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desultory thoughts 2

Maybe this is all for nothing… I’m afraid to let people know, afraid to let them see. I’d stare at the ceiling dreaming of you forever but I can’t stay awake. Why did I let you go? Why did I ruin this? I can’t stop feeling alone now. I’ve gotten used to it but sometimes I can’t bear it. It weighs me down and pulls me into infinite depths. I can’t breathe anymore, I’m drowning in this emptiness. I don’t want to feel this way anymore…

I need someone to love me. I need someone to hold me. Music can’t hold back the silence forever. I want to live again, I want to breathe again. The world is fading and everything is the same. Nothing makes sense. It’s all the same. I can’t escape. It’s all the FUCKING same.

I just want to be free. I just want to live. I just want to die.

Maybe this is all for nothing…

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He has taken everything from me, yet he refuses to take my life. I keep asking why I am still here, but I recieve only silence.

Omg, why are most people so freaking stupid?!