Truthfully.. I dont feel love for you in my heart anymore. Not in the same way. It makes me so sad. I mourn the death of my happiness. I buried it alive and smothered it to death in graveyard dirt. But... I dont want to love you anymore. You were too much of a pain to my soul. It wasn’t meant to be. I was merely clinging to fallout. You were my whole world, but the planet that was us is gone and now im floating aimlessly through space without a meaning to my life anymore. Maybe I will find a new planet.... maybe I’ll be hit by a comet. We’ll just have to see I guess.
A small example of what it is like to live with chronic illnesses like mine
I dont want to come back. Let me fade into obscurity. Let the days tick by till my memory becomes stale and the color of my eyes is questionable. Forgettable, is what I am. Pull me from this world, leave me untraceable. Lingering like smoke from a candle, wisping into the air just enough until unseen. Until I am just a burning smell floating on the air, a quickly fleeting reality.
—Poetic Suicide
Even of existing…
brain: it seems like problems are happening. would you like to pretend they’re not and think about fictional characters instead?
me: yes please
When you’re in the middle of feeling every emotion then suddenly you just…don’t feel at all anymore.
'No one gives a fuck about my nightmares, But it's nothing you should worry yourself about.'
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