Diabolically-broken - 『Read Pinn Post』

Could I request Dazai, Kunikida, and Fukuzawa finding out their lover likes being spanked?

Dazai is not surprised.

He always knew there was something kinky going on in that little noodle, and he is happy to oblige.

He would prefer to spank his partner with them on all fours or face down in the mattress.

Dazai hopes this will inspire more kinky stuff, but this is fine for now.

It’s a surprise for Kunikida, but not an unpleasant one.

Likely it started as an accident. Him patting their butt in the kitchen to move or just tapping them during sex and finding out they enjoy it.

He would prefer light, gentle touches. Keeping an eye on their face to see if he actually hurt them.

They don’t incorporate it often so when they do ask or it happens, Kunikida still blushes.

Fukuzawa is surprised by the boldness of their request, but proud that they told him.

He has been around longer than the others, so explored quite a few things. This is not new for him.

He prefers to spank them with something. A rod or a paddle. The reason being is that his hands are for comfort & love, and the strikes are for dominating.

Fukuzawa wouldn’t tell them this but it turns him on seeing the pucker on their skin, or how sensitive it is, after a particularly hard session.

What about the other end of the stick? (Traits you hate of Dazai)

here's the thing: i don't dislike any of his traits (besides the obvious stuff such as abusing akutagawa or being a former professional killer)

although i think his work attitude would make me go insane 😭 at the end of the day he gets the important stuff done but i'm literally kunikida in this situation so we'd be constantly fighting (affectionately)

i wish he'd rely on external help more instead of handling threats on his own without involving other people (the agency) but i share the same trait so i'm not in the right position to say i dislike it lmao

Ah, what is this world but a realm of meaningless suffering?

Dazai Osamu, “Blue Bamboo” from Blue Bamboo and Other Stories

I wanna mute my overthinking.

Dazai: I don’t fear death.

Also Dazai: has a panic attack when the vending machine eats his yen.

I was a petal quivering in the slightest breeze, about to fall any moment. Even the slightest insult made me think of dying.

Dazai Osamu, “Memories” from Crackling Mountain and Other Stories

"I think in the end all I really wanted was for you to see how much I could have loved you."

— excerpt from the collection dyingful by akhira

You wait and wait for happiness, and when finally you can't bear it any longer, you rush out of the house, only to hear later that a marvelous happiness arrived the following day at the home you had abandoned, and now it was too late. Sometimes happiness arrives one night too late.

Dazai Osamu, Schoolgirl