Yesterday Was Just A Dream

Autism Test

I got kicked out unexpectedly. I thankfully have a place to stay, but I don’t get my first paycheck until the 15th and I have less than $25 in my bank account. I need to buy cat food for my kitty, gas to get to work and school, my medication that allows me to work and keeps me stable, and groceries. Not to mention most of my paycheck is going to go to my car payment and I won’t have much left over. I know a lot of people are struggling, and please don’t do anything if you can’t afford it, but I would really appreciate if you wanted to donate to get my kitty and I food. Or maybe just reblog this for reach?

If you can, please help a disabled queer system and their unhinged orange cat (kitty pictures below)

vmo: smarievt

cshapp: smarievt

ppal: strawrings

kofi: strawrings

Legends never die, and as such, Jellie will continue to live on in Minecraft and within our hearts until the end of time. It was a pleasure to draw you, Jellie. Have fun playing in the stars.

take this, originally supposed to be a discord banner for a contest but it didnt win lmao

(please dont use this anywhere without credit!!)

secret life finale spoilers ‼️

crying because scar saying “how did the guy with no friends win” actually broke my heart he deserved the win so much im sobbing over his villian arc rn

So Maushold just won a regional.

Here's every time the crowd chanted along to Population Bomb during the finals :

painted will graham again

i dont know which episode this is lol

please do not use or repost my art anywhere

Is this an NPD thing?

Because of grandiosity I don't see other people as like "worthy" of giving me approval? Like people describe npd as like constantly seeking approval or attention and i do do that sometimes, but more often even if I was seeking it, if someone compliments me I'll feel irritated they'd think I want or care about their approval.

I get angry when people give me too much praise or whatever cus it feels like "what?! You think my ego's so fragile I actually need your worthless opinion?" (even if I was intentionally trying to get their worthless opinion)

Like people talk about having a self worth determined externally by others but I don't see people as smart enough to determine my self worth. Most people are stupid so why would I rely on them for that?

Sometimes I even get the inverse of what people intend like of someone tells me I'm bad it feeds the grandiosity and if they tell me I'm good it makes me feel worthless and defensive

But if I respect the person this flips around

What's up with that? Is that an npd thing?

This month was already tight after taking so much time off for the wedding, but now my new spouse Lauryn’s cracked tooth we hoped to deal with after the new insurance kicked in got infected and became unsafe/unbearable.

So I just dropped $1500 for emergency dental work.

Any support would be appreciated via:

https://paypal.me/joehills

Thanks!

Guys I think I know what the narrative is this season

It's not a server wide war or a sitcom-esque neighbourhood

It's not Wild Life because everyone is going Wild, but rather because only some people are

Think about it; how many references to past seasons there have been with people being predictable; the near opposite of wild, vs the amount of people who took a 180 in strategy and attitude this particular season

Think of any player and I bet you'll be able to figure out which one they fit in to

It's even the fact that there's one Wild player in each team

Bamboozlers:

Scar - Lotta 3rd Life references from the theme park concept (which was the original idea for Monopoly Mountain), the reputation board, falling off a cliff whilst singing in his base, etc

Lizzie - Base surrounded by greenery, lot of lives (both from last life), created 3 pet parrots (3 pet dogs in Last Life)

They both make references to Secret Life nearing the start of last session with Scar reminding his team how he can handle Etho (then went on to kill Etho) and Lizzie thinking about her party no one came to

But Jimmy? My guy has 5 kills, one of them being a double kill, and is sitting comfortably at 3 lives alongside Scar; which is unexpected to say the least as usually Jimmy's unluckiness causes his teammates to get bad placings, but they all are doing well

Final Girls:

Scott - All his teammates he already teamed up with in past seasons (multiple times in some cases), he is playing his usual strategy of making allies not enemies; he literally said aloud 'We need to start making allies', his sacrificial nature towards his teammates has not changed whatsoever and has had multiple attempts on his life already

Pearl - Her skin is a reference to her red life self, who got particularly popular the last season she teamed with Scott might I add (Double Life), she got herself a dog whose name rhymes with Tilly (Double Life) and she is not particularly liked by Gem because of the season prior (Secret Life)

Cleo - The BigB betrayal is insane to have happen again; both on the 4th session with near identical titles (Last Life), not to mention she again went to Pearl and Scott after it happened. The fact that there was a forest fire this session aswell is really putting the wild in Wild Life

But Impulse? Oh boy, COMPLETE 180

Much more chaotic than usual; hell even Scott, Gem and Cleo pointed out this change. According to them, even his tone of voice has changed this season

Spanners:

Skizz - Loyal to his team as always and is a sweetheart through and through, apologising to Lizzie after he killed her. Again he was the first one killed (Limited Life), is one of the first reds and might be the 3rd out of the series again

Grian - As usual is only mad at the 'cheap' kills others make against himself and others, desperately trying to keep his teammates alive with little success, having a base with bridges (Limited Life) that go no where (Secret Life)

Which leaves Mumbo to be the wild player of this team

And if him causing Scott to die a non-voluntary death for the first time in like seasons, not being as polite with insulting Joel's car, yelling at Martyn and encouraging Grian to kick Skizz out but complimenting him to his face doesn't sound wild for Mumbo, I don't know what does. He's also been particularly attached to Grian, and considering he has the Miner curse (dies soon after the canary, or Jimmy) and Jimmy also seems to be wild, Grian might be this seasons canary

Similar thing with Gem, Etho and Bdubs. Gem saying she misses the kind Impulse, Etho and Bdubs arguing over a horse like every other season, etc

However, I believe Tango and Joel are a mix, leading them to be prominent players this time around. I already talked in a previous post about this season mimicking Last Life particularly Tango + Joel heading down what seems to be similar paths to Joel + Scott in Last Life

With mirroring past seasons players, they are wild with being very different AND the usual with being a walking reference