I Know I’m Going To Kill Myself. But When I’m Going To Do It Is The Real Question

I know I’m going to kill myself. But when I’m going to do it is the real question

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desekilibrio

6 years ago

;; they were

she was sad

he was not

she was a liar

he was not

she was alone

he was not

she was ready to die

he was not

she was completely unhappy

he was not

but at least she was alive

and he was not

she was sick

he was too.

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desekilibrio

4 years ago

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desekilibrio

7 years ago

Siempre creí que poseía un superpoder y hoy en día lo afirmo, soy invisible!!

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desekilibrio

6 years ago

no one

it doesn't matter how hard I'm trying to pretend that everything is okay.

it doesn't matter how sad I am and I've been all these years

it doesn't matter if I cry or if I destroy my body

it doesn't matter

because no one seems to notice

are they blind? are they ignoring me?

i know I'm not important but anyways I was at last expecting a kind of hero.

do I have to scream? because I'm already aphonic

and tired

of crying

of feeling more than lonely

of my mind

especially for this dark shitty awful pleace that we call mind.

of me

so I'm sorry if I give up

it's not your fault.

it's mine

all mine.

because I don't see the world the same you as you see it

i only see black and white

more black than white

more darkness

in this emptiness

in me.

I just want to stop overthinking every second of my life about this

about how useless I am

about all my defects

about things I can't do

about things I've done

about things I should have done

about things I should do but I know I'm not going to.

so that it, basically

my existence is nothing

just because I'm nothing.

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desekilibrio

6 years ago

guess who is crying right now. @cassandraclare

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desekilibrio

6 years ago

;; exhausto

espero me encuentres antes de que vuelva a perderme.

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desekilibrio

7 years ago

Me siento impotente y ni siquiera se el por qué, quizás estoy cansada de sentirme mal.

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