I have seen/experienced familiar things before but what happened today was unbelievable. I felt... betrayed. I never thought I would have to go through a day like this and that too involving that particular person. I should never ever think that one is good cause you never know when they'll step away. I was honestly hurt today. Maybe I was being kind towards the wrong person.
Sea, BTS
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Like an echo in the forest π³
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Yeah life goes on
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On my pillow, on my table π‘
Yeah life goes on
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I had a dream today and in the dream i had a boyfriend ππ I dont really have a boyfriend in my real life but i had one in that dream π He and me was going to go out. So he decided to borrow a rental bicycle to take me around the place to visit them. I was the one have to fill up the form first. I asked him if is it okay to choose the starting and returning point at the same place we filled up the form, he said that would be expensive. That rental shop also provided the service where they send and take the rental bicycle from the place we chose. He asked me to wait for a while and went somewhere. After sometime he came back and tell me a place's name. I wasnt sure about the spelling so i handed him the pen and asked him to write. He took over the pen from me and filled up the rest of the form. He was wearing a grey shirt and if i'm not wrong a grey shirt with a white dhoti. I cant clearly remember him now. But, it felt real. Everytime when he crossed by me, i could felt his smell. It was so real. Really real. I've never imagined before that i'll have such dream. Why did I had such dream ?? Why do i have to meet a guy who said to be my boyfriend when i dont have one in my real life ?? It was so confusing yet a different feeling. Oh yeah. In the end we visited all around the city and he safely returned the bicycle. I asked him if he has returned it safely and he nodded yes. I dont remember what city it is or where the places we went. But i do remember sitting in between his hands at the front while the was riding it. Then, in the last i said goodbye to him smilely and thanked him for the day. We went in different ways. My sleep was over. And That' THE END.
When I first went for walk in vaccination after it took too long to get my mysejahtera appointment, they were jabbing Sinovac on that day. So, I was asked, if I want to take Sinovac now or take Pfizer later. Basically I was given choice between Siinovac and Pfizer. So, I chose Pfizer.
The very next day. I was asked by this one person - who I don't want to reveal the identity of - that why I refused to take Sinovac and why does it have to be Pfizer. She/He even asked me what is wrong with Sinovac and that all the vaccines are vaccines, so why choose. So, I told them that I was given a choice and I decided the one i think i want. It wasn't like I got my mysejahtera vaccination appointment, then i went to the PPV, got to knew it was Sinovac, then i reject. NO. It was a walk in. And I decided not to take it then, because I had enough time and most importantly another choice. So, I chose it and believing choosing is my personal thing/right, I stand on my point. Even when there was someone 'questioning' me.
Now, look what has happened. Everyone with Sinovac double dose, must take their booster or their vaccination status will be reduced. So, if I had taken Sinovac back then and wasn't able to get booster on time now, it would've been a disaster for me. I wouldn't have been able to travel anywhere, not even to back home. And that's it. The choice I don't regret taking. Thanks to God for giving me choice and proud of myself for making the right decision.
seokjin being next to namjoon during interviews in america because namjoon gets nervous and seokjin calms him down
bonus:
I thought that for the first time ever I am going to fight for what I want till the end. But in the end, I gave up. Again. But this time it wasn't because I wasn't brave enough but I didn't knew if that is really what I want, if that is worth fighting for. What if it wasn't what I wanted after all?
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