Not Me Loving The People Around Me Gendering Me As A Boy And Having Over 8 Dreams About Being A Guy,

Ok so not all that big just wanted to check, so I lost my grandfather a while ago and me and my mum were talking about him and she brought out a whole press release thing for one of his old bands??? So I just wanted to see if anyone can identify this stuff.

My mum could only identify my grandfather and some guy she called grubs/mark.

(computer version of the poll)

Okay but like trans masc sqh who was saving up for top surgery though pidw and then BOOM he dies and suddenly he's a guy now but his hair is still too long- and other thing about og sqh's body still don't feel right.

yeah hes a guy now but it's still weird to go from not transioned yet to omg I'm a guy now but it's in the body of one of my characters, so therefore theres a disconnect.

I personally don't think sqh's family was sportive of him being trans and wanted a traditional daughter instead. I feel like they would have blamed their divorce on him being trans.

I'll add to this later

Just accidentally did this!

I'm sorry Ao3 but I bookmarked like 63 other bookmarks on my comics only writing account so plz hurry up T^T

ao3 is mad at me (im deleting a bunch of old bookmarked works that dont exist anymore and now my bookmarks page is blank n says 'retry later' at the top)

When you like skk, a lot of movies & movie based fics so you decide to stay up all night writing fanfic outlines (I'm not even done and this is movie #1)

Mum is recovering from surgery, my grandmother is here. My sister is annoying and I feel incredibly paronid rn

I'm either going to delve into my trauma or play forget reality exists again. Probably the latter.

That man is a cutie patoie

(Polites? Idk how to spell his name.)

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I misread gengar as gender-

I thought the gengar was named gender omfg

I have never ever fully gotten out of any fandom I've ever been in, I'll think it's gone next thing i know I've watched 20 videos about it!

Please, Save me.