Bottled Anxiety

late borthday post for me!! got a pretty banger "slut" party last weekend with friends and fams hehe im glad to have this as first finished art on this year, and intended as good early exercise to start each year! i wish i can keep doing it on the coming times (SLamat ULang Tahun ~ means Happy Birthday if it's not obvious enough ??? idk where to put it not to ruin the joke but hey, im not witty enough it's ok )

burnout birthday wishes . i manage to finish a personal illustration to start the day!! Initially i was too tired as i experience mild burnout for past few montsh (if you wonder why i havent posted new art too... sorry tumblr) but im glad i managed to churn out one to start the year as tradition!! i got to have a calmer birhday celebration this year yet i've been feeling so loved and appreciated by my close friends and family, my birthday anxieties have eased a Lot for last few years and i hope it stays that way haha and also, happy belated new year 2024!!! I will not participate on intl offline cons for first half of this year, so hopefully i can draw more personal art, schedule better to balance between life and creating, my wish is to have more sustainable ways to keep things stable and not burnout again this year haha

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perfect birthday card for your non binary girlfriend, butch lover, or t4t situationship x

I submitted this for a design assignment at school where the brief was to make a birthday card :)<3

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it’s my birthday!!!

what a shame there’s not a bunch of sexed up gay people in my room rn

And here's the whole series. I'm kinda proud of myself - when they all put together I can see the amount of work - and I love my characters a lot. :) Now, I wonder, which one is your favorite? My personal favorite is 2nd - I think I did Lyra justice with those wings. Since this is gonna be a long post anyway, I'm gonna add a few sketches for some of them below.

Last one was an alternative variant for the 10th piece but I imagined that people would misinterpret it BAD so I decided to draw another one. I still like this sketch, however, maybe I'll finish it with lineart or sth like that. And another sketch also had Devil in it but since this piece was more focused on emptiness, I just erased him. Well now you know he was there. And about the knife... now you know who did that, too. After holidays I want to update my lore post a bit so stay tuned for that :]

Ellsworth Kelly, Austin, 2015. Now at Blanton Museum of Art, The University of Texas at Austin.

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