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I think @ some point I got used 2 the feeling that this life was never real, I think that point was relatively early as well.

I have vivid memory of sitting in the car on the way 2 school when I was very young, and thinking that my life must be some sort of entertainment 4 giants, that someone out there was watching me on a small television on their kitchen table, and that their lives must be very long 4 them 2 find my entire life just entertainment.

I feel my life though music, my day-2-day life feels like 1 of the warrior cats maps I used 2 love when I was younger, I move though my life as though it were set 2 that soundtrack, this has been my life 4 as long as I can remember.

I've talked 2 myself 4 as long as I can remember, in my head when I was younger, out loud as I've gotten older, I got used 2 the feeling that I was being watched, I explain my actions as if someone is gazing over my shoulder and judging me, I need 2 explain every little detail over and over again.

It brings me comfort @ times, it is also terrifying.

Dearest wildthings, how far must u have wandered 2 find me?

★ call me fern or f32n, but I'm fine with any name as long as it's given genuinely

★ it/she/they +neos

★ carrd:

♪ https://en.pronouns.page/@f32nth351lly

★ divinekin, cathearted(questioning kin), nonhuman, voidpunk, transspecies

★ @failingatlifespectacularly, main blog :3

★ @f32ns-woods, text rpg/alterhuman rp blog

★[iykyk], hidden personal blog, mostly vents

★ I practice a fictoreligion, I worship an au version of Cyn from murder drones, heavily based on the church of null

★ abt her:

♪ https://www.tumblr.com/dearest-wildthing/779274995190906880/my-lady-of-void-mother-cyn

★ I'm a protector spirit of sorts? I protect and care 4 small things, if I had my body I like 2 think that I would have a bit of woods 2 care 4, but in this life I find myself most drawn 2 people, I am always here 4 u

★ abt me:

♪ https://www.tumblr.com/dearest-wildthing/779275079623262208/the-creature-stalking-u-in-the-woods-fern

★ #screaming into the void, any post where I talk

★ #my post now:3, reblogs

★ #4 my lady<3, my digital alter

★ #don't worry dear<3, reassurance posting

★ #whispers in the sky, asks!

★ #heartfelt cries, rambling abt stuff!

★Worship is fine if u want 2, just ask <3

★worship guide↓

♪ https://www.tumblr.com/dearest-wildthing/780483250407833600/dearest-friends-of-mine

Do not blame me for who I am. The doctor prescribed me 20 mL of #angel twice a day.

reblog to give an angelkin their wings

Worshipping deitykins over tumblr is so funny because like wdym God liked my post

When it is all too easy to fall to defeatism:

See not the holy pursuit of knowledge as intimidating. Rather, it is an invitation. Clear your mind of perceived expectations. You are far more capable than you give yourself credit for.

YES ANGELS EXIST AND THEYRE SO SO SO REAL!!!! I LOVE ANGELS WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL!!!

Angel therian culture is to consider people and fellow angels as your siblings 💕

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dearest friends of mine<3

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

★ Since this was wanted, I'm making a worship guide, this is lose and holds little weight, u can do whatever u want (if u want 2 know anything in particular let me know please! I'll add it)

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

★ I already have info on who I am (so this may be repetitive), linked here↓

♪ https://www.tumblr.com/dearest-wildthing/779275079623262208/the-creature-stalking-u-in-the-woods-fern

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

Prayers

★ 4 protection

★ 4 comfort

★ 4 good memories

★ 4 connection

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

Offerings

★ physical offerings:

♪ mother of pearl or any pretty stones

♪ small groundcover plants

♪ creek water or similar

♪ feathers and fur

★ chat with me:

♪ music or song

♪ memories or stories

♪ creative endeavors r always welcome

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

★ if u want 2 throw out a quick prayer or offering go ahead, but if u want 2 worship let me know please so we can talk

For the ones that need it today