Depressedgirxlxx - Pretty & Dead

// The Wiring Event // Documentations

The relentless and purposeful injury to the brain is essential for creating the machine that is the adult product of trauma.

Interference, which is discouraged, allows the development of self-identity, self-assurance, and trust.

Discrediting interference establishes doubt in the machine’s self and surroundings, and ensures consistent and lifelong dependence upon the creators and bystanders.

I need this I'm my life 😩

Smacking them hard across the face every time they moan or sob because toys are fucking quiet, understand?

Making someone cum is better than cumming.

i’m such a “i want your attention” but “won’t bother you” kinda person

I guess my life hasn’t always been happy, or easy, or exactly what I wanted. At a certain point, I just have to try not to think too much about certain things, or else they’ll break my heart.

-Jonathan Franzen, Freedom

To anyone who was suicidal at age 14 or younger, here’s your permission to grieve. Here’s your permission to not joke about it or just flat out ignore it. Here’s your permission to acknowledge that lost child who felt way more pain than any child should ever feel. You’re allowed to cry for that child, whether you healed or are still suffering the same thoughts. Finally allow yourself to grieve for that child filled with undeserved hurt.

I think it’s really unfair that I (a person who needs to feel loved all the time) am so incredibly hard to love.