it's my birthday today. my auntie used to plan my parties, but I can't have one bc of covid :(.
and she's dead
Whose your favourite non Marcus character?
Chase
I kinda want to die rn, the only person who loves me is my dad, and he's not going ro live much longer
I'm going to die alone
you know you're stressed when you make dinner for your whole family at one in the morning despite them being asleep
when turning 18 didn't magically make me feel like an adult, it just makes things harder, and I still feel like a kid.
I might drop out, the only thing I do at school is cry in the bathroom :/
gonna kill myself ❤️
I hate my dad
he knows my I'm not mentally well, and some days I can't handle going to school to school
today is one of those days and now he says he can't handle my bullshit and I can go move my mom, who is abusive
I hate him and I wish I could go live with my mom
at least there I won't have to raise my little brother's or deal with my older brother
I want to disappear
I shouldn't have had that juice, I knew caffeine makes me feel sick and gross, but I'm stupid and wanted some of that artificial strawberry goodness.