I long for yard sale season. How can I possibly whimsy in these conditions?
Screaming, crying, projectile vomiting, crying again
I'm stuck in my head, caffeine takes me out of my shell
I can't focus for shit, you can probably tell
I have homework due yesterday,
But like my room, my mental health is in disarray
Oh God, I want to break things, I want to yell
My head's always in the clouds, they call me space cadet
The Wifi up here is bad, that's why I haven't done my work yet
And the motivation floated out my ears, then to the ground it fell
I avoid sleep cause I like to pretend I can avoid tomorrow
Nothing's going to happen, but I've convinced myself the world's ending
So I'm building up a list of my worry and sorrow
It keeps my mind off of the night and morning skies blending
Maybe I just drink too much caffeine
I tell myself that, anyway
Cause I tend to ramble on like an anxious machine
And the more I do that, the longer I can keep sleep away
I 'm gonna be okay because I'll make it so
If you think I'm full of shit, tell me something I don't already know
but let me live in my feeble fallacious fantasy
for just today, let me believe I'll be okay
and that I'm going to be okay because I can make it so
moon snail 🌕
~~Theatre major with a caffeine addiction and constant anxiety~~ [20] [They/Them]
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