they call me the bug whisperer. because i whisper to bugs
it used to be 2007 you know
Introductions & Housekeeping
Written by Franz Kafka & Sylvia Plath
Foreword by Fyodor Dostoevsky
"If you see Oscar Wilde, tell him that I love him"
INTRO:
Hi ✨️ I’m Savannah, I'm a full time PhD candidate. I read a lot of books and I write on occasion 😅
ABOUT:
● Born: 1997
● Pronouns: they/them
● Non-binary (femme lite)
● Disaster bi
● BPD & AUDHD
● Dachshund Mom/Cat Lady
● Anemic AF
● Aesthetically Catholic
● Eclectic Witch
● On again, off again vegan
LIKES & INTERESTS:
● Reading & Writing
● Journaling
● Anime & Manga, Webtoons & Manhwa
● Asian dramas (Kdramas, Jdramas, Cdramas)
● Crochet & knitting
● Podcasts
FEEL FREE TO DROP ME AN ASK OR DM IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS OR JUST WANT TO CHAT 😆 I LOVE CONNECTING WITH KINDRED SPIRITS ✨️
I'm going to *remembers suicide is often not a desire for death itself but rather an attempt to radically change one's life because the current state of being has become unbearable but the person can't think of any way to change it other than death* kill myself
Sai: I’d like to announce that Ino is no longer my girlfriend.
Ino: That is the worst possible way to tell people that we are engaged.
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The Follow Up
Ino, drunk, pointing at Sai: That’s my boyfriend, bitches.
Sai: Your husband, Beautiful.
Ino: My Husband! Even better!
“I hope no great sorrow ever will come to you, Anne,” said Gilbert, who could not connect the idea of sorrow with the vivid, joyous creature beside him, unwitting that those who can soar to the highest heights can also plunge to the deepest depths, and that the natures which enjoy most keenly are those which also suffer most sharply.
and
“She will love deeply—she will suffer terribly—she will have glorious moments to compensate.” (Emily of New Moon)
Researching the Women of the Sea, the free-diving haenyeo women.
I first discovered these haenyeo women while researching another free-diver, Kimi Werner, as she traveled to dive with them, searching for answers around her worth as a diver, as a woman, as a new/ soon to be mother. She was welcomed into this diving circle with warmth and wisdom. They spoke of their work, daily difficulties, pregnancies and births out on the boats, the value and freedom they experience being the first accepted working mothers of their culture. I thought this was a perfect research piece to bring into my project.
In an article I found, the writer, Luciano Candisani, writes:
“… the sea. I am fascinated by the people whose livelihoods depend on it, and I have come to Jeju to learn more about a traditional way of life that, like many such cultures, is at risk of dying out. At the age of 90, Hyun Seon-jik still spends most of her time in the sea, out beyond the waves of Samdal-ri beach. She swims a five-hour shift with her fellow divers, searching for the seafood she collects for trading. Only shells that have grown over 7cm in size are taken; anything smaller is returned to the water to grow.”
This tradition of diving stems from the 17th century off the coast of Jeju Island, South Korea. Both men and women used to dive with just the air in their lungs and swim down where they would harvest the ocean floor. However, when abalone was confiscated for tax reasons, the male divers were outraged, leaving en mass, searching for other work. The women were left, turning as before to the sea for survival. After each dive the women would return to their homes, talking in their own haenyeo dialect. They began to practice “then-marginalised shamanic rituals, brought to Korea by nomadic peoples from Siberia and Manchuria around 6,000 years ago. With offerings to nature gods, they would thank these animist entities for the copious sea life received, asking for protection against strong underwater currents, storms, and marine predators.” Today we can see this systematic, unique, cohesive culture, founded and managed by the women themselves, in a society ruled by state ideologies holding that women should be subservient to men.
Throughout history, the haenyeo tradition has remained strong, although now, currently, there are only around 4000 remaining haenyeo divers, as young women do not want to take on the lifestyle of their grandmothers. However, there is a wellness and peacefulness in the intensity of these diving women. They don’t want their daughters to have to live this way, but, as stated in the article, the haenyeo are closer than sisters. The sea is their life and joy.
I was really touched when researching these women decided to create a two part linocut of them in my graphic media section. (The second panel is currently drying in the print room.)
Sources:
Oh we’re going there for real! Yoshiki being attached to ‘HIKARU’ because he sees himself in him, identifying with the label “monster” because of his alienation and internalized homophobia from growing up queer in a rural village……!!!