documentingmyrevengeera
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Jesus loves you ♡
"match my freak!" match my sweetness. match my benevolence. match my empathy. match my ability to feel emotions so deeply it tears me apart from the inside out
"I'm so lazy, I need to push myself harder" I say, as if I'm not already exhausted 24/7.
Friendship breakups hit me so hard, every time I open my phone to check a message, I'm anxious it's someone's paragraph about how disgusting I am and how they never want to see me again.
Week 1
Summary - This week has been quite stressful for me, but I managed to get some good work done and mostly eat within my limit, so it isn't all bad.
Monday
Cals consumed: 1,007
Cals burnt: 1,751
Water drank: 6 cups
Assignments done: 3
Pages read: 40
Mood: Kinda sad
Extras: Had a bit of a rough day today, and I'm dreading tomorrow :( but it's likely just stress from PMSing.
Tuesday:
Cals consumed: 1,777
Cals burnt: 1,814
Water drank: 5 cups
Assignments done: 3
Pages read: 50
Mood: So-so
Extras: I was feeling pretty decent earlier, but I crashed around late afternoon. As you can tell because I binged on an entire packet of knock-off oreos :(
Wednesday:
Cals consumed: 1,529
Cals burnt: 1,679
Water drank: 6 cups
Assignments done: 1
Pages read: 30
Mood: Tired
Extras: Today started off pretty decent even though school exhausted me. I'm just hoping tomorrow will be better...
Thursday:
Cals consumed: 1,338
Cals burnt: 1,827
Water drank: 8 cups
Assignments done: 3
Pages read: 10
Mood: Overwhelmed
Extras: Everything's exhausted me today, I only hope I'll feel better at the weekend because I know I'm going out.
Friday:
Cals consumed: 1,132
Cals burnt: 2,016
Water drank: 8 cups
Assignments done: 2
Pages read: 50 (finished my book!)
Mood: Exhausted, but content
Extras: Had a bit of a rough morning, but I'm feeling better now. Looking forward to the weekend because I have plans.
Saturday:
Cals consumed: 1,161
Cals burnt: 1,995
Water drank: 3 cups
Assignments done: 1
Pages read: 0
Mood: Happy
Extras: Did a little shopping today, but mostly messed around.
Sunday:
Cals consumed: 1,296
Cals burnt: 1,650
Water drank: 3 cups
Assignments done: 1
Pages read: 0
Mood: Calm, but a little anxious
Extras: Just hung out today and didn't get much done. I've been thinking about school on Monday, which has been making me nervous.
Don't ever underestimate yourself. No dream is too big, because I think dreaming gets us where we want to go. Be curious, explore, open yourself up to new ideas always. It will be OK. Don't worry about making bad decisions. Oftentimes, you learn the most in those situations of failure and move in and put your point of view out there and express how you would deal with the situation or business decision you would make. Just to keep believing in yourself, you can do it. If you believe in yourself and have confidence, then others will have confidence in you too. Just keep going. Just keep working hard. And then you get to the other side, of course you have what it takes to get to the other side. Be fearless,journal your thoughts, cut out people who make you feel behind, buy yourself books, explore new things, everyday is a new day, embrace discomfort, set boundaries unapologetically, celebrate small wins, trust your intuition, stay consistent, invest in your growth, rest without guilt, challenge your fears, be kinder to yourself, step outside your comfort zone, believe in your potential, disconnect to reconnect, prioritize inner peace, speak up for yourself, stay curious, nourish your body, learn from failures, visualize your success, let go of perfectionism, protect your energy, keep moving forward and u will see the change
quit brainrot. unfollow trolls. read essays. go down rabbit holes. have a calendar. maintain a todo list. read old books. watch old movies. turn on dnd. walk with intent. eat without youtube. chew more. train without music. plan for 15 mins. execute. organise your desk. take something seriously. read ancient scripts. act fast. find bread. eat clean. journal. save a life. learn to code. read poetry. create art. stay composed. refine your speech. optimise for efficiency. act sincere. help people. be kind. stop doing things that waste your time. follow your intuition. craft reputation. learn persuasion. systemise your day (or don't). write. write. write. write more. iterate violently. leave your phone at home. walk to the grocery store. talk to strangers. feed the dogs. visit bookstores. look for 1800s novels. experience art. then love. sit with a monk and offer them lunch. don't talk shit about people. embody virtue. sit alone. do something with your life. what do you want to create? turn off your mind. play. play a sport. combat sports. notice fonts in trees. fall in love. notice patterns on a table. visualise it. talk to people with respect. don't hate. be loving. be real. become yourself. cherrypick your qualities. discard the useless. rejections aren't permanent. invite what aligns. accept what does not. read great people. be different. choose different. do great work. let it consume you. lose your mind. value your time. experience life.
Introduction
Hi, call me Ladybug. I'm 16 and created this blog to better document my "revenge transformation" into a more attractive, intelligent, peaceful and healthier me.
My main focuses are losing weight, fixing minor skin issues, getting extremely high grades, fixing my mental health, making more friends and becoming more fashionable. Which seems like a load of work all written together like this, but by documenting my progress, I really think I'll be able to make changes.
Something important to note is that a lot of my mental health issues stem from the fact that I am autistic and suffer from an anxiety disorder, so my self-esteem is the pits and has been for a while.
Support me as I better myself and become the woman I've always wanted to be. Beautiful, intelligent, peaceful and healthy.
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