Hello!

Hello! :)

My name is Elle, this is my first post, really and truly I could be posting about anything and everything. Some of my likes are:

hazbin hotel

helluva boss

musicals (I’ll probably specify later on)

music

art (I may or may not post some of my own)

TADC (the amazing digital circus for those of you who don’t know)

and probably a lot more that i just can’t think of right now😂

Just wanted to say hello, so hi!

(also i may write some fanfics and do some fanart in the future for those of yall who would like it)

A gift for Eve.

a little announcement

so…

i will be writing a Lucifer x OC fanfic

woohoo.🎉

currently we are still on the drawing board, BUT i will get a preview posted soon and i have big plans for this. so be ready. im so excited for this.

(it may not be the best thing you’ve ever read but its just for fun)

ANYWAY

stay tuned 😘

Has anyone ever thought of a reader/oc insert x Lucifer where the reader/oc was a satanist when they were alive??? I haven't seen this trope go around that much and it kinda makes me mad because seriously???

I'm talking, someone who got so used to being pointed out as unfit, to being seen as bad and "the problem" that they said "okay well if i'm going to piss you off anyway let's go the satanic route as well"???

Lucifer "I hate hell and all of its population and I'm still clinging to my angelic nature" Morningstar x "hell is the only home i've ever been promised and the only one i know so i don't want to be redeemed, only to not be looked down on" reader/oc???????

Both of them bounding over the hypocrisy of angels??? Lucifer still kinda seeing most sinners are pure irredeemable pieces of trash discovering that a whole bunch of said sinners (including reader/oc) see him as a sort of martyr of heaven representing the demonisation of creativity and authenticity to a point some even idealise him beyond belief???

The angst potential of reader/oc slowly starting to feel let down and deceived (or even betrayed) the more Lucifer expresses his hatred of sinners and the more they see him unwilling to act on heaven's cruelty/kinda agreeing with heaven???? All the while Lucifer only shows these parts of him because he's slowly starting to trust the reader/oc and thinks he can be vulnerable with them about his leftover religious traumas?????????????

Both of them developing feelings for one another but reader/oc still can't get past the whole "sinners are trash" and just goes "well how can you say you love me if you're still agreeing with heaven?"

Anyways I think this would deserve to be explored somehow, but I might as well just be turning insane

Broken Halo Chapter 2

You wake up the next day to find that Adam isn’t next to you, this is not uncommon but it seemed different today. There was no mess from him getting ready, and his side of the bed seemed fairly neat all things considered. You brushed the thought off because you had to get ready. After brushing your teeth and fixing your hair you decide you grab breakfast before getting dressed. You settle on an apple. Ironic right? The very thing that got you kicked out of Eden, yet you can eat it here freely without consequence. Nevertheless you couldn’t linger on the thought for to long seeing as you had to get ready. After getting dressed you set off for work. Today you had worn something more casual, just a calf length white skirt and a light blue fitted shirt. Though you preferred red, you had settled on the blue as it was the only casual shirt that was fit for work. As you arrived you didn’t settle in, knowing that you wouldn’t stay long. You file everything that needed filing, and sent some leftover emails from the day before. And you readied to visit the embassy, this wasn’t to strange as you often visited the embassy. Your job often involved checking in on Hell. Still, you let your secretary know before you leave, your excuse being you needed to check on things “downstairs”. That was often what you referred to Hell as. It seemed much less demeaning to you. You head down to the small portal that opened for angels traveling to Hell. Once you had made it through, it felt much warmer. Obviously it would be warmer, you were in Hell. But you were warmer in the sense that you felt close to home. This was weird, but it made sense, for some reason that you hadn’t quite figured out yet, you felt at home here. You always had. Knowing Lucifer you hadn’t warned him of this beforehand. You knew he was more likely to show up on short notice like this. So you called for an ‘emergency meeting’. Quickly he was there, fuck. He was still as handsome as we was the day you met him. “Oh, hi. It’s you.” shit you hadn’t thought this part out. “Hi Luci.” ‘Wow, you didn’t think she remembered that nickname.’ he thought to himself “Hi- oh um shit I already said that. Uh, what- what, why did you call for me?” god he was adorable. “Oh I um, I heard the news about you and Lilith. I wanted to check in on you.” way to just get right to the point, geez you needed to get it together. ‘fuck she knows’ he thought. “OH well um, you know. I’m doing as good as I can. You know, single fathering it.” “Yeah I heard about Charlotte” “Oh actually I call her Charlie” “My apologies, Charlie.” why were you being so formal? “How have you been?” all you wanted to do was to tell him to cut the shit, but alas, you couldn’t do that so you went with the safer route. “I’ve been alright. But really, I wanted to see how you were doing.” “Didn’t think that was aloud haha, but uh can I be honest?” finally you got through to him. “Yes of course” “I haven’t been doing great.” he had no idea why he was telling you this, it had been hears since he last saw you and he had no reason to tell you now. “I- I’m sorry I shouldn’t burden you.” “No please, I’m here to listen.” “Okay, well since Lily left Charlie seems to be taking it pretty hard. I mean as expected, her mother just up and left. But, I don’t know how to deal with it, it’s hard on me too. My wife left! Why would she leave? Was it something I did? Were we not enough? Was I not enough for her?” he began to tear up, but never let his tears leave his eyes. “You’re really strong. I’m really proud of you for telling me this. And I know you know that you were enough. Don’t question that. I don’t know the ins and outs of your marriage like that but from when I knew you I truly believe that it wasn’t you.” “Thank you starlight” god you nearly fainted at that nickname, he had used it in Eden. You thought he had forgotten. “Of course Lu”. After the meeting you didn’t do any work, you just went home. You were baffled, he had opened up to you just like in Eden. Had nothing changed?

Broken Halos Chapter 6

You woke up feeling groggy, but not horrible. As you opened your eyes you noticed an irregular warmth beside you. Shit. You were still with Lucifer, you were in his bed. His arms were wrapped around you, his chest against your back, you could feel his steady breath against your neck. Honestly, you wouldn’t mind staying like this forever. But, forever can’t happen, you have to go home, and he has Charlie to take care of. Though, you couldn’t move because of his arms. You could feel him begin to shift as he was waking up. “Mm, good morning starlight.” god his morning voice was hot. No no, you couldn’t be thinking like that. “Morning Lu” “Sleep well?” “Very” jesus christ why were you flirting with him? “Shit you probably need to head back right?” “Yeah, sadly I don’t get to stay with you.” “Aww are you sure? Just a few more minutes.” “Luci” “Please?” “Fine, five minutes. Nothing more, but nothing less.” Then there’s a knock on the door. “Dad?” a little voice seeps through the door. That must be Charlie, you had never met her. “One sec Char Char.” “I need to go don’t I?” “I don’t suppose you would want to meet Charlie?” “That’s not smart Luci, I’m an angel.” he smirked. “Well technically so am I” he had you there. “Luci you know what I mean.” “Okay okay I’ll go out and handle whatever Char is about to throw at me, you get ready to go and I’ll see you off.” he was being so casual, maybe this was because you were close friends. But this is how you acted with Adam in the beginning of your relationship. Was this not how friends acted. You heard the door click shut behind him, and you could hear him and Charlie talking, something about pancakes and breakfast. After a few minutes he came back smiling, “I love her so much but she has a lot of energy for the first thing in the morning.” “Well I mean she’s young, it makes sense.” “Yeah, so how are you getting back to Heaven?” “I can make a portal back to my house from here.” “Oh okay, hey. Be careful when you get back, I remember how Adam could be and I have no clue how he is now. Just, stay safe.” “Thanks Lu, don’t worry about me. I’ll be fine.” he pulled you in for a hug, he squeezed you tightly. He was warm. He smelled like apple and vanilla. “See you soon love.” he whispered. You pulled away from the hug and went through he portal. Had you heard him correctly? Did he just call you love?

Broken Halos Chapter 3

When you got home you were shook, you didn’t understand how this was the same man you knew in Eden. He looked the same, spoke the same, he still moved the same way. But there was something off about him. Well obviously there was something off! He just got a divorce. Divorce? Had they even truly left each other? Were they just separated? No, no this was wrong! You couldn’t care this much, you shouldn’t care this much! Honestly you had no idea where this outburst of emotion was even coming from. After you died you were told Heaven’s side of the story. That he tempted you and made you fall from righteousness. That he deserved to burn along with Lilith. You were never sure of that, it seemed harsh. Really he was just a dreamer, at least thats how you remembered him. And maybe that was him. He was whimsical, and silly, wonderful, and beautiful in every way. You always marked that down as an angelic quality, but maybe it was admiration for your best friend. Lost in your internal rant you didn’t notice your husband come home. “You good? You’ve been staring at that wall for a good ten minutes.” shit. “Oh Adam! I didn’t notice you come in. Sorry.” “Uh, it’s fine I guess, where did you go today. I came to see you at lunch, but you weren’t there.” well that’s great, he has noticed you weren’t there. “Oh I uh” you didn’t plan this out. “I went out to get lunch.” yes, that was believable, right? “Okay? I’m not interrogating you chill.” he knew something was wrong. “Sorry” you muttered. “It’s fine. I’m going out with Lute tonight, she’s coming to the gig this weekend.” wait. He was going to be with Lute all weekend? “Okay” you didn’t mean to be rude or short about it. But you had never liked Lute, she had given you no reason not to trust her. You just had a bad feeling about her. “See you Monday I guess” was he leaving now? “Bye”

Broken Halos Chapter 5

Fuck. Why were you here? You should’ve just stayed home, found something to watch on tv. You currently stood at the front door of Morningstar Manor, Lucifer’s house. No, his castle. His fucking castle. You need to knock, you cant just stand here. You could very well get attacked, sinners don’t normally take kindly to angels. Just, knock. So you did. Within a matter of seconds the door opened, it then occurred to you what time of night it was. Because there before you, stood Lucifer, in a robe. A red, surprisingly fluffy, robe. It looked like he had just rolled out of bed. Although, now that you thought about it, it’s highly possible that’s exactly what happened. “Oh! Hi starlight, why- why are you here it’s Friday, not to mention 2:35 in the morning.” oh god. “I just um, needed to see you. Adam isn’t home tonight and I didn’t want to be alone. Sorry I should’ve let you know and I didn’t really thi-“ “No come in, I don’t care what time it is. I’m glad to see you” fuck, why was he so sweet? Walking into the foyer you noticed just how beautiful it was, even in the dim light, you had never noticed that before. “So, what brings you here” he sounded tired, looked tired too. “Well, Adam wasn’t home, and I was lonely” why did you lie? Just tell him, he’ll understand. “Just lonely huh? Well, I am more than happy to assist in making you not lonely.” he smiled at you, even in his tired state he admired that he was your first choice when you were lonely. “Would you want to, I don’t know, spend the night here? I have plenty of bedrooms, or you could stay with me if you want. And I’m sure I have something you could change into.” “Oh, uh sure. I’d like that.” “Wonderful! Come with me”

After a couple minutes you both made it to his room, he raced to what seemed like his dresser to grab you something to wear. You had never been in his room before, it was very red and apple themed. His favorite color, and his favorite fruit, despite his spotted history with apples. “Here.” he handed you a large grey tshirt and some long black shorts. Surely the shorts wouldn’t fit but you decided to at least try. He pointed you to an en suite bathroom to change. It was heavily adorned with gold and absolutely covered in red and white. After you had changed you walked out to find him on his phone, with reading glasses on. You had forgotten he was literally old as time. You chuckled at the sight successfully getting his attention. “Oh, good you’re changed. Now, do you want me to show you a room or? Would you maybe want to stay in here?” he wanted you to sleep with him? Not sleep with him sleep with him, but sleep in the same bed? “Ya know cause you said you were lonely. I thought that might help.” “Yeah yeah, I’ll stay in here if that’s fine with you.” “Of course! Yeah um there’s plenty of room so come on!” you hesitantly climbing into his bed. Oh god, his bed. After getting settled it was just awkward silence, you wanted to say something but you had no idea what to day. “So… why wasn’t Adam home?” oh no. “Uh he, he was out with his band.” just say it. “Why weren’t you with him?” “I don’t really go to his gigs, he normally brings Lute.” “Is Lute his friend or what? “I guess you could say that” tell him. “Can I be completely honest with you?” “Of course, you know I’m here to listen.” “Adam… cheated on me. With Lute. His drummer told me before I came here.” “Oh my god, starlight I’m so sorry. Why didn’t you say so earlier?” “I didn’t want to make a bug deal of it.” “But that is a big deal” you started to cry. It was starting to sink in how real this was when you said it. “Oh honey come here” he sat up and held his arms out. You scooted over to him and hugged him, it had been a while since you cried, especially since you cried into someone’s arms. It was comforting. “shh it’s gonna be okay. I’m here.” he shouldn’t be comforting you, he shouldn’t have even let you in. This is not how friends act together. “It’s okay starlight, you can go to sleep if you want.” so you just cried, and eventually you did fall asleep. He held you through the night and fell asleep with you. You could figure things out tomorrow.

Broken Halos Chapter 1

You had just come home, ready to finally take a break. Yet here he is demanding you help him with his laundry, his laundry of all things! He knew how to do this so why were you helping him? Adam had always been this way, especially since you both arrived in Heaven. With his new title of “First Man” he felt he was the most important one in the room at all times. But right now you couldn’t focus on that, you had to get the laundry done. About thirty minutes pass and you finally finish, but as you are about to sit down you receive a text from Emily. You knew she was fairly informal with you but it was still strange to receive a text from a Seraphim. Opening it you see that she wants to meet up for coffee, “strange” you thought you yourself. This was last minute but you would go along with it. You go to yours and Adam’s shared room hoping to find him, and there he is, just sitting on the bed doing something to his guitar. You’re not sure what, maybe tuning it or something of the sort. But that’s not why you’re here. You knock on the door to get his attention, “You know we’re married, you don’t have to knock sugar tits”. Ugh that nickname, you had never liked the vulgar nicknames he gave you. Nevertheless you respond, “Hey, I’m about to go meet up with Emily, I think she wanted to get coffee or something. Though I’m sure she’ll get a pastry rather than a drink.” you chuckled as you recall that she hates coffee. “Weird, I didn’t think she drank coffee.” you were off put by the fact that your husband wasn’t questioning this more, but he seemed pretty focused on whatever he was doing. “Yeah no she probably just wants to catch up while we’re not working”, you had a job where you often worked alongside Emily and Sera, though that didn’t necessarily mean you would talk about your own personal lives. “Huh, okay see you later I guess.” You were a little annoyed that Adam didn’t try to engage in the conversation more than he did, though you rarely got that side of him unless your children or friends were around. So, you continued to get ready, eventually you make your way out of the house and fly down to the little coffee shop Emily had picked, flying was typically faster, and you could use some air. When you get there you see her smiling face waiting for you, she seemed excited to see you. “Hi! Oh my goodness it’s been forever since we’ve met up outside of work I’m so excited to se you!” It had been two hours since you last saw her. “I know! Really glad to do this Em.” You have loved Emily, her bright spirit always made you forget about your problems. After you order she picks a table and you both sit down, you with your favorite drink, and her with a small scone. “So, I actually did have something specific I wanted to talk to you about.” Emily seemed a little more nervous once she mentioned this. “And what’s that?” you question, now you were curious as to what she meant. “Well, I know you remember being in Eden, and though it’s a bit of a touchy subject I have something I wanted to tell you.” Now you were really curious. “Go on” you responded, very intrigued by what she had said. “So, you remember Lucifer.” she said lowering her voice on that last bit. Your eyes widen and you immediately understand as to why she was nervous. You wonder why she would talk about this in such a public space. “Yes of course, I mean he was my best friend for as long as I was in Eden.” You try not to harp too much, but you want to make sure she knows that you’re serious. “Well, recently I caught word that he and Lilith split.” You were shocked, they loved each other so much, well, that’s what you thought. “Emily you know gossiping is a sin.” you try to lighten the mood a little. “Yes well, they have a little girl, and I’ve heard Sera say something about how Lilith seems to be missing from Hell.”

(due to the work limit I cant post the whole thing, this will be continued :)

Broken Halos: UPDATE

Hello! idk who has been reading this but if you are i wanted to say that recently ive lost motivation to write this story. however, this does NOT mean i will stop writing it. i fully intend to continue writing Broken Halos as i love the storyline i have planned. and remember this is all for fun. so if you are reading, please enjoy and thank you for your patience!