I should be happy. I’m performing theatre for people after yearning to do so and even though I thought yet again it would be different and I would feel actually close to people, seemingly I’ll always be that extra girl in a “friendship” and always be embarrassing myself. But I can’t cry to someone and tell them how I feel because I would feel bad cause it’s really not something they should have to deal with. But god, I never thought that I’d feel more alone surrounded by a whole bunch of people than I do in the silence of my room.
i am now facing this inner turmoil. what do i do with myself. tf am i supposed to do. this is a cry for help.
Trying to find a monologue for an audition is actually going to be my 13th reason
I love the idea of pony, curly, and Johnny being friends. Like their dynamic would be so interesting?? Just like these two quiet ppl (pony and Johnny) and this weird mf that's never shut up a day in his life (curly obvi) just fucking around
I feel honored to be on this list (bro bros was the accident child didn’t plan it at all lol) 🫡
we never yap anymore in small occasional intervals the way we used to (I'm DELULU) 😆
top 5-10 favorite outsiders fanfics 321 go!
gang my phone broke so I'm using my mom's and haven't had access to tumblr a lot 😭😭 I miss the yapping
Okkayyy I LOVE RANTING ABOUT FICS OMGGG (these aren't really in order, just ones I really enjoy) (also only complete works so mostly one shots but wtv)
1: I am a SUCKER for PaperCut, especially with loser, pining Curly.
2: I love soda soooo much and he's so silly omggg (also background Papercut)
3: this is the first work in a series and I LOVE IT SOOO MUCH. really anything by this author is amazing!!!
4: another Papercut fic, do you see a pattern??
5: TEMPORARY OF COURSE I LOVE YOU LND!!
6:pony is going THROUGH it y'all
7: I haven't actually finished this one yet but it's sooooo good so far
8: I love pony and darry sooo much
9: gang is protective of pony, but what's new?
10: two-bit and pony mean a lottt to meee
I fear this is very true 😭
shout out to mutuals that have fucked up sleep schedule it's like we live in the same timezone
YOYOYO CHECK IT OUT
Pretty please 😊
tbh I wanna write smth like a one shot to get me back into the writing game frfr…if only I were to receive ideas…wink wink
that was only part one fr 😋
Hi.. idk I just feel like saying hi again
WTF IS GOING ON WITH SHOOKY'S MATHS I HAVE NO CLUE WTF IT IS 😭
Also I'm trying to write rn but my brain isn't braining smh
real! hello! :DDD
I HAVE NO IDEA EITHER I BARELY EVEN KNOW THE LITERAL EQUATIONS IM SUPPOSED TO BE DOING GANGGG
real I was supposed to have new chapters out days ago but I am losing my touch 😭😭
we're so attached to this chemical compound guys flying cars they said...(pls come back pookie i needa update my fic)
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