"How Dare You. How Dare You Leave Me When I Am At My Worst. You Hold A Blank Stare As You Shatter Me

Uhm?? Sign me up! I love thiss

I wish my hair was still undertoned with purple tho,, pretty accurate to 2018 me, tho

I like having fun

Personality Quirks/Quirks in General I Have:

-Flinch at physical contact

-Can't navigate for the life of me, but once I have a path down, I will never not go that path

-Can't solve most school locks

-Always paranoid that someone is going to hurt me. Mostly stab or shoot me.

-Paranoid of people behind me, that's why I never turn my back on people. Literally.

-Can't eat in front of people because I'm messy, and another reason.

-Literally the most mess of a person you will ever meet.

-I use literally too much.

-I cry over everything. I know I'm over emotional.

-But some reason, can't show weakness in front of strangers/my parents.

-I have a very, very good long term and short term memory.

-I always have a weird way of thinking and cannot follow the way teachers teach me.

-Due to my number phobia, both clocks and math are hard for me to deal with.

-Seriously. I have no idea what goes on during math. I just pretend to know what I'm doing.

-And also, I have a schedule for sleeping due to the phobia of numbers.

-I need every friend of mine to give me a gift, preferably a plushie, once we get close because I need something that reminds me of them + bares their smell in case I lose that person.

-I am too much of a perfectionist and can't stand when things are out of order.

-If the house is messy/my room, I can't work, sleep, and I become restless.

-I have a MASSIVE fear of losing my friends/my friends being killed my enemies.

-That's why I'm overprotective of them.

-I wear my heart on my sleeve too much, and always get broken in the end.

-I either trust completely or not at all, there's no in between.

-I have two personalities, the way I see me, and the way my friends see me. Both are very accurate to who I am.

-I constantly struggle with balance in my life.

-If you are my enemy, yoU'RE GOING DOWN. I will not let you hurt my friends. Ever. Fight me.

-I have an overwhelming fear of school shootings/mass shootings and always prepare myself for one.

-I watch scary documentaries and then go to sleep and have nightmares.

-I count nightmares as just dreams.

-I remember all of my dreams. I frequently lucid dream, but just see what happens instead of controlling myself.

-I seem chill, but I'm super uptight.

-I am drawn to people that have the "bad boy" look.

-I read too many X Readers because I need to feel loved.

-I love people watching.

-When I have a crush, I'll stalk them online.

-Animals always consider me their mate for some reason??

Welp.

I guess I'm a cute anime girl then. uwu

The 11th gif in your folder is how you flirt.

And who’s said I’m not hot?

A List of Things That Signal I'm Sad or Feeling Something Very Deeply (But I Won't Ever Tell You-):

- I start being very short with you. Instead of thoughtful sentences, you only get (Oh. Oh cool. Ha. Etc.)

- I start having a very pessimistic drop in my tone

- I start changing the convo

- I start changing the topic to you rather than me

- I take longer to reply

- I use hhhhh a lot

**In irl**

- I avoid your eyes

- My posture drops

- I start fidgeting

- I stay silent

- I rest my head and just look like someone who got stabbed

I'M DOING AN EXPERIMENT

To prove something to a friend, please

REBLOG IF YOU THINK ASEXUALS BELONG IN LGBTQ+ SPACES

LIKE IF YOU THINK ASEXUALS DON’T BELONG IN LGBTQ+ SPACES

Ahhh! Friend! I love tag games! :) Thank you for thinking of me.

1. Name: Morgan (but on social media, it's typically Shadow)

2. Nickname: ...I have so many. so. many.

3. Sign: Aquarius Sun, Aries Moon, Scorpio Rising (with a lot of Aqua, Pisces, and Scorp in my chart-)

4. Height: oh. oh no. I'm very smol.... 4'11"

5. Languages: English and French

6. Nationality: American

7. Favorite Season: Winter -- agh, I love everything about it. The snow, the ice (as long as I'm not slipping on it), the holidays, aaaaaaaah.

8. Favorite Flower: Lilac

9. Favorite Scent: Also lilac, but I love lavender too.

10. Favorite Color: Purple

11. Favorite Animals: haHAHAHA, it's in my username, they're everywhere I go, they're what I'm known for! Wolves. Always.

12. Favorite Fictional Characters: Lapis (Steven Universe), Blue and Kiba (Wolf's Rain), Kurt Hummel (Glee), pretty much all of Glee tbh, all of Wings of Fire (specifically the Prophecy Dragonets, Moonwatcher, Fatespeaker, and Blue), Star and Moon (Star vs. The Forces of Evil), Scarlet Witch, Tony Stark, Hawkeye, Jean Grey, and Morgan Stark (Marvel), and so many more!!

13. Favorite Hot Beverage: Herbal tea is amazing, but I also love hot chocolate.

14. Average Amount of Sleep: I'm an insomniac so it honestly depends. I've been pretty restless recently.

15. Dogs or Cats: Both! Though, I LOVE dogs so much. hhh

16. Number of Blankets: Three, along with the fan going haha

17. Dream Trip: I want to travel everywhere. I want adventure in the great wide somewheeeere! I think my dream place to travel is Japan. I would also love to go explore Norway, Germany, and Ireland.

18. Blog Established: This isn't my first blog. I had one waaaay back in 2014-2015 because of my old friends. But now, since my friends and fandoms are here, I have returned and I created this blog.

19. Followers: 345. qwq I'm not sure why I have so many, but thank you!! haha

20. Random Fun Fact: I was named after the triple trine Goddess Morrigan in Celtic culture! :)

I tag whoever would like to do this!

Have fun!

Time for Another Tag Game!

Thank you to @reviewandrepeat for tagging me!

Answer 20 questions and tag 20 followers (or however many you feel)

1. Name: A

2. Nicknames: A ;)

3. Zodiac: Leo

4. Height: 5′5″

5. Languages: English

6. Nationality: American

7. Favorite Season: Autumn

8.Favorite Flower: Carnation

9. Favorite Scent: Burning wood

10. Favorite Color: Silver

11.Favorite Animals: Penguins and pandas

12. Favorite Fictional Characters: From Books: Hermione Granger, Sirius Black, Ronan Lynch from The Raven Cycle, Cath Avery from Fangirl, Irene Winters from the Invisible Library, Inej Ghafa from Six of Crows, Lucy Penvensie from the Chronicles of Narnia, and Crowley from Good Omens

 From Movies: Kijeong aka Jessica from Parasite, John Wick, Lilo and Stitch (yes both of them, an iconic duo), Mulan, Merida from Brave, Ferris Bueller

13. Favorite Hot Beverage: Tea

14. Average Amount of Sleep: It varies anywhere from 3 hours to 12 tbh

15. Dogs or Cats: DOGS

16. Number of Blankets: I lost count because we keep buying more since my dog steals them all

17. Dream Trip: London

18. Blog Established: I’ve had multiple blogspots and Tumblrs throughout the years…here we are now.

19. Followers: 20 between this one and the actual blog

20. Random Fun Fact: I do an annual 52 books in 52 weeks Goodreads challenge every year and this is the first year I’m actually ahead!

I’m tagging @booksandsundresses @sweetscoffeeandtea @illthdar @rangeroftnorth @borderlinevvitch @lesbean-bookdragon @mynameisgoliath @radshitstarfish @ellisgrace @plaidetchocolatchaud @whosgallifreyian @weird-writer-fan @meliodas8877 @cronache-di-un-mesotes

14.

I’m at 5 what about you?

I find this a little too personal-

Google your name, favorite color, and the word aesthetic

Pick 4 images you like and you have yourself a moodboard 💖

I was tagged by @romanticize-and-decay tysm I loved this!

Im tagging @teamjacobthot @witchyangela and @howlonghaveyoubeenseventeen

I never really got a childhood. Sure, I had a beginning, but a troubled one. I became an escapist from day one, always flying to my imaginary world instead of the real one. I didn't like reality, and frankly, I still don't because of the people inside them. I had to grow up too fast. They pushed me into the blinding reality, and I got hurt. They laughed when I fell in my hole, and they never helped me get back out. I never forgave them for that. Now, as I look back, my beginning was stolen, my middle was me realizing it, and what will my end be? All I want is a happily ever after, something of fairy tales. I want to be the girl raised by wolves, or protected by the forest creatures. I want to find someone who makes me feel so loved I won't even have to doubt it anymore. I need something to prove me wrong that my end won't be as tragic as how it all was written in the start. It's time I pick up the pencil. It's time I start rewriting my life.

- Dreaming of Wolves// Short Stories

If The Good Doctor writers really think they can trick me into liking Morgan by continuing to drop little hints and references indicating that she could be gay then they are 100% correct