Eve-hiragi

Me at 1 A.M.: okay time to get some fucking sleep

Me brain: y'know, in all the characters of Banana Fish Ash probably has the most tender, gentle soul which he inherited from his brother, but in all of Banana Fish Eiji was the only person who saw through that from the start and gave him back the kindness

Me at 2 P.M.: …holy shit

2008

:( = i’m sad

:) = i’m happy

2018

:( = i’m alright, just a little down

:) = im miserable and its gotten to the point i don’t want to express my feelings anymore because it doesn’t matter who i tell, nothing in me changes, no amount attention, or love, or closure help at all