I usually don’t reblog it things, but I think this needs to be shared
What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.
You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself
but you killed everyone else around you too.
Need To Know By Friday
Slash x Reader
Fluff
WARNINGS: profanities
Word Count: 1,172
Y/N’s POV:
Right...right...left. No. Right...left...right. Right? “I hate this fucking locker.” I whispered to myself. I was extremely stressed out. It was the end of the day on the last day of senior year. School didn’t stress me out. It was actually a person that stressed me out. Slash. Slash asked the question about a week ago, and I have been stressing ever since.
*flashback*
“Hey babe?” I was sitting in my bedroom with Slash. He was sitting on my bed and I was sitting at my desk writing an essay for school. “Yeah baby?” I asked. Slash came to stand next to me. I looked up at him and could tell he was nervous. He was avoiding eye contact and messing with his hair. “So I kinda had this uh...thing..to tell you.” He scratched the back of his neck and sat on the floor next to me. “Go ahead.” I said with a smile. Slash shyly smiled at me before looking back at the ground. “So you know high school is ending and everything and I have kinda decided to do something…,” He trailed off. “Yeah?” I dragged out the word. “I’m...I’m moving to LA Y/N.” He looked up at me and my face dropped. He was moving to LA? I felt my heart pounding in my chest and a lump formed in my throat. This is it. He is going to dump me. These last three years for nothing. He is moving to LA and leaving you behind. I pushed my thoughts to the back of my head and looked Slash in the eyes. “Well um…” I swallowed in an attempt at getting rid of the lump in my throat, but it didn’t work. “Good for you Slash. I wish you the best.” God I’m so stupid. I didn’t know what else to say. I turned away from Slash and tried to stop myself from crying. “Wh-what? Did you just...break up with me?” An obviously confused and hurt Slash asked. I turned back to him immediately. “I thought you just broke up with me.” Slash shook his head and stood up. He hugged me tightly and kissed the top of my head. “No...I would never do that. I kind of had a question to ask you.” I looked up at him and furrowed my eyebrows. “What?” I sniffled quietly. “Will you...uh...will you come with me?” I was taken back by his words. He wants me to come with him? What about my parents? What about college? What about a job? My eyes widened and I stood there. “I..uh..but what...I don’t know.” I let out a sigh and Slash loosened his grip on me. “I’m leaving Saturday. If you’re coming with me I’m gonna need to know by Friday. Listen, I love you so you don’t have to if you don’t want to, I just don’t know when we will see eachother again.” I could tell he was getting a bit emotional. I heard a car door shut outside. “I gotta go. I love you.” He whispered as he ran to the back door.
*end of flashback*
Today was the day I had to decide and I had no idea what to say. Usually Slash and I would walk home together, but today was different. He had to pack for LA and I had other things to do. I slammed my locker shut and ran down the hallway and out of the school. When I got home there was a note from my mother on the kitchen counter. “I will be home around seven. Don’t have anyone over. Especially Slash.” I huffed and crumpled the piece of paper. I didn’t understand why my parents hated Slash. They never even gave him a chance. The first time he met my parents went horribly. They made rude comments towards him and let’s just say I ended the night off crying in my room. They told me I wasn’t allowed to date him anymore, I didn’t listen. The past three years we have been dating secretly, until now. Now that I’m eighteen my parents can’t tell who not to date. They have known about us dating for awhile, but they still don’t accept it. They told me he ‘wasn’t the kind of guy I wanna end up with’. I fucking hated those words so much. Slash sneaked into my room most days. Other days I would tell my parents I was hanging out with a friend. It was the only way I could ever spend time with him. I walked into my bedroom and flopped onto my bed. Instantly tears started making their way to my eyes. I cried silently into my pillow for what seemed like forever until I heard a knock on my window. I looked up and Slash was sitting there waiting for me. I unlocked the window and let him in. “You could have used the back door.” I said as I tried to get rid of the evidence that I was crying. “I don’t know. The window seemed more appealing.” I laughed slightly. Slash’s grin soon left his face as he looked at me. “You’ve been crying.” I looked down and continued to wipe the tears from my eyes. “Why?” He hugged me and looked into my eyes. “Well being honest..I haven’t made a decision yet and I’m worried.” My voice was shaky from crying. “Y/N it’s ok. Let’s talk about it.” Slash sat down on the bed and pulled me onto his lap. “What’s the problem? What are you worried is gonna happen?” He wiped tears away from my eyes with his thumb. “It’s mostly my parents. They’ll hate me. Also...I don’t know just like...what about college? What about getting a job? There are just a lot of things that could go wrong.” Slash looked at me and smiled slightly. “As far as college goes there are options in LA. Jobs? They have plenty of job opportunities and if you don’t wanna go to college then there are still jobs. And your parents can’t tell you what to do anymore Y/N. I know you love them and everything but if there is something you really wanna do don’t let them stop you. Not just with this, but everything.” He put a lock of hair behind my ear and kissed my cheek. “I love you, you know that?” I hugged him tightly and he chuckled softly. “I love you too.” I looked into his eyes and that’s when I knew. I’m meant to be with him. I’d be crazy not to go with him. “I made my decision.” I said. He raised his eyebrows. “I’ll go with you Slash.” Slash’s face lit up and he hugged me tightly. “I’m so fucking happy you decided to go with me.” He whispered. I broke free of his hug and smiled at him. “Let’s pack your bags!” He said excitedly.
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Hello everyone! I just wanted to give y'all an update real quick. First, I am still taking requests and I am still posting on this account. Second, if it's taking me a while to respond to your request I'm sorry. This week has been kinda stressful for me. I don't talk about it much, but I get kinda sad easily and stuff. (Not gonna say that I am depressed or anything because I have not been diagnosed and I don't wanna make a self-diagnosis.) Anyways I hope everyone's week has been good, and I will be posting some new imagines soon. Love y'all! :) <3
The Party
Duff McKagan x Reader
Smut
WARNINGS: profanities, sexual content, alcohol use, mentions of drug use, bullying
Word Count: 2,147 (this is longer than most lol)
Requested by: @mckaganjams
“Hey can i request an x reader with duff during a truth or dare game? And the reader is super bold and maybe some smut included if you want ;))”
I tried my best! Hope you like it!! :)
Y/N’s POV:
“No Slash really I don’t want to.” “Oh come on Y/N! It will be fun I promise. You never come to parties, come on.” I rolled my eyes at the guitarist. There was a party being held at Steven’s house tonight and Slash had been begging me to come. As much as I loved hanging out with the boys I hated going to parties. They were always filled with drugs, sex, and alcohol. I guess that was to be expected though. “You know I hate going to those parties!” Slash looked at me and his shoulders dropped. “Please Y/N?” I tried to pry my gaze away from his pleading eyes, but I couldn’t. “Fine.” I was startled when Slash suddenly hugged me. “Thank you.” I squirmed out of his embrace. “You’re welcome, you weirdo.” Slash smiled at me and began walking away. “You better get ready!” He yelled as his feet carried him further into the distance. I huffed. I was standing outside of my small house on the porch. It was already eight o’clock and I was just getting ready to relax when Slash came knocking on my door. If I’m being honest I’m not very social. Social gatherings are usually hard for me unless I have alcohol in my system. Then I can usually relax a little and talk to people. I walked into my bedroom and opened my light brown closet doors. “Back of the closet.” I mumbled as I began searching for an outfit. All of my ‘nicer’ clothes were in the back since I didn’t wear them often. I picked up a black skirt and studied it. It had been forever since I wore that skirt. Oh well. I threw the skirt onto my bed and began searching for a shirt. I wanted my outfit to be plain and simple. I found a white cropped tank top and shrugged. It will work. I walked over to my bed and began putting on the outfit. I turned to look in the mirror. Did this skirt get smaller or did I get taller? Either way the skirt was shorter than I had remembered. Whatever. I walked into my living room and grabbed my purse. I didn’t worry much about makeup tonight. I didn’t wanna go so why should I worry about impressing these people? Then I heard the phone ring. “Hello?” “Hey Y/N, we’re gonna head over to your house now okay?” It was Axl’s voice on the other end. “We?” I questioned. “Yeah me and the guys are picking you up for the party. Alright see you in a few.” He hung up the phone and I took a seat on my couch as I waited for them to arrive.
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A yawn escaped my lips as I heard honking of a car outside. I grabbed my bag and headed out the door. I opened the door to the backseat to see Duff. I sat in the seat beside him and shut my door. “Where’s Stevie?” Axl was sitting in the passenger’s seat and looked back at me. “Uhm..his house. Ya know where the party is?” He talked to me like I was in preschool. “Right. Thanks.” The ride to Steven’s house was silent, but it wasn’t awkward. It was a nice silence. We pulled into the driveway and I could have sworn there was a rampage. No, it wasn’t a rampage, it was a herd of women. They were all trying desperately to get within feet of Axl and I could already tell this had been a mistake. I tried to stay close to Slash and Duff but soon they were taken away by women as well. I walked into Steven’s house and found the kitchen. There were many different types of alcohol on the counter, but I settled for a beer. I walked into the living room and sat in the corner on a chair. I watched as people had the time of their lives. I really didn’t understand why people found this all enjoyable. The next day they would just be throwing up with no memory of what happened. My thoughts were interrupted by a figure that stood in front of me. I looked up to meet the strangers eyes and realized it was no stranger at all, it was Slash. “Y/N I can tell you're not enjoying yourself.” “It’s fine Slash.” “No no no I want you to enjoy yourself. Come on, let's see what kind of game we can get you involved in.” Game? Where was I? A middle school birthday party? That’s when I realized what kind of game he was talking about. “No Slash I don’t think that’s-” I was caught off guard when Slash grabbed my wrist and began pulling me into a room with many people. In the center of the carpeted floor sat a few people in a circle. Slash gestured towards them with his hand. “Well,” He looked at me, “take a seat.” I rolled my eyes but nonetheless followed his orders. I took a seat next to Duff who was also sitting in the circle. I looked around and saw that the only people in the circle were Axl, Slash, Steven, and random women. Great. Axl and Slash were being hung on by several women and I suddenly felt very uncomfortable. “Alright uh let’s start the game.” Steven was the first to speak. “Alright I’ll start.” A lady with long wavy brown hair said. “Um ok Axl truth or dare?” She bit her lip and twirled her hair and I felt as if I would puke. The amount of similarities between her and a Malibu Barbie were giving me a headache. I just wanted to leave. After a few rounds of truth or dare, basically just women daring Axl, Slash, and even Steven to do sexual things with them, I was ready to go. They had dared Duff a couple times but he said he wasn’t into that kinda thing. Surprising. I stood up to leave when I heard Steven calling my name. “Y/N where are you going?” I turned around. Before I could say anything Slash was already speaking up. “Why don’t we ask Y/N?” He wasn’t directly asking anyone but a lady with blonde hair and blue eyes, the classic duo, spoke up. “She would probably just be lame and choose truth.” Something about the look she gave me made my blood boil. “Don’t make assumptions, blondie.” The lady cocked her head at me and gave me the rudest expression she could. “Fine. Truth or dare?” I took my seat next to Duff again and smirked wickedly. “Dare.” The lady rolled her eyes and looked at her friend sitting beside her. They began whispering and I could feel my palms begin to get sweaty. No backing down now. The ladies turned their heads towards me once again. “I dare you to make Duff hard.” My eyes must have widened slightly but I kept my composure. I was about to respond but a brown eyed girl that was sitting next to Steven caught my attention. “She would never do that. She’s just an innocent little girl. Plus, Duff wouldn’t want to anyways,” She motioned her hands towards the blonde bassist, “he has been turning all three of us down the entire night. Why would he want someone like her?” Now she was looking at the other two girls. All three of them
were laughing. “Okay that’s enough.” I looked over to see Axl standing up. “All three of you, out!” He pointed at the door as he shouted at the girls. The panicked expression on the girl’s faces were priceless as they scurried out the door. Axl walked out the door and as it shut I could hear him yelling at everyone to get out. Steven waved for Slash to follow him and they both walked out of the room as well. Well that was interesting. I looked at Duff and smiled. Duff looked at me, “Listen you don’t have to-” I cut him off, “No a dare is a dare. I’m doing it.” Duff’s eyes went wide and his lips soon formed a smirk. “I’d like to see you try.” I moved so that I was straddling him, “I’m not going to have to try very hard I don’t think.” Duff bit his lip and I could feel my heart starting to beat a bit rapidly. I had liked Duff for the longest time and being in the situation I was in at the moment made me nervous. As nervous and anxious as I felt inside I didn’t wanna let him know it so I acted confident. Confidence was key. Right? I leaned in so my lips were by his ear and bit his earlobe softly. “This is gonna be a walk in the park.” I whispered in his ear as I began kissing down his neck. I pulled away and looked him in the eyes as I let my hand graze over his chest. I slowly rocked my hips a tiny bit, giving just enough friction to drive both him and I insane. I kept eye contact with him the entire time. I reached my hand towards my shoulder and with a flicking motion moved the strap of my tank top so that it fell off of my shoulder. My bra strap was now exposed and I looked back at the slightly blushing Duff. “Oops.” I said even though it was clearly not an accident. Since I was straddling him I could feel that a bulge was growing in his pants. I smirked at Duff and got off of him. I sat beside him again and laughed quietly. “Dare complete.” Duff couldn’t tell, but there was a hint of disappointment in my voice. Just when I thought Duff would speak he did something completely different. He grabbed my arm and started pulling me out of the room with him. We walked through the living room and passed the boys. “Hey Duff. What are you guys-” Slash’s voice was cut off by the sound of a door slamming. Duff had taken me to the bathroom? Why? I had no clue. “Why are we in the bathroom? It smells disgusting in here and-” I was caught off guard when Duff pressed his lips to mine in a passionate kiss. When we pulled away from each other I looked at him with a confused expression. “What was..why did you..huh?” Duff smiled at me, “You did this,” he pointed to his pants, “now you’re gonna fix it.” My heart was beating louder than a drum, I was sure Duff could hear it. “I- Duff.” He closed his eyes for a moment before opening them and speaking. “I’m sorry Y/N. I..I thought you felt the same um you don’t have to.” He looked down. I smirked. “No, no I want to.” Duff looked up and smirked. Just like that he was pulling down his pants. Alright. Here goes nothing. I shuffled a bit before sinking to my knees. Duff looked down at me and smirked. I slowly pulled down his boxers to reveal his rock hard cock leaking pre cum. I let my tongue run along his shaft until I was met with the tip of his cock. I took all that I could into my mouth. I formed a steady pace as the room filled with Duff’s moans. “Fucking hell” he hissed. I looked up through my eyelashes to see Duff with his head thrown back. His teeth were tugging at the skin of his bottom lip and his eyes were closed. He tangled his hands in my hair and pulled me closer. “Damn it” he grunted. Now almost all of his cock was in my mouth and I felt the slightest bit nauseated. I stayed in that position for a short period of time before he slowly removed his cock from my mouth. My tongue licked the velvety skin of his dick and I felt a warm liquid come out of it. The sticky liquid slid down my throat and I rose to my feet. I heard a knock on the door and Duff instantly started pulling his boxers and pants up. “I gotta go to the bathroom guys come on!” Steven yelled. I laughed a little and
opened the door. Duff and I walked into the living room and received odd looks from Slash and Axl. “Fucking hell.” Axl fake moaned. Duff flipped him off. “Well Y/N. Are you glad you came to the party?” I could tell Slash’s question was a joke, but I didn’t care. “It was great.” I said as I sat on the couch. Slash laughed, “Yeah I bet.”
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I loved what you wrote for my request, so much! I hope you don't mind if I request more for Axl's sister!reader. Basically, I'd imagine he'd try to keep her out of the spotlight as much as he can, so not many people are aware he has a sister or that she's in his custody. And one day his girlfriend (maybe Erin, idk) comes over for a surprise visit and finds them cuddled up on the couch watching movies and is like "Eww, you're cheating on me with a child?!" and the explanation that follows?
Hi! I’m so glad you liked the last imagine I wrote for you! Also I don’t mind at all, I love when I get requests so thank you for requesting!! I really like this idea and I can’t wait to write it. It might not be out for a couple days but I promise I will write it as soon as I can. Have a good day/night! :)
I will take care of you
Duff McKagan x Reader
Fluff
WARNINGS: profanities
Word Count: 1,113
Y/N’s POV:
Ugh. I hated being sick. I sniffled quietly as I made my way to the bathroom. Even the floor below me was carpeted, it still squeaked and I cringed with each creak that came out of the floor. When I reached the bathroom I examined myself in the mirror. My face was pale and I had bags under my eyes. A sudden feeling of nausea took over my body and I clenched my stomach.
I rushed to the toilet and vomited. I feel absolutely disgusting. I thought as I wiped the vile substance from my mouth with a tissue. I threw my hair into a messy bun and walked downstairs to the kitchen. I made some tea for myself and sat on the couch. I’m freezing. I took the fluffy blanket off the back of the couch and draped it over myself. That’s when I heard Duff. “Y/N? Baby where are you?” He had just woken up and his voice was raspy. “Downstairs!” I tried yelling it loud enough for him to hear but it hurt my throat. I turned on the TV and it automatically went to the news channel. Who the hell watches the news? In reality? A lot of people, but the news isn’t for me. I flipped through the channels until I landed on MTV. That’s better. I relaxed on the couch and sipped my tea as I waited for Duff to come downstairs. Today was supposed to be the last day in the studio for Duff. They had been recording for an album recently and he informed me last night that today was the last day. When I heard footsteps I looked behind me to see Duff. He was standing there in jeans and socks, he hadn’t put on a shirt yet. “Have you seen my shirt around here anywhere?” I laughed slightly as Duff searched the living room for his shirt. “Which shirt baby? You have more than one ya know.” He furrowed his eyebrows before walking into another room. “Ya know it’s the one that…” His voice became quieter as he walked away. I didn’t hear a single word of his description. After a few minutes Duff walked back into the living room wearing the shirt he had been looking for. It was a black short-sleeve shirt and on it were the words “And on the 8th day God created Harley-Davidson”. “I like that shirt on you.” I was really just thinking aloud but Duff seemed amused. “You do? Guess I’ll have to wear it more often then.” He smiled sweetly at me. His sweet and luminous brown eyes were easy to get lost in. Duff sat next to me on the couch and sat his arm around my shoulders. I tried to scoot away without him noticing it much but that didn’t work. I didn’t wanna get him sick but I didn’t want him to know I’m sick. Duff worried too much about simple sicknesses and I knew he wouldn’t go to the studio if he knew about it. “What’s wrong? Why did you scoot away from me?” A look of concern and disappointment swirled in his eyes. “I’m sorry babe I just uh...I don’t feel like it right now?” The words sounded more like a question than I wanted. “Since when do you, Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N, not want to cuddle?” My shoulders dropped. It was true, usually I was the one begging him to cuddle. “I just….I don’t know Duff.” I hugged him. I didn’t want to get him sick but I didn’t have the willpower to not hug him. Duff placed a small kiss on my forehead. “Y/N?” “Yes?” “Do you feel okay? You’re burning up. I think you’re sick.” I sighed and looked at the floor. Damn it Y/N. You’re so fucking bad at hiding things. “Yeah I...it’s not serious Duff. I’m sure I will be fine while you’re at the studio.” I smiled at him but he didn’t return it. “Studio? No fuckin’ way I’m going to the studio with you sick like this.” He hugged me tightly but I huffed. “Michael Andrew McKagan, you are not staying home just because I’m sick!” I didn’t yell, but my voice was stern. Duff’s eyes widened slightly. “Listen Y/N I’m not going. Nothing you say is going to change my mind.” Duff stood up and walked into the kitchen. I followed close behind. I watched as he picked up the phone and began dialing a number. “What do you think you’re doing?” I asked. “I am calling Axl to tell him I won’t be in the studio today.” He stopped dialing and held the phone to his ear. “Duff, think reasonably please. Do you even know how upset Axl will probably get?” Duff held his hand up to me and tried to silence me. Ugh. “Hey yeah Ax? I’m not gonna be in the studio today…..something came up…..alright...yep...thanks bud bye.” And just like that he hung up the phone. “What did he say?” I was partially stunned that I couldn’t hear Axl screaming. “He sounded wasted anyways. He probably wouldn’t be able to sing today. He said
it’s fine.” I furrowed my brows but then shrugged my shoulders. I will never understand them. Especially Axl. I giggled slightly at my thoughts. I let out a small yelp when Duff picked me up. He carried me, bridal style, to our shared bedroom. “I’m sorry you’re sick honey.” Duff whispered as we made our way up the stairs. I laid on the bed and pulled the covers over my body. It felt nice to be in the warm bed. I closed my eyes and relaxed. A few minutes later I felt Duff’s arms wrap around me and pull me closer to him. My back was to him at the moment so I turned around to face him. I opened my eyes and looked into his. How did I get this lucky? To have Duff McKagan, the sweetest most amazing man, as my boyfriend? I would never understand. “I love you so much Duff.” I cuddled into him and gave him a small kiss on his cheek. “I love you to Y/N.” He looked into my eyes and kissed me softly. “I can’t believe you’re mine….you complete me you know that?” I looked into his eyes once more. I felt as if I had gotten instant butterflies hearing those words come out of his mouth. “Well that’s good because you complete me.” I closed my eyes and we drifted off into a deep, peaceful sleep.
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I loved the chapter! Feeling kinda bad for Slash, even though he was an ass before.
I’m happy you liked the chapter! Don’t really know what to say about Slash, but the next chapter will hopefully make up for things lmao :)
Forget Him Part One
Izzy Stradlin x Reader
Sad Fluff
WARNINGS: profanities, mentions of abuse and abusive relationship
Word Count: 935 Part 2 *This won’t make sense unless you read part one :)*
Y/N’s POV:
I looked over at Izzy. He had a concerned look on his face and I was still in shock at what had happened. Tears were pouring down my face and I couldn’t stop them. I sat on the couch and held my stomach. Izzy sat next to me and wiped a tear from my face. Then I heard a couple of the boys gasp quietly. “What the hell?” Axl whispered. I looked up at the boys in confusion.
“Y/N you uh..you have a black e-eye.” Duff muttered. A wave of realization flooded over me and I instantly felt sick. “Y/N are you ok?” Slash asked. I nodded my head and ran to the bathroom. I felt as if I would throw up. I felt almost ashamed of myself. Why did I feel like this? I did nothing wrong. I locked the door behind me and sat on the cold tile floor. Just as I began to calm down I heard a knock on the door. “Y/N? Can I come in? We don’t have to talk about it, I just wanna make sure you're ok.” It was Izzy. I nodded my head even though he couldn’t see. I unlocked the door and he opened it slowly. “There you are. It’s alright ok? He isn’t gonna bother you anymore.” Izzy sat next to me and took me into his arms. I felt calm in his embrace. The warmth of his body soothed me along with his heartbeat. “Iz-” He cut me off. “Listen Y/N, if it’s gonna make you feel better to talk about it then go right ahead, but if you don’t want to you don’t have to.” He stroked my hair softly. “It’s okay Iz I wanna talk about it.” I broke free of his embrace and looked into his beautiful brown eyes. “Just….why? Why was he acting like that?” He said breathlessly. “It’s a long story Iz so I’m gonna tell you the basics.” He nodded his head, “Ok.” I looked down at the floor made of small white tiles. “He wanted to have sex with me but...I told him I wasn’t ready and he got mad. Some nights I had to say I would call the police just to get him to leave. Eventually he started hitting me because of it and threatening to do worse if I told someone. I was scared Iz...I didn’t wanna make anything worse than it already was.” I was starting to cry again and Izzy hugged me tightly. “I’m so sorry that happened to you Y/N. I promise it will never happen again. I don’t want you seeing him anymore. He isn’t safe and I’m sorry but I don’t think he is gonna change.” He whispered. I nodded my head and looked at him. “Is that why you have a black eye?” Izzy asked. “Oh uh yeah.” I said sheepishly. “That’s awful.”
Izzy’s POV:
“That’s awful.” I said and looked at my shoes. I’m gonna beat this guy’s ass. I couldn’t help but feel horrible about the entire thing. I grabbed a tissue off of the counter and wiped Y/N’s tears. “Let’s go tell the guys you're alright.” I helped Y/N to her feet and we walked out the door. The guys were sitting in the living room whispering about what had just happened. “I’m um..ok guys.” Y/N said. “Did that douche bag do that to you?!” Axl yelled and stood up. “Ax take it easy” Steven said. “Steven, how am I supposed to ‘take this easy’ ? Y/N got beat up by that jerk and now he is gone.” I gave Axl the ‘Don’t talk about it’ look and he sat down. The night continued on as they usually did. The boys argued over stupid shit and Y/N and I sat in the corner of the room and talked. I looked at Y/N and took in her features. To me, she looked like she could outshine even the brightest of stars. Not only was her beauty immaculate, but her personality was like something I had never seen before. She made me a different person. My typically unamused face now brightened with joy. I heard people say that everyone has a purpose in life, and I never believed that until I met her. Y/N. She was my purpose in life. “Y/N...I have to tell you this and I’m sorry if it ruins our friendship but I think you need to know.” I said calmly even though my heart was racing. She looked at me and smiled. Oh how that smile killed me. “I love you. I really, truly love you.” My palms were becoming sweaty and my heart felt as if it would jump out of my chest. “I love you too Izzy.” She smiled and before I could respond, she pressed a kiss to my lips. I was surprised at first, but I happily obliged. When we pulled away from the kiss I looked over to see all of the guys staring at us. “So….I will be the first to ask,” Duff started. “Are you guys together now?” I felt my cheeks redden and I looked over at Y/N. She looked at me, smiled, and turned her head to Duff. “Yes.” The smile on my face probably looked extremely dumb, but I didn’t care. This masterpiece of a person was mine.
Hello!~I know this is shorter than most of my other ones but I felt like it needed to end here. Also, this probably wasn’t my best writing so I just wanted to say sorry about that. I am always trying to improve! Thanks for reading! Have a great day and remember you are beautiful! :)♥︎
Jealousy
Axl Rose x Reader
Smut
WARNINGS: profanities, sexual content
Word Count: 1,583
Y/N’s POV:
I was sitting on the bench in the skatepark watching Izzy. He landed a flip and I cheered him on. “Woo hoo!! Go Izzy!” I said jokingly. Axl was sitting next to me and I could tell he was aggravated. “Axl what’s wrong?” He opened his mouth to answer but Izzy walked up and began to speak. “Hey Y/N you wanna go get ice cream or something?” I smiled at him and thought about his offer. I did love ice cream. “Sure Iz. Let’s go.” I stood up to walk away but Izzy looked behind us. “Hey Axl you wanna join us?” Axl stood up and looked at us. “Me? Oh no I wouldn’t wanna disturb you two. Go ahead. Have fun.” He said sarcastically. Oh no. He was upset.
Izzy shrugged his shoulders and began walking. “Hey Iz I’ll catch up with you in a minute.” Izzy nodded and continued to walk. I walked up to Axl and put a hand on his shoulder. “Axl baby what’s wrong?” He looked at me with disgust. “What’s wrong? Oh y’know nothing just that my best friend is going on a date with my girlfriend y’know...Oh! And did I mention they planned it in front of me? And she said yes to him? Yeah I know right? Completely understandable.” The sarcasm in his voice was painfully obvious. “Axl it’s not a date.” I said, trying to be calm. How could he think it’s a date? Izzy and I have been friends for years now and I didn’t understand how Axl could think we were anything but that. “Not a date? Ya right Y/N. ya know what? I’m done. I’m done dealing with your bullshit all the time. If you wanted to fuck Izzy you could habe just told me to leave!” Now he was yelling and it kind of scared me. Axl yells all the time but usually it’s at his band mates. Not me. “Axl please calm down. I don’t feel like that about Izzy. Never have and never will. Shit y’know what? I won’t talk to him anymore if you don’t want me to.” I tried to hold his hand but he jerked it away. “Yeah I’m sure you will Y/N. Get the fuck away from me and stay away. Forever.” He walked away cursing under his breath. Forever? He wanted me out of his life forever. Tears flowed down my face like a waterfall. Why was I so stupid? Izzy sat down next to me but I didn’t mind looking at him. “Y/N are you okay? What happened?” His brows were furrowed and he looked concerned. “H-he l-left m-me Iz” I sobbed. Izzy rubbed my back comfortingly. “Y/N I know Axl. Trust me he won’t be able to go a day without you. I can drop you off at your apartment if you want.” I looked up at Izzy and smiled. He had always been there for me like a true friend. “yeah..Thanks Iz.” I walked to his car and he drove me to the apartment Axl and I shared. The ride was silent except for my faint sniffles every so often. When we arrived at the apartment building I stayed in the car a few minutes before finally working up the courage to go. I slowly made my way to the elevator of the apartment building as I felt my heartbeat quikening. Axl just told me not that long ago he never wanted to see me again yet here I am about to go see him. When I finally arrived at the apartment I struggled with my keys before finally being able to open the door. To the right side of me on the ground was a lamp. It appeared to be destroyed. I loved that lamp. My eyes continued to search the room until I saw Axl. He was sitting in the corner of the room with his hands buried in his face. He had no clue I came in and he was mumbling things to himself. I listened for a moment to hear what he was saying. “You’re such a fucken screw up Axl. Everything in my life that is good I fucken mess up. There is no way Y/N will want me back now.”
Axl’s POV:
After arguing with Y/N at the park I decided to go home. How could she want to spend time with Izzy when she had me? When I said it like that I realized how stupid I sounded. Izzy was Y/N’s best friend and I have no right to tell her she can’t be friends with him. God damnit. I made a mistake..a big mistake. I walked into my apartment and shoved the lamp that was next to me. It fell onto the floor and shattered. I’ll replace it. I walked through the living room and kicked as many things as I possibly could. My back ran into the wall in the corner of the room and I slid down it. I took my face in my hands and began to cry. I hated crying but this was necessary. I just told Y/N, the most important person in my life, to leave and never come back. I mumbled to myself, “You’re such a fucken screw up Axl. Everything in my life that is good I fucken mess up. There is no way Y/N will want me back now.” Then I heard Y/N’s voice. “Yes I do Axl. I want you back.” I looked up and saw Y/N. Her eyes were bloodshot and her face was red and blotchy. She had been crying. I walked over to her and wrapped my arms around her. “A-Axl I’m so so sorry. I sh-shouldn’t have b-been h-hanging out with I-Izzy as much as I h-have b-been.” She cried into my chest. Now I felt like complete shit. I was the one in the wrong and somehow she was sorry? I didn’t deserve the amount of love she gave me. “No no no Y/N please listen to me. It is not your fault at all ok? I am the one that should be apologozing okay? You and Izzy have a good friendship and I should have been understanding of that. I’m so, so sorry.” I kissed the top of her head and held her tightly. “It’s ok Ax. I just wanna enjoy the rest of the night ok? No more drama shit.” She said quietly. I laughed slightly, “Of course honey.”
Narrator’s POV:
“Let me make it up to you baby.” Axl whispered to Y/N. She nodded her head and Axl led her to their bedroom. Axl closed the door behind them and locked it. Axl slowly walked towards Y/N. She was now sitting on the bed. “I’m gonna make you feel so good sweetheart. You deserve it for putting up with my shit.” Axl whispered and connected his lips with Y/N’s. Their tongues fought for dominance, but Axl won. Axl began making a trail of kisses down her neck. He then slowly removed her shirt with ease. Then came her skirt. She usually doesn't wear skirts but today she felt like it. Axl slipped it off of Y/N and threw it to the other side of the room. He kissed her neck again and eventually began leaving kisses on her shoulder. He used his teeth to slide her bra strap down her shoulder and kissed the bare skin. He reached a hand behind her to unclasp Y/N’s bra and let it join the pile of clothing on the floor. He took her right breast in his mouth and the other in his hand. A soft moan escaped her lips as he moved to Y/N’s other breast. She was now very aware of the wetness in between her legs. Axl slowly kissed down her stomach. He left a soft kiss on her clothed vulva. “Axl please stop teasing!” she begged. He chuckled lowly and nodded his head, “Alright princess.” He removed her panites and sat them with her skirt and other clothing. His mouth took over her heated opening and he began sucking her off. “Axl!...Oh god.”She moaned. She continued to gasp and moan as he sucked on her engorged clit. Y/N pulled lightly on Axl’s beautiful red hair. “Axl I-I need you in me” She whined. He freed himself of his jeans and t-shirt and crawled on top of her. He lined his hard cock with her entrence and slammed mercilessly into her. SheI moaned his name loudly with each rough thrust. “Your so fucking tight Y/N” he groaned. “Baby I’m….I’m so close.” Y/N moaned. The pleasure was too much to handle. “Not yet baby..just hold on a little bit longer” Axl said in a hushed voice. All it took was a few more thrusts when Axl felt his high coming. His thrusts started to get sloppy and he looked Y/N in the eyes. “Cum for me baby.” He whispered and they both released their cum at the same time. They whispered various cuss words as they reached down from their highs. He pulled out of Y/N and collapsed next to her on the bed. Axl pulled Y/N to his chest and cuddled her. He played with her hair before she whispered “I love you Axl.” “I love you to Y/N”
Hello!~This was definitely probably the most smut story I have written so far lol. I hope you enjoyed it! Have a great day and remember you are beautiful! :) ♥︎
I'd totally read more of partners if you wanted to write it. You left it at a cliffhanger lol
Thanks for the feedback. I know I left it at a cliff hanger lol I just didn’t know if anyone was still interested but I’m glad to know you’d read it! :)
Hi everyone. I’m sad to announce that I will no longer be writing imagines. I am aware that I didn’t finish partners and also some people have requests they are waiting on. If you have requested something then I am extremely sorry for getting your hopes up in my last post. I know I said I was going to post your requests, but life has gotten in the way. I still love gnr and I will not be deleting this account. Ive had some problems in my personal life recently and I hope you guys can understand. I am extremely extremely thankful for all of you and I appreciate your support more than you know. I hope you guys have an amazing day/night and just life in general. Stay safe guys, love ya. :,) 🖤
Hello! I am not currently writing imagines but here are the ones I have written if you wanna read them. They are all for the original line up of gnr. :) 🖤
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