Rooted In My Mind

Guess his favorite band 🏃🏼‍♀️

Everyday I get a little closer to throwing my phone in a lake and disappearing from the internet almost entirely, just Tumblr and cds, I don't want the rest of it, it's depressing

If we adopted children into the mafia would that be fucked up or what

playing dress up with till

they're playing dti on mori's laptop

stormbringer chuuya as requested by @flapjacksboi

to live it, or not at all [BEAST dazai]

eradicate my ideals, show me better — and I will follow

online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.