Family Is Going Out To Eat With Me Shit-

I'll go for the ones on the left

Nah I have all four 😞🙏

its like i starved for control but then remembered that my body exists and i starved for weight loss but then i saw other anas counting calories and eating lower than 1000 calories so i started to count calories but like i felt guilty after anything even if it was low cal so then i remembered originally that i starved for control so now i starve for both control and weightloss

My parents bought me so many protein bars and I didn't even ask them to djsncjdksksnwbsbdfb

Gosh I am so happy

Bruh my sister keeps pressuring her boyfriend into eating I'd literally break up with her

In a way, I'm really scared losing weight will make me look more feminine (because I always used to have broad shoulders and I have now clue what my face will look like once all the fat is finally off)

So I'm hoping that I can lose as much weight as possible on my hips, thighs and lower belly, because once I'll be able to just wear any pants without them looking ridiculous because they're either way too large or make me look curvy and more like a woman, I'll look more like a guy/androgynous, right? Right???

That's so hypothetically speaking I need to lock the fuck in first

But I'm so excited for when I'll finally have a flat chest

I love the sun I love sunny stuff this is the most beautiful time of the year and I'm so here for it

I haven't weighed myself in at least a week now I think, which is crazy considering I usually get super obsessed with it and sometimes do it multiple times a day, but for one I'm too scared what the scale may say and then if I actually want to see my progress I need to look for actual physical changes and don't rely on the number of the scale?

I guess I'll try it out for a bit, except for yesterday I was in a deficit ever day that week and I'll just try not to weigh myself for a while and hopefully get a pleasant surprise when I do

First day at my Grandma's, and she moved her bathroom scale an now I can't find it :(

So now I'll have to go two days without weighing myself, and I can check my weight in three days after my Dad and I are home again... it's not an issue, I usually don't weigh myself everyday, either, it's just that I was planning to do it to keep myself accountable... Easter with my Grandma, a dangerous game food-wise

Bread. Bread is my worst enemy. I am more than convinced of its evil intentions towards me, but I will thwart this dastardly beast as well.

I can't find my sheet music anywhere :(