Me Contemplating The Human Condition

A few pages I made for my first Star Wars zine!

Saw this pic of Pedro and the fox plushie and I just had to draw Din and Grogu real quick 🥺

actual deleted footage of stranger things season 4 trust me guys

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(I’ll edit the description later because idk what to say 😭)

I’M SORRY ABOUT YOUR DAUGHTER JOEL, BUT I HAVE LOST PEOPLE TOO.

Darth Maul sketch

When I saw Ahsoka's sith eyes I literally had to take a second to calm down and fan my face. Like, I know that being a sith and therefore having sith eyes goes against her whole character but it got me thinking.

Imagine Sith! Ahsoka:

Who's just lost so much and she can't loose you too.

Who needs to have you in her line of sight the entire time.

Who has deep trust issues (and might not completely trust you either) so she's always up in you business.

And with trust issues comes jealousy, so she isolates the both of you in some planet and you'll have everything you need, which is her!

In the rare chance that you two have to go to a town or something she's always behind you, not just to keep you safe, but to keep you in check too.

Who is still soft spoken and has a beautiful smile but there's something sinister behind it.

Ahsoka genuinely thinks that you can't fend for yourself, but that's okay, that's why she's there!

If she can keep her hand on you the entire day then she will, even better if she can leave some marks.

You two are always together but just on a physical level, Ahsoka never tells you about herself or how she feels or if something is wrong or right...

So when Ahsoka finally opens up you understand her, not excuse her. Still, you comfort her, tell her sweet nothings, hold her close and try to make sense out of her jammed mind.

And Ahsoka is so grateful for that that even if she's still a little suspicious she lets you walk off her sight, after all you two have such a deep connection that she can sense if you're going to leave her, right?

So now you're presented with a choice: stay with Ahsoka or leave.

If you stay then she'll be more than happy, it will be practically impossible to bring her back to the light side, but there's always hope!

But if you leave then things will clearly not end well for you. Once she catches you and brings you back then Ahsoka will make sure one way or the other that you never leave her again.

Anyway, it's very possible that I'm not understanding the dark side and it's effects on people correctly, but a girl can dream, right?

this is the way

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