Oh No. I Might Cry. I Might Be A Fuckin Nerd

it may need to involve figuring out my various undiagnosed health problems but that sounds not fun

going to turn 20 and then have a couple of surgeries. i have not planned out my life after that, i will just Figure It Out i guess

mom wants to watch supernatural with me but i fear that then the prophecy would be fulfilled and i would become tumblr incarnate

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The Sox9 gene is upregulated in the absence of sex-determining Y chromosome and Sry gene in Amami sp...

plus, amami rabbits- https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amami_rabbit

and the weird parasitic non-photosynthetic plants they sometimes eat- https://www.kobe-u.ac.jp/en/news/article/2023_01_24_01/#:~:text=Balanophora%20yuwanensis%20is%20a%20host,and%20defecating%20underground%20in%20burrows.

apparently amami oshima just has some weird biological shit going on and it rules

I just learned about spiny rats and they just look exactly like that sounds

if i wanted to could i just. start parting my hair on the other side. is that allowed

procrastinated on updating my character masterdoc for a long ass time and now i have to add like ten new guys all at once lol

been getting nauseous at night for some reason. i fuckin better not be sick, i have surgery in three days

fun fact being autistic about room design is Expensive and my mom is not a fan

the funny part is that They Are but they like to pretend otherwise so they can reasonably be more of a goofy weirdo

oddly excited to go to therapy. i think i havent been in like three weeks. i only go every other week now because my dad stopped paying because "I don't see what's happened to you that's so terrible you need to still be in therapy." ok man off the top of my head theres The Way You Are but whatever