CHIBI HEART ATTACK👉💥💘

I wonder if chuuya’s parents ever stopped hoping he’d come back. if they still left the porch light on every night, just in case—so it wouldn’t be dark if he somehow wandered home. I wonder if they kept his room the same, sheets smoothed out like he’d be back any minute, his favorite stuffed animals still sitting on the bed like they’re waiting for him too. maybe his mom still buys the cereal and pasta he liked when she goes to the grocery store. maybe his dad never fixed the bathroom doorknob because he said he’d show chuuya how to do it since chuuya wanted to learn to use a drill. maybe they still set an extra place at the table on his birthday. maybe his toothbrush is still in the cup by the sink. maybe they leave the window cracked open in spring, just a little, like they used to when he said the air helped him sleep. I wonder if they ever stop living like he'll still walk through the door one day.

online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

to live it, or not at all [BEAST dazai]

happy birthday, Atsushi 💕

Randomly decided it was time to crunch out another HuskerDust fic

Based on, my need for Angel to comfort Husk and @dragon-spaghetti 's trans Husk hc

This Art especially <3

And here's the fic I wrote

Look at the statistics

HAY BUNGO FANDOM, FEED ME STATISTICS PLEASE

Gimme them nerd statistics

shhh he is sleeping

lil beast chuuya for lil mini salt @saltedbiscuiit !!

so happy i got to draw this for you! beast skk brainrot goes brrrrrrrr-- hehe, i hope you'll like it <3

i drew dazai as this monet painting because i saw someone do a really cool ophelia dazai painting thingy. i gave up on the grass ignore that!! it obviously doesnt look as good as the monet painting but was still fun, i did this in like an hour and a half so dont expect the world

I havent drawn ship art of theese two yet so