bro how do you make friends on heređȘ IM NERVOUS
My legs are shaking and spreading. Raw next question. I have NOTHING appropriate to say. 5 mins and a hair tie. Can we save hex. All 8 fingers. My fingers are tired. Who has my clothes? Both lips smiled. Bedsheet- soaked. To infinity and beyond. A tear rolled down my leg. FLASH US. This made my hole weak, sorry i meant whole week.
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Let The Light In
Abby Anderson x Fem Reader
Summary: Wanting some lovinâ from Abby after a rough day on patrol
Warnings: None basically, just pure fluff. Use of pet names (baby, love). Comfort. Reader cries briefly. Abby and reader are in an established relationship. Mentions of violence/infected. Lmk if I missed any!
A/N: Listen to Let The Light In by Lana Del Rey for the best experience while reading<3
It was a typical day.Â
Socialize, go on patrol, worry about scars. At this point, you just wanted to go to your apartment and lie down. As much as this was needed, there were still a few more hours left of patrol around the WLF base. You had been assigned to patrol with Manny and a few others.Â
When patrol was over, you raced to your apartment as fast as you could, crashing onto your bed and immediately settling into comfort. Abby still isn't home yet; she probably got stuck on her own assignment. You sigh and roll over, staring out the windowâseeing the sunlight spill into the room.Â
Summer was about to endâthe days were getting shorter and shorter. The sun setting earlier in the upcoming days made you accept that winter would soon be starting. At the sheer mention of the cold, a shiver racks through your body. You shake it off and drag the comforter up to your chin.
The hours had begun to pass by slowly, almost painfully, while waiting for Abby to get back. All you want to do is curl up to her side while listening to her steady breathing. That's all a girl could wish for.Â
Continuing to glance out of the window, you hear the door knob click and you sit up quickly. You look over at the door, a grin lighting up on your face, finally seeing that Abby was back.Â
âUgh, baby, finally you're home.âÂ
You look at her with a playful glare. Pretending to be mad at her, but as your eyes land on her face, all worries wash away from you. She glances at you perched on the bed, a soft smile spreading across her face, âI know love,â she sighs, âPatrol took longer than we thought it would.â
You look down at your hands, fidgeting with your fingers, âI missed youâŠâ
She frowns and walks over to you, resting a hand on your cheek, tilting your head up to look at her. âI missed you too, I'm sorry I was late, but I'm here now.âÂ
You nod. Looking into her eyes, which seem softer than usual, but you're not complaining. Tearing up slightly, you look away swiftly so Abby can't tell, but she can always tell when something is wrong.Â
âHey⊠whatâs wrong, love?â She frowns more, seeing your eyes well with tears. She's worried but doesn't want to cause you to panic.
âI just missed you today, and there were so many infected aroundâscars⊠IâI was worried we wouldn't get out in time.â Your heart races, and you start to feel an anxiety attack coming on.Â
Abby holds your jaw in her hands, holding you steady, looking down at you softly but sternly. âItâs okay, baby, you're safe, Iâm here, weâre both here.âÂ
She starts to rub your back lightly, knowing physical touch is what calms you down.Â
âI know just what you need right nowâŠâ She smiles, with a slight smirk behind it. You look up at her, confused, raising your eyebrow. Abby just laughs faintly, lying you back down gently, lowering herself to lie down on top of you, putting her full weight on you.Â
She can feel your heart rate slowing, as the tears stop as well. She reaches up and wipes the remaining tears off your reddened cheek, leaning down to plant a kiss on your forehead.Â
This was what you had wanted all day while on patrol. To be in Abby's tight embrace, knowing you were safe and nothing could hurt you anymore. Nothing could ever hurt you here.Â
You nuzzle your face into her neck, smelling pine and the faint scent of iron on her skin from dried blood after fighting off infected and scars.Â
âThank you, AbsâŠâ You reach up, skimming your fingers over her shoulders, feeling them relaxed, which was not very often.Â
âNo need to thank me, you know Iâd do anything for you.â You blush at her words, feeling shy under her gaze now.Â
âWhy do you always know the right things to say?â You smile lightly, looking between her eyes.Â
âBecause I'm perfect, duh.â She rolls her eyes playfully, flicking her braid over onto her other shoulder.
You shake your head, letting out a choked laugh. Reaching up to squish her cheeks gently.Â
âI love you, Abs.â She looks down at you in awe, âI love you, too, doofus.â
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I NEED ELLIE WILLIAMSđđ» (thatâs it, thatâs the post)
s3
It would be so cool and so swag if you did something with popstar!reader going on voice rest
I just wanna see how you spin it :)
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OH MY GOD popstar!reader on vocal rest is a catastrophic event for literally everyone in your life â but especially for ellie.
the labelâs like âseven days. no talking. doctorâs orders.â
suddenly youâre walking around the house with a dry erase board that says things like âur dumbâ or âfeed meâ or âi want attention â and ellie is losing her mind because:
1 you keep mouthing things she doesnât understand just to be annoying; 2 you learned sign language just to flip her off more efficiently AND 3 she cannot hear your voice and itâs making her feral.
and like... letâs be honest. ellie absolutely takes advantage of it. leans in close and murmurs, âwhatâs that, baby? canât hear you.â you write âgo fuck yourselfâ on your iPad. she grins. âthatâs the plan.â
you try to argue by aggressively waving your hands, and sheâs like, âdoctor said rest, pretty girl. not mime.â
also: she keeps telling people youâre going mute âfor the aesthetic.â she makes up reasons at interviews like:
âsheâs protecting her instrument. and punishing me. probably both.â
bonus: the second youâre cleared to speak again, you whisper âyouâre so annoyingâ and ellie melts. like actually drops to her knees.
Pairing: Ellie Williams x fem!reader
AU: College AU, established relationship
Length: ~1.7k
Youâre sitting on the couch trying to salvage a half-baked group project presentation thatâs due tomorrow, staring at a slide that literally says âCapitalism be wildâ in bright pink font when Ellie walks in and drops her keys like she wants an audience.
She kicks her shoes off too aggressively and flops onto the couch next to you with the dramatic sigh of someone who just got dumped and evicted in the same day.
âDonât ask,â she says, already face-down into the cushions.
You donât. You just glance at her and go back to the war crime that is your shared Google Slides.
She rolls over. âYouâre seriously not gonna ask what happened?â
âNo,â you say, deadpan. âI assume itâs mildly inconvenient. Like your favorite pen ran out.â
Ellie sits up and blinks at you. âOkay, rude. But kind of accurate.â
You smirk, still not looking at her. âShocking.â
Thereâs a pause. Thenâ
âEllie, what happened,â you mutter without looking up.
Another pause. Then a sharp inhale.
âYou just called me Ellie.â
Your fingers freeze over your trackpad.
ââŠYeah?â
âNo baby? No babe? No âyou absolute freakâ?â
You look over at her. âI literally just said your name.â
Ellie squints at you like sheâs trying to determine if youâre possessed.
âYou never call me that unless youâre annoyed with me.â
You blink. âIâm not.â
âLiar.â
You finally set the laptop aside. âIâve been staring at Comic Sans for forty minutes. If I sound irritated, thatâs why.â
Ellieâs already climbing over you like a cat determined to be in your way. She sits sideways in your lap and rests her chin on your shoulder.
âI just think itâs kinda harsh,â she says casually. âDropping government names like weâre not in love.â
You snort. âYouâre so dramatic.â
She shrugs. âIâm sensitive.â
âNo, youâre a menaceâ.
âMenace with standards,â she mumbles, half-buried in your hoodie. âI still expect to be called baby.â
You glance at her, unamused. âYouâre getting nothing until I make it through this slideshow without ripping my hair out.â
Ellie groans. âWow. So this is how it ends. Cold shoulder over Google Slides.â
You raise an eyebrow. âYou watch one psychology TikTok and now you think youâre a licensed therapist.â
âMaybe I am.â
âOkay, Dr. Williams.â
âI like the sound of that,â she says, sitting up straighter. âSay it again.â
âOnly if you stop talking.â
She squints. âYouâre being so cold to me today. Is this about the last slice of pizza last night? Because I genuinely didnât know you wanted it.â
âI didnât. But now I do, retroactively.â
Ellie looks offended. âYou canât just claim food in hindsight.â
âYou can if youâre petty.â
Ellie huffs but doesnât move from your lap. Instead, she hooks her arms around your neck.
âI liked it better when you called me gross pet names in front of your friends.â
âYou mean when I said âhey loser, come hereâ and you acted like I gave you an engagement ring?â
âExactly.â
You laugh softly and tilt your head forward until your forehead bumps hers. She smiles, eyes closing, her whole body softening against you like it always does when youâre quiet like this.
âYouâre so annoying,â you say gently.
âSay it nicer,â she murmurs.
You lean in and kiss her cheek. âYouâre my favourite headache.â
She opens one eye. âStill not âbaby,â but Iâll allow it.â
You roll your eyes. âYouâre really gonna act like this over a nickname?â
âYes,â she says immediately.
You tilt your head. âWhat if I started calling you something worse? Like El.â
She physically recoils. âDonât you dare.â
âEl.â
âI swear to godââ
You grin. âE-dawg.â
âStop.â
Youâre laughing now, and sheâs pretending to be offended but already smiling, already giving herself away.
You shift slightly, readjusting your laptop and giving her a half-hearted pat on the thigh. âIf you get up and make popcorn, Iâll call you baby.â
She considers this like itâs a high-stakes negotiation.
âMovie night?â
âYeah.â
âYour pick or mine?â
You pretend to think. âYours. But nothing thatâs, like, sad for no reason.â
âFine,â she says. âBut if I see one more Google Slide with neon fonts and drop shadows, Iâm unplugging the router.â
âDeal.â
She finally gets off you and heads toward the kitchen, mumbling something about kettle corn.
You reopen your laptop, adjust the disaster of a slide, and call out casually, âThanks, baby.â
Thereâs a pause, thenâ
âI forgive you!â she yells from the kitchen.
Of course she does.
I love when women
people who don't experience hyperfixation don't know what it feels like to hyperfixate so much on something that it becomes not only your subject of obsession but also your source of happiness and literally the main reason why you still keep going; literal source of strength and life.
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