Teaser Part 2 Of Rage

Hi,

I will answer @avalyaaa and those who enjoyed "He's first and only love" on the possibility of a part two.

I think about it, more precisely, I think about how to write it without showing the fact that I don’t like Rhaenyra, (whatever that might be good in the plot and be more convincing). And having never read the books and season two not being out, I risk writing an ending that is not "correct".

Like that great theory where Daemon is actually the night king.... I have to avoid thinking about it I’m going to end up imagining too many things....

I’ll work on it 🙂 and if you or anyone who’s read it so far, has a request, I’ll take it.

Have a good day 🙂

Would you ever consider writing for other characters as well, I mean other than the characters on your list rn? Larys Strong perhaps?

Other characters in all asoiaf or just house of the dragon? Yeah I can write for them, it would just depend of wich ones. As I need to read the book again to not forgetting something as some of the characters are different from the show or even not exist as you may have see. So... its depend also of the story of the characters, mostly after the body is not that important for me, like for Sandor Clegane, as I'm not attracted to his actor but I like the character, and fanarts.

As for Larys Strong, I'm maybe too much into the show, and will need to read the book, to have him in all, and see some fanarts from before the show/the vision of the character from the book. So its not a no, just a maybe

If you want to ask for a character outside of my list, feel free to ask and I will see withy memory of the books and from game of thrones. As I also can write for woman character, like Cercei, Visenya, ...

I'm sorry but in your Kinktober Day 6 work, what did you mean by kidney?

Hello, it's fine do not worry 🙂

English is my second language, so my mind think first in french and then translate, and its what have happened there.

In french, we told "coups de reins" when a man do the mouvement of the hips in a sexual act. "The kidney" who are in french "Les reins" I forgot sometime that the french expressions are not alway the same then in english.

I'm sorry if it was strange, I'm in need of a béta reader, full of courage.

This will be for the followers and the few that have read my fanfictions

Its not a easy decision for me... but...

I will not post fanfiction until i found a beta reader, because sometime writing fanfictions is a lonely activity.

And I feel really alone

Its good to know that you have read and put a like... I will never go against it.

Its just that I feel that... I write bad fanfictions, and even if i write on my side. I'm just "why posting?" As i will be alone not having a conversation or even a word to be better

So yes...

I'm sorry for the ask of fanfictions, but they will not be post before long time

Avec affection,

Earenwen

(If you want to read what i have posted before, here the link of my masterlist)

It's not because I'm out that I will not see if i have messages (even if i doubt, that I will have a message)

*writes two paragraphs after months of literally nothing and it took three hours*

I need to talk

The first part is a google translation of my first post written in French. The second part will be an addition to what I wrote. This is the link of the first post. (And just as i was going to post this, i just have two feedback, and thank you, maybe it's not the best day to post this but at least it will not be in my head that much)

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Today I will speak in French,

French being my mother tongue, I am more able to express myself.

It’s been two years since I started writing fanfictions, two years where I try to improve my English, where I write first in French then translated into English to be sure of the turns of phrase, of my intention in my writing. (Which makes my posts are not daily either, it takes me a lot of time)

You are adorable for all the likes. And thank you.

But.

I would also like to have comments, because I know that I leave spelling and grammar mistakes. I write for chubby/plus size/fat readers, and sometimes I feel like you just read because of the lack of this type of content.

Even in my publications of the kinktober. I do not know if what I write is correct or not. I just had one person ask me about not writing hard bdsm, and a question about, if I would write for other characters. But... why don’t you leave me a comment to tell me WHY do you want me to write about other characters? Why do YOU want me to write Hard bdsm, do you like what I write? Do people write about the characters you want?

Another example. When I put the draft fanfictions requests for kinktober, I did not receive any news from anonymous people, which makes me not want to publish the kinktober, because I do not know if it is good for them. I am lost.

Completely lost.

I have fanfiction ideas, I have unpublished writings, and I don’t publish them, because... I don’t know if what I write is good, just having likes is fine, but having a comment, just one, it’s a diamond.

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I will add something.

I know that I cannot ask for the engagement of people's, I cannot force them to interract.

I do not read or interract with others authors as, I fear to be judges, to be see as needy, to be reject.

I know that writing for chubby/plus size mean that I will have less people's reading my work. But fuck, why not leaving a commentary? To put courage for those who write that type of content, if I wanted more people's to see my work I would have not write for chubby/plus size, and I would have write for "normal" reader(I hate to have to use the word normal), I would have not write the reader as the more neutral that I can and chubby/plus size. I would have put less time, less passion on it.

I don't understand why there is this lack of feedback. And I'm not the only one, reddit is full of people's asking the same think, that told that they lost their want, their passion in fanfictions.

I write first for myself, it's true. But... seen that people's like what I write and it's true that I have some reblogs, less then the likes and more then the commentary, but... even in the reblogs there is no feedback, even a emoji is good (thank you if you pass by your emoji have made my day)

I feel like that people's just feed on fanfictions and are angry when a autor ask for a feedback to know if it was good or not. Having just... even someone, in anon, or in dm's if they don't want their commentary visible by all, to just... have a interaction. I'm not someone who will scream or be angry, i just... sometime i feel lonely.

Lonely, because i don't know how to interract with peoples, i don't know when and how I can try to interract with someone, if I would not be too much, as i know that I can be too passionate with something and this made peoples go away. I know that not everyone are alway connect on tumblr or ao3.

Oh ao3, this one is depressing, as you can watch how much peoples have read or at least interract and when you see the number of kudos or comments, there is a mountain between them sometime. (I don't talk here only for me, but for the other's too, as i have already told, you can see on reddit peoples talking about that)

I needed to talk about this, even if you don't think like me or don't live this. It's okay. We are all different, and I'm sorry to have bothered you.

i think gwayne would be perfect for 2 10 and 21

I have note it 🙂

Thank you

11 Baelon

Of course, it's noted 🙂

HEYY!! For the kinktober could we get Aemond with daddy kink, anal and rough sex?? If it’s possible please?? Thank you so much!! 😊

Of course, it's noted 🙂