my apartment might just be the worst sleeping situation i’ve ever had. my mattress is a box spring that should’ve been replaced years ago. it’s fucking concave. i sleep on my front usually but that’s not really possible unless i want to be sleeping bent backwards. also the outside of the mattress is so fucked that with just a fitted sheet over it the springs are still digging into me. i had a box spring mattress last year it was so much better than this (not good but still way better) and the only way this mattress is remotely ok is if i put my thickest blanket on top of the mattress and sleep on that
so it takes me a while to fall asleep
but then there’s a construction site across the street from me that starts work at FIVE THIRTY IN THE FUCKING MORNING and is EXTREMELY LOUD
i’m going to go insane
im trying to work on some drawing again
once i get this onto a (working) computer it’ll get better
(my computer is kinda dead so i can’t use photoshop rn TwT)
idk what it is but i’ve been feeling pretty good and really energetic for the last few days
i like it
sometimes i remember how fucked the world is and it gives me the weirdest explosion of simultaneous motivation and depression for like 20 minutes
repairs
i like this drawing
it’s a lot better than a few i’ve done recently
i probably should have drawn some more of the stuff on the table though
my computer has decided to make my finals infinitely more stressful by threatening to brick the display every time i move it
i need to be more obnoxiously trans
I’ve gotten to coral pukei pukei but i need an ice hammer and i need to go back and farm legianas for a while to get materials
I DID IT
I BEAT MHW WITHOUT ARMOR
FINALLY
ICEBORNE TIME LETS GO
i need to start forcefemming people