[ INTIMIDATION ]: sender, in an effort to frighten the receiver by invading their personal space, sits in their lap to try and inspire discomfort or fear in them.
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strangely, all that suguru can think about is his teacher ā yaga, sunglasses that are too thick for his features and oddly fitting, shoulders firm as his stance behind the desk, foot tapping impatiently against the floor. his voice was steady, too, when heād explained the special grade tag in his credentials: they are sorcerers whose powers are equal to an armyās worth of men.
curses can be domesticated and trained for occupation, is what he meant. they can be trained to replace military weapons, make good use of their partial invisibility and viciousness like the unpredictability of nuclear waste. he remembers the grave look in yagaās face, the hard set of his brows when the aged voices spoke behind thin paper-like curtains. though only their shadows were visible, suguru could feel the disdain in the way limbs shifted uncomfortably, as if wiping away the stench of cursed energy that came with him.
it made him feel powerful, an ego boost, of sorts.
he doesnāt feel it now.
satoru did always say that brutal force worked the same as cursed tools: power that canāt be controlled spills in all directions, but the strength that can be contained within a body can cut through any fabric of reality.
suguru steps back and thatās when he realizes his mistake: a foot behind means a switch in balance, his core is in a different place and toji makes use of this pause, diving in, wild as a boar. suguru is knocked backwards, feels knees around his torse and his head hits the ground with as much grace as a ragdoll. it takes him twice as many blinks to clear his vision, to find tojiās sharp teeth bared and hungry eyes glancing down at him.
provocation is the cheapest trick, yet it never fails to inject him with displeasure. amber-tinted eyes look back at the man above him, challenging, ā got you wanted? move. i donāt make it a hobby to have older men sit on top of me. ā
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thereās not a breath to be taken without precaution. whether itās the will of the hot, sinister flavor of victory or a more primal apprehension, ulquiorra isnāt sure. but he wants to hear the monster growl again, cry if he must. beg, like the rest of them had when faced with something larger than themselves.
itās hardly a sweet sound, grimmjowās baritone carried defiance the kind that you could only find in untamed hollows, the misguided souls that are still too raw and persistently detached from authority, save from the chains that bind them to the skeletal forms. there is no placid trolling to it. unlike ulquiorraās own voice, apathetic, cruel in its manner devoid of empathy, grimmjowās groans feel more corporeal than ulquiorraās own presence. the applied pressure burying itself deep into grimmjowās marrow becomes the only symbol of his wicked existence in a room so wide and empty.
tongue darts out to wrap itself around ulquiorraās digits, the sensation a shot of liquid fire when itās met with the hierro layer that always seemed to run cold. curiosity. confusion. the reasons for such action escaped him, though heād heard bits of it from other espada ā desire, lust. it hardly matters now. ulquiorra doesnāt relent.
ā what are you doing, grimmjow. ā fiercely, his right hand clasps around the otherās jaw. bones give in, something cracks. itās nothing compared to the damages of drawn out battles, the sort of commodity that blood-thirsty beings seek and get drunk off on most nights - it always is night time - so he applies more pressure just to make a statement.Ā
ulquiorraās gaze doesnāt falter. ā how convenient. your mouth taunts and yet you choose to take the punishment with baseless threats. go. try to defeat me. you canāt? or do you not want to? what could you possibly say to make excuses for yourself after thisā? ā the heel that had remained motionless aims a kick to his stomach, sending him back to the floor. ulquiorra is quick, looming over grimmjowās tall figure sprawled on the ground. slowly, as if testing the waters, ulquiorra lowers his head, locking gazes. here, now, thereās only grimmjow and him. here, only one man could judge him.
ā your body is more honest than your tongue. what should i do with it? ā frigid fingers run down grimmjowās bared throat, down to his sternum, keenly aware of their new proximity, the heightened nerves beneath his touch,Ā ā should i rip it out and feed the troops with it, or should i make you swallow your own sword? show me, i might begin to understand you. ā
THEĀ PROBLEMĀ WITHĀ CRAMMINGĀ THEĀ ESPADAĀ TOGETHERĀ -Ā WASĀ tooĀ muchĀ powerĀ andĀ tooĀ manyĀ bigĀ personalitiesĀ forĀ theĀ profferedĀ space.Ā theyĀ wereĀ noĀ betterĀ thanĀ feralĀ animalsĀ really,Ā scratchingĀ anĀ existenceĀ outĀ ofĀ survivalĀ ofĀ theĀ fittest.Ā theĀ primordialĀ partĀ ofĀ himĀ knewĀ sharperĀ teethĀ andĀ clawsĀ meantĀ victory,Ā butĀ ulquiorraĀ (Ā despiteĀ himĀ knowingĀ betterĀ )Ā hadĀ aĀ vastĀ wellĀ ofĀ untappedĀ powerĀ -Ā anĀ unendingĀ wealthĀ ofĀ dominanceĀ thatĀ mightĀ sinkĀ intoĀ grimmjow'sĀ fleshĀ atĀ anyĀ moment.Ā heĀ hatedĀ itĀ -Ā loathedĀ itĀ throughĀ theĀ emptiestĀ partĀ ofĀ him.Ā theĀ bastardĀ hadĀ noĀ sparkĀ -Ā noĀ fire.Ā hisĀ cold,Ā unfeelingĀ mish-mashĀ ofĀ soulsĀ wasĀ appallingĀ toĀ numberĀ 6,Ā whoĀ feltĀ unerringĀ destructionĀ toĀ hisĀ veryĀ marrow.
butĀ thatĀ wasĀ theĀ thingĀ aboutĀ beingĀ anĀ arrancar...Ā sometimes,Ā theĀ wiresĀ gotĀ aĀ littleĀ crossed.
spiritĀ pressureĀ swellsĀ aroundĀ himĀ -Ā aĀ threatĀ andĀ aĀ promise.Ā itĀ writhesĀ againstĀ hisĀ own,Ā meldingĀ againstĀ hisĀ skinĀ andĀ crackingĀ hisĀ defensesĀ farĀ tooĀ quickly.Ā grimmjowĀ feelsĀ thatĀ heĀ can'tĀ breatheĀ (Ā orĀ atĀ leastĀ heĀ thinksĀ that'sĀ whatĀ thisĀ sensationĀ isĀ )Ā -Ā eachĀ inchĀ ofĀ himĀ grindingĀ inĀ agony.Ā theĀ weightĀ ofĀ aĀ millionĀ soulsĀ pressesĀ downĀ downĀ downĀ -Ā andĀ whiteĀ teethĀ areĀ baredĀ again,Ā theĀ phantomĀ outlineĀ ofĀ aĀ tail,Ā blackĀ clawsĀ takingĀ shapeĀ asĀ he'sĀ pushed,Ā pressed,Ā andĀ bent.
hisĀ kneesĀ hitĀ theĀ hardĀ floorĀ withĀ aĀ painfulĀ crack,Ā andĀ theĀ hissĀ heĀ letsĀ outĀ hisĀ predatory.
ofĀ courseĀ grimmjowĀ triesĀ toĀ standĀ -Ā ofĀ courseĀ wildnessĀ andĀ rageĀ andĀ theĀ thirstĀ forĀ aĀ fight,Ā fight,Ā fightĀ permeatesĀ hisĀ veryĀ being,Ā poolingĀ salivaĀ intoĀ hisĀ mouth.Ā ulquiorraĀ -Ā aĀ worthyĀ opponent,Ā rightĀ there,Ā readyĀ toĀ struggleĀ forĀ theĀ topĀ spot...Ā yetĀ strongĀ pressureĀ andĀ aĀ handĀ keepsĀ himĀ onĀ hisĀ knees,Ā andĀ grimmjowĀ isĀ aboutĀ toĀ leanĀ downĀ andĀ simplyĀ sinkĀ hisĀ teethĀ intoĀ hisĀ arm,Ā tearĀ intoĀ himĀ withĀ unfetteredĀ savageryĀ whenā¦
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he'sĀ notĀ soĀ muchĀ ashamedĀ byĀ theĀ noiseĀ thatĀ leavesĀ himĀ -Ā notĀ soĀ muchĀ ashamedĀ byĀ theĀ heatĀ thatĀ curdlesĀ inĀ hisĀ limbsĀ whenĀ ulquiorraĀ doesĀ thatĀ withĀ hisĀ footĀ -Ā asĀ heĀ isĀ byĀ theĀ sheerĀ knowledgeĀ thatĀ heĀ hasĀ effectivelyĀ beenĀ scruffedĀ likeĀ anĀ anĀ unrulyĀ catĀ -Ā andĀ hasĀ toĀ stareĀ upĀ atĀ theĀ fourthĀ withĀ aĀ differentĀ sortĀ ofĀ guardedĀ hungerĀ inĀ hisĀ gaze.
ā you'reĀ soĀ fuckingĀ annoying, ā Ā heĀ eeksĀ out,Ā breathingĀ stillĀ labored,Ā bodyĀ wired.Ā blackĀ tippedĀ clawsĀ sluggishlyĀ raise,Ā coilingĀ aboutĀ hisĀ wristĀ againĀ -Ā exceptĀ thisĀ timeĀ heĀ forcesĀ ulquiorra'sĀ handĀ upwards,Ā andĀ theĀ padĀ ofĀ hisĀ roughĀ tongue,Ā feline,Ā skatesĀ alongĀ fingertips.Ā ā allĀ self-righteousĀ an'Ā haughty.Ā youĀ thinkĀ you'veĀ gottenĀ theĀ bestĀ ofĀ me? āĀ yetĀ hisĀ voiceĀ isĀ breathless,Ā whetherĀ fromĀ theĀ swellĀ ofĀ desires,Ā orĀ theĀ thoroughĀ discipliningĀ -Ā itĀ wasĀ hardĀ toĀ say.Ā evenĀ so,Ā heĀ bumpsĀ hisĀ jawĀ againstĀ theĀ backĀ ofĀ hisĀ fellowĀ espada'sĀ hand,Ā rubbingĀ lightlyĀ -Ā theĀ faintestĀ rumbleĀ resonatingĀ fromĀ deepĀ withinĀ hisĀ core.
ā justĀ wait,Ā youĀ batĀ bastard. ā Ā theĀ purrĀ risesĀ andĀ swells,Ā aĀ continuousĀ cacophonyĀ whileĀ grimmjowĀ daresĀ toĀ eekĀ hisĀ hipsĀ upwards,Ā andĀ daresĀ toĀ smirkĀ onceĀ more. Ā ā justĀ wait,Ā untilĀ iĀ getĀ myĀ fangsĀ inĀ you. ā
why does my broke cousin get to date a black haired baddie and I don't? Why did he (suguru) leave me
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These practices make us organisms with a nimble intellect that can deceive themselves āfor their own good.ā Isolation, anchoring, distraction, and sublimation are among the wiles we use to keep ourselves from dispelling every illusion that keeps us up and running. Without this cognitive double-dealing, we would be exposed for what we are. It would be like looking into a mirror and for a moment seeing the skull inside our skin looking back at us with its sardonic smile.
And beneath the skullāonly blackness, nothing. Someone is there, so we feel, and yet no one is thereāthe uncanny paradox, all the horror in a glimpse. A little piece of our world has been peeled back, and underneath is creaking desolationāa carnival where all the rides are moving but no patrons occupy the seats. We are missing from the world we have made for ourselves.
Maybe if we could resolutely gaze wide-eyed at our lives we would come to know what we really are. But that would stop the showy attraction we are inclined to think will run forever.
Thomas Ligotti, The Conspiracy Against the Human Race
Nobara is lesbian (the crowd boos, tomatoes are thrown at me) "she's right." (a voice in the back says, I look up and there he is. Sukuna in the flesh) "she's lesbian and she was mean to me."
i think you would write the FUCK out of miss kujo herself, but also i would kind of kms to specifically write vanilla ice / dio with you. i'm self serving.
Based off my blog, what other characters could you see me Roleplay as?
the way I've actually written jolyne before š it didn't last tho because my muses for rohan and abbacchio were far stronger but mayyybe I could bring her back I'd need to check my brain bits to revive the muse
As for vanilla ice idt I have a muse for him sadly š I'm betraying sho hayami... But don't worry I've written giorno before and we can definitely have the patricide interaction we deserve
( this is basically just a very self indulgent list of various fluff, angst, and suggestive themed dialogue sentence starters. )
ā i could keep you safe. theyāre all afraid of me. ā
ā iām trying to fix your hair, so hold still. ā
ā your heart is beating so fast right now. ā
ā promise me youāll still be here when i wake up. ā
ā youāre not as bad as everyone says you are. ā
ā i thought youād like some company. āĀ
ā clean yourself up. you're getting blood all over the place. ā
ā here, give this a try and tell me what you think. ā
ā you can kiss me, you know. ā
ā come back to bed. ā
ā you look good like this. ā
ā working together again, itās just like old times. ā
ā how is it you always know what i need, huh? ā
ā youāre lucky you got away with only a scratch. āĀ
ā i canāt imagine losing someone like that. iām sorry. ā
ā you know you can always talk to me. ā
ā the only one who gets to kill you, is me. ā
ā so, what do i owe this pleasure? ā
ā ah, so you arenāt heartless after all. ā
ā may i have this dance? āĀ
ā itās okay, you can touch me. i won't break. ā
ā enemies make the best lovers, you know. ā
ā hold still. this might sting a little. ā
ā we can't keep doing this. āĀ
ā you look like you've got something to say. ā
ā just relax and let me take care of you. ā
ā thought youād be lighter without all that blood. ā
ā i had it under control. you didnāt need to do that. ā
ā everything looks so beautiful from up here. ā
ā you treat all your ladies like this? ā
ā well? how do i look? ā
ā canāt sleep? ā
ā do you mind if i smoke? ā
ā iām scared of ending up alone. ā
ā i donāt think iāve ever seen you smile. ā
ā how long has it been since you've slept? ā
ā you are losing my interest, and thatās very dangerous. ā
ā iād suffer hell if youād tell me what youād do to me tonight. ā
ā you look really pretty right now. ā
ā iāve never cared for anyone the way i care for you. ā
ā iām not wearing any underwear. thought youād like to know. ā
ā just a few more stitches and youāll be as good as new. ā
ā iād say we make a pretty good team. ā
ā i want you to forget this ever happened. ā
ā i'm here for business ā not pleasure. ā
ā if i didn't know any better, i'd say you were jealous. ā
ā you'd look better down on your knees. ā
ā fine, keep acting like you hate me. ā
ā kiss me again. ā
ā are you asking me out on a date? ā
ā just sit there and look pretty and let me handle this. ā
ā you okay? caught you staring off into space again.Ā ā
ā well, i do feel better now that you're here. ā
ā i'm not drunk enough for this. āĀ
ā why is it whenever we see each other, youāre covered in blood? ā
ā i was wrong about you. āĀ
ā the first time i met you, i had no idea you'd mean this much. ā
ā you gonna be a good girl / boy for me? ā
ā iām not afraid of you. ā
ā books mean more to me than people anyway. ā
ā i just wanted to say thank you for protecting me. ā
ā how about a kiss goodnight? ā
ā i donāt have time for distractions right now. ā
ā you shouldnāt be out here by yourself. āĀ
ā if i have to think about one more thing today, my head will explode. ā
ā can you host a hassle-free party? one without noise. ā
ā can you play one of your rhythm games without thumbs? ā gojo scoffed dismissively, the absurdity of the question so comical it almost makes him laugh. almost. ā you stand by this statement? doesn't matter, don't answer me! you just have to be there to understand it. parties without noise are an inexistent equation. need a quiet place? tell qiao ling to bring you a crib, you crybaby. can we get going though? these drinks are getting warm. ā
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