Should I Be Proud Of Myself Or Not 

The choice I don't regret taking

When I first went for walk in vaccination after it took too long to get my mysejahtera appointment, they were jabbing Sinovac on that day. So, I was asked, if I want to take Sinovac now or take Pfizer later. Basically I was given choice between Siinovac and Pfizer. So, I chose Pfizer.

The very next day. I was asked by this one person - who I don't want to reveal the identity of - that why I refused to take Sinovac and why does it have to be Pfizer. She/He even asked me what is wrong with Sinovac and that all the vaccines are vaccines, so why choose. So, I told them that I was given a choice and I decided the one i think i want. It wasn't like I got my mysejahtera vaccination appointment, then i went to the PPV, got to knew it was Sinovac, then i reject. NO. It was a walk in. And I decided not to take it then, because I had enough time and most importantly another choice. So, I chose it and believing choosing is my personal thing/right, I stand on my point. Even when there was someone 'questioning' me.

Now, look what has happened. Everyone with Sinovac double dose, must take their booster or their vaccination status will be reduced. So, if I had taken Sinovac back then and wasn't able to get booster on time now, it would've been a disaster for me. I wouldn't have been able to travel anywhere, not even to back home. And that's it. The choice I don't regret taking. Thanks to God for giving me choice and proud of myself for making the right decision.

A lollipop would make it perfect 🍭

I regret the time I spent thinking that studying is everything. I regret for thinking that any hobby is a just a waste of time. I should have had a hobby. I regret all the time I used only to study for nothing but to get myself stressed and depressed in the end. I wish I could go back.

There are days I want to get back to my safe nest as soon as possible at all cost. There are also days I don't want to go back to that place yet. And that day is today. I would like to go out to see the world and return as late as possible. I wish that miracle would happen and make me smile today 🤞 And I really wish I had a friend

I hope you'll like the playlist 😊 I has all the BTS songs from debut to the latest release and both japanese and korean songs ✌☺ Have fun listening to BTS 💜💜❤

New life 💕

New phase of my life officially begins. Fighting, dearself. ❤

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Sometimes, it is not always what you see or what you hear. There's always more to it. And never a single time I felt included. No. Not even once. Maybe that's why I wasn't so fond of it. Or maybe that's why I want to leave. You have be selfish sometimes in order to save yourself. And in this case, I'll always choose myself. Because for me, it was never us. It has always been them.

The day my sticker completely disappear, I'll remove myself from this too. Unless, I feel included at least by then.