The “oh Shit, I Just Killed A Man” Walk Of Shame

Just watched videodrome and now I’m watching twin peaks, ur day can’t even compare to mine.

Someone needs to take away my eBay account because I can’t stop buying Really Cool Stuff.

One can only buy so many vintage fetish magazines and cryptozoology magazines and lame T-shirts before it becomes a Problem.

Oh but “I’ll create an archive one day” I say! “I’ll invest in a button making machine!” Bro you have a metric ton of vintage fet porn it’s becoming a problem.

Anyway maybe I’ll take pics and show you some of the insane awesome stuff I have one day to make it feel more acceptable

sakizuke // diary of a wimpy kid

Howl’s Moving Castle lava lamp with emo Howl as the lava

like obviously i am emotionally invested in buddie going canon from like, a character/story perspective but from a 'got a degree in sociology, has been on tumblr since 2012, was once a superwholocker' perspective, i am FAR more invested this shit is delightful and fASCINATING. despite all the shit in the world, despite the backlash towards LGBTQ people happening right now, there is a major network television show that already made one half of a m/m fan ship canonically bi, had him fuck a (different) man, and is now poised to make the pairing canon after more than SEVEN SEASONS OF SLOWBURN. like: they are a pairing that started as a classic wink-nudge jokey queerbait, possibly nearly went canon years ago before that was shutdown, but now it is HAPPENING. and no, i'm not here for arguments that it isn't. i know better than is good for me, what queerbaiting looks like, and it DOES NOT LOOK LIKE THIS. i have been in like 15 different shipwars for queerbaited pairings. I am that fan who once went up to the showrunner of OUAT in a restaurant to tell him, personally, to his face, that queer fans like me deserved better. and now, eight years after that incident, the queer fans of an ABC tv show might just be getting that 'better'. like. what the fuck. how did we get here?

this is a phenomenon that has literally never happened once on live action american television, and we are all watching it unfold, whether actively or via the persistent ubiquity of fandom osmosis and i am studying this show and TPTB and the actors and the fans like BUGS

I wanted more than life could ever grant me

VIDEODROME (1983) dir. DAVID CRONENBERG

“Flesh Gun” Rick Baker’s original concept Sketches, Videodrome 1982

The Dyke Project manifesto printed on the back of estradiol and testogel boxes

Hallig Habel, a farm in northern Germany on the North Sea, an area of low flatlands and mudflats. This photo was taken during an extreme high tide. From Home Work: Handbuilt Shelter

Photo by Hans Joachim Kürtz