So the club I am part of is planning on doing some projects and they're apparently looking for program director to lead the programs. I would like to apply myself for the position but I am so scared of doing it. Because of some not good events from my past, I could seem to bring myself forward for any kind of events. I am scared that I'm going to be lost with no help or get myself stressed while working on the project. What if I really got lost without any help? What if I fail to finish the project and embarrass my advisor too? These questions are torturing me. I don't think I can ever stand my lecturer or my educator looking at me with that humiliating face as if I'm useless one more time. I don't even have any friends or just anyone to rely on. I really really wish to overcome this fear of mine. But it's too hard to do it. It's very scary despite my desire. What should I do?
STARS ๐ซ
I went with my friend that night to watch the stars. I was so wonderfully great. The sky with twinkling stars. But due to light pollution we couldnt see the stars clearly. The sky was too bright. But from the pictures my friend took I could see the stars clearly. Those are the pictures i attached here. He even gave me a brief about the names of the stars. He looked so excited. Me too. I wanted to see the stars more clearly. I was quite sad but I was glad that I made the decision to follow my friend on that night to see the stars. We got to see the scorpion constellation through the pictures my friend took (If you look closely you can find scorpion too in one of the picture above). He also showed me jupiter and anterus stars. Jupiter was shining so brightly next to the moon. Now I've added one more thing to my bucket list that is to camp under stars and fall asleep while watching them. I want to do that before i die. Whatever yesterday's night (14/09/19) was so great.
Ask yourself which one will you regrets the most. Not able to live the life you have always dreamed of or not being able to do something you like??
However, keep in mind, till now you don't know what that thing is but you have a clear vision for your future life.
Your answer for this question, will tell you what to do next.
โMAP OF THE SOUL: Personaโ
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Right. Iโm a lawyer. I shouldnโt give up on my Sejarah. I have to work harder.
Oh God! please give me lots of strength to deal with this. ๐๐โค
What I tought as coincidence was fate and what I viewed as fate turned out to be a coincidence.
Her Private Life, Ep 6
So, first i lost my teddy and until today i havent found it.Then i lost my earphones but it turned out to be in my trousers in the laundry basket.
Then i lost my calculator but it was actually mistook by the girl beside me.
Then i lost my chemistry assignment paper but then found it stucked in between one of my reference book. Then i lost the last page of my chemistry lab report. But later found it among the paper i used to scribble.
Today i lost my physics lab manual. I took all the books from my desk yo find that one book. It was right there but i couldnt see it. But later somehow i found it.
IM SO LOST.
Note to self
Don't show kindness towards people who have never even heard of the word. Because kindness is one of the precious and rare things to be found in this world. Don't waste it on just anyone. They dont deserve it.
์ ์๋ง์ ๋ณ์ ๋ง๊ธฐ ์ํด ๋ ๋จ์ด์ก๋๊ฐ ย
์ ์์ฒ ๊ฐ ์ฐฌ๋ํ ํ์ด์ ๊ณผ๋ ์ ๋ ํ๋ ~~
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But did I fall so that i could be hit by those countless stars?
I'm the only target to the thousand of those radiant arrows~~
P.S : Zoom in to see the stars ๐ซ๐
I'm sorry dear future me, but i gave up. Forgive me please if you can.
Loweena Gonasegaran ๐ ๐ ๋ฐฉํ์๋ ๋จ ์๋ฏธ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฉ๐๐ค๐ฅ ๐
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