Quiet little buzzing
it's driving me insane
can't quite reach the buzzing
it's such a little pain
Where is the buzzing?
Where does it hide away?
It's a low gurgling kind of buzzing
It's been here atleast a day
I want to thrift a beat up old wooden chest of drawers and repaint it with suns, moons, and stars
me: sleep?
brain: no.
me: so what, laying here thinking about life? Thinking about something constructive maybe?
brain: lmao. nope.
me: okay then what. What's the third option.
brain:
RA-RA-RASPUTIN, RAISIN-POWERED FUCK MACHINE
ignoring my homework
failing my classes
smell burnt rubber
feel like stretched elastic
mind is still running
cause caffeine's fantastic
Anyway, I didn't turn in my homework last night. Maybe I'll actually do it later but it's late now :/
I feel so disappointed, agitated, why couldn't I focus and get this done?
I was supposed to be better. Why does it feel like I'm back at step one?
The anxious buzzing swirls around me and doesn't seem to stop
It's like a never ending carousel, it'll keep spinning 'til I drop
-drop all my responsibilities, give up and run away
-away from all those telling me it'll all be okay
Cause it's not okay, I'm not okay. Don't lie and say I will be
I found an empty vintage 1970's Purple Avon bottle for $2 and a vintage sun candle sconce for just under $7! I'm ecstatic
~~Theatre major with a caffeine addiction and constant anxiety~~ [20] [They/Them]
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