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making out with robby during your 15min, his hand sliding in your panties and him groaning "oh, you're soaked, sweetheart. what made you wet like this?" but he wasn't prepared for your answer and now he can't stop thinking about fucking your ass every damn surface. the worst part? abbot knowing smirk because of course it was him that was sexting you insteof sleeping before his next shift.
holy shittt
"nine minutes and counting," robby mumbles against your mouth and you shut him up with a yank to his jacket and swirl of your tongue around his. 540ish seconds is all the man has before he'll be forced to slip out of the on call room, wipe hand to his swollen lips, and not imagine himself taking you for another four fucking hours.
a rough tug of his bottom lip between your teeth returns him to reality, and robby feels you grin at the growl he rumbles out. you're playing dirty and the attending adores it. fucking lives for your purposeful provoking of buttons only you know the site of. (plus the extra ones that jack taught you.)
"fuck," robby grunts, drawing you closer to him with an even tighter grip. "do that again, and you'll be fucking limping to your next patient."
when you smirk at robby, he stares back at you with a lowered chin and a challenge in his eyes. inching to him slowly, you make sure take a few extra seconds before catching his lip back between your teeth. you drag it into your mouth and suck with a moan that melts him into a nothing but a whimper.
before you can blink, robby spins your body and pins you against his front. with a grip on your face and hand tucking into your waist band, robby rolls his hips into you backside with a choked moan.
his cock sits thick and throbbing against his scrubs, and doesn't know how the fuck he's going to last the rest of his shift.
"i wanna taste you but you might lead somebody to us with all your squeals." not that he doesn't love them.
"if i remember correctly, it was your mouth i had to cover the last time i we fucked in here," you fire back, and both of you have to grin at the memory.
"well maybe i just want the whole damn hospital to know how fuckin' well you take my cock," robby husks out, fingers finally reaching behind your thin layer of underwear. he huffs, chest heaving at the mess he finds. it coats and slicks against his fingers, causing robby to blow out a breath. "jesus, 'm surprised you haven't leaked through these scrubs. been reading my thoughts, angel?"
"mmhm," you mewl, hips flinching up into where he presses your clit. "plus jack keeps texting me about all the horrible things he wants to do to me this weekend... you're invited, by the way."
robby uses a laugh to cover the way his head starts spinning.
"oh, i am?"
"yeah," you nod, reaching to hold his forearm in place so the pads of his fingers stroke against you just right when you flick your hips again. "but only if you let me use that new vibrator jack got me on you. wanna how many loads i can milk outta you before you tap out."
jesus fucking christ. he used to joke about how you might make him pass out one day. funny enough, he doesn't currently find his wobbly knees and swimming brain all that amusing...
"oooh, you're horrible," robby rasps, pressing his digits down harder. you gasp and he breathes in the sound, head shaking with another heated chuckle. "i'm serious. fuck you, sweetheart."
a giggle shakes you along with him, and robby kisses your neck.
"you could at least buy me something from the vending machine first."
four long hours later, robby's hiking his backpack over his shoulder and shutting his locker. he pauses as abbot rounds the corner and tilts his head at the other attending, who's doing a bad job at hiding his growing smirk at the look on robby face.
jack whistles a song to himself as he punches in his combination, eyes peeking over to where robby's watching him with crossed arms.
"long day?"
"yeah. yeah, they usually are when i got someone sexting one of my best senior residents," robby throws back, making sure to keep his voice down and eyes peeled for any wandering ears, eyes, earls, or myrnas.
jack breaks his unknowing facade, warming with a pleased snicker. "she teach you that word?"
"yep," you answer for him, bag and thermos already in hand as you appear. you smile and head for jack, who gives you a sweet hey, baby before kissing you. rubbing a ghosting touch against his back, you grin. "then he spelled it out with his tongue inside my pussy. not as long as robinavitch, but it still did the trick."
jack coughs out laugh, eyebrows shooting upwards.
"she's on one today," robby exhales, reddening as he looks at jack. "thanks a lot."
jack replies to the words with an unbothered wink, closing his locker and leaning with an arm around your waist while he whispers against your ear. "stay sweet, yeah?"
melting, all you can do is hum out a dazed reply at his heat. jack pecks your cheek one more time before squeezing a hand onto robby's bicep.
"and try not to wake her neighbors," jack teases the other, eyes cutting to you with a wicked twitch of his lips. "might have to move in with one of us if you get dinged with another noise complaint."
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Okay so I vaguely know who this is because of TikToklmao but god damn this is EXACTLY what nasty disrespectful but loving sex is I was SAT the entire time
if thereâs one thing about jack abbot, itâs that heâs going to mock you during sex⊠though never done out of cruelty or with any malicious intent. if fact, the two of you donât even think of it as suchâmocking.
his words are more of a⊠provocative ribbing that he knows will flood your mind with a haze. a haze youâre comfortable with floating in, that fills you full, right into a world-bending breaking point.
youâre both on your sides, facing and pressing against each other. substituting oxygen with your panting huffs, jack inhales your moans with sloppy, spit-slick kisses. he feels you shiver in his arms when he slips himself back inside, resettling your leg over his hip to push as far into your pussy as youâll let him.
jack smirks to himself, his palm moving to splay against the cheek of your ass and yank you closer. he grunts through a sudden exhale at the new angle, commencing a roll of his waist that causes a gasp to burn your lungs.
âfuck, jack,â your mewl, voice weak and wobbly. âahâah, âs so deepâŠâ
âis it? sâit nice and deep, baby?â he mumbles at your lips, copying your desperate nod and small yeahs with an expression of pity you can tell is fake. âwonder âf i can get any deeper...â
you arenât given a chance to wonder the same before jack is gripping your ass with a stronger squeeze. his tender thrusts adjust into a sharp, sturdy pounding that jerks his balls back and forth against your pussy.
leaking around his thickness, you hand reaches behind to clench the sheet beneath you. itâs the only thing you can manage, the rest of your mind a sweet mush.
ât-too much.â you can barley talk, air escaping your body faster than you can replace it. âitâs too much, feels too good.â
jack doesnât let up, cock throbbing and pumping hard into your heat. his bottom lip pokes out, just barely, matching your blissed out expression.
âoh, âtoo much, itâs too muchâ,â he recites, drawing out the words in a teasing tone you wouldnât tolerate from anyone else. âi donât think so, baby. shit, youâre doing so good. takinâ my cock all nice and pretty.â
you crumble against jack but he holds you steady. lips smushed into his neck, you smear it messy with the spit drooling from slurred, open-mouthed mumbles.Â
âyouâre so big,â you stammer, vision going blurry at the wet squelch that sounds whenever he rears out of you, and subsequent groan that jumps from jack when he slicks back inside your creaming hole.Â
âooh, iâm so big?â jack keeps his pace steady through the witty responses, and you canât yourself from meeting his thrusts with your own grind. you donât have to see him to feel the grin quirking the corners of his mouth. âhm? maybe i should pull out, give you a breakââ
âno. no,â you whine over the rocking of the bed, clutching his as if heâs truly considering slipping his cock out and leaving you empty and cold. âno, donât stop. gonna come againâŠâ
the words flip a switch in jacks brain and he fucks you the hardest he has all night. foot planting into the bed, he sounds with deep coos at your uncontrollable cries he forces out of you.
itâs disgusting, the way youâve coated his member in a velvety mixture of your juices. dripping down, it even collects against his sack, glossing him and making his eyes roll.
âgimme that cum, baby. just like last time, squirt it all out for me.â
you body goes numb yet feels like itâs imploding all at once. jack watches the way you shiver in his grasp, clenching around his swollen cock as you gush messily. he fucks you through it, the liquid spurting to wet his stomach and balls.
âthatâs it,â he chokes out, inching dangerously close to his own finish. it only takes a few more pulses of your peak to finally clutch his own, plunging feverishly until heâs balls deep inside you. âf-fuck, yeah, right there.â
jack breaks. groaning into the side of your face and latching onto you while comes, the inescapable bliss makes his entire body twitch with harsh trembles.
âholy fuck, iâm still goin,â jack almost growls, air caught in his throat at the continuous ropes of cum he spills into you. the both of you are still heaving and coming as he leaks out of you. your lips puffy and swollen, and a sticky mess. it goes on for so long that jack ends up laughing through his moans, stomach sore from all the clenching.
it takes a few more minutes for your bodies to finally melt into tangled piles of limbs, the warm residue of your climax swimming nicely in your belly.
âyou still with me, gorgeous?â
the only response you can muster is a sleepy mm-mm, and he gives you an equally-exhausted laugh. you only find the strength to peel open your eyes when a soft hand cradles your chin to tilt your head.
eyelids fluttering, you stare at him in a lost, fuzzy daze. thumb stroking your cheek, jack blinks sleepily at you before planting a soft kiss on the corner of your lips.
âiâm right here,â he promises, words certain but still far away when they reach your ears. âright here, baby. need you to come back for me, okay?â
a whine seeps from your lips. itâs not a defiance but youâre not obliging him either. youâre just⊠still in orbit, where you are the sun and jackâs the earth just before a dawn; as usual, heâll push past the incoming fatigue, and wait for the otherworldly, ingrained tug that will eventually pull you back to him.
âright hereâŠâ
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JAW once said in an interview that âCarmy does not fuckâ which is 1. hilarious and 2. in character and 3. intriguing, and I would love to hear your headcanons regarding thisđđđ
of COURSE carmy doesnât fuck. not because he couldnât, but because heâs so emotionally repressed, chronically stressed, and buried under ten layers of guilt and self-loathing that sex would just be another thing he overthinks into oblivion. the man is hanging on by a thread and that thread is beef. so yeah. he doesnât fuckâbut if he ever did? it would be awkward and intense and kind of sweet in a âheâs trying so hard please someone give him a hugâ way. and i have so, so many thoughts about that. okayâdiving in.
Carmyâs not inexperienced, per se. He knows what sex is. Heâs watched enough porn, read the occasional questionable Reddit thread, jerked off in rushed, guilt-tinged moments between 14-hour shifts and deep spirals of culinary self-loathing. But sexâactual sex, with a person who looks at him like you do? Thatâs a different kind of pressure. Itâs a kind of heat he doesnât know how to hold.
He prepped for this. Not likeâintentionally, but⊠kind of. He showered longer than usual. Used the good soap. Trimmed everything down there as best he could and definitely nicked himself once or twice in the processâstood over the sink like it was a high-stakes mise en place, squinting into the mirror, muttering, âOkay, slow, slow, donât fuck this up, chefâŠâ The result is neat, if a little uneven. He smells like clean cotton and whatever expensive shampoo Sugar left in the apartment.
When it finally happensâwhen you tug him by the hand to the bed and he stammers something like, âWe donât have to, if youâre notâif this is too soon or whatever, I can wait, Iâm chill,ââyou kiss him quiet. He melts. Shoulders slumping. Lips soft and hungry. He kisses like he means it, like every second is precious, like heâs scared itâs going to be the last. And when your hand dips between his legs?
He gasps. Full-bodied, shaky. âFucking Christ,â he chokes out, hips twitching. His cockâs already hard, hot against your palm. Not huge, not smallâjust right, pretty even. Cut, flushed pink at the tip, thick enough to make you feel it stretch you, but not enough to overwhelm. Thereâs a vein down the side that pulses when you stroke him, and he watches you like heâs watching God.
âOh my godâyeah, okay, thatâsâfuck, shit, sorry,â he mutters, hips jerking forward. âThatâfeels better than, likeâanything. Ever. I donâtâam I supposed to do something with my hands orâ?â
You laugh, and he blushes so hard his ears turn red. âYouâre good, Carm. Youâre doing fine. Let our bodies do the talking.â
He groans like that line alone nearly finishes him off. âOhhhâfuck, no, donât say shit like thatââ
You guide him inside you, and for a second, everything stops. His breath catches. Eyes wide. Muscles tense like heâs bracing for something catastrophic, like maybe heâs about to cry or come or die. âHoly fuck,â he whispers. âAre you sureâare you okayâdo I need to slow down?â
You just nod, and he lets out this broken little sound. Kind of a moan, kind of a whimper, and so sincere it nearly undoes you.
At first, heâs awkward. Bumping the wrong angle. Hips moving in tiny, unsure thrusts like heâs terrified to go too deep. Keeps checking your face like heâs looking for notes. âThatâno, sorryâwas that weird? I can stop. Iâll stop. Shit. Iâuhâyeah.â You kiss him again, thread your fingers through his hair, and roll your hips until heâs buried deep and shaking.
When you get on top, his brain shorts out. Full-on blue screen. His hands fly to your waist like instinct, but his mouth is stuck on a loop. âYeah. Fuck. Okay. Yeah. Youâre soâholy shit, youâreâbeautiful, baby, fuck, shitââ His voice goes high when you clench around him, like a whine caught in his throat. His hips twitch like they want to buck up but heâs scared to move, too scared to end it too soon.
And he does come too fast. Not in a tragic wayâjust in that achingly human, overwhelmed way that makes you want to kiss every inch of him. His hands tremble on your thighs, face slack with pleasure, mouth open as he gasps out, âIâI think Iâm gonnaâfuckâfuck, fuck, fâohhhâshitââ and then heâs done, shaking under you, pressing his face into your neck like heâs trying to disappear.
âSorry,â he whispers after. âIâI swear I can go again. Like. Soon. Justâholy shit.â
And he does go again. Heâs hard again in less than ten minutes, and the second timeâs better. He starts to find rhythm, his hands more confident, his mouth bolder. He talks more, tooâlow, raspy praise between panting breaths. âYouâre so fucking soft, baby, youâre perfect, so wet, so good for meââ He latches onto your tits like heâs been dreaming about them for years. He sucks and mouths at them like a man starved, eyes glazed and reverent.
âIâve got a thing,â he confesses, voice rough. âWithâyâknow. Tits. Justâfuck. Theyâre amazing. Youâre amazing.â
You ride him through it. Take control. And he loves it. Because it lets him feel without the pressure to perform. Heâs sensitive, vocalâlittle gasps and sighs spilling out with every grind of your hips. When you tell him not to talk, just to feel, he moans so sharply it echoes. His whole body tightens, stomach clenching, hands white-knuckling the sheets.
âOhhh, fuckâdonât say thatâfuck, Iâm gonnaââ he whines, high and airy, and then heâs coming again, teeth sunk into your shoulder to muffle it, cock pulsing deep inside you. His thighs twitch. You feel his whole body flutter under you, coming undone again.
After, he holds you. Silent. Breath slowing, chest rising against your back. Face nestled into your hair. And for once, thereâs no chaos. No kitchen yelling. No fire alarms. Just the sound of your heartbeat under his cheek and the soft hum of the city outside his window.
You trace his jaw, and he mumbles, âI was so bad at that, huh.â
âYou were perfect, Carm.â
He sighs, a sleepy little smile pulling at the corner of his mouth. âYeah? Okay. Good. âCause Iâuh. Wanna do that again. With you. Like, a lot.â
And he means it. Every stammered word.
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"keep takin' it for me, sweetheart" he grunts just below your ear, tongue slinking out to taste your skin. "doin' so goodâfuck. doin' so good for me."
you can only suck in a few gasps as robby drives into you. your hands touch again his stomach and that's all you let them do. the last time you're body tried to push him away, the weight of his cock filling you endlessly, all robby did was pin your wrists and fuck you harder.
"f-fu..."
your mouth can't even finish the curse that spills out, throat tightening with a silent scream when robby deepens his thrust. you jolt as his body smacks into yours, mind numbing with a fuzz that melts you into the mattress.
"love you like this," robby coos, accidentally drooling onto your shoulder. "letting me cream you nice and deep. you want me to fill you up, angel? yeah? gonna let me fill you to the fuckin' brim since you being so good for me?"
the only thing your body allows is a whimpering nod, and robby accepts it with a sputtering of his hips. thrusts growing sloppy, the man sounds off with a tumble of groans that almost sound like your name.
you pulse around robby, the hot of his load spilling inside you tugging across another peak of your own. your hole floods with a mixture of the two of you, and you know there's no need to worry about how much of a mess it's causing you to leakârobby'll just lick you clean once you find the mind to release him from your fervid grip.
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love when fictional men are so devoted to their partner it makes them dangerous and insane. very slutty behavior keep it up king
imagine having a personality so morally bankrupt that the pope himself said "i'm telling god" and headed out
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jack abbot x female reader
summary: after a dry spell in his sex life, jack wouldâve never imagined the next women heâd have naked in his bed would be his favorite first year resident.
content: nsfw, 18+, mdni, resident!reader, touch starved!jack, established relationship, a little bit of fluff smushed in there, but mostly smut, jack being nervous to have sex for the first time in years, but then ofc something in him snaps and he gets a little freaky with it, jack uses the nickname kid for the reader (1) time, also uses the nickname sweetheart, fingering, handjob (if you blink youâll miss it), p in v sex, dirty talk, condom use and the crowd boos (sorry had to keep it realistic! if iâm having sex with someone for the first time and theyâre not wrapping itâŠ.questionable)
word count: 4.5k
authorâs note: wanted to write something about big tough jack abbot being a little nervy to see you naked but i also wanted to write something about him having an inappropriate relationship with his residentâŠ. so alas this was born. enjoy!
âI havenât done this in a while.âÂ
The words stumble from Jackâs lips in an exasperated sigh. They nearly get lost between kisses, the confession hidden amidst the steamy exchange as your bodies barrel through his front door.Â
Reaching up to thread your fingers through the curls at the nape of his neck, your forearms rest on his shoulders to steady yourself as he maneuvers you into his bedroom.Â
You donât reply to his admission, just smile into the kiss as your hands trail down his torso finding the hem of his shirt. Your fingertips carefully tracing his skin underneath the material.Â
He wanted to tell you it had been years since heâd been with a woman like thisâ wanted to apologize in advance for being a bit rusty, but the light touch of your hands exploring the skin just above the waistband of his jeans, had him losing his previous train of thought.Â
He couldnât think about how long itâd been since heâd brought a woman back to his place, couldnât even think about how insanely wrong it was to be kissing you in his bedroom.
With that being said, he should be proud of himself for holding out this long.
It had been months of having you on his shift.
Week after week of watching you prance around the ER with that cute little smile on your face, following every last one of his orders. Always meeting his sarcastic remarks with witty comments of your own, the two of you working effortlessly together like there was some sort of magnetic field between you that pulled him to every case you worked on.Â
It was so innocent at first, shared inside jokes and granola bars in the breakroom. Him giving you a hard time for your absurd coffee intake through the night, making comments about how the quad shot of espresso you walked in with was going to send you into cardiac arrest.Â
But then, there was the time he put his hand on your lower back to squeeze behind you at the triage desk. The second his touch met the polyester of your scrubs, applying just enough pressure to seep through the thin fabric, your head turned in his direction.Â
You didnât mean to look at him, but you couldnât help it. His fingers stayed splayed out on your back for one second too long, and your eyes shot to his, the electric current running through your body impossible to ignore.Â
A sudden tension emerged in the small space between you, his stare raking down your body to where his hand sat just above your waist, taking his time trailing them back up with a knowing smirk on his lips.Â
The moment was fleeting but it played out in slow motion before his hand was gone and he was breezing past you into the trauma bay.
After that it became a game of cat and mouse, both of you sensing a pull of desire toward the other but almost too afraid to do anything about it.Â
For Jack, it was because you were his intern, just a first-year resident looking to him for guidance and education. His apprentice. It felt wrong to look at you in any other way. He wouldnât be able to sleep at night if he took advantage of the obvious power imbalance at play in the situation.Â
Not to mention he was off his game.Â
He had no problem coming across abundantly confident at work, but as far as dating went, Jack hadnât waded into those waters for years. There was a part of him that gave up on his love life. Maybe thatâs why he threw himself into work, to avoid the loneliness that found him in his lack of companionship.Â
You could sense his apprehension.
The way he would subtly flirt with you and then walk away from the conversation like nothing happened. He was trying to avoid the guilt of getting too familiar, but it left you confused about his intentions.Â
It wasnât until one morning that you decided to rip off the band aid entirely, asking him to join you for breakfast after your shift.Â
It was a simple invitation, one that couldâve been strictly friendly, but the way he smiled when you asked, looking around to see if anyone else heard, told you it was the start of something else entirely.Â
And it was.
The two of you went to breakfast, talking for hours in a corner booth, over a stack of pancakes and a few slices of bacon.Â
It was the first time you saw each other outside of the hospital.
Everyone else in that restaurant could recognize the two of you for what you were; happy. Finding joy in each otherâs presence through constant laughs and affectionate smiles. But Jack couldnât see it that wayâ couldnât shake the conflicting feelings of guilt.
It wasnât until you reached over him to dip your bacon in a pool of syrup on his plate that he finally relaxed. He soaked it in, sitting with you like that, because when the nagging thoughts of how inappropriate it all was began to cloud his mind, the gentle touch of your hand brushing his thigh chased them away. Your fingertips curled just above his knee as you continued telling him a story, the hold making him forget why he was even worried about saying yes to your invitation in the first place.Â
That was the first time he crossed a boundary with you. Allowing himself to get lost in your voice, hidden away in some diner down the street from the hospital. But it didnât stop there.Â
The next time was when he walked you home after work, only three days after your shared breakfast date.Â
He knew he shouldnât have done it, but you parted ways outside the sliding hospital doors and he watched as you walked down the street, all by yourself.
For a split second he could imagine what his frame would look like walking next to you, and so he followed, catching up to your stride with satisfaction running through his veins at your surprised smile to see him standing at your shoulder. You lived in an apartment building a block away, he knew because you mentioned it one time, and even though his leg was killing him after such a brutal shift, he walked next to you all the way to the front door of your complex.
Your bodies lingered on the sidewalk, palpable tension bouncing between them through prolonged goodbyes.Â
That was the first time your gaze fell to his lips.Â
The curiously hopeful look in your eyes made his mouth go completely dry, because Surely you werenât going to kiss him in broad daylight⊠right? The world spun around him while your eyes stayed fixed on the straight line of his mouth, until they fluttered back up, meeting his line of sight and smiling brightly.
âGoodnight Jack.â Your hand met his bicep, squeezing lightly as you turned to walk into the building with a small wave.Â
Goodnight, even though it was nearly eight in the morning.Â
It was something you said to everyone after each shift, bidding your coworkers a good stretch of sleep, knowing you all shared a fucked-up sleep schedule due to working the night shift.Â
Jack found the greeting endearing. Smiling wide every time he heard the sing-song chime of your voice wishing everyone a restful day before leaving work in the morning.Â
His days were hardly restful though, he never got much sleep when he went home, because you were always on his mind.Â
After that day in front of your apartment building, he went out of his way to walk you home nearly every morning, if only for a few extra minutes of hearing your voice, and a small hope that you would look at his lips like that again.Â
When you finally did kiss him, it was well worth the wait.Â
It happened on the roof.Â
An especially hard night landed you outside for some fresh air, overlooking the city as you tried your best to clear your mind.Â
Jack came up to check on you.Â
Avoiding him entirely, your apathetic stare stayed plastered on the lights of the city. He stood next to you in silence for a while before placing a gentle hand of reassurance on your cheek, bringing your gaze to his and searching your eyes to make sure you were okay.Â
It was emotionally charged, the way you crashed your lips into his.
He held your face delicately in his hands, using his jaw to dive into the kiss, hungry and sloppy and undeniably passionate.Â
More than anything he wanted to explore every inch of youâ to let his hands travel your entire body, but instead his palms stayed strictly on your face, careful not to push things too far.Â
In fact, weeks of suppression followed while Jack tried to respect the unknown undercurrents of your relationship.Â
A few more kisses were shared, even some heated make out sessions and heavy petting in the on-call room at work, but nothing more.Â
Heâd be lying if he said his trepidation wasnât slightly due to the rather lengthy sexual hiatus taking place in his life. But he could only deny his urges for so long, and this morning after breakfast, instead of walking you back to your apartment, he invited you over to his place for the first time.
An unspoken agreement hung in the air the whole way home, one laced with heavy sexual tension.Â
Thatâs what landed you hereâ barely two feet past the threshold of his bedroom door with your hands dangerously close to the waistband of his pants, and Jack couldnât dare to think straight.Â
The only thoughts he could muster revolved around how much he fucking liked you. This other worldly figure standing before him, toying with the ties on his pants, fingertips brushing his abdomen and fuck- he was on another planet. Your touch was sending a vaguely familiar heat rushing through his body and he wanted moreâ needed it.Â
Something about the situation sent him on a power trip. His cock pushing against the lose restraint of his scrubs at the sudden realization that he finally had you right where he wanted you after all this time. Months of getting to know each other and countless dates ending in polite kisses and lingering goodbyesâ all of it leading to this moment with his fingertips curling into your waist.Â
But there was still a little sliver of him that felt nervous, slightly unsure of venturing into unknown territory with you.Â
He was still trying to convince himself that you were genuinely interested in him, because when he looked at you he saw this beautiful woman, all radiant and self-assured, on the arm of some guy nearly twice her age who rarely smiled and always had a grumpy wise-ass remark on his tongue.Â
His hands went rigid at the thought, the doubts taking him out of the moment for a few seconds, and you could sense the uneasiness in his touch.
Pulling away from the kiss, you watched his expression, his lips parted to make way for fast shallow breaths as he stared back at you, his eyes hooded with desire but swimming with hesitation.Â
âWe donât have to do anything Jack.â Your words were sincere as you continued looking for any sign of regret in the hazel of his eyes.
âNo, I want this.â His brows furrowed as the winded confession fell from his lips. His hands grasped at your hips, holding firm while his thumbs rubbed into your sides.Â
âYou sure?â Voice changing slightly, you moved into a more playful state, fingers coming to the tie on his pants as you kept your eyes trained on his face.Â
âWe could just talk.âÂ
A playful whisper slid between your lips as you undid the drawstring between your fingertips.
âOr maybe watch a movie.âÂ
Then, your hand slid into the waistband of his underwear, only a few inches, just enough to make his breath hitch.Â
He tried to cover his surprise at your touch, now dangerously close to the base of his cock. Mustering enough self-control to speak, his words come out calm and collected despite the dizzying effect of your hand down his pants.
âYouâre funny, kid. You know that?âÂ
Kid.Â
A nickname he'd been calling you since the day you were assigned to his shift.
You were just an intern; young, hungry, and passionate. Had he known youâd end up with your hands halfway down his pants in the middle of his bedroom, he might've opted for a different title of endearment.
âSeriously Jack, we can take things slow-â
A low chuckle interrupts your attempt to comfort him, trying to give him a chance to back out.Â
He guides you back to sit on the edge of his bed, smirking and shaking his head from side to side.
âStop talking.â The words are rushed. A deep rasp from his lips as he leans in to kiss you, pushing your body until your back meets his mattress.
âI donât think you realize how long Iâve thought about this.â It was apparent that Jack was hungryâ starving evenâ to see more of you. His hands working quickly to get your pants down your legs and onto his bedroom floor.Â
âAnd what do you think about Jack?â Heâd never heard that tone in your voice before, low and sultry while you leaned up on your elbows to look at him through your lashes.
âJesus- Iâve thought about having you on my bed like this,â There was nothing subtle about the way his eyes scraped over your as he paused between words. Eyes drifting to your lower half, legs parted slightly, a pair of black panties acting as the only barrier between his eyes and your naked body. âall spread out for me like this.â
At his words, your legs open further, sending a muffled growl straight to Jackâs closed mouth as he lets his hand fall on your inner thigh. Trailing upwards, his fingertips come in contact with the hem of your underwear.Â
âCanât tell you how many times Iâve thought about pulling you into the on-call room after our shift.â Heâs leaning above you, eyes glued to your clothed core, fingers toying with the thin material of your panties at the inside of your thighs.Â
âHow badly Iâve wanted to fuck you on one of those shitty beds, or maybe even against the wallâŠâÂ
âBut you deserve better. To be treated right, on a real bed.â Suddenly the smooth linen of his comforter feels much warmer beneath you, your hands splaying over the pillowy fabric at your palms.Â
Jack watches the way your shoulders relax, and your head falls an inch to the side at his words, your body melting into the moment of shared desire.Â
âWant to take my time with you. Make you feel good. Watch you fall apart.â He leans in to kiss you, right as one of his fingertipâs dip below the fabric of your panties to run along your slit. You gasp into the kiss, and he takes the opportunity to pull away.
âTo hear the little noises you make for me.â His lips are only inches from yours as his breathless whisper fills the space between them. His hand fully pushes your panties to the side, his touch light as a feather, and lingering at your core.
âBet you sound so pretty when you cum.â
Your mouth falls open and youâre not sure what triggered it, his words, or the way he pushes a single finger into you. The movement is slow and precise as he watches your eyes flutter in pleasure.Â
For someone whoâs sex life was currently non-existent, Jack didnât miss a beat when it came to the rhythm of your gratification. The moan dripping from your tongue coming right on cue as he slips another finger in with the first, stroking with purpose and dedication as his name comes floating from your lips.Â
âJack.â
The word was foggy and desperate as his touch subdued you, his fingers curling at the sweet call of his name, hooking at just the right spot.Â
âFuck thatâs it.â A whine of pleasure rippled through you at the pressure of his fingers against your walls. With one stroke after another, the building tension in your abdomen threatened to overflow.Â
Jackâs stare falls on his fingers as they work you open.Â
He can hardly handle how responsive you are to his touch; your hips bucking into his palm, little pleas falling from your lipsâ Itâs enough to make him cum right there in his damn pants.Â
âGod- you sound gorgeous.â The compliment is almost primal, his voice nearing a growl as he looks down at your body writhing on the simple motion of his fingers inside you, a slave to his touch.
He lets himself get lost in the noises flowing from your mouth, allowing each moan to act as a signal, showing him exactly where and how you want him.Â
âEven better than I couldâve imagined.â He finishes his thought and brings his stare back to yours, the fucked-out expression in your eyes telling him just how close you are.Â
His words send you reeling, acting as a catalyst for the strain pulling in your abdomen.Â
He can feel your body preparing to tumble over the edge, walls clenching around his fingers, and thighs flexing.
âThere you go sweetheart.âÂ
Sweetheart. Thatâs new.Â
It surprises you both the second it leaves his lips. But the surprise of it barely registers, instead the word is unleashing a flutter in your chest and a warmth between your legs. Youâre obsessed with the way it sounds in the rasp of Jackâs voice. In fact, you like it so much your body trembles and whimpers fill the air as you come undone on his fingers.
His eyes watch as his movements slow, digits coated in your slick and pushing into you continuously even after your body finishes shuddering.
Itâs almost sadistic the small smirk heâs wearing as his eyes stay fixated on his fingers sliding in and out of your body.Â
He was starved. Starved of touchâ the warmth of anotherâs body. The way you pulled him in with each thrust of his fingers made him want to stay there all night, making you cum over and over again to feed his craving of your body at his mercy.Â
If it werenât for your delicate hands gripping at his forearm, forcing him back to reality, he wouldâve kept going, wouldâve seen just how much more you could take.Â
âJack.â Your voice breaks him from his trance, hand wrapping around his arm and pulling him back to hover parallel over your body.Â
An unsolicited grunt erupts from deep in his throat as your hands, once again, slide into his underwear. Only this time, they fall far enough to envelop his cock in your soft touch.Â
His hand comes down forcefully next to your head, palm flat against the mattress to hold himself steady as pleasure washes over him.
Youâve only pumped over his length once and heâs already squeezing his eyes shut in focus, trying not to spill into your hand.Â
âSweetheart.â
In retrospect, he probably shouldnât have used that nickname again. Not right now, when he was seconds away from having an embarrassingly quick orgasm.Â
Your grip tightened slightly at the word, hand working a little faster, and paying extra close attention to his overly sensitive tip. He has to put a hand over yours to conceal your efforts.Â
âIâm not gonna last long if you keep that up.â His brows raise at your smug expression, your hand still stroking him despite his attempt to stop you.Â
âIâm serious.â A breathless snarl meets your ear as his head falls lower, nearly resting in the crook of your neck.
You hum in response, one hand continuing its work between his legs, the other pushing at the pants still around his hips.
He was quick to oblige your unspoken request, bringing his own hand down to rid himself of his pants and underwear. His hands are then at your hips yanking your panties down your legs.
In a heated frenzy both of you took a few seconds to take off any remaining clothes. Sitting up to swiftly pull off shirts, and while youâre reaching to take off your bra, Jack stretches to his bedside table, fishing out a condom from its box thatâs been sitting untouched in his drawer for far too long.
Then, youâre back to square one, his body hovering over yours, and his lips kissing down your neck.
Your hand finds him again, palm encircling his member as he freezes under your touch.
âYou sure you wanna do this?â His voice is lost in the skin of your chest, his lips melting against your collarbone.
âYouâre asking me? I thought you were the one who needed convincing.â The giggle in your voice has Jack nipping playfully at your skin, his hand confidently fitting between your legs.
âWhat can I say, youâve persuaded me.â A teasing tone slips through his lust clouded whisper, fingers collecting the slick at your core with a groan on his tongue.
You grab the condom out of his hand, tearing it open and rolling it onto him with ease, the feeling causing him to lean further into your touch.Â
This was one of the reasons Jack was so drawn to you.
You held such discreet authority. Always taking charge with a charming smile and a sweet command in your voice.
He couldnât have imagined the same power he witnessed at work would roll over into the bedroom. Your captivating ability to take quiet control was suddenly so obvious in the way you were guiding his now protected length to line up with your entrance, body shimmying down the bed to coerce him into you.Â
When the head of his cock finally pushes into you, you both let out noises of relief.
The placated gasp from your lips, and the profound groan on his, proves that youâd both been longing for this exact moment for weeks.
He takes his time. Learning the hug of your body. Savoring every inch of pure bliss, as he fills you at a painstaking pace. Your hands shoot to his back, fingertips digging into the broad expanse of his shoulder blades, just enough to encourage his movement until he enters you completely, pushed in to the hilt.
His eyes stay on yours, watching the way your lids almost close while you adjust to him, your mouth parted slightly at the stretch.
Then heâs pulling out and thrusting back in, moaning at the way you feel wrapped around him.
Your head tilts back into his comforter at the sweet friction of his strokes, and the sight beneath him has another moan bubbling up Jackâs throat.Â
It was exactly how heâd dreamt this momentâ your back on his bed, with your head thrown back in pleasure. Getting to watch your body respond to him his perch above you, your naked figure far more beautiful than anything he couldâve imagined. It was all so perfect. You were perfect.Â
He picked up the pace of his thrusts, not too fast, but perfectly timed with the squeeze of your fingers on his back. He knew he must be hitting something right in the way you were gripping his shoulders and crying out for him. Crying out for him. Your voice was strained and winded as his name fell from your lips in a chant.Â
His self-control mustâve been at an all-time high, because he closed his eyes for a moment, gaining his bearings and talking himself down from cumming at the sounds of your whines.
He collects whatever composure is left in his body and brings a hand down between the two of you, fingertips finding that sensitive spot just above where his cock is driving into you.
He rubs steady circles into your clit, and judging by the way his name jumps from you an octave higher than before, he knows heâll get to watch you cum again.Â
He makes it his goal. Setting his thrusts at a fixed pace, as his fingers deliberately stroke your bundle of nerves. He focuses completely on your pleasure to distract himself from the pulsing pressure running through his veins.
He needs to see you let go for him one more time before he can finish. An easy task given the way your back is arching off his bed, sending your hips further into him.Â
âIâm gonna-â The words are hardly coherent as they slip between your gasps and moansâ wanting to tell him youâre close but unable to string more than two words together.
âCome on sweetheart.â His words were directed straight to your core, eyes back down and watching between your bodies as he slides into you. His mind growing hazy at the sight of you taking his cock so well.Â
His encouragement was all you needed to let go. Your release washing over you in waves of bliss.
Jackâs eyes make the journey back to your face, watching in awe at your expression as it takes on a state of utter relief, your head falling even deeper into the blanket underneath you.
That image is what finally makes him succumb to the persistent chase of his release.
Heâs groaning and panting, one of his hands coming to grip your hips, the other balancing himself on the mattress, pressed flat on the space next to your face.
Heâs grunting profanities as he spills through his orgasm, allowing his elbow to bend so he can rest his forehead against yours. Both of you breathing heavy, eyes meeting in a moment of vulnerability and understanding as you bring a hand up to lace through his hair. Almost petting his grey curls, you lazily smile through the puffs of breath on your lips.
He doesnât think heâll ever get over seeing you like this, an angel laid out on his bedspreadâ just for him. Giving you both a moment to recover, he stays like that for a minute. Heâs leaning into you, listening to your soft breaths even out, and he can feel himself getting hard again. His dick is still throbbing, not even fully soft and heâs already ready for another round.
His cock getting hard again, that fast after sex, was something he hadnât experienced in over a decade.
These days Jack needed plenty of time between orgasms to even think about getting another erection, but in this moment, still buried in you and hearing the tiny gasps of breath coming from your heaving chest, he wanted more. He could feel his addiction to you growing stronger, reminding him of the forbidden nature of your budding relationship.
âWhat are we getting ourselves into.â Speaking his thoughts aloud, his voice fills the room, a grin lingering in his lips.
He canât help but smile as he imagines what the future holds for your relationship, his forehead still pressed gently against yours.Â
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Also I think you mentioned in a fic that he loves getting his face ridden as a form of breath play and oh my god đ„
BECAUSE! HE! DOES!
his oral fixation is a problem. he licks his lips when heâs nervous and dries them out too often, purses them and presses them tightly together deep in thought, and shoving a cigarette between them has led him to need some kind of stimulation consistently.
youâre a saint for letting him put this issue to use for the betterment of your sexual intimacy and his craving. he gets to please his girl + deal with a habitual compulsion. everyone wins. the taste of you lingers on his mouth and youâre doped up and smiley from an orgasm. who can argue with that?
the game changes once you ride his face for the first time. he thought he could be satisfied before just lying on his stomach or bent on his knees, but this does something for him. as your hips grind and you moan for him since the tip of his nose always catches you, he realizes how shitty his survival instincts are. instead of trying to fucking breathe and focusing on it (like he tells you when his dickâs in your mouth) he puts his attention on your beautiful sounds muffled by your thighs around his head. and his thoughts are gone. dizzy the more he continues. panting and groaning a melody that vibrates into your body. itâs.. a euphoric feeling.
he enters a new realm. if this is suffocation, shit, he gets it now. he fucking gets it. he understands why you ask for his hand around your throat sometimes. itâs a blissful high. he perpetuates it by ditching the need for oxygen and sliding his tongue into you, slightly humping the air.