I just put a pair of jeans on that i couldn't fit past my thighs about 2 and a half weeks ago 🌟
The only time my mum has ever shown actual compassion or love for me was when my eating disorder started peaking and she clocked on and subtly had me sit and watch the Karen Carpenter documentary and told me that if I carried on that would be me and honestly it just fueled my disorder more because she actually ✨️cared✨️ i think about that a lot.
being skinny would solve all my problems :(
Crying, throwing up, sliding down the wall..
I'm scared of the scale today because I'm so bloated
But I can't skip a Wednesday weigh in for the records and urgh 😭
Ite
Lemme go hurt my own feelings lol
Lunch
Onion and chive cottage cheese low fat 100g
60g kimchi
100g chicken
205 🖤
Broke my fast 29 hours in
I didn't really set a time goal and tbf in the back of my head I was only thinking a 24 hour so meh.
Tomorrow I'm going to have a good work out day as I know i will have to have at least 1 meal, ☺️
I'm in my snake girl era
I'm currently shedding my fat body
It takes approximately 3-4 months for a fat girl to shed please DO NOT DISTURB
Thank you