😈👼contradictory Heart 🫀

late borthday post for me!! got a pretty banger "slut" party last weekend with friends and fams hehe im glad to have this as first finished art on this year, and intended as good early exercise to start each year! i wish i can keep doing it on the coming times (SLamat ULang Tahun ~ means Happy Birthday if it's not obvious enough ??? idk where to put it not to ruin the joke but hey, im not witty enough it's ok )

And here's the whole series. I'm kinda proud of myself - when they all put together I can see the amount of work - and I love my characters a lot. :) Now, I wonder, which one is your favorite? My personal favorite is 2nd - I think I did Lyra justice with those wings. Since this is gonna be a long post anyway, I'm gonna add a few sketches for some of them below.

Last one was an alternative variant for the 10th piece but I imagined that people would misinterpret it BAD so I decided to draw another one. I still like this sketch, however, maybe I'll finish it with lineart or sth like that. And another sketch also had Devil in it but since this piece was more focused on emptiness, I just erased him. Well now you know he was there. And about the knife... now you know who did that, too. After holidays I want to update my lore post a bit so stay tuned for that :]

fart

Clothes

Astraeus sweater!! Pattern by Bad Wolf Girl Studios. Knitted up with Malabrigo Arroyo, my absolute favorite yarn.

LOVE LETTER TO THE ELECTRICAL GRID

plexiglas etching

subscriptions | tip jar

she is goopy

Introducing February's Patreon-exclusive pin!

Info:

Those who subscribe to Tier III will receive a different enamel pin each month, along with everything else included in the previous tiers. Pins sent out each month are limited in quantity! Pin designs will not repeated, so if you miss out on a previous month's pin, you won't have a chance to get it in the future.

This tier is limited to 50 subscribers, US residents only (for now) ---

About the pin:  Derived from my piece "Seraphim" (2020) from my Choir series, "Sanctus, Sanctus, Sanctus" (holy, holy, holy), is a proclamation by 'heavenly beings'. In medieval manuscripts, words so prolific in their use were abbreviated to save space on rare and valuable parchment. In this case, the composition of this pin forced the shortening of "sanctus" to "SCS". Another example, "spiritus sanctus (the Holy Spirit; every scribe in the Middle Ages would know that one) became "SPS SCS". These pins are only available from February 1-28.

P.S. There is still time to grab a January pin! By tomorrow, they'll be unavailable.

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I'm on Bluesky!

Inlaid earthenware tiles, England, 13th-16th centuries

Victoria and Albert Museum

cyanotype outtakes & tests from 'future visions', a project about not knowing how to be in a life you didnt imagine would happen

Adoration