Now Hear Me Out. Stick With Me For This One…*desperado*

I want you to tell me right now why I have to be sorry for struggling so bad it felt like there was truly no other option? If it was you having that problem I would fucking be there. But if it’s me, hell no, right? How dare you have problems! How dare you feel that you’re only way out is to try and go and when you fail, try and forget.

Like go ahead and talk shit if you aren’t doing it already but whether you give a damn or you don’t if I’m alive or dead, it still hurts and impacts. I’m so tired of this happening with everyone I know like I literally can’t keep doing all this. I mean this in full seriousness in case ppl continue to not take me seriously.

b-b-b-but p-p-papa 🥺🥺🥺 y-y-y-you c-c-can’t!🥺🥺🥺😓😓😢😢😢

Can I come out the basement yet? 🥺🙏

I thought you liked it there???

evil ponyboy curtis

I keep forgetting it’s a chat to discuss LND bro we’re all js kinda there doing whatever 😭😭

i’ve been talking in that legends_never_die / WSMS / temporary discord server for four whole hours…

i think i’m officially a loser now

anyway love you guys!

Hey pookie where u at 🤭😏

waving through your window 🤭😏

@wannabe-goth-babe @im-normal-about-everything @jasmine145946 (omg hey it me) @dreamcatcherrr-18

oooh thanks for the tag vhas @chrysofightme !! <3

tagging some usuals and also some moots i haven’t rlly interacted w :0 @habizuh-studios @l7k-a @yanweiism @caeprus and anyone else!! no pressure <3

love these questions!

yes, they're personalities change because they were raised differently in this au. and yes since johnny isn't in the same situation with his parents, he is more outward with his personality. way better self-esteem since he has practically a fanclub with his family in this au. very sassy. i'd also like to say he's kinda good when it comes to dating. similarly to soda. but not as obvious since he's all respectful. but he does get shy and quiet at times too. it's like a mix. depending on the day, the circumstance, and the people he's with. for dallas, he is less of a meanie since he actually has people to care about and knows that people care about him so he is softer, but he still lives and engages in the wrong stuff in town and everything with other gangs which probably leads to his seemingly/slightly cold demeanor. it does start early though, in his early teenager years. their parents just do whatever they can to help him and guide him. also side hc, their uncle (i mentioned him in another post) would sometimes babysit them. and when it was only darry, two, and dally, the older two would hang out and so their uncle would often read to dally. their uncle grew up in nyc so i like to think that dal sometimes has that accent when saying certain words because of hearing them for the first time from his uncle.

as for the book events, i think they can still happen, just differently. thats an aspect i plan on going into further in my full fic of the au (in the works 😉) and seeing how it could unfold if things were different like this (i wont kill anyone off i promise)

financially, they start off rocky since they're struggling to keep up a house of seven, but as they go and advance to new jobs they might earn enough to not be considered lower class. maybe eventually it gets to the point where they're upper middle class, but it's def an uphill battle that won't happen instantly.

o.m.g. i can assure you the johnny-pony-dally dynamic is chaotic. imagine having two great, dependable, loyal friends...then throw all that down the drain cause you actually have to live with them /j | they're very silly but also very supportive, and i can see as time goes on, the seven of them just sleep wherever there's a bed to the point it doesn't matter whose room is whose as long as they get enough sleep to not be insanely cranky in the morning

surprisingly, ive never heard that before, but it makes sense, but throughout reading the outsiders (and i know a few of my friends have this problem too) i couldn't imagine or picture a face or a person to go along with dally's description (or any of them really) seeing the movie rlly saved me there so i only really see the actors when i think of them and portrayals which makes sense in my head since they all have similar hair colors. but they prolly do have some mexican/native or whatever genes down the line or maybe in their parents so it makes sense for their looks to not stray insanely far.

ty for coming to my tedtalk! i hope my yapping wasnt too confusing but if ya wanna know anything else or wanna see anything else lmk! i srsly need more motivation lol. you'll certainly be seeing more from this au in the near future :)

ok so im gonna need all y'all to tell me if you'd be interested in an outsiders fanfic but everyone in the gang is actually related like they all grow up together. like they're the curtis gang cause they're curtises.

i wouldnt change much about them personality wise (or looks) but it'd be an interesting dynamic to explore within them all and how they're relationships would be similar or different if they're LITERAL brothers

we should create other blogs and disappear from the face of the earth and change our names and move continents ahh

I want to redesign my tumblr blog because I have a new hyperfixation called "Gallavich" 🌫‼️

me when lnd became my moot frfr (realistically tho I saw my name as I was scrolling over here and I was like WOAH then I realized it was you so then I was like uwu it’s chill and now I don’t know what I’m rambling about but I’m thinking about Disney world and my post Disney depression frfr and I’m sleepy and TikTok just kicked me out but I saved a bunch of stuff (simply a fraction of everything I fear 💔) and i rewatched big hero 6 and simultaneously thirsted and cried over tadashi and now I wanna read fluffy hurt comfort fics but uhhh anyways how you doing in life 😭)

*giggles and kicks feet* (I love their fics, so THIS is like Disney world for me 😭)