He's First And Only Love Part 3 (final)

He's first and only love part 3 (final)

He's First And Only Love Part 3 (final)

Pairing : Daemon x chubby Fem readerAbstract: What will happen to the living? Who will win? Daemon and Y/n will manage to have a happy ending?

Trigger Warning: English is not my mother tongue, mention of: death, description of a corpse, scene of fights.  

 

 

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It was the singing of birds that awakened Y/n, she had not realized that she had fallen asleep. His mind was misty, as if lost in the thickest fog.  

 

Opening her eyes, she saw that she was not in Winterfell, the rays of the sun lit the place. Y/n looked around her, discovering a large room, with stone walls and an oak floor. Two large windows let in the light, an extinguished chimney took a considerable place on the wall in front of it. Moving to get up, Y/n noticed that she was in deep red sheets. When you removed them, you could see that you were not dressed, the way she was remembered. She was wearing a black night dress with gold embroidery.  

 

Strangely this place seemed both familiar and foreign. A part of her told herself that she should not be afraid, while on the other hand, her heart began to beat quickly, adrenaline in her veins, circulating quickly. Y/n moved the roof to put his feet on the ground. Said ground was cold, despite the sun radiating on it.  

 

Y/n began to walk around the room which seemed to be a bedroom in the end by the arrangement of the room and its furniture. Y/n walked to the window. She could see a landscape she thought she had only seen in her dreams. No building reminded him of the architecture of the cities of Essos. Essos, Westeros… Daenerys! Y/n looked more frantically through the window and around her, some recent memories returning to his mind. 

Suddenly, a wink of clinch made her stop, the door opened slowly to reveal a man with silver hair. It was him.  

 

 

 

“You are awake, Issa jorrāelagon”  

"Who are you?"  

“You know who I am, just as I know who you are.”  

 

The man walked slowly into the room. The door closed behind him.  

 

“I dreamt of you…” Y/n remembered him. “In this cave… But how? Where are we?”  

“The last place we were, before that dog separated us.”  

 

Y/n didn’t understand what the man was talking about. She had a sharp pain in her head, as if her memory wanted to remind her of past events. Y/n pushed her hands against her temples, gnashing her teeth. She thought she heard screams… Wrestling noises… Her voice. Y/n had a flash, a scene lived, she was in this same room, standing in front of the large mirror, putting on a long tunic. His vision was fogged up and another flash arrived, an unknown man was in the room… The panic had just devoured her, she saw herself defending herself, screaming for help… Screaming a name… only one. Y/n saw herself stabbed and lost her blood. She was told the same name one last time.  

 

“Daemon…”  

 

This pain in the head faded slowly, a deep sadness invaded him, how was it possible? When she opened her eyes, she could see that the man with the silver hair had come closer to her.  

 

“I should never have let them take your life so easily.”  

“How come… His memories are not mine…”  

“They are, jorrāelagon, just another life, but you are by my side, you have felt my call. I will never let them take you.”  

 

 

Daemon put his right hand on the young woman’s cheek. She felt the cold emanating from his hand, which made her shudder.  

 

 

“Nothing is stopping me now.” 

In front of her, Y/n saw the walls change shape, the Targaryen prince, had the color of his skin change, turning blue, his purplish eyes became a supernatural blue.  

 

Little horns that seemed to be a mixture of flesh and ice formed on the top of his head, his silver hair turning to a snow white.  

 

Daemon showed him what he had become, whispering to him not to be afraid of him, his lips were moving and in his voice she heard a small noise, like ice. If that voice was gloomy, part of it wasn’t afraid.  

 

Y/n felt even more alive, a part of her was found. She knew the night king wouldn’t hurt her. No. Never. This look of an ice blue, seemed almost sweet to her, it was Daemon’s words that made her understand that she was finally where she should be  

 

"My queen."  

 

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At Winterfell, the atmosphere was not at the meeting, the night persisted, the crops were no longer growing and dying for lack of sun and the bitter cold, fortunately the fort had food to hold a siege of several months. But if the night did not leave room for the day, famine was assured and their chances of escaping were very slim.  

 

All were on their guard, they no longer slept normally, their internal clock being biased by the perpetual night. Paranoia grew, although Y/N joined the army of the dead, it had not moved away from the ramparts. Everyone forgot that in the south, another war was waiting for them if Cersei did not decide to join them as an ally, if they did not survive in the north, then the south was lost.  

 

The sound of a crow echoed outside Winterfell, this sound seemed almost herald of good news, as the bird came from the south. 

A maester picked up the raven, taking the message he was carrying to Jon Snow. The king of the north was in the great hall of the castle of Winterfell, Daenerys seated in front of him raised his head towards the maester.  

 

 

“A raven from the south has just arrived my king.”  

 

 

Jon advanced in the direction of the maester, took the message and read it. He shrunk when reading the message.  

 

 

“Cersei has made the decision to withdraw his armed forces to King’s Landing. We will have no reinforcements.”  

 

 

Jon ragged parchment, desperate for such news. It meant two things, either she thought they were all dead and she was preparing King’s Landing for the Walker army or she was preparing to finish any survivors. Without allies and not knowing the enemy’s positions, Jon tried to keep morale, he watched Daenerys. They still had two dragons, Melisandre had arrived shortly before receiving the message from the south. They always had a chance to win even if they were thin.  

 

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Tormund stood on the fort’s ramparts when a faint, frightening noise echoed in the silence of the night. This sound sounded like the croaking of a great raven, staring at the darkness, watching for the slightest movement that might trigger this battle, which seemed to them all to be inevitable. The croa stopped for a few seconds, before a bigger croak echoes, a form breaks away from the darkness, rushing straight at it. A large raven flew towards Winterfell. He passed a few centimeters from the face of Tormund, spanking him. 

The bird circled around the inner courtyard of the fort, making frightful noises. In a few moments the bird was shot by an archer posted on the ramparts. The bird touched the wing and fell heavily on the ground, but continued to croak. A servant approached and saw that the bird was partially dislodged, one eye had gone out of its orbit and the other was hanging blue. The raven was finished with a dragonglass blade. A parchment was found at the level of what was his legs. The servant took the message and went towards the great hall. A message from the dead was something no one thought possible.  

 

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Daenerys read the parchment several times. Y/n seemed to be alive, she was both relieved but at the same time most worried. How long was she gonna be alive?  

 

In the parchment, Y/n asked the Targaryen to flee Westeros while this was still possible. She begged him to go to Essos and take with her as many people as possible. The attack was imminent and his king would have no mercy.  

 

Daenerys was ranting while reading her friend’s words, she was loyal and never would she have chosen to take a stand for the dead. She was his queen. Hers! Jon tried to bring reason to Daenerys, that was their chance to negotiate. But his queen refused. Daenerys began to write on another piece of parchment frantically. With a quick step, she went in the direction of the aviary, ordering a servant to send her message by raven in the direction of the north. The servant was hesitant, but Daenerys’s tone of voice made him understand that he would not have the right to refuse. The raven flew only about ten seconds. His cry died in the darkness, a hundred metres from the ramparts. The guards shivered. The dead were much closer than they thought.  

 

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Three long horns echoed in the night. The Dothraki, in the saddle, were the first defences of the city, followed by unsullied. Mélisande using an incantation lit up the blades of the warriors, illuminating the future battlefield.  

 

No one really had time to understand what was happening to them. Darkness surrounded them, horses were put on the ground while warriors were put down. One after the other, they fell. The few survivors who were the furthest away fled towards the fort, horses without their riders turned back, while several warriors fled running for their survival.  

 

Grey Worm, at the head of the unsullied saw the Dothraki return, cries of terror ran through them. He ordered his troops to stand in a defensive position, throwing by hand. The darkness was moving in their directions, carrying such cold air, that what he had experienced at Winterfell made him think of a sunny day. The first bone grunts echoed. Thinking one last time of Missandei who was in the catacombs of the fort, near the women and children. He tightened his spear. Ready to fight.  

 

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Fighting raged outside the fort, both armies had suffered losses, but it was not enough to stop the dead. 

Grey Worm, surrounded by his soldiers, defended the ramparts, but with each death two others came to replace him, like a hydra. He could hear knights and warriors from the north screaming for help, others dying, or some asking for help from the gods or their mothers. His heart was beating so fast that he could have come out of his chest, never had they been prepared for such a battle. From the dead, some bodies were in very bad conditions, these were the easiest to beat. But the children were the most deceitful and quick. He had lost several friends to his enemies.  

 

Round by round, flames of a red effervescent fall from the sky towards the darkness. Jon on the back of Rhaegon came to the aid. Daenerys on Drogon burned the other side of the ramparts. The army of the dead surrounded the fort. But their helpers were able to give respite to the warriors on the ground.  

 

Rhaegon howled, some warriors raised their eyes in his direction. The dragon had flames coming out of its side, it screamed twice before collapsing on the ground two meters from the great gate of the fort. The dead and the living who did not have time to escape were soiled by the dragon’s corpse. A spear had been thrown from the darkness, leaving Rhaegon no chance.  

 

Daenerys landing on Drogon’s back, seen are second «son» dying before his eyes. Drogon howled and prepared to rise. A tremor made Daenerys aware of the events, a grunt made her look to her left. The claws of hind legs ran down on her and Drogon. He no longer defended himself. Viseryon caught Drogon, tired him of his claws. Drogon was struggling, trying to bite Viseryon, flapping his wings to make a contrary grow. It was with a severe laceration on his left thigh that he managed to free himself, failing to make his mother fall in the action. 

Drogon flew into the sky, trying to get past the clouds. Taking advantage of this moment, Daemon rode Viseryon melted on the fort, burning blue flames, all in its path. Part of the eastern ramparts had just fallen into the blast. Daemon knew that his greatest ally was darkness. He could see what was going on. He could see where Drogon was.  

 

On earth, the fighting continued. Under the breath of Viseryon, part of the archès and warrior posting on the ramparts had died blowing by the infernal heat of the blue fire. The explosion of the wall threw many warriors, Arya who was in the compound of the fort seen men die before his eyes. Some dying from burns, which had not vaporized them.  

 

She was trying to focus on her mission. Helping her family survive the attack. Killing most walker present. So we can get revenge on Cersei. A new roar made her look in the sky, Viseryon was flying towards the fort, she started running, trying to avoid the new flame attack.  

 

The power of the explosion of the northern ramparts threw Arya into the air. In the meantime, she lost consciousness.  

 

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In the air, the fight was not the easiest for Daenerys. She had fought only weapons on the ground, the airs that they thought were her element, were much more dangerous. Daemon having fought more than once on Caraxes and having fought Vhaegar, knew several techniques to bring down and shoot down a dragon and its dragon tree. He thought that this would happen easily, it was without counting on the deceit of Drogon, who to save his mother was ready for anything. Until he rushes with all his weight against his opponent, destabilizing Daemon, forcing Rhaegon to spit on the ground. 

The night king unleashed Rhaegon, moving to avoid being crushed by the undead dragon. He looked around him, several weapons of walkers and living lay on the ground. Crackles made him turn, he saw Jon brandishing Longclaw there, so he had survived, he found in this young Snow a good opponent, he owed him that.  

 

"Dracarys!"  

 

 

Daenerys had just ordered Drogon. Orange red flames coming out of the dragon’s gaping mouth, igniting all around the Night King.  

 

Jon and Daenerys feel relief when they see the fire devouring everything in its path. All? No, a dark form was beginning to appear in the heart of the flames. The night king was still there, he slowly raised his smiling head. Jon and Daenerys as well as the few fighters who had lost sight of the scene had their hopes fallen. The dragons killed everything in their passages. Fire should have triumphed over ice.  

 

Jon in a final burst of suicidal courage, raised his sword with two hands, running towards Daemon. But he was stopped in his stride. Daemon raised his arms slowly, spanking the dead who had not succumbed to the flames. They began to look at the living, waiting. The door leading to the catacombs fell, spanking several warriors, women and children fled the place, in front of them stood Sansa and Missandei holding daggers, behind the group stood Tyrion a sword in hand, at his side was a ten-year-old boy, also wielding a sword. The group fled towards the survivors, the dead in the catacombs had awakened and followed them as they walked.  

 

Did any of them know what to do, attack or flee? Would he have the chance?  

 

Bran’s voice echoed in what remained of Winterfell, Théon helped him to move from the sacred woods. 

"We must flee! This is our only chance!"  

 

Little by little the survivors began to regroup, the army of the dead let them pass. Jon seeing them flee hesitated, if he did not kill the Night King, they would have died, if it were not today that would be the next day. Bran yelled at Jon, insisting that retirement was the best solution.  

 

"How can I believe he won’t attack us in the back?"  

“She’s connected to the Night King, he won’t attack us. I saw her.”  

 

Jon had learned not to question Bran’s gifts, but he remained puzzled, seeing the number of wounded dead, Daenerys clinging to Drogon who was wounded, Sansa reunited with Arya who was wounded, the cries of the children. Jon understood that he had to listen to his brother. And so he did.  

 

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The march of the living lasted a little more than a month, many of the wounded too seriously had died en route, they were not abandoned each being placed on a funeral pyre. But they finally reached the level of King’s Landing, the last great city before Dorne, not to fall.  

 

Cersei, seeing the eternal night advance, realized that the north had not stood. Worried for her own safety, she had considered fleeing Westeros, but her pride made her stop her project, her and Jaime’s return which miraculously (or more informally, with the help of Lady Brienne) had survived. His brother had managed to enter the city, fortunately he knew the said city very well and a good part of its passages. Jaime tried to persuade her to help the people coming from the north.  

 

"Cersei, for all the love I have for you, I beg you at least let the women and children take refuge in the city."  

"To end up stabbed in the back?"  

"If you do not help us we all die!" 

Jaime was angry with her sister, how could she be so selfish in the face of the misery that lay before her?  

 

Heavy clouds crossed the sky, covering the sky for several minutes. Cersei looked through the large windows.  

 

“It’s too late.”  

 

 

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The children and babies were crying in the sore arms of their mothers, Tyrion was talking to several commanders of the army of Cersei, he had met several of them during the battle against Stannis, he was trying to persuade them to bring in all the people who couldn’t fight. For long hours Tyrion argued that the north would have agreed to protect their wives and children by their honours.  

 

The cold became more and more biting, away from the group of survivors, Bran was installed in a makeshift wagon. Théon looked after him, and Sansa. For more than two weeks he had been trying to get back in touch with Y/n. But at every attempt, Daemon was there standing by his side. It had become dangerous for him to contact her but he still tried.  

 

Jon was looking away at his brother, the events of his last years had been most complicated and cruel and fate seemed to be picking on them more and more. Arya was standing by his side, she had been injured during the capture of Winterfell, but had recovered. They were all on guard, the war was not over. Not without the defeat of the Night King.  

 

That’s not counting Daemon’s plans.  

 

A violent gust of wind carried large quantities of snow, a heavy rumble was heard. People living in King’s Landing get out of their home, looking up, wondering what was going on. 

A blue fire crossed the sky, the mothers took their children in their arms, the men in front of their wives and/or children, others gathered. Suddenly, the ground trembled, a big boom appeared! Everyone began to panic. Smoke rose in the air, from the northern walls of the city. All fled, trying to take refuge in their homes or businesses. Outside the walls, warriors escorted the women and children back into the city through the ruins of the walls.  

 

Daenerys tried to persuade Drogon to steal, but he refused. Prefer to stay back, observe his brothers stolen in the sky, which did not prevent him from spitting fire on any walker who came too close to his mother. Sir Jorah and Missandei stood by their side, ready to protect each other.  

 

In the distance, anyone outside the city could see the army clearly for the first time. Hordes of living death would run from the darkness. Giants walked, horses rode the most powerful walkers, live bears, the vision of spiders made them shudder. They were the size of a large dog (German doge type).  

 

The final battle had just begun.  

 

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Y/n surrounded by Daemon’s army watched the scene in front of her. Théon took Bran and Sansa to the city, knights protecting them at the cost of their lives. Mélisande, who was still alive, ignited any allied weapons passing near her. Knights of Cersei would flee the battlefield leaving the northern warriors, Dothraki and unsullied still alive, fighting, accompanied by the rare knights in the colors of the Lannister brave enough to fight. 

Y/n walked slowly towards the city. She could hear the cries of Drogon, looking towards him, she saw Daenerys, Jorah and Missandei being surrounded. A pinch came to her heart. She was so sorry for her friends, but she knew Daemon’s plans and all this had to happen.  

 

The further Y/n went, the more the smells became foul. It was a smell of burning, charred flesh, dust, metal and blood, in large quantities. The snow fell and began to cover the ground, hiding in places pieces of bodies torn off or cut off from their bodies. The snow took on red colors, and charcoal depending on where it fell.  

 

The walkers did not spank her, protecting her even when swords or spears approached her too close.  

 

She looked one last time towards her queen, murmuring.  

 

“I am so sorry.”  

 

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The city was in ruins. Houses collapsed, blue flames crossed the city. The grunts of Vysereon and Rhaegon Came from the Red Keep, the blue flames had just started to ravage the castle.  

 

Around her, women holding their children and babies in their arms tried to protect them, while the dead approached them. Having no mercy at all.  

 

Y/n seen in the distance Tormund, Brienne and Jon trying to kill the dead around them, Potrick stood a little further, he and Gendry fighting together the horde of death.  

 

It was with a heavy heart that she saw all her horror scenes, a deep feeling of sadness overwhelmed her. But she kept moving, Daemon wanted her to be at the Red Keep when he won. 

The towers of the castle had collapsed, the roofs were burning. Y/n had just stopped in front of the collapsed doors of the castle. Sighing, she began to enter, flashes came to her in memory. She knew her places, each corridor seemed familiar to her, instead of the lion symbols she saw symbols of a trisepal dragon, instead of the servants trying to escape she saw other people, more serene. Instinctively, she knew which hallway to take, which staircase to climb.  

 

Vyserion’s heavy grunting made her understand that she was close to Daemon.  

 

Passing the shaky doors of the throne room. She saw that the upper part no longer existed. Blocks of stone were laid on the ground, the pillars had shattered on their tops, and the flow of glass ran through much of the room.  

 

Daemon was in front of the throne where Cersei was sitting, Jaime was in front of her, his sword in her left hand. Viseryon ignited a gigantic man, which startled him, a moan from Cersei’s mouth as Jaime tried to stand in front of her to protect her.  

 

Walker’s «leaders» began to move towards the throne, Jaime did not let himself be fooled. One of the walkers grabbed Jaime by the pass and projected him into the room freeing the passage for Daemon towards Cersei.  

 

Y/n had approached Daemon, one meter from the throne markets.  

 

Daemon advanced, pulling his sword out of his scabbard, Vyserion had gone back, helping Rhaegon to ravage the city.  

 

A noise made Y/n listen, the rubble seemed to have moved, a slight gust of wind put her even more on guard.  

 

In a few seconds, Arya appeared behind Daemon, who turned to catch him, Arya dropped his dagger ready to recover it with his other hand. But couldn’t do it. 

A blade pierced Arya’s head, piercing her eye. The tip of the blade in the direction of Daemon. He released the young felle to see his sweet Y/n splatter with blood. Breathing rampaged. His hands trembled. The king wanted to approach her but was restrained by the noise of Cersei trying to escape. The «leaders» walker the restraint, preventing him from fleeing the destiny that Daemon had chosen for him.  

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In a few hours, Cersei was thrown from the ruins of the castle, Jaime was also brought to this fateful fate. The few fighters were less and less noisy. The boats that had left the sea were chased by Rhaegon.  

Daemon looked Y/n before turning towards the iron throne.  

Its under the cries of the last survivors, the collapsed houses still standing. Let Daemon sit slowly on the throne, savoring every moment of this moment. The war of the succession of the seven crowns had killed many of the descendants of his enemies. His vengeance was slow and calculated.  

Daemon raised his hand in the direction of his queen inviting him to approach him. Y/n climbed the few steps separating her from her king.  

Daemon made her sit on one of his legs, a hand resting on the hips of his beloved.  

In front of them, King’s Landing was on fire, from the strangest blue coming from a dragon, snow falling in fine powder on the ruins of the castle as well as in the throne room. Daemon had everything he needed. There was no need to transform her queen so that she could live by her side, on her equal, ruling over the dead. Forever.  

Translation:  

My love / Issa jorrāelagon  

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2 years ago

Hello, I’m writing this at over two in the morning. As you could see I did not post a text this Sunday, I did not have time to write last week, I will try to make up for this Sunday, with a request, where there is talk of reader from Dorne and former prostitute. You will surely recognize yourself Anon. :)

(At the same time, this is the only request I have received, apart from Martell Anon’s requests, which I must continue to write)

Oh and I hope that the fact that I do not describe the reader (hair, eyes, skin,...) does not bother you, I try to be more neutral possible for the reader. Even if it has a noble surname or originates from a specific place, if I put a relative it is for the "consistency" with game of thrones and its history, but the second may originate from wherever you want. I don’t want to get worked up with people for describing a detail or not that they wouldn’t have. I just want to be able to write texts where no matter your origin, you can read a text without having a description that goes beyond being chubby. I don’t want to take the lead with "you can’t be from such a place because of your skin color or from such a family" to his people and sorry if one of my followers has this vision but. Shit. No matter your skin color, your weight, your height, you can be whoever you want in a world of fiction! I’m tired of people telling others "no you can’t because (example of absurd answer)". I’ve seen enough hypocrites on other fandom to have enough of this. There’s enough unhappiness in the real world, that it’s just sad to see people waging war on social networks for fiction. You are beautiful as you are, and no matter where you come from, be it Daemon, Aemond, aegon, and continue the list of characters, they will love you as you are.

It is true that I am not neutral in the description of places not necessarily shown in game of thrones or house of the dragon. As with my vision of Dorne which does not have to be that of everyone, I am inspired by Arab countries, so if I describe a Dornish person (not the reader) I would tend to describe with an appearance more of the Arab type, the rare moments when I do it. (At the same time the old palace is taken from the Real Alcázar in Spain which is an Arabic-style architecture of what I saw and understood.)

All this to tell you that I will remain neutral in the description of the reader, except for being chubby. I’m probably too idealistic about being able to live in peace with each other, no matter where we come from. And I’m probably suffering from a lack of sleep, not serious (a few hours) so that’s probably why my idealistic side resurfaces. And maybe a long time depression who resurfaces too, ok i have to write and watch a lot of fluffy.

Otherwise I wish you all a good morning, day and night. Take care of yourself, you’re all great.

Earenwen🌿

(I think i'm going to be block by people)

(If anyone wants to talk to me about this even anonymously, I would like to have your opinion)


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7 months ago
Did I Continue To Write In Irl?

Did i continue to write in irl?

Did I don't write?

That's the question

I want to write,

Did I have the motivation?

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Did I Continue To Write In Irl?

When talking with people's on commentary or dm.

Did I Continue To Write In Irl?

When alone

Did I Continue To Write In Irl?

Did I Continue To Write In Irl?

Did I talk to a lot of people's ?

No

Did I go to people's easily?

No (thank my complicated past)

Did people's will read this until now?

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2 years ago

Good evening,

I come to you, to warn you that there will be nothing post on Sunday or the following days, I do not have the heart to write for the moment, I don’t stop fanfiction, only it will take longer to arrive. There will be the sequels of the planned texts and the request of Martell Annon, to publish. But not now,

See you around,

Earenwen out, for now


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2 years ago

My dear Eärenwen, I just read "life in dorne" and omg it was perfect! Thanks for that. That said, could you write more about the life and intimacy of Daemon x Martell reader before posting the nsfw, please? (So ​​nice to read about their dynamic in Dorne, away from everyone and everything in kl) #Martell Anon ☀️

Hello, sweet Martell Anon, Thank you 😊 Of course, goes for the domestic life of Daemon and Martell reader💪 This makes me think that I could write for other type of reader, with noble houses that exist in got or hotd or with a commoner reader I’ll see if I get any requests for that Have a good day or night See you soon 🌿


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8 months ago
Deadline For Submissions December 30th

Deadline for submissions December 30th

Please share! I want to get as many letters in the book for him as I can.

9 months ago

Kinktober request

Spanking - Maegor

Maegor spanking chubby reader for not agreeing to wear a very revealing outfit for his party.

Of course 🙂

I have note it


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9 months ago

26 Maegor and niece reader.(Aerys and Alyssa's first duaghter.)

It's noted 🙂✍️

2 years ago

Part 7 of Breathe everything will be fine"

Part 7 Of Breathe Everything Will Be Fine"

Summary: King's Landing isn't the same as it used to be.  

Pairing: Daemon x chubby reader  

Warning: English is not my mother tongue, if mistakes go by mistake, I’m sorry, I would correct them. 

King’s Landing had always seemed welcoming to you, perhaps it was due to your desire to see Daemon again, or was it due to the festivities that you participated as a spectator.  

Yet, as time passed, the city seemed to lose its lustre.  

The first visit was when the king was summoned. That day, you and Daemon had arrived on the back of Caraxes, seeing the city of heaven was spectacular, by the size of the city or its architecture, Daemon made you touch the great seven of Baelor and the towers of the Red Keep, he liked how you stood in the saddle, How your eyes were shining, smiling. When you arrived at the castle, the atmosphere was quite different, you could feel the tension increased the deeper you went into the castle.  

The sun passed through the windows of the throne room, you stood beside Daemon, holding his hand, this time not to try to calm him, but to reassure you. Reassure you of the future confrontation. If in Dragonstone, you felt safe, knowing very well that Caraxes would have toasted the least risk. At Red Keep, it was very different, the knights were numerous and although you trust Daemon, they were far too many for him. 

The room was filled only with your parents, Sir Reinfrid and Geubert, Lord Stark and his wife, King Viserys and the queen. Lord Hightower was also present, at the king’s side, and one last arrival was the priest who celebrated your marriage. You didn’t really have a «good» memory in this place, the last time you went there was by force, Daemon covered in blood. Looking around you, you could see your mother’s closed face, your father’s furious gaze, worried Sir Reinfrid, Lord Stark and his wife had thrown you a light supportive smile. Viserys seemed to be torn by several emotions as his gaze changed. As for Aemma, she seemed serene, she illuminated the room with her presence. Lord Hightower on the contrary seemed to be a snake ready to attack at the slightest possibility, by his posture or his look.  

At any moment, the conflict threatened to explode, the tension in the air was more than palpable. Your father was the first to break the silence.  

"What have you done to my daughter?"  

«Nothing she didn’t want» Daemon was smirking. Watching your father who seemed to become increasingly angry.  

“Father, I chose to follow him.” You were looking at your father with your head straight.  

“You followed him knowing what we thought!” 

“Your judgment was obscured by your vision of Daemon.”  

“Our judgment was right. What makes you think he won’t let you go when the time comes!”   

 Daemon could see that your father had not changed anything since the previous months. He knew you had to talk to your parents, it is true that it would have been more appropriate to do so in private, but the show was worth it, it was contained that Viserys weighed the pros and cons of your union.  

“Nothing. Only time and fate can tell.” You looked at your mother. "Mother, more than once you have given me your support, that I would find someone who would suit me. I don’t want to be cold with you, I love Daemon and I love you.”  

Your mother remained silent, your father did not believe what he heard.  

“Lady Y/h/n…” Viserys had just spoken before being interrupted by Daemon.  

“Targaryen. She became Targaryen by our union. Don’t forget brother.”  

“Targaryen… Rather consanguin…” Your father had blown away the name of this house.  

“Watch your words Lord Y/h/n.” Otto’s voice was calm but rigid. 

Viserys breathed a sigh, it was true that your father had trouble with the Targaryen family, from as far as he could remember, your family was not the most merciful towards their home. That’s one of the many reasons Viserys didn’t want Daemon to get close to you.   

“Lady Y/n, your union with my brother has created tensions between our families.”   

“True, but…”  

“Your family may disown you. To whom can you take refuge the day my brother ties you?”  

“Stark House will always be a support to Lady Y/n, whether it be Y/h/n or Targaryen.” Lord Stark had just taken the floor.  

“You can’t formalize their unions?!” Your father spoke again.  

“I would not receive an order from you Lord Y/h/n.”  

Several hours passed, the conflict continued, Daemon began to lose serious patience. Sir Geubert and Reinfrid were present as witnesses of past events, The priest spoke in high Valyrian, you did not understand much, you thought that one day you would learn it as much for yourself but also to have discussions with Daemon, understand what some servants say and be able to compliment Caraxes. Aemma remained silent and watched you, from time to time she spoke in Viserys' ear. Your father’s words were getting more and more hurtful. To the breaking point. He had just reached the point of no return. With tears in your eyes you watched how he shouted his words.   

“I wish I had a son instead of that big sow girl! We never would have had these problems!”  

You understood that your father’s judgment was bogged down in his anger towards the Targaryen but that could not forgive his words. You felt Daemon stiffen, ready to attack verbally or physically. Lord Stark put a hand on your shoulder trying to reassure you. What surprised everyone was your mother’s reaction. Your father continued to spit out his anger but was cut off when he was slapped.  

“You shame me. Insulting our own child in this way. It is true that I do not love the prince, but that is not why I am going to humiliate our daughter!"  

“…” Your father was trembling with rage.  

“I never saw you like this, try to see beyond your hatred. She remains our Y/n. If she is happy with the prince and their union is official. I can’t blame her.”  

“Mother…” 

“For several years we have been unable to find her a husband, perhaps the old and new gods have destined them to each other?" She took a deep breath. "The one who brings shame to our family right now is you and only you." Her voice was calm and cold.  

The room was plunged in silence for long minutes. You were more than surprised by the events that had just happened. Your heart was pounding, your hands were getting sweaty from the stress you were under. You did not remember so much who broke the silence first, for several minutes Viserys and Daemon spoke, at the same time Sir Geubert and Reinfrid and the priest were able to leave the throne room.   

The words of Queen Aemma came from your mind.  

“Welcome to the family Y/n, I hope that past events will not disturb our future relationships.”  

The queen had approached Daemon and you could feel sincerity in her words, she extended her hand in your direction, you took her and squeezed her back. A weight you did not know was lifted from your shoulders, you replied that it was the same for you. 

Your stay at King’s Landing lasted a week, during which time you would get closer to Queen Aemma, spending several afternoons in her presence, most often in the gardens.  

Daemon when he was not at your side was trying to get closer to Viserys, more to be able to eject Otto from his king’s hand post, than out of real pure desire to get closer to Viserys. The king offered several posts to Daemon who refused them.  

Even when he returned to Dragonstone, Viserys had proposed to Daemon to remain in the capital, that it did Aemma good to have a company other than the servants and lady in waiting. But Daemon did not want you to be belittled as a companion, you were his wife, his future queen at the time of taking the throne at the time desired. He preferred to stay away from the castle and his brother.  

There were few visits to King’s Landing, the real visits were made during rare tournaments, or at the request of the queen with whom you corresponded by letters. This kept a connection with the royal family, while on your side with Daemon, you decided to settle in Dragonstone, although Viserys was reticent. This did not mean that you lived a purely homely life, no, you enjoyed travelling, whether in Westeros or in the remote lands. For long weeks you are away from Westeros, from their worries.  

The only real return to Westeros was for Aemma’s last pregnancy, which was complicated, and the queen had sent a letter asking for your presence. Daemon at first reticent had accepted under your insistence, he understood that you were worried about the queen. 

Your arrival took place in secrecy, neither you nor Daemon wanted bluster from the court. Viserys seemed in such a good mood that he had requested the preparation of a tournament for the birth of his future child.  

“This may become a tradition…”  

“What are you talking about?” Daemon turned his face in your direction.  

“To find ourselves in the throne room just arrived at the castle.”  

“When I am king, you will like to come here.”  

Daemon was standing in front of the throne, at the top of the steps, he sat there, with a smile on his face.  

“I am sure my queen will not resist sitting down with her king.”  

A heat slowly invade your body, although it’s been a few years since you were married, you were still reacting to Daemon’s flirtation. Approaching him, you ascended the steps, gently raising the bottom of your black dress with corset embroidered with carmine red threads, slightly reminiscent of the scales of dragons.  

Daemon placed his hands against your bounced hips, bringing you as close as possible to him, at the risk of knocking you down. 

A maiden’s voice brought you out of your intimacy. Rhaenyra had just entered the throne room. You didn’t have much connection with the girl, due to your rare visits. Something about her made you a little uncomfortable. You didn’t know what. But on that day, it was not only Rhaenyra that made you uncomfortable, it was the whole castle, the whole city, like the calm before the storm, something was going to happen. Something you didn’t know but was going to seal the fate of Westeros, the destiny of the Targaryen.  

The death of Queen Aemma is only the beginning.  

Translation:   

My love/ Issa jorrāelagon  

Author’s note: thank you for reading this part of “Breathe everything will be fine”, this part is a little thinner than the previous ones, it turns out that I was lost in what I wanted to implant there. I am open to any proposal for a possible addition to this fiction otherwise I think this will be the last part. Do not hesitate to leave a comment, good or bad I am taker. Really . Anything 


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8 months ago

I need to talk

The first part is a google translation of my first post written in French. The second part will be an addition to what I wrote. This is the link of the first post. (And just as i was going to post this, i just have two feedback, and thank you, maybe it's not the best day to post this but at least it will not be in my head that much)

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Today I will speak in French,

French being my mother tongue, I am more able to express myself.

It’s been two years since I started writing fanfictions, two years where I try to improve my English, where I write first in French then translated into English to be sure of the turns of phrase, of my intention in my writing. (Which makes my posts are not daily either, it takes me a lot of time)

You are adorable for all the likes. And thank you.

But.

I would also like to have comments, because I know that I leave spelling and grammar mistakes. I write for chubby/plus size/fat readers, and sometimes I feel like you just read because of the lack of this type of content.

Even in my publications of the kinktober. I do not know if what I write is correct or not. I just had one person ask me about not writing hard bdsm, and a question about, if I would write for other characters. But... why don’t you leave me a comment to tell me WHY do you want me to write about other characters? Why do YOU want me to write Hard bdsm, do you like what I write? Do people write about the characters you want?

Another example. When I put the draft fanfictions requests for kinktober, I did not receive any news from anonymous people, which makes me not want to publish the kinktober, because I do not know if it is good for them. I am lost.

Completely lost.

I have fanfiction ideas, I have unpublished writings, and I don’t publish them, because... I don’t know if what I write is good, just having likes is fine, but having a comment, just one, it’s a diamond.

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I will add something.

I know that I cannot ask for the engagement of people's, I cannot force them to interract.

I do not read or interract with others authors as, I fear to be judges, to be see as needy, to be reject.

I know that writing for chubby/plus size mean that I will have less people's reading my work. But fuck, why not leaving a commentary? To put courage for those who write that type of content, if I wanted more people's to see my work I would have not write for chubby/plus size, and I would have write for "normal" reader(I hate to have to use the word normal), I would have not write the reader as the more neutral that I can and chubby/plus size. I would have put less time, less passion on it.

I don't understand why there is this lack of feedback. And I'm not the only one, reddit is full of people's asking the same think, that told that they lost their want, their passion in fanfictions.

I write first for myself, it's true. But... seen that people's like what I write and it's true that I have some reblogs, less then the likes and more then the commentary, but... even in the reblogs there is no feedback, even a emoji is good (thank you if you pass by your emoji have made my day)

I feel like that people's just feed on fanfictions and are angry when a autor ask for a feedback to know if it was good or not. Having just... even someone, in anon, or in dm's if they don't want their commentary visible by all, to just... have a interaction. I'm not someone who will scream or be angry, i just... sometime i feel lonely.

Lonely, because i don't know how to interract with peoples, i don't know when and how I can try to interract with someone, if I would not be too much, as i know that I can be too passionate with something and this made peoples go away. I know that not everyone are alway connect on tumblr or ao3.

Oh ao3, this one is depressing, as you can watch how much peoples have read or at least interract and when you see the number of kudos or comments, there is a mountain between them sometime. (I don't talk here only for me, but for the other's too, as i have already told, you can see on reddit peoples talking about that)

I needed to talk about this, even if you don't think like me or don't live this. It's okay. We are all different, and I'm sorry to have bothered you.


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Hey, Merry Christmas 🎄

Hey, Merry Christmas 🎄

I Hope you have a nice day and night, with familly and/or friends.

I see you before the end of the year.

Do not worry, I do not forgot to write. 🙂

Earenwen 🌿


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