Florence Pugh and Mike Faist on a press tour together FUCK
salivating, you would deadass have to PRY me off of his man
Zendaya and Mike Faist in CHALLENGERS (2024), dir. Luca Guadagnino
symbol key: smut = ✧ , fluff = ꨄ︎, angst = ❀, favorites = ♥︎
ART DONALDSON: ♥︎ me & you together song ꨄ︎ PATRICK ZWEIG: you're here, that's the thing ꨄ︎, ❀ TASHI DUNCAN: black beauty ❀
↳ part 2: good luck, babe! ❀
Thinking about art who grew up in the church choir or used to be a theatre kid
patrick bullies him mercilessly for it and hes screaming when he finds out that when he goes back to his home town on break from his tours, no matter how old or famous he gets, art still participates in the local theatre/panto, ...he might have grown out of it but he does it for his grandma.
Patrick secretly buys tickets because he needs to witness this
AWWWWW baby 🥺🥺🥺
When he goes home with art one time (he got caught cheating on one of his exams and his parents didn’t let him come home for their spring break skiing trip), Art’s grandma shows off all of the pictures of baby Art in his choir concerts and theatre productions 🥺 all the way back to a 6 year old art playing a wise man in a church nativity play. And then he’s flipping through and there’s little Art the summer before MRTA with whiskers and a lion costume in a production of the wizard of oz…. ANGEL!!!
And ofc there are shitty vhs tapes of all of it and Art is beet red with his face hidden in his shirt while Patrick watches him sing show tunes and hymns for hours.
possibly a hot take(?) on zendaya in nolan's the odyssey:
as a really big greek/roman mythology nerd: i don't think that zendaya (supposedly) playing athena is a great idea. not because she doesn't have the acting capability or she doesn't look that part or that she's in too many movies (which is a really dumb reason in my opinion). i don't think it's a good idea because tom holland is playing telemachus (odysseus's son). athena acts a motherly guidance/figure to telemachus, navigates his journey to adulthood, mentors him, and inspires him. with zendaya and tom being together, i don't think that that's going to translate to the screen that well.
i really hope that that's a rumor because as much as that movie is going to be a complete disaster (inaccuracy issues), i think this will be another factor that'll add on that. i'd MUCH RATHER prefer zendaya to play someone else, maybe circe??? i love z but no thank you.
(I COULD BE COMPLETELY WRONG ABOUT THIS AND IT COULD BE REALLY GREAT!! JUST MY THOUGHTS CURRENTLY)
Hey don’t take that commenter under your Athena post too seriously. They get under everyone’s posts acting purposefully obtuse. We got what you meant!
thank you!! i was worried i came off too strong! 🤍
and when you think about me, all of those years ago you're standing face to face with "i told you so." - good luck, babe!, chappell roan
part 2 of black beauty
(↑ i recommend reading that one first)
pairing: tashi duncan x reader
in which: it's been twelve years since you kissed tashi on that beach— what are the odds that you'd see her again at the lobby of the ritz-carlton? she's married now. you shouldn't care. but the way she looks at you says maybe she does.
warnings: a few uses of y/n. lesbian hurt, no comfort. sad ending. tashi is married to art.
note: due to popular demand, here it is :) (i don't know if i'll continue this)
twelve years.
it’s been twelve years.
you wish you’d done things differently, you wish you stayed silent, you wish you just listened to her instead of telling her it’d be okay, you wish— you regret a lot of things. you blame yourself.
you miss your best friend.
you watched as she moved out of your shared dorm as you protested and apologized, just to get her to stay. she was petty, in a way. she was impulsive and upset. you don’t blame her.
why would you?
you couldn’t— you can’t blame her for anything.
for months, you tried texting her, sending endless useless messages, messages you weren’t sure she’d ever read. until you gave up, determined to move on.
but no one could ever forget tashi duncan.
especially you.
you could never forget tashi duncan.
you graduate stanford with your journalism degree and you take a job as a sports journalist— specializing in tennis. because of course you would.
you tell yourself, it’s normal. it’s natural. it’s obvious.
tennis is what you know. you always hung around tennis players during college. you know the rules, the players, the way the game worked— you knew tennis.
you tell yourself it was a coincidence when your first assignment is some second-tier tournament in florida. art donaldson is there too. you give him an awkward half-wave at the press conference which he sends back reluctantly.
you’re secretly relieved. she’s not there.
you’d hear her name occasionally at the offices, someone someone’s hitting partner.
then you get your next assignment a few weeks later— not like you asked for more coverage, you were just good— sharp observations, clean writing. your editor kept putting your name on stories.
of course you were good at writing about tennis, you spent almost two years of your life staring at her play every day—
soon you’re watching art absolutely destroy some guy at the australia open from the press office. you scribble down notes furiously and make the mistake of glancing at the crowd—
there she is.
arms crossed, her hair tied behind her back, her hand pushes her sunglasses up— the same pair you’d steal off her face. her eyes constantly follow the ball and art.
everything rushes back, how she used to sit like that on the bench, complaining about professors and girls on her team while you tried not to stare at her lips.
when art wins, art yells in triumph and rushes over to her, you snap out of it. you scribble down another note.
the next article you write is: ‘art donaldson wins australian with guide from new tennis coach, tashi duncan.’
you felt sick.
maybe there was a part of you who craved to stay attached to a part of her in some way.
maybe that’s why you didn’t quit.
so you watched as art grew in success.
you watched as tashi go from art donaldson’s coach to coach tashi donaldson.
it was inevitable that you saw them a lot.
fucking tennis journalist.
invited to opens, flown around the world— writing articles about how art donaldson won yet another open.
you could never get away from them. from her.
so your press conference questions were always directed to him, not her. you wanted to be petty too. you knew she was looking at you while you asked art about before game rituals with a smile. a smile you used to give her.
you don’t look at her. you don’t write about her.
and slowly you get used to it.
you get better. you’re a well-known name. you get invited to tournaments, opens, games— you go to press conferences. you board flights—
you convince yourself that you don’t care anymore. you’re not the same girl you were ten or something years ago. you try to forget about tashi donaldson.
you type your articles in the office and during some random conversation with your colleagues that you half listen to—
“donaldson’s pulling out of the finals this tournament, which’s an advantage to rodriguez, you might want to mention that in your predictions article—“
“wait, why?” you find the words coming out before you can stop them.
you’re just a journalist you shouldn’t care— but tashi would never do something like that. she’d never pull art out of a tournament- not when he’s on a winning streak-
“oh, tashi just had the baby— lily, i think? but their publicists don’t want coverage on it yet-“
lily.
your stomach churns.
and it finally— really does hit you.
she’s moved on.
she has a new life.
she has a family. you have deadlines.
AUGUST 2019
your fingers fly over the keyboard—
‘Art Donaldson: Finalist at Phil’s Tire Town New Rochelle Challenger— Will a Challenger Finally Get Him Out of His Losing Streak?’
you tilt your head— what is tashi’s goal here? a challenger? sure, art’s lost his confidence but a challenger?
you scroll through the matchups as you sip your espresso—
no. fucking. way.
ranking 271st national player— patrick fucking zweig.
you want to laugh. not because it’s funny, but because of course— of course you’re stuck watching the past play out in a goddamn place called phil’s tire town.
the last time you saw patrick—
“you’re, like, into girls.”
you can still smell the smoke that blew into your face as your jaw dropped on stanford campus.
you shake off the memory and continue typing your article- because you have a deadline.
6-time Open Winner and Star Player Art Donaldson seems to be winning games at the New Rochelle Challenger just a week before the US Open. Is this Tashi Donaldson’s grand scheme to help Donaldson gain his confidence before the US Open? A known title he’s been trying to win for a while. And what happens when he loses? Is the inevitable end of the Donaldsons’ reign on tennis finally happening?
you sigh, pausing to take a sip.
there’s a presence behind you.
you feel it before you hear it.
a voice sharp as a blade, one that’s stabbed you before—
“he’s not going to lose.”
you freeze
and the words take a second to register- too long.
tashi donaldson.
in the flesh.
your brain stutters, your heart does something it hasn’t done in years. you shake off the initial shock— but it lingers deep inside your veins.
she looks good, of course she does. she always looked good, even when she was wearing your sweatshirt with a messy bun and ranting about doubles practice. but now— she looks untouchable.
a shoulder-level cut, sleek blonde highlights, layered gold necklaces- she looks every bit like ‘legendary couch donaldson,’ the one you’ve written about for years. the one who turned art donaldson from a rank sixty-eight to a five–
and you almost forget how to speak.
then you remember-
you’re a tennis journalist. a professional.
you flash a media-friendly smile, fuck it- be petty.
“ah, coach donaldson, such a surprise to see you here. i had no idea we were staying at the same hotel— i really do love art’s career and was counting on his steady recovery— he really deserves it.”
tashi’s lips press together, if you weren’t looking hard enough, you’d miss it.
art’s career.
not her’s.
“y/n. seriously—“ but she stops herself.
you see the moment she decides it’s not worth it.
that you’re not worth it.
she simply rolls her eyes. like it’s nothing, like you’re nothing.
and for a second you feel sorry for her.
there’s a pause—
a pause long enough for her to scan your face, searching for something
as if she’s wondering if under this ‘sports journalist,’ there’s a 19-year-old girl that once loved her
“i just wanted to say hello to an old college friend.” she says with a smile so tight it looks painful. her head tilts, trying to make it casual.
it’s not.
“i’ve been keeping track of your career, y’know— i always wondered what my best friend was doing in life.”
of course she kept track. she’s tashi duncan- or donaldson- whatever.
“that’s truly an honor, mrs. donaldson—“ you want your words to sting, to finally pierce through her skin.
she laughs lightly— it almost feeling condescending. “no, don’t be— i’m sure you kept up with mine.”
she says it like it’s obvious. it’s worse because it’s true.
“tashi!”
mrs. duncan calls out from the elevators in the distance, she’s holding the hand of her granddaughter, lily, you assume.
“well, nice chat. i have to go,” tashi smiles thinly. “i’ll see you around.”
and just like that she’s gone.
you take another sip of your coffee
you are fucked.
this prediction article is due in four hours.
and the words started blurring after your last sentence, which you wrote three hours ago. right before you saw her.
fuck it.
it’s not going to work, you need to clear your head— you need—
you need a drink.
and maybe it’s the special ‘new rochelle challenger related guests’ fucking discount but one drink turn to two. then to another. and another—
and you see her.
tashi.
wrapped in some cardigan, asking the receptionist for something that’s a part of her husband’s routine tomorrow before the game—
and your brain no longer controls you legs and you’re in her face.
“heyyyy, tash,” you laugh like she just said the funniest thing in the entire world—
“y/n.” her eyebrow’s raised. you probably reek of alcohol.
“mrs. donaldson- we can escort this… hm.. person away-“ the receptionist starts.
“no, it’s— it’s fine.” tashi sighs. “if you don’t have what i’m looking for, it’s fine— um- we’ll just use a substitute. thank you.” she turns to look at you again.
she scans you, half-exasperated, half-something else. you wobble on your feet with a grin.
“jesus, y/n, how much did you drink?”
“just enough to stop thinking about you.”
her eyebrows furrow and she looks like she might just walk away. but she doesn’t. she just takes one good look at you and—
she grabs your arm. “c’mon,” she mutters. “what’s your room number?”
“why? you wanna hook up with me?” you laugh again.
the receptionist looks between you and her with a concerned expression—
“it’s fine. leave it.” tashi shakes her head as she hoists your arm around her shoulder.
and before you can process, she’s practically carrying you across the lobby. like she knows exactly how to take care of you, whether you like it or not.
she sighs and adjusts her grips when you’re finally in the elevator. “give me your room key.” she squints— “where the fuck is 2755?”
it’s late, she’s tired, you don’t blame her— but your drunk mouth can’t help but giggle, “you’re really bad at this.”
tashi just sighs again, the elevator door slides open. the hallway stretches ahead, but she doesn't leave you down it and pushes you towards the glass door.
"forget it. i need air," she mutters.
you both step onto the hotel terrace, the doors open and the chill winds of the outside air hit your skin—
tashi leans against the balcony and takes a deep breath.
you stare at the soft city glow, the flapping of the tarp hitting against the tennis court in the distance. the alcohol in your system softens into something else.
you open your mouth and let out what's been rotting deep inside you for the last twelve years—
"do you ever think of me?"
the answer comes after a pause.
"no."
liar. tashi donaldson's a fuckin' liar.
you laugh.
clear, bright, bitter.
"pussy. you can't even admit it." you smile widely because it hurts. it really does. you can feel your nails scrape into your palms.
tashi rolls her eyes. “y/n—“ she starts.
then she stops.
"i should go. i need to tuck lily in and..." her eyes shift, "art needs me to give him a review before his match."
you shake your head laughing again. "nevermind. you're never going to admit it."
"what is there to admit?"
"you loved me."
she exhales sharply, "that was literally ten-"
"twelve"
"-twelve years ago." she give you a hard, stony look. "get some sleep, y/n. you probably have a deadline."
and just like that, she's gone. again.
you stare at the glass door that she'll turn back.
but she doesn't.
and night is quiet.
-
tags: @hyuneskkami for the dividers
Greedy
NSFW!
The diner is loud, the chatter and clinking of silverware against plates. The neon sign outside flickers against the windows, casting a glow over Art’s face as he takes a slow sip of his milkshake, eyes locked on you.
“See?” he says, licking a stray drop of vanilla from his thumb. “Told you these were the best in town.”
You laugh, stirring yours with the straw. “I don’t know if they live up to all the hype.”
Art smirks. “You’re saying that so I’ll keep trying to convince you?”
You shake your head, but the way he looks at you—like you’re the only thing worth paying attention to in this entire place—makes your stomach flip. It’s dangerous, the way he makes you feel. Like this is normal. Like this isn’t something you’ll have to lie about when you go home.
By the time you leave the diner, the air outside is cool, the pavement damp from an earlier drizzle. You follow him to his car, his hand grazing the small of your back as you walk. It’s nothing, barely a touch, but it makes your breath catch.
Then, just as he unlocks the door, you hesitate.
Art notices. “What?”
You shake your head. “Nothing.”
But it’s not nothing. It’s everything. It’s the way his fingers brushed against yours when he paid for your food. It’s the way he leaned in closer than necessary to hear you over the diner noise. It’s the way your heart pounds every time he looks at you like that.
And then—like he can hear every thought in your head—he steps closer.
You don’t know who moves first, only that one second you’re staring at his lips, and the next, you’re kissing him like you won’t get another chance. His back hits the car door, his hands sliding up your waist, pulling you in. The kiss is messy, mindless, teeth and tongues and a little too much need.
His fingers tighten at your hips. “Get in,” he murmurs against your lips, voice rough.
You do and your memories start to mix-
“Come on, come on, like that, keep it up,”
“Don’t stop, keep moving,” you ran to not miss the ball, it all sounds to similar now—
“That’s it, keep moving,” now you try to move faster.
“Come on, you’re a champ, give me another one,” sweat dripped down your forehead, a twist of your hand and SMACK!
“One more, mhm, I know, just give me one more,” you sweat now too, you let yourself fall down and—SMACK!
God, you almost knock his breath away with that one.
“Shit, just like that!” the way he smiled and ran to hug you.
“Shit— just like that...” he readjusts your hips.
It’s like... he was talking to you about tennis, was everything about tennis?
His hands are on your waist, and you feel like you’re going to collapse at any moment. Everything feels so tight—his cologne makes you dizzy, and the streetlamp light barely reflects in the rearview mirror.
His hands go to your back, reaching for the clasp of your bra. “Sorry... can I?,”. You almost laugh, he has you riding his dick in the backseat of his car and still asks your permission to take off the only garment that supports your little dignity.
“Yes...” you hold on to his shoulders, he peels off the bra from you. He looks down and immediately gives them a light squeeze, making you release air that you didn’t know you were holding.
“Fuck— you’re pretty...” He looks into your eyes, and you finally feel naked, your insides clenching at his words. It’s as if he can read your thoughts, how much you’ve dreamed of him like this.
You kiss him to get rid of your thoughts. He sighs and keeps moving you. He kisses down your neck, through the middle of your throat, in the middle of your clavicles, tracing the parallel with his tongue before going down to kiss the mole right next to your nipple. Kissing his way to the other to kiss now only your nipple.
His hot sighs on your wet skin make your skin bristle, and you can’t hold back a moan.
He smiles and soon you erase the smile from his silly face, stamping your hips. Being a double-edged sword since you now feel full.
Right there... there it is.
He seems to notice and lifts his hips. “There it is...” he moves you a little, “yeah...” his moans echo on your thoughts. Eyebrows furrowed as he watches himself going in and out of you.
His expression has you in a trance, wanting to see more changes in his handsome face. He tilts his head back while you accelerate the movement with the help of his hands.
You can’t resist and kiss his neck, over and over, until you reach his lips. He moans even more because of the increased speed.
“Art—“ you moan his name, your breath constant on his cupid’s bow.
God he sounds so good.
He squeezes your ass when you do it, kissing you gently while he feels like exploding, which he doesn’t take long to. He cums inside the condom with a groan and before you can protest a last thrust has you gasping for air and holding his shoulders tighter.
“God...” Art groans, his head tilted back against the seat, chest rising and falling as he catches his breath. His hands, warm and strong, stay on your hips for just a second longer before they slip away.
The car is thick with heat, the windows fogged, the scent of sweat and him wrapping around you. You shift, legs shaky, reaching for your bra, but Art beats you to it. He holds it up with a smirk, letting the straps dangle from his fingers.
“You’re real proud of yourself, huh?” you say, voice hoarse.
His smirk deepens. “Maybe.” His fingers hooking onto the strap first. “Let me.”
The buzz of your phone cuts through the moment. You check it.
<<Mom: Where are you?>>
Your stomach clenches. You wipe your thumb against your damp skin before typing back, <<Still at school. Be home soon.>>
The lie comes easy now. Too easy.
Art is already pulling his shirt on, checking the time on his dashboard. “I should get you home,” he says, and even though you know he’s right, part of you doesn’t want this night to end.
The drive is quiet except for the sound of the engine, the occasional hum from him as he taps his fingers against the wheel. When he pulls up a block away from your house, he puts the car in park but doesn’t unlock the doors just yet.
You hesitate, not reaching for the handle right away. Art watches you, like he knows what you’re thinking.
Then, with that same cocky ease, he tilts his head, grinning. “Told you the milkshakes were good.”
You scoff. “Yeah. Totally the highlight of the night.”
He chuckles, low and knowing, then leans in. His hand slides up your thigh, stopping just before your knee, and he presses a slow, lingering kiss to your lips. It’s softer than you expect. Less teasing, more something else. Something you’re too scared to name.
When he pulls back, he taps your knee once, like a silent go on, before you change your mind.
You swallow and reach for the handle. The cold air bites at your skin the second you step out. As you walk up the street to your house, you can still feel his lips on yours, his touch seared into your skin.
You don’t look back. Because if you do you might kiss him again.
guys i just had a vivid dream about my guy friend, we weren’t doing anything but we held hands for a long time and i still have intense butterflies… what the fuck does this mean. (i’m literally in a situationship with another guy)
i need advice from the girlies (for a girl who’s never had a boyfriend)
can’t believe some ppl only know mike faist from challengers. they don’t even know that max’s mom brought cookie cake for everyone :/