shiver passing over you when the bulbous head of his cock pressed into you. âIt wonât hurt that badâŠâ he was still big, regardless of how much preparation.
You stiffened slightly, eyes watering as he pressed further into you. His head fell to your shoulder, kissing around the wound he had inflicted on you. You tried to relax yourself, the burning sensation easing as he sunk further in. âSo fucking tightâŠâ he was panting agaisnt your skin, you had never felt so full in your entire life. âAlmost thereâŠâ you merely choked when you realized he still hadnât bottomed out yet.
You gasped, hands searching for something to grab despite still being tied together with his kimonoâs belt. You could feel him pressing against your cervix, the bones of his hips pressing harshly into the bottom of your thighs. Your walls were spasming uncontrollably, you could feel every single inch, every single vein that ran up his shaft. âM-masterâŠâ you babbled incoherently, watching through watery eyes as he propped himself back up to hover over you.
âYou look so beautiful like this.â His eyes trailed from your face all the way down to where he was buried inside of you. âCan I move?â You nodded feebly, fingers aching to find purchase on his skin. Sanemiâs hips started off slow, giving you time to adjust to the sensation before picking up into a steady pace. Whimpers and moans tumbled from your lips each time he grazed the sensitive spot that had you seeing stars. âM-masterâŠ.â You whined, back arching in a way that had him hitting every spot just right.
âDoes that feel good?â He grabbed your thigh and pushed it further up, allowing him to hit even deeper. âYou look so fucked out, how cute.â He pushed harder, tip kissing your cervix before he drew back out again. He continued like this until he seemingly got bored, âhold onâŠâ he mumbled more so to himself than you, pulling out completely. âM-master?â You whined at the emptiness you felt.
He flipped you around without saying another word, leaving you so your tied hands were still above your head as your face pressed into the mattress. You grimaced slightly as you were dangerously close to the bloodstain your shoulder had left. âM-master?â You allowed him to push you upwards until your knees sunk into the plush material. âSorry sweetheart, wanted to try a different position.â He placed a kiss on your lower back, cock head slipping between your folds
He plunged into you again, a shrill cry leaving you as his pace turned brutal. Every ounce of sweetness has been to try and gain your trust. You realized with absolute horror as he continued to pound into you ruthlessly. You tried to claw at the sheets, knees digging further into the mattress as he continued to abuse your aching cunt. Over and over and over he penetrated your walls so harshly you were seeing stars
âSorryâhaâsorry sweetheartâŠcanât fucking hold back anymore.â You cried at the sudden switch, just like his hot and cold attitude had been this whole time. Reality was slowly clawing at your mind, but his dick was doing a far better job at keeping it away. A constant stream of curses and moans left your lips as each and every thrust slammed into your cervix. So much so that you were starting to lose feeling in your legs. âYouâre going to look so good as a mother.â His gruff voice still managed to pull you from your haze.
âPleaseâŠp-please donât.â He was burying himself so deep with each thrust it began to hurt. You knew he was close to coming, you could feel his cock twitching. He pressed into your cervix again, holding himself there with a cruel smirk on his face. âWhat was that?â You tried to blink the tears blurring your vision away. âDonâtâŠdonât come inside⊠please master.â He pulled you up by your hair, turning your face so he could see at least part of it.
âOhâŠmy sweetheartâ he began, swiping away your tears with his thumb. Your moment of clarity being pushed away so easily under his touch. âIâm not wasting this. How else am I supposed to get you pregnant?â You blinked the tears away, melting into him with closed eyes. It was pointless, once his mind was made there was no changing it. He pulled back again, quickly picking up the pace. You squealed as your orgasm washed over you, not even realizing you had been so close.
âThatâs right, come on my cock sweetheart.â Your walls spasmed over and over as he didnât slow, quickly overstimulating you. Sanemi only thrusted a few more times before burying himself deep. The head of his cock pressing into your cervix was almost too painful to handle as he came. As your ears stopped ringing you realized you were crying, a wet puddle forming under your cheek. âCalm down, youâre fine.â He kissed your cheek, licking away the salty tears.
You couldnât muster the energy to speak, knowing full and well he wasnât going to let you leave that position for a while. Slowly, sleep enveloped you. The sheer exhaustion from your training paired with what you just did became too much to handle.
You blinked slowly, eyes adjusting to the dark room. The sun had set outside and the world was cast in shadows. You felt warm and cold at the same time, moving your body a bit only to flinch in surprise. Everything hurt. You tried to turn, eyes closing as sleep attempted to win you back over. âFuck!â Your eyes flew open again at the tearing sensation you felt. Like reopening a half healed cut.
Thatâs when everything came back to you.
âNoâŠno noâŠno way.â You mumbled to yourself, desperate to try and sit up. There is no way that happened. That was all just a bad dream. The aches, pains and cramping told you otherwise. âOh youâre awake.â Your eyes frantically searched for the source of his voice. Your eyes landed on him sitting just outside the bedroom, the doors to the outside pulled wide open. The breeze was rustling his bed head, eyes trailing over to you lazily.
You remained silent, sitting up the best you could without causing too much pain. He walked over to you slowly, his kimono was back on him with his chest exposed. âYou shouldnât move around too much. I donât want my hard work to go to waste.â Your stomach churned as you realized what he meant. âOnce we confirm youâre pregnant Iâll talk to Ubuyashiki. Depending on his reaction Iâll either tell him Iâm the fatherâŠor Iâll say youâre a whore.â
He sat on the edge of the bed, hand coming up to touch your cheek. âEither way, youâre out of commission. Weâll marry either during your pregnancy or after you give birth. Then again it really depends on Ubuyashiki.â He began chuckling to himself âIâm marrying you regardless. Maybe Iâll look like the savior.â Your heart was falling into your stomach. âHopefully he isnât mad.â What? Why was that your biggest concern?
âOh sweetheart, I hope he isnât.â This was your life now, you would marry the man in front of you and mother his children. All your hard work was gone, you nearly killed yourself trying to learn wind breathing. It was all for nothing. âOh donât cryâŠâ he kissed your forehead, âeverything will be okay. Iâll make sure of it.â You wanted to push him away, the cramping in your uterus only confirmed the thing you didnât think you wanted. And yet you still stuttered outâŠ
âW-we can always try again, if this doesnât work, master.â
virgin pastor's son!leon kennedy x virgin fem!reader
cw: guilt!! p in v, porn watching (has some "intense" sex ig??), needy sex, virginity loss, creampies, thinking about god during sex, humping (dry at one point), oral (f receiving), awkwardness, CHECK-INS!!!, dirty talk, begging, soft ish dom!leon, pet names, mentions of daddy kink but only once, pregnancy mentioned a couple times, Leon's a sweetheart, goofy ending, rough ish treatment only once, confessions!!
wc: 6k...đ§đ»ââïž
note: barely proof read and I don't know shit about church or anything like that... Lmk if I missed any tags! Also inspired by @moolvn's bot!
@valkyrurr @rigorwhoring @marymustdie @tatumrileyslover @frostywintersnow @queenofstresss haii yall ! :3
It's around 10 in the morning, and you're dressed in a flowy black dress with flower patterns on it. Perfect for church and for this wonderful spring weather. Pulling your hair back into a low ponytail, you get out of your parents car. They have already gone inside the church.
Walking briskly to the entrance, you take note of the flowers that are planted on each side that're beginning to bloom in the glowy sunlight. You make it in time to sit next to your parents before the prayer begins.
You bow your head and begin to listen to it. Soft shuffling is heard, and then there's a warmth on your right side, as if a heater were turned on.
Peaking out of your right eye, you see the pastor's son, Leon. Dressed in dark wash jeans and a white button up. He tilts his head towards you and smiles, mouthing, "Hello."
You smile and shake your head, closing your eyes to listen in on his father recite a prayer, so that the Holy Spirit will help us all understand God's words.
Despite trying to listen to him preach, your mind wanders off to the boy next to you. How his muscles ripple underneath his shirts. (which are always fitting for him. Like how?) And the way his beautiful oceanic eyes shine with purity. Especially when he's preaching about how God is constantly saving and bettering him and how important he truly is in his life. The way his brown hair flows in the wind and how it falls into his eye whenever he looks down.
It's all beautiful to you. You'd rather worship Leon than God. Would it be a sin to worship man instead of the Lord? Probably.
Every time you spoke with Leon, you felt dirty. You were filled with these disgusting, sinful feelings. You were afraid of it rubbing off on him and getting into trouble. Getting called the devil. Shunned and kicked out of the house for having feelings you didn't know how to fucking handle.
After all, you were only human. One with needs, thoughts, feelings, and insatiable cravings for a certain man beside you.
Once the pastor stops the prayer, everything else goes by quickly. You try not to stare at Leon while his father is reading aloud hymns. But it's impossible.
He catches your eye and flashes you a boyish smile. You look away. It's quite embarrassing to have been caught staring at him. You couldn't help it.
A couple hours later, the service ends. You get up and stretch your limbs, ready to leave.
A large hand grabs onto your forearm. Warmth surges through your veins, all the way up to your midsection.
Turning your head, you see that it's Leon.Â
He lets go of you with a smile. "Are you busy today? I was wondering if you'd like to come over."
Biting your lip, you think for a moment. Looking over at your parents, they give you a nod of approval.
"I'm free. I can come over today."Â
Both of you walk towards the exit, and he opens the door like a gentleman. You mutter a small "thank you" and step outside.Â
The cool, light breeze washes over your body like a cold shower. It feels refreshing after being in a stuffy room for more than an hour. Breathing it in and letting it out, you turn towards Leon.
He squints at you with a small smile, motioning to follow him. You oblige, putting your hands on the bottom of your dress and bunching up the fabric so that it doesn't fly up.
By the time you guys make it to his house, your feet are dying in the black flats you're wearing. Rubbed raw on your heels by your pinky and big toes.
You sigh in relief as you enter his house, slipping your shoes off by the door.
The both of you walk into the kitchen and grab a cup of water. Heading upstairs to his room. You try to push down the nerves and excitement bubbling in your guts, but it's so hard.Â
All you guys ever do is read, listen to the radio, and talk about your guys's jobs. Not all exciting, but laying in his bed and being so close to him is what gets your panties soaked. Maybe you are the devil's spawn. Getting aroused by just being in Leon's vicinity. It's bad. Real bad.
He opens his door and walks in, laying down on his plush queen-sized bed. His hair falls to the sides of his face as he closes his eyes. Breathing in deeply and then exhaling slowly.
You sit on the bed, eyeing him up while his eyes are closed. Noticing the way his veins on his hands are popping out, the small little freckles that paint his face and neck, and the way his lips look so velvety.
Wondering what it would feel like between your legs, your calves, and your neck. You shouldn't be thinking about him like this. It's wrong. But it feels so right.
"So, uh, what are we going to do?" You mutter quietly, tearing your gaze away from the white man beside you.
"I thought that we could just hang out."Â
"Okay." You scratch your head for a moment, looking at one of the posters on his wall. It's a poster for The Legend of Zelda, Ocarina of Time. It's probably one of the only games his parents approve of.Â
"Actually, hold on." He sits up slowly and begins to walk towards his desk, fishing something out. He holds up a CD with a grin. "I found this lying around on the bookstore floor. I thought that we could check it out."
Motioning with a nod of his head towards his computer. The thick monitor has the circular silver Dell logo on it at the bottom. Paired with his grey and black mouse.
Popping it into his PC as it whirrs on, you snatch his swiveling chair, making him sit on the uncomfortable wooden chair next to it. Maybe you should get a new best friend, thinking about how you come over so much that he has gotten another chair just in case you guys get on his computer.
You take over and open the Windows Media Player, then double-click on the CD's name. Spice it up in the bedroom! What an odd name.Â
Turning up the volume on his mini speakers that're alongside his monitor as you wait for the media to load.
A woman and a man appear in the frame, with a messy bed behind them. She's hardly wearing any clothing, only her undergarments and stockings are on her figure. Meanwhile, the man is only dressed in his briefs.
You feel your cheeks burn red hot, swallowing thickly at the video. Afraid of what's going to happen next and afraid of looking at Leon after this surprise of a CD, you continue to look straight ahead.
They don't even introduce themselves, but they say one thing: "Here's how to spice things up in the bedroom. Watch and learn."
Shifting in the cushiony chair, you unconsciously grab onto the armrests.
The next part shows the woman lying down with her legs spread open. The man walks into the frame and sits on the floor next to the end of the bed. Putting his face in between her legs, he kisses her thighs. Trailing up to the bend of her knees and then to her ankles. Repeating the same for her other leg.Â
Then he begins to leave small bite marks and bruises on her inner thighs. With each of them, her hips jump, and small moans leave her lips. Â
You squeeze your thighs together, feeling your most sacred parts ache with need. Hoping Leon doesn't notice it.Â
But he did, just didn't want to point it out and embarrass the both of you even more than you guys already are. He's always staring at you subtly. He's not doing any better on his end, cock filling out in his jeans, begging to be freed from its confinement.
He's just thinking about the kind of noises you'd make if he kissed you there. But he shouldn't think about that. His heart sinks into his stomach, feeling guilty for even having those sorts of thoughts about you from time to time. He wanted to baptize himself again and again until those thoughts clouded him no more.
Leon always had to shower in cold water to make all of the pent-up need go away from his dick. He was afraid to touch himself. Especially to the thought of you. He thought you didn't deserve to be sexualized. How wrong it is to even imagine your lips on his! How soft and plush you'd be against his body.
Feeling like the devil has made its way into both of your bodies. Lust coats both of your frontal lobes, coaxing you into continuing to watch this sinful CD.Â
The man begins to lick and kiss her panties which makes her noises grow louder and breathier. You hope to God that his parents don't come home anytime soon. Â
He slips her panties off, and her precious parts are exposed to the camera. Leon makes a small gasping sound, and you snap your head towards him. Â
"Leon, I.. I don't know if we should watch this. This is... wrong. I feel dirty, Leon." You search his eyes, hoping he'll agree, but he just blinks slowly at you. Â
"I-I think we should continue. Don't act like this doesn't pique your interest," he mutters back. His eyes are slowly beginning to darken.Â
Turning your focus on the screen, you hear him noisily slurping away between her thighs. The woman begins to get louder, and her fingers slot through his hair and pull him closer. Â
She yells out, "I'm cumming!" And soon her legs squeezed shut on his head, her body convulsing and lunging forward to curl in on itself. Â
"Fuck baby, that was so hot," He comes up and kisses her, grabbing a fistful of her hair and flipping her over onto her stomach. Fumbling with his black briefs, tugging them down and stepping out of them. Â
You squirm uncomfortably, not sure if you can handle seeing a random man naked. But you gulp down the bile crawling up your throat, mixed in with sickening guilt. Â
His cock stands up to attention, the tip as red as a tomato. A patch of hair surrounds it, leading down between his legs. He strokes it a couple of times, lolling his head back with a loud groan. Â
"You ready, slut?" Tapping himself against her folds.Â
"Y-Yes sir, I'm ready." The woman frantically nods and pushes up on her elbows, watching him sink into her hole. Â
He grips her hair as soon as he's fully sheathed inside, pulling her towards him. Making her see how they're connected. You bite your lip as you watch this couple go at it for about five minutes. Watching them change positions and get louder and louder with each minute that passes by. Â
He puts his hand on her throat and slaps her face, breasts, ass, and privates. It all makes you feel fuzzy inside, like you drank too much alcohol. The world is slowly starting to spin, with all thoughts going straight down between your thighs. Â
But the way he talks to her is what really gets you. Â
"You like that slut? Fuckin' taking daddy's cock so well, fuck."Â Â
"Good girl. I know you can take it."Â
"Yeah, cum on me, baby, squeeze this fat dick."Â Â
"Stupid fucking whore, practically crying for me to creampie this tight little pussy. Isn't that right, baby? God, you know you want my cum stuffed in you."Â Â
Her punched-out moansâthe way she's clawing at the bed and sometimes at himâis what gets Leon excited. The way she can't even say anything remotely coherent to the man gets him so hard, it fucking hurts. Leon's boxers are practically stuck to his cock.Â
Leon's hand drifts towards his groin, shifting it so it doesn't press against the zipper of his jeans. He lets out a soft hiss, putting a hand to his mouth as he slumps back against the wooden chair. Leaning onto the left armrest. Â
Your ears pick up on Leon's strained noise, and you pull your knees up to your chest, breathing heavily between them. It's almost over, you think to yourself. Just a couple more minutes, and we can do something else. Forget about this, and maybe read the Bible to cleanse our minds. Â
The guy on the screen pulls her up so her back is flushed against his chest, his arm wrapped around her throat to keep her there. Her body is shaking uncontrollably, and he groans deeply, thrusting a couple more times before he comes to a halt. Â
"Fuck, baby girl, fuck. Take it. Mmhh, I want to get you pregnant so bad. Gonna suck on those fat tits until they're squirting milk into my mouth. I'm gonna love seeing you so swollen and full of my seed. God damn."Â Â
That's it. He pulls out of her, and you can vaguely see a white liquid pooling out of her and onto the bed. Her body is so red and bruised. It makes you take a deep breath. Â
By clicking out of it, you eject the disk and put it on the desk. Quickly shutting down his PC. Â
Both of you sit there in silence for a little while. Afraid to look at one another. Â
The air is so thick and hot, as if someone turned a heater on. It would make sense, as both of you have red faces and sweaty palms. Â
Leon's the first one to clear his throat and shift in his seat. "So, um. What did we watch?"Â Â
"For heavens sake, we just watched two people make love, Leon!" You whisper-yell at him, looking directly into his eyes. Â
He tugs his bottom lip between his teeth and looks to the side, clearly embarrassed. "Right."Â Â
You get up and flop onto his bed, face first. The coolness of his sheets is washing over you like an ice pack.Â
Leon sits next to you, practically burning his gaze on your thighs. Lost in thought of the possibility of doing something like what you both saw just mere moments ago. His hips are bucking upwards, seeking relief. Looking like a damn fool for humping the air. Â
"Do you think that felt good? Would God like...allow them to seek pleasure like that?" You mumble into the bed. Â
"I think so, but I don't know if God would be happy if they were to continue..without repenting for their sins and asking for forgiveness."Â Â
Yeah, you figured he would respond like that.
"I feel gross, Leon."Â Â
"Me too."Â Â
You turn on your side and look him up and down slowly. "Are you... aroused?"Â
Leon gulps and tilts down to meet your gaze with a small nod. Â
"Me too." Your voice is soft and hushed. Rubbing your thighs together for some relief. Â
At this point, you don't even care. God this. God that. Those women at the church don't seem to care when they get pregnant. They just pray and repent for their sins and move on with their day like nothing happened. So, God doesn't fucking care if you have intercourse or not. So long as you ask for forgiveness. Â
His baby blues drop to your lips and back up, licking his own lips. Then, he leans down and boxes you between his firm body and the plush bed. Â
Your breath catches in your throat as you feel him tremble above you. Heart thumping wildly in your ears, wondering if he can hear it too. Â
Unconsciously, your legs spread open to accommodate his hips. He shifts his weight nervously, his groin settling on top of yours. Â
Both of you moan and buck your hips towards one another, wanting more. Becoming insatiable beasts filled only with lust and need. Logic? God? Who needs that when you have horniness on the brain? Â
Leon groans and buries his face in your neck, panting hotly against your skin as he begins to dry hump you. "Please... It-It hurts. I'm sorry." He stops himself from rambling on, nosing up to your earlobe. Â
"Leon, it feels really good. Don'tâdon't stop, please."Â
His hips stutter, and he lets out a soft whimper, touching his forehead to yours. "May I... may I do what the video showed, to you?"Â Â
"Yes," you say as you connect your lips to his, tangling your hands into his thick locks of brown hair. Lightly pulling on it, earning you a groan into your mouth and a thrust against your clothed mound.Â
Tongues uniting sloppily, moans spewing out, and desire floating in the air. A perfect recipe for disaster.Â
He sits up on his knees, his eyes blown out, his lips red and glossy with spit. How can he get even prettier? It's not fair. It really isn't. God really gave him the best of the best, honestly. Â
Leon quickly made work of his button-up, throwing it across the room. His wife beater is the only article of clothing shielding you from seeing his chest and abdomen. What a shame. Though you do see a small silver chain, most likely it is his cross that he always wears, no matter what. Â
Breathing out of his mouth like his nose is fucking clogged, he hesitantly reaches up to the hem of your dress. "May I?" He whispers, pushing it up to where your shorts stop at your waist. Â
You nod, your hips lifting up to help him get rid of your dress. It soon hits the floor next to his shirt. Immediately feeling embarrassed, you cover your black bra with your hands. Â
Leon just stares in awe, his hands slowly trailing up your sides and tracing every contour and bend in your body. Â
"So beautiful," he mumbles. His thumb feels nice and is also ticklish where the sun doesn't see your body. He carefully removes your arms away from your bosom, kissing the inner parts of your wrists and making eye contact with you for the entirety of this undressing.Â
You gasp as he kisses down to your clavicles, making sure to take his time mapping out your figure with his lips now. Dipping down to your cleavage, his hands grab ahold of your waist, thumbs rubbing against the wire of your bra. Â
Leon presses his lips across your entire chest, making your skin buzz and your soul leave your body.Â
Never in your life would you have imagined Leon doing this to you in his own bed. Â
He fumbles with pulling your cups down, trying to get rid of the bra. "Can you, um.. take this off?"Â Â
You lean forward and unclip it, letting it fall forward into your lap. Getting your arms out of the straps, you are now topless in front of him. Topless in front of someone for the first time ever. Â
God is getting ready to punish the both of you for sinning, and you know it. Closing your eyes tightly for a few moments as you try to battle with continuing or just leaving Leon to deal with his own battle. That would be just mean. And if you were going to sin, why not together? Â
Gulping down the acid that clawed its way up your pipes once more, you shake off the guilt as much as you can. Opening your eyes, you see Leon getting closer to your chest. Ready to plant his love on them. Â
He slowly kisses around your areolas, nosing his way from breast to breast. You let out a nervous giggle as he makes eye contact with you as best he can. Â
Finally making contact with your nipples, he dips his tongue out and swirls around it. Pulling away with a soft 'pop', you card your fingers through his hair. Â
"Did that feel good?"Â Â
"Yeah, it felt really nice." You give him a shy smile, and he returns it. Â
Leon does the same to the other one before leaning back and admiring you once more. "You are honestly beautiful."Â
Covering your face with your arms, you push him with your knee, mumbling an embarrassed "thank you." You still have your manners, even for being the devil's best friend. Â
Some shuffling, and you peek through your arms and see he's taking off his white wife beater. You bite your lip and shift to your haunches, running your hands up his abdomen. Mesmerized by the way his muscles tense under your fingertips, dipping down to a small patch of hair trailing down beneath his jeans. Â
Smiling up at him, you wish to return the favor. Putting your lips near the belt of his pants, kissing each of his hip bones softly. His body twitches towards you, and he lets out a broken moan, putting his hands on your shoulders. You decide to be experimental and graze your teeth all the way up his stomach, stopping at his chest. Leon's sounds are going straight down south; you'll be surprised if your shorts aren't completely wet by now too.Â
"Can I?" You grab ahold of the button on his jeans, toying with it. Asking him for permission to undress him as well. He shakes his head, yes, and you immediately start undoing his fly. With a soft gasp, you see his bulge with a wet spot near the tip, staining his dark blue boxers. You continue to tug his pants down to his thighs so he can do the rest himself. Â
Leon's pants join the rest of your clothes on the floor. You shimmy your shorts and tights off. Both of you dressed in your undergarments. Â
You lay back, eyes on his cross necklace, hoping that God will accept you both as you are after this experience. Making love before marriage isn't acceptable, and you've been told your bodies are sacred temples and to not let anyone in or touch you inappropriately. Both of you would be shunned, and God knows what else would happen.Â
Leon begins to kiss his way down to your ankles and back up between your thighs. Slowly breathing in the scent of you. Pressing a few on your clothed mound, making you squirm, your thighs daring to close on his head. He gently pushes them away and up as he leaves little love bites where your legs connect to your most sacred spot.Â
Moaning softly, you cover your mouth. Your eyes dare to roll back into your head as you try and watch Leon explore your features before he removes the last article of clothing, keeping him away from seeing you completely bare. He moans into your panties, kitten-licking to taste your arousal. He is doing his best to try and copy the video from earlier.Â
"Please, Leon.." you whine, your hips pushing against his face, aching for more.
Leon nods his head and nuzzles against you, his nose stimulating you even further. He pulls away to remove your panties to dive back in.Â
Getting messy with it, he drools onto your folds, pressing open-mouth kisses all over. Paying attention to where you moan and squirm the most.Â
He dips his tongue down into your pulsating hole and groans, his eyes rolling back at the taste of you. "Tastes s'good, baby," he continues to ravage your poor, sensitive pussy, iron grip, keeping your thighs open.Â
You squeak and grab ahold of his hair, trying to push him away as you feel an unfamiliar warmth spread throughout your body. "Leon! Wait, wait, I-Iâ"Â
Leon moves his mouth up to your little pearl and begins to suck and nibble on it. That's what truly sends you over the edge.Â
Back bowing, legs shaking, head thrown back with your mouth open in a silent scream. You can't even feel your lower half; pins and needles are crawling down your legs and into your feet. You're sure your legs snapped shut on his head, as you feel him so much more now.Â
Soon you come back into reality with Leon hovering over you, his dick freed from its prison, poking your thigh. "You okay? Did that feel good, my love?" It's so sweet how he's checking in with you after giving you the best time of your life!Â
"Y-Yeah," you breathe out heavily, pulling him closer by his silver cross. Toying with it between your fingertips. "That felt amazing. Thank you."Â
Giving him a soft, sensual kiss. Tasting a bitter liquid on his lips. He chases you as soon as you part, dipping his tongue between your lips and asking for more. You oblige, and his thick muscle is invading your cavern, touching each tooth and swirling around your own tongue. It's turning hot and heavy as he presses his hips into yours, putting weight on you.Â
He starts humping your leg, his cock pulsating and leaking transparent sticky fluids on your skin. He is moaning and panting into your mouth as he cups your breasts. Slowly pulling away as he takes you in once more, completely infatuated with you, it seems. And it also seems the feeling is reciprocated by yours truly.Â
"Can I put it in, please?" Leon grabs ahold of his dick and clumsily strokes it over your cunt. His body is stuttering forward, and his grip on your breast is tightening just slightly.Â
Biting your swollen bottom lip, you nod slowly. Bracing yourself for the intrusion down there. It doesn't even look like he'll fit inside of you; you're afraid he's going to somehow rip you apart down there. But you push down the fear with a shaky sigh.Â
"Just, um.. let me know if it hurts," he swipes through your folds a few times before sinking into you gradually.Â
Your body tenses up, and you grab hold of his hand, squeezing it as you let out high pitched breathy whimpers. Squeezing your eyes shut as you try to get used to his size. You can't believe he's taking your virginity.Â
"W-wait, stop, stop, please... It hurts." You feel tears forming in your eyes, and Leon immediately halts.Â
Pressing chaste kisses to your eyes and one on your lips, his body bucks forward. With a groan, he murmurs, "God damn. I-I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, baby."
Your pussy flutters around his length, and you breathe in and out, getting used to him. Canting your hips up to get more of him on your terms, you roll your hips with a gasp and say, "Leon."
He takes that as a sign to push more of himself into you, filling you to the brim. Shifting to lay down on his forearms, next to your head, you wrap your legs around his waist. Your nails dig lightly into his back, eliciting a low growl from him as he tries to calm himself down. Too aroused with the feeling of you wrapped around his shaft so tightly that he can't even begin to think properly.Â
Taking a quick breather so that he doesn't accidentally fall on top of you. Lazily humping against you, stimulating your clitoral area while being so goddamn full of him.Â
"Baby, god," Leon starts to clumsily push in and out of your sopping heat. Barely even disconnecting himself from you. If anything, he doesn't ever want to pull out of you. You feel too good; it would greatly upset him to stop now.Â
It feels so intimate as he continues to hold your hand, sloppily kissing you as his dick slowly penetrates you deeper and deeper. Swallowing each other's noises, afraid of getting caught by his parents, is always lingering in the back of your mind.Â
"Mmnn, you're so tight, it's hard to move." Leon drops his forehead onto yours, staring at you intensely. His eyes are soft yet lustful, carrying love in them, you see.Â
Maybe you just hope that he loves you because you've loved him all your life. Having known him since you were 4 and he was 6, you couldn't have asked for anyone else to take your virginity but him. Even though he's the pastor's son.Â
"I love you," you can't help but blurt out. Biting your lip as he speeds up his movements for a few thrusts before going back to his lazy ones.Â
"You mean it?" He pants heavily into your mouth, feeling you nod your head against his. "I love you too. God, I really, really do. I promise, baby."Â
With those heartfelt (sort of) confessions, he begins to pick up his pace.
Growling softly when you clench around him or make squeaky noises that can't be discerned by a whimper or a moan. He loves you and all your little noises. The freckles that paint your body. The way your body curves and your stretch marksâeverything about you is so gorgeous to him. He wouldn't want to do this with anyone else. He's tried giving you signs and hints that he wants to be your boyfriend, but he is always too scared to say it outright. But now he's glad about how things turned out. Including giving you his virginity.
You claw at his chest, grabbing ahold of his necklace as he fucks you harder. Looking down at his member, you see a white ring around his base. Throwing your head back into his pillows, you feel another orgasm creeping up your body.Â
"I'm gonnaâit's gonna happen again, Leon, mmphh," you whine out as your legs try to close up, only to be blocked by his body.Â
Leon lets out a pained whimper, and then all of a sudden he grips onto your hair and starts to gently bite under your jawline next to your earlobe. It's syrupy and slow this time; your mind goes fuzzy and blank. No thoughts, just Leon. And his manhood bumps into your cervix.Â
"Please, let me... insideâcan I?" His words are all jumbled up, and you can't help but say yes.Â
He speeds up even more, which seems impossible, but it really isn't. It has your chest bouncing with each thrust, and soft cries are leaving your lips. He keeps on holding onto your hair and hand, bringing your face up to meet him halfway to make out with you. Drooling into your mouth and his eyes rolling into the back of his head. With each thrust, his necklace bumps into your neck.Â
Hips stuttering into yours, he almost collapses onto your figure. Threatening to bury you into his mattress as he lazily thrusts a couple more times.
A hot liquid squirts into your womb, and Leon lets out a strained moan, dropping his head into your neck. Slowly letting go of your hair and letting your scalp relax after such harsh treatment. Your cunt clenches around him tightly.Â
His hips continue to jerk into yours, almost making sure his cum stays inside of you. It's like his body already knows what to do after watching one video of people making love.Â
Leon presses soft kisses up to your temple before getting off of you. Shifting back to his haunches, he hesitantly pulls out of your hole. Watching your cunt flutter around nothing, his seed slowly drips out of your hole. His dick jumps, hitting his toned stomach, almost ready to jump back into action for round two.Â
"Baby, just so beautiful. I love you."Â
You can't help but giggle at that, making more of the sticky white liquid squirt out of your hole and onto his sheets. He quickly notices that and grabs a few tissues to wipe it off, leaving you and himself clean.Â
"I love you too, pretty boy," you sigh deeply, truly enamored with the way Leon just is. He's so sweet without even trying.Â
You go to sit up and grab your undergarments, but your legs are too shaky to even stand up, and you almost fall over. Leon maneuvers you back onto his bed and fetches it all for you. Getting himself dressed as well.Â
Hell, maybe it wasn't so bad to become a sinner. It was definitely a heavenly sin, that's for sure.Â
You two stare at each other, lips swollen red, eyes swallowed by the black and flushed pink faces. Your hands interlocked as you slowly began to kiss. But this time, it's much sweeter and softer. No rush to feel skin on skin; just relaxing in the now.Â
"What're we going to do?" Mumbling into the kiss, you pull away.Â
"What do you mean?"Â
"You.. you did it inside of me. What if I get pregnant? I can't be a mother right now, Leon," you frown, looking down at your stomach.Â
"I'll figure it out, okay? AndâAnd if you do end up carrying my child, I'll be there. I'm not just going to leave you."
And with that, your worries washed away, nodding alongside his words as if they were God's words. In a way, he is God to you. Constantly saving you, bettering you, loving you unconditionally, and listening to you. You'd get on your knees any day for Leon. He'd just have to say the word, and you'd do it.Â
"Was I too rough? Are you hurt anywhere?" He presses a few chaste kisses on your forehead and temple.Â
"No, but I am hurting... down there. It feels a little sore. But everything else is fine." You give him a thumbs-up with a goofy grin. He returns the silly smile, nuzzling your jawline.Â
"I can see if there's any ibuprofen; I'll be right back, okay?"Â
Shortly, he returns with two pills and sets them in your palm, bringing your water over to you. You take them with a gulp of water.Â
"I think I've got to use the restroom as well. I'll be back." You let out a breath and walked into the bathroom across the hall. Doing your business, flushing, and then washing your hands before returning back to him.Â
Joining him on his bed, under the covers, to snuggle up close to him.Â
"You're so warm. I love it."Â
"I'm glad you do, sweetheart."Â
You both end up talking for a few more hours about work, your friends, hobbies, and, lastly, how long you've liked one another.Â
"Wait, wait, wait," you giggle and lay on your elbows, resting your head in your palm. "You've liked me ever since elementary school? Why haven't you told me?"Â
"I tried. I tried giving you hints; I even brought you a flower that one time, remember? And, like, I always let you borrow my shirts and sweaters. I thought that was enough, and you saw that, and, uh, just didn't like me back." Leon rolls his eyes and pulls you into his arms. Attacking you with kisses on your ear and behind it.
You squeal and squirm in his grasp, letting out a breathy, "Okay, okay! I see it now!"Â
"What about you?"Â
"Since middle school. Remember the time on Valentine's Day when I gave you like all my candies? And then, when we did bingo at church, I gave you my prize and said I didn't want it. Yeah, well... I wanted it, but I gave it to you instead."Â
"So cute. I love you, baby bug," he mumbles into your neck.Â
"I love you too, handsome," you answer into his shoulder.Â
It is safe to say that you both fell asleep holding onto each other. With smiles on your faces. You both are dreaming of the day that you both get married and have the whole white picket fence, dog, children, and everything in between.
You'd risk your relationship with God again if it meant that you'd be with Leon forever.
He would absolutely risk being called a devil's spawn if it meant that he'd get to be your lover forever.Â
Maybe God would forgive you if you decided to sin again and again. As long as you are happy, it doesn't matter what happens. If and only if, you have Leon, the pastor's son, in your arms, everything will be alright.
summary: sanemi thanks you for the ohagi
warnings: smut, p in v, rough sex, prone bone position, hand holding, crying, squirting, overstimulation, minors DNI
a/n: set during the first part of Con La Brisa inspired by this post by @peachdues <3
The sound of skin slapping against skin filled the air of your bedroom. Sanemi tightens his grip on your hips, his nails biting into your skin, the sharp roll of his hips as he pistons into you makes your head fuzzy.
âYouâre so fucking wet.â He growls eyes locked on your entrance as he watches himself glide in and out of your puffy cunt. A milky translucent ring forms around his base as your slick coats his dick.
He reaches for your clit, swollen and sensitive, and circles it lazily, teasing you as he pounds his hips against yours grunting, and gasping as he lowers his head, closing his eyes for a moment trying his hardest to not come from just the sight of you being spread so open inviting him in.
âSanemi please!â You moan out breathily, as you push against his lower stomach, the building pleasure is almost too much for you.
He leans over you, grabbing your hands with his and intertwining your fingers together in one and holding the other over your heads. You shiver as he licks and kisses your chest, his hair tickling your skin as he moves up to your neck then to your face, finally planting a soft kiss to your lips. The gentleness of the action completely contrasting his ruthless momentum that has you sliding up the futon.
âNemi! Iâm-!â You cry out but he silences you with a particularly harsh thrust.
âI know.â He interrupts holding back a groan as he feels you start to tighten up around him, pinning both your hands above your head he speeds up, his thrusts becoming sloppy.
Fat tears rolled down your cheeks as your orgasm hits you hard, but Sanemi doesnât relent. He fucks your through it, relishing in the feel of your fluttering walls as he licks at the tears falling from your cheeks.
Sitting up on his haunches Sanemi pulls you up holding you to his chest. He clutches your hips tight as he buries himself as deep as he could go, cumming into you with a groan.
When he finally lets go of you, you crumble to the futon unceremoniously. Limbs too limp and tired to fully support yourself up any longer. Closing your eyes for a moment you tried to steady your breathing as the cool night air crept into the room, cooling your warm skin.
âTurn over.â
Your eyes snap open and your cheeks darken with a blush. Sanemi kneels above you, caging you on with his arms, dick still visibly hard and pupils blown wide.
âB-but you already-!â You started to protest, you could feel his thick come starting to leak out of you, there had to be no way he had more left in him, but he renders you speechless as he grips you roughly by the arms and flips you over onto your stomach.
âNot done with you yet.â Is all you had time to hear him mutter as he strokes his cock up and down your slit, recoating himself in your mixed fluids before rutting himself into your hole in the prone position. You grip the sheets of your futon between tense fingers as Sanemi grinds into you mercilessly.
Right off the bat his pace is unrelenting and punishing. He pulls out till just the tip before slamming himself back in completely, going just a little deeper each time, as if heâs trying to mold himself into you.
Youâre whining and squirming as he fucks you, his face buried against your neck, biting and nipping at your skin as you let buck your hips trying to meet his thrust.
You can feel his cock twitch as he starts to lose his tempo. A heavy feeling starts to settle into his gut and deep in his balls, heâs close and he knows it, heâs not going to last much longer.
You stiffen underneath him as he goes for your clit again rubbing harsh patterns into it. Your eyes screwing shut as you bite into your pillow, crying out into it, your breasts drag along the sheets beneath you as your entire body is pushed forward by the power of his movements.
He lets out a symphony of grunts and moans as he continues to slam into your aching cunt frantically. You take everything he has to give you, crying at the overstimulation and the way heâs making you feel so warm and full at the same time
With a shout he spills inside of you for a second time. His own orgasm triggering yours with a scream as you gushed around him.
It was more intense than the first one, shudders wracked your body as you continued to spasm around him. Sanemi hisses, his hips faltering in their rhythm.
By the time you both came down, your sensitivity was nearing pain, your bodies both trembling and glistening with a layer of sweat and your slick in the pale moonlight.
Flipping you back over onto your back, Sanemi completely coils himself around you, burying his face back into your clavicle as he strokes your sides.
You almost get whiplash at the sudden gentleness of his actions, almost as if this Sanemi and the one who was buried inside of you just moments ago were two totally separate entities. What had gotten him so riled up you wonder as you reach a shaky hand up to card your fingers through his fluffy mess of white hair.
ââŠthanks for the ohagi.â He mumbles from your neck. From your position you can see his ears turning bright red as he blushed.
So thatâs what had gotten into him. You thought lovingly as you smiled up at the ceiling. Leaning down you place a soft kiss to the top of his head, which he responded by holding you to him even harder.
âYouâre welcome.â