Depressedgirxlxx - Pretty & Dead

"It's all in your head." - Thank you Janette, that's why it's called mental illness. It cannot be in my ass.

To anyone who was suicidal at age 14 or younger, here’s your permission to grieve. Here’s your permission to not joke about it or just flat out ignore it. Here’s your permission to acknowledge that lost child who felt way more pain than any child should ever feel. You’re allowed to cry for that child, whether you healed or are still suffering the same thoughts. Finally allow yourself to grieve for that child filled with undeserved hurt.

// The Wiring Event // Documentations

The relentless and purposeful injury to the brain is essential for creating the machine that is the adult product of trauma.

Interference, which is discouraged, allows the development of self-identity, self-assurance, and trust.

Discrediting interference establishes doubt in the machine’s self and surroundings, and ensures consistent and lifelong dependence upon the creators and bystanders.

Warsan Shire, from “Backwards”, Bless the Daughter Raised by a Voice in Her Head

it's okay to go through periods of hypersexuality. you're not dirty or broken. it's okay to go through periods of sex repulsion. you're not prudish or broken. you're you, and you're wonderful. you're you and i love you for it.

kinda wanna leave. kinda wanna ghost everyone. kinda wanna rot under a blanket. kinda wanna feel loved. kinda wanna feel wanted. kinda wanna

you might be awkward but I can be awkward in a far deeper and more humiliating way than you ever will