Ostara Altar ‘23

OMFG, the way I blushed when I heard Spock start singing omg, I thought after him cheating on T'Pring my crush was pretty much over. My heart doing flipflops and the butterflies in my stomach say differently though. Everyone sang so beautifully, and the songs had amazing tunes!

My new first-time ever therapist attacked me today 🙄 You don't need to peg my entire lift down in one chart ma'am. Even if it is all somewhat VERY true.

My sexual awakening

Just saw the new installment of Scream '23, and I am still in love with this murderous bitch. Lord, I can't help that my heart starts to beat faster when I hear his voice. I remember sneak watching this for the first time (bc of religious, immigrant parents) and falling head over heels for this man. I credit him to being the start of my slasher fetish. Sorry not sorry XD.

Who was yours?

On a Peaky blinder kick, anything to block out reality

Her body is so powerful, my body goals for 2022.

Hemmer nooooooooo!!!

RIP to the best damn engineer I have ever seen. Yes even above Scotty, I SAID WHAT SAID, fight me, @ me! Why is everyone leaving me this episode, please understand Enterprise crew that you are all my emotional support starship crew. Why you want to leave me?! Anyways this episode was sad af, Hemmer died, La'an is leaving, 90 crew members lost their lives on the other starship. Damn. Still waiting on glimpse for the final episode and at this point I am afraid to watch it. I don't want this journey of hijinks to end :(

This was me when I was little. My priest grew frustrated with me when I asked if Mary truly had any choice in having Jesus. Worst of all, if I was a good girl would this happen to me? Sooo... I did everything not to be his type, following my previous priest's list of offenses women can commits. Which is somehow longer than it is for men for some reason, of course 🙄

My list of offenses

Tattoos/Piercings

Bisexual

Dark Clothes

Spoke my mind in Church

Believe in Evolution/Science

Being single

Doesn't want kids

Refuses to respect racist/stupid elders in my family, their tits/balls sagging ≠ wisdom, and cutting them out of my life after I moved out of the family home

In that same vein, calling my "sainted father" a fucking asshole for verbally abusing my mom, sister and me all our lives

and the list will continue to grow as I get older and give less of a fuck. The magic sky man, really a human man with a power kink, can get bent before they think they can control me.

These two had me screech laughing the whole episode XD Though "Lord Rauth" is a little bitch for turning against his King like that. Nyota was SERVING as the evil queen, and Spock was actually serving her, hopefully she gave him that reward. 😜 Another wonderful banger of an episode that the cast looked like they had as much fun filming as I did watching it :D.

The ending for M'Benga's daughter though, girl I - 😢

The book that started my ongoing obsession with travel and discovery. If I could go back in time for anything it would be to explore the world when it was so mysterious and new.