Not Me Crying So Hard Over The Ending Of Dead Poet Society That My Cat Jumped On My Bed And Is Headbutting

11:32 AM, going over stuff for my chem lab exam in an hour

rb with the time & where you’re sitting rn

i love this so much. I mean, it's not my personal headcanon, but that doesn't mean that i would not read the SHIT out of a fanfic like this.

Hi TG Fandom!

@xtherainbowconnectionx mentioned Texan Ice to me and I cannot get him out of my head. 

Just, a Tom Kazansky who was raised out in Nowhere, Texas and didn't really wear shoes until he was old enough for school. 

An Ice who was called Junie or Junior growing up and the only son of a bullfighter and a barrel racer who fell in love at the local Rodeo. 

Maybe he was the only child of a mother who died too soon, died bringing him into the world too early because it was 1959 and they lived so far from town. He was small and pink and Tom Kazansky Sr. was so desperate that he popped his newborn son in a basket and put him in the oven to keep him warm. 

He gives his name to that little boy because it’s all he has to give, a name from a place he's never been and the deed to his dead Mama’s farm. 

I need a Tom Senior who tries so hard but doesn't understand his son. Ice has dreams of flying and something beyond sorghum fields and Tom Senior loves his son with all his heart but doesn't really know him. He didn't know his own Daddy beyond the buckle of a belt. He raised his son with all the goodness he could muster. 

He doesn't want his little boy to go to a place that he can't protect him and the only thing he knows about the military is the boys who didn't come home from ‘Nam. 

He can't vocalize his fears though, so he tells his boy not to come back without a chest full of metals and golden wings. 

Then he cries in his barn with no company but the stars. 

Ice comes home with a loudmouthed boy who is small and wiry and reminds Tom Senior of himself — running away to the Rodeo to fight bulls that were less scary than his own drunk of a daddy. 

He loves his boy, who is the sun that rises and sets, the thing that Tom Senior’s world revolves around. But there is no poetry in their life and he's just a man, but he opens the door wide enough to usher both men inside. 

“Y’all can bunk down in Junior’s room. It’s mighty fine to me.” 

It’s love, in the only way Tom Senior can express it. 

Just — Texan Ice is giving me feelings. 

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I think it's funny. that so much of my homepage/for you page on tumblr is Resident Evil and Stranger Things content. I have never in my life played resident evil. I have never watched stranger things. I have never posted about any of this. Where did it comes from?? I don't understand any of it. Give me back my icemav lol.

Mav: The wee-woo thingy? Ice: THE FIRE ALARM!?

I rewatched Mission Impossible dead reckoning, this time with my parents, and holy shit im CACKLING. i forgot how fucking funny that one car chase scene is. my whole family was like. crying from laughing. it's just something about that tiny ass yellow car drifting circles.

Thank you for the tag @blazingstar29!

my playlist is kinda random ngl, so here we go.

1: The Boy in the Black Dress - Yungblud

2: Custer - Slipknot

3: Bullet - Hollywood Undead

4: Achilles Come Down - Gang of Youths

5: Moral of the Story - Ashe

6: All Eyes On My - Bo Burnham

7: Massacre, The New American Dream - Palaye Royale

8: The Freak Show - Yungblud

9: Tout l'univers - Gjon's Tears (my current fav song)

10: Pull Up - Omar Rudberg

wow that's a strange bunch lol. I tend to listen to metal/emo pop when writing for some reason, so thats why theres a decent amount of that lol

@theseuschats @silly-guy-tendencies @adynyippee @classycoffeenerdd @crowl0rds @enoraba @crinklett @failedboat @torchflies @lannisterdaddyissues

On-repeat tag game!

Tagged by: @carmenell

Shuffle your “on repeat” playlist ten times and list the songs, then tag ten people.

1. Out Of Oklahoma — Lainey Wilson

2. Slow Burn — Kacey Musgraves

3. Unknown/Nth — Hozier

4. Tourniquet — Zach Bryan

5. Do I Wanna Know? — cover by Hozier

6. American Teenager — Ethel Cain

7. Merry Go Round — Kacey Musgraves

8. Guilty As Sin? — Taylor Swift

9. Taste — Sabrina Carpenter

10. Feathered Indians — Tyler Childers

@fuddlewuddle @amer1kates @allforreading-fandomthings @aro-simp @blazingstar29 @bradleysbradshaws @caystar13star @echoric @fi3fi3 @halestrom @icezansky

YA'LL ICEMAV IS TRENDING. WTFFFFF THIS IS AMAZING

Have you heard this song?

https://youtu.be/NrfikKxF4Ps?si=bE4tFQ7Hko-8vN93

not yet! I'll give it a listen tho

soooo.........i may be very very gay

(i am actually gay)

Am I Gay Test

if you can recognize this pic, i have some bad fucking news...