I Got His Autographhhh

Had a dream that I drew this dragon and felt disappointed when I woke up that it wasn't real so I drew it all over again.

maybe you’re gonna be the one that saves me

gaining consciousness in my arrowverse dr for what felt like only three minutes (but i suspect it was longer..)

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i was desperate. yet again.. if you remember my first post on a successful shift (where i opened my eyes) i had gone to sleep in desperation and intense desire to leave this reality. and the reason i bring this up? so that you know how easy and how capable it is to shift, even in the throws of desperation

it was a standard story — i stayed up late, contemplated existence, had a random burst of motivation to write 2k words for one of my fics, sat and stared at the wall while imagining edits to the music i was listening to, got distracted by barry allen edits before finally deciding to lay my head on the pillow and actually make an attempt

i chose an alunir meditation (the one for waiting rooms bcs that’s my main goal) before getting comfortable and allowing myself to relax

the problem is . i had a hard time relaxing.. tossing and turning, random joints spontaneously feeling itchy, distracted thoughts and an overall sense of despondency . but i persevered :/

i dipped in and out of sleep a couple of times and the last thing i remember is getting bothered by my earbuds and nudging them out of my ears before i completely blank out

i don’t know when i started to feel myself waking up again, but i do know how and why .. i could feel another presence beside me. i could feel the mattress dip down and the relaxed sigh of someone who just got into their bed after a long and tiring day

looking back on it now .. i’m surprised how normal?? that felt??

normally i only act this way in my cr with my parents like when my mum comes into my room for some extra crash when she’s going to get groceries, or my dad needs to borrow a charger. i’ll be asleep but i’ll be mentally awake, and i’ll hear their shuffling and recognise their footsteps, so i’ll be completely relaxed albeit a little annoyed by the noise

it’s baffling yet reassuring, the way that there is such normalcy, such seamless existence, between one reality and another i mean IT FELT LIKE IT HAD HAPPENED SO MANY TIMES BEFORE (and IT PROBABLY DID) this was probably something so normal for my dr and my life there

as i felt that sense of consciousness and mental awareness start to kick in, i noticed the faintest sound of cars on roads, a few light horns, just the constant white noised hum of traffic (and i can’t explain this in any other way but) it felt like a state of calm to me. it felt like something i should always expect. i honestly didn’t notice it until i heard a very distinct horn of a truck and then it went back to being the natural form of background noise

at this point, i don’t even know what i was thinking. the only thought i had was sleep. getting more sleep, going back to sleep, staying asleep . sleep

i must have moved or shuffled, i must have done something to indicate my slowly waking self because i was quickly tucked back under the sheets, a soft “shh” whispered against the back of my neck, gentle hands weaving their fingers through my hair and it felt like i was floating yet completely cushioned by some cloud of comfort

^ reading that over . it would sound scary and psychotic if i wasn’t so comfortable with my surroundings aksjdjskdk like, i knew that i could trust this person? i didn’t even remember his name bcs i was so exhausted but i was like “oh. it’s him, i love him… i’m tired” [starts relaxing again]

it felt so fucking relaxing .. it felt like i could sleep for eternity with not a worry in the world, it felt like every stressor was alleviated from my mind with every stroke of his fingers through my hair

and what made it all more worth it than it already was — he quietly started to hum

it was strangely unfamiliar yet so familiar at the same time, it was a melody i’d heard over and over again and yet i couldn’t quite place it but that was probably bcs my body was forcing me to go back to sleep

i really didn’t have much of a choice in the matter unfortunately :/

believe me, as soon as i woke up back here, i wanted to go back there, i wanted to return to that moment of peace, keep it in a capsule of love and take it with me everywhere, i want to paint it onto the canvas of my heart and keep it framed for good bcs i will never forget how complete i felt in that moment

maybe if i had known, maybe if i had been more awake to recognise that i had shifted, that i was in my arrowverse dr, that it was BARRY who had probably just returned from patrol and was finally going to sleep, it was BARRY who had brushed the curls of my hair with a touch so soft it felt like velvet, it was BARRY who’s voice carried me off into the sweetest slumber that cannot be compared

bcs when i tell you that waking up here was JARRING?? i’m not shitting you . i heard my air con, and the neighbourhood cat and i was thrown back into this life with a jolt.

it’s like i relaxed so much, it became too much? that’s the only explanation i can think of

i just stayed on my back, staring at the dark abyss of my room’s ceiling, regulating my mind

i could hear barry in my head but it was different, it was like a memory, bcs at this point it is a memory — i lived something without realising and now all i’ve got is the memory..

i sat up and checked my phone to see that it was 3:24 in the morning, meaning i had officially turned 21 and the birthday blues hit me full swing

bcs i had done it again, i’d shifted, i’d accomplished what i’d wanted, and while i felt happy, i still feel this void.. bcs it felt so NICE and i want to go back so badly

and that’s what i plan to do

anyway, some odd things that i noticed upon waking up here — my headphones (which i remember pulling out of my ears) were now safely back in their case. again. (this has happened before) so i’m assuming my cr-self did it but idk why i can’t remember, idk why i didn’t get the memory download ..

anyway, another thing, the song? THE SONG !! i remembered it instantly (maybe cuz in this reality i actually woke up fully conscious) it was WONDERWALL BY OASIS

safe to say it has been on repeat all day

(specifically the cover by zella day bcs apparently i already had it downloaded?? i remember being obsessed w this cover back in 2019 and now it means smth completely different to me, smth more personal)

idk what to make of this shift, i wasn’t even intending to shift to this dr, i was planning on going to my waiting room but i guess my subconscious was thinking abt barry (probably bcs of all the edits and working on my arrowverse fic)

i can still hear his voice and it’s such a soothing memory :(

idk why i feel such a void in me when logically, i knew i succeeded in accomplishing my goal.. but i’m gonna try and use this as a form of motivation for how much power our subconscious has on us, bcs i may have been intending to shift to my wr, but i genuinely needed this shift to my arrowverse dr

it was helpful in a way i can’t quite put into words, but to try : it rejuvenated me

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Shift tonight method

This is basically an emergency method. It'll have 3 parts.

1. Morning

You already shifted. You are already in your desired reality, but... You're in a dream now. You just need to wake up. Imagine this is just a realistic dream. Do your work, whatever you have to do, but remember, it's just a dream you have to wake up from.

Now, to start off. You can meditate. While you meditate, imagine you're in your DR bedroom or whatever. Listen to shifting subliminals, whatever. Before listening to shifting subliminals and that, listen to subliminals that boost listening to any subliminal. Such as this.

2. Afternoon and evening

After you're done listening to subliminals, whatever. Your head might hurt a bit. That's completely alright. It just means your brain was taking too much information at once. It's just like when you study the day before the test and it's just too much information. Now it's time to remember who you are. What i mean by that? Embody your DR self. Listen to songs that they would or if the song reminds you of them. Scroll through your pinterest board of your bedroom, appearance etc.

"I really like my posters, should i add more tho?"

"Ugh, i have to go to school later"

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Literally whatever, just be them/her/him...

3. Night

"Man, this dream is nice but I'll wake up now."

You get what i mean? It's time to wake up in your DR. Lay down in a comfortable position. You can meditate before just so you're in that sleepy state. The state where your mind is open to suggestions, any suggestions. So basically, you'll enter SATS. It's a sleepy state Neville Goddard used to manifest anything overnight, maximum a few days. Now, once you're comfortable and sleepy. Imagine you're in your DR. Embody the feeling of being your DR self. Remember you're in your DR bedroom, too lazy to wake up.

"That was a good dream. Ugh, i have to wake up."

"What will i have for breakfast"...

This is just an example, basically you're in your DR bedroom who just woke up from a dream. Be your DR self. Let go off the 3d and everything. Nothing else matters as you're already in your DR. Remember you first shift internally, your senses shift last. You can use your 5 senses, think about what you'll do today in your DR. Talk about your s/o... Trust yourself you're already there and let go of everything. Doubts don't matter, you're already in your Dr. Or have you forgot?

If you have any questions, feel free to ask!

I need to script the chat gpt thing into my DRs

I love drama so much that I've scripted like twenty of my unreleased songs are going to be leaked. songs that I never wanted anyone to hear because they're personal.

why would I ever make a dr where insane chaos doesn't happen just so I can be entertained?

like even in my CR, I crave drama and chaos.

I am not going to have a perfect happy time every day in my DR, and that just makes it more fun to me.

EMMA! I think i got it!!

So only thing that stops people from shifting or manifesting is questioning it? First, the question if the reality not only exists, but is real. Then, the question if they are actually there already through right of consciousness and just being existence itself. Then, through questioning and worrying over the 3d and the senses aligning.

But we're already everywhere, in every time period, in every version of ourselves we can think of right now. We all already have the dream body, the sp, celeb or not, the life in our drs. We just have to know whatever or whoever it is we want, is, because we are, and that it/they/us is real right now since any idea is just an extension of us, the only actual real thing. And then stop questioning it. Stop letting it be a question. The senses, the identity, the reality of it. All things are already, but we get to determine what's real.

So:

Whatever/whoever we want as we want them, IS, now

Whatever/whoever we want as we want them, is REAL now

The 3d is extremely malleable and not nearly as fixed or rigid in narrative as we've been led to believe. (There is no canon or objective narrative).

You are the lucid dreamer, the God of your reality. Awareness itself. If you can be aware of it at all,

The senses shift, but this is secondary. Stop letting it be a question because it shouldnt even be a question (this isn't an invitation to be hard on yourself if it is). The senses are supposed to naturally follow or sense what you know to be true. Only thing that's stopped them is a constant questioning if they will do what they are otherwise designed to do like they have a free will or script of their own, and the constant questioning of actually being who or where or when you desire to be right now. So if you keep questioning something you're adding a bunch of static and noise to what is known by you and making it questionable when it naturally was true if you had just known it to be without questioning it. And you know something when you notice or have the idea of something being true right now. You conceive of it or have the thought or affirmation of being in your dr, you shifted your awareness, which is all you need.

The shift in awareness is the only thing that is actually happening anyway. Shift your awareness by simply recognizing and knowing you are literally already whoever and whenever you desire to be right now just because that's who and what you naturally are anyway. You can visualize and think the thoughts of your dr self if you'd like, but the knowing you are already there is the real shift.

The shift in awareness is the only thing that is actually happening anyway. Shift your awareness by simply recognizing and knowing you are literally already whoever and whenever you desire to be right now just because that's who and what you naturally are anyway. You can visualize and think the thoughts of your dr self if you'd like, but the knowing you are already there is the real shift.

We're free to know whatever we want to be true right now, regardless of our past experiences or senses. So know what you want, trust and expect the senses to follow without waiting for them to follow, since you are effectively and literally alrwdy who you want to be right now anyway. The questioning, doubting, and worrying makes the 3d seem so fixed and unchangeable. But when you stop needing the senses to change as though you haven't already changed or shifted, while still knowing they will and not questioning the reality of who you want to be, you've done it!

Stop questioning if the senses or the 3d will reflect reality, they can do nothing but that! It's a given. Not a necessity for the actual shift, but if feeling tethered to them is holding you back from manifesting or shifting what is just you, just do the shift internally and trust and expect the projection and simulation of what you know and assume to be true to mirror it. That way you'll stop going back and forth with your identity and just know the way you naturally do! Ironically, it won't take long at all once you stop taking your doubts and the 3d and a few past memories out of infinite ones you can view as real so seriously.

If you have anything to add, please do <3

everyone read this 70 times because omg. no literally, print it out, staple it to your forehead. this is it. this is the whole thing. the question was never “how do i shift?” the question was why am i even asking? you are already there.

you are already everything. the only thing stopping you is the static, the doubt, the insistence on proof when you are the proof.

this is the manifesto. this is the doctrine. this is the holy text. shift your awareness, stop making it a question, and let the senses do what they were always designed to do. follow !!!!!

જ⁀➴ Things To Script: Politics Edition

Yes, this is an American aesthetic. Yes it is because I am American.

Elections are completely fair, not rigged, no scandals, fair.

There are no two of the "lesser evils" all candidates are genuinely good people and they want nothing but the best for the country.

All candidates represent the American people, if the American people find that the elected official is unfit they will be REMOVED (yes this is Trump shade.)

There is separation of church and state.

There is an age limit to the presidency (this is subjective but personally I don't want an 80 year old president)

The minimum wage is increased from $7.25 (can you believe it's still that) to $20 (or whatever you prefer)

Free healthcare across ALL fifty states.

Planned Parenthood is in every state, providing safe abortions, sex ed, contraceptives, etc to everyone who is in need.

Abortions can NEVER be banned.

Free childcare across ALL fifty states.

Our politicians are civil, cordial, respectful, kind, intelligent (another dig on...let's just say a few people)

World peace

All oppressed/colonized people are FREE and live without any colonial influence.

Affordable prescription drugs.

Baby formula is affordable (this isn't really political but no formula should cost FIFTY BUCKS?)

Gay marriage is legal across all states and can NOT be revoked.

No fascism, Nazism, white supremacy, zionism, any bigoted idealogy in general does NOT exist.

Books are not banned/ can't be banned.

No fracking.

Free college.

No discrimination against ANYONE no matter their race, ethnicity, nationality, origin, sexuality, gender identity, etc.

Rape, sexual assault, pedophilia does not exist.

Crime in general doesn't exist.

Free therapy across the country.

The government actually WORKS to make this country better.

ICE does NOT exist.

Federal assistance programs can NOT be cut.

No wealth gap (no top 1% and the struggling 99%)

No homelessness.

No poverty.

Maternity leave is LONGER (isn't it like 2-6 weeks? come on now...)

Court rulings that have been passed can NOT be overturned (think roe v. wade)

No pink tax!

First time homeowners receive a grant from the government to help them with payments.

Credit scores isn't an issue, anyone regardless of their wealth can purchase a new car/home/rent an apartment.

Native Americans are seen as the true indigenous people of the Americas an they are incredibly respected, the land is returned back to them.

Follow up: Columbus Day does not exist.

The KKK doesn't exist...or MAGA or TRUMP!

No anti-vaxxers (get vaccinated, no they don't cause autism and no they aren't chipping you or whatever right wingers think)

They are laws put in place to protect our planet, nature reserves, recycling is MANDATORY, wildlife parks, etc.

History is NOT erased and is actively taught/encouraged in schools.

Guns...do I even need to explain at this point...

Okay that's all I could come up with for now! Buh bye my loves!

“WHAT WILL MAKE ME SHIFT? WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO?”

“do i robotically affirm? do i try to detach and let go? what will make me shift? help me please, what do i do?”

do whatever feels right to you. and you’ve probably heard this a bunch of times, but just listen.

you read a bunch of posts every day, waiting for the post that will supposedly help you figure out what you’re missing. what the “key” to shifting is. you try so many methods, even if you don’t feel comfortable doing them. hell, you’ll even lay in a starfish position if you have to. but here’s the thing, you don’t HAVE to.

you don’t have to do anything. only if you want to.

shifting is a personal journey. shifting is knowing that you’re free and you’re not bound to this one reality. you are able to experience multiple others. if shifting is supposed to feel freeing, why do you think you have to do all this stuff even if you don’t want to do them? you see people say “robotically affirming is a must,” and you follow that, even if you don’t want to do that. you see people say “let go and detach” and even if you don’t want to do that, you do it anyways. why? you think it’ll make you shift?

the only thing or person that can make you shift is you. nothing is needed when it comes to shifting. a script is not needed. a method is not needed. nothing is truly needed unless you want it to be needed. its all about want. do you want to do that stuff? do you want to let go and try to detach from this reality? then do it. go ahead. experiment if you want to. if letting go isn’t your thing, then try another. or don’t try anything at all.

and if you’re indecisive and you don’t know what to try, then lets forget about all the known methods and advice for a second. sit down and think “i know what shifting is, great. how do i want to do it?”

but only do that if you want.

if this sounds confusing, i’ll end it here. all i’m trying to say is do what you want, because at the end of the day, nothing is stopping you from shifting. you can forget everything i just said if you want to and do those methods, like laying in a starfish position even if it makes you uncomfortable. you don’t have to listen to every post and piece of advice you hear. but you can if you want to.

you already have one foot in your DR, you just need to let go completely..

… close your eyes, trust the shift, and wake up exactly where you’re meant to be.