MCSM NG: The Birth Of Flores (Remastered)- Page 1 

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MCYT a6d 

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Finally, I bring you all my first (published) artwork of the French man. Well, not first, first-- I have drawn a6d's character before, but they're all sketches or colored sketches if that, so here is a finished product. For the record, I don't really give a shit about all the drama he was in, and I am aware that the Trio has broken up (I mention that because I've drawn two similar fanarts in this manner with Bad and Skeppy). I still remain a loyal fan of all three YouTubers, even if I only became of fan of MCYT back in March of this year. They're my current comfort streamers and content creators, and that correlates as to why I've been doing so much fan-work for them. In the last few days, I fixated on a6d's content, hence I made this artwork. I also have the knack to make a few renders with his character, hopefully sometime this weekend. I have a title and an idea of what I want them to be inspired off of, but I have to make the 3D portions first. 

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a6d’s YT - https://www.youtube.com/c/a6doff 

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Speedpaint - https://youtu.be/sFaHfYMpJqo 

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STOP! You are NOT allowed to use this artwork! 

Hey, Pixies. Just wanted to ask if anybody else uses Mine-Imator or Mine-Imator forums. I am trying to post a question or status to my page and there is no option for me to post. Any ideas?

MCYT - Cornflake Girl Pt. 2 & 3 

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MCYT - Cornflake Girl Pt. 2: 

For the record, the way I am posting portions of the "MCYT Cornflake Girl" animation is completely out of order and still a work in process, so I apologize if it seems confusing. That being said, this photo along with the next one will be a bit hard to understand because they were inspired off the US version music video, not the UK version unlike the majority of renders. 

Please do not whine and yell at me for the fact that it looks as though I am displaying bondage with the Minecraft YouTubers. I am aware that none are comfortable with the idea of NSFW and their characters, and that is not what I am trying to display in this render or the next. As I said before, the next two photos' imagery was inspired by the US version music video of the song "Cornflake Girl." Not much is seen in this render specifically, so there is not much for me to talk about or describe in the piece. In the next deviation, I will have more to clarify and explain. 

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MCYT - Cornflake Girl Pt. 3: 

Recall what I said-- this is not displaying bondage of any of the Minecraft YouTubers, and I happily respect their boundaries. The imagery seen here is inspired of a scene from the US version of Tori Amos's "Cornflake Girl" music video. 

Seen in the music video, Amos hangs from what appears to be a set of monkey bars, swinging back and forth. Seated next to her is what I assumed to be one she describes as a "raisin girl." "In an American perspective the cornflake girl comes from a redneck-family from the mid-west and the raisin girl would be the product of a multi-racial circle of friends from the big city," Amos explains in a February 1994 interview with the Dutch magazine Nieuwe Revu. The term "cornflake girl" refers to narrow-mindedness, while the "raisin girl" is the open-mindedness. I could have explained in the previous render that the perspective in which the song "Cornflake Girl" is sung is from someone converting from a cornflake girl to a raisin girl, however is faced with disillusionment. 

Rabbit is a woman Amos once knew. She described her as a hippieish and off-the-grid type that lived in the California and Oregon woods. She lived with ironically-named partner, Fox. "So Rabbit living in the woods with Fox," Amos thought this was romantic. She also claimed the animal, a rabbit, represents fear in traditions of some Native American people. 

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a6d @ N/A (user and original upload not found) 

Skeppy @ FROGII and Pumpapastej (I edited the two skins together) 

BadBoyHalo @ TheBioticJoker 

*Note that the users above are all found of Planet Minecraft, not Tumblr.* 

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a6d, Skeppy, and BadBoyHalo @ YouTubers 

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Cornflake Girl @toriamos

Song - https://youtu.be/Gv-G6rAxX6w 

Referenced music video - https://youtu.be/w_HA5Czhtx4 

Lyric meanings - https://genius.com/Tori-amos-cornflake-girl-lyrics 

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You are NOT allowed to use these renders! 

Just a quick update on "The Birth of Flores" comic. The Mineimator on my desktop that I have been using to make the comic has not been working ever since I updated it to 1.16. I can not upload any scenery or even open my previous files. Therefore, I may have to restart the comic or try and pick up where I left off. I might remaster the comic considering I have the new rigs, but as for the scenery, I may have to rebuild everything, so there may be a delay in when the next upload will be out. Sorry for the inconvenience.

Vent- Why am I always the Bad Guy?

Sorry, guys, I know it's random and it seems like I'm just rambling about nonsense but I just really need to get my feelings out right now. Please understand. 

     Why am I always the bad guy? I am always willing to listen to my acquaintances, friends, teachers, and of course, my family. They could be complaining or crying over the most randomness of things, but I still listen to them and keep my comments to myself because I know it would not be kind to say in a time like that. However, the tables turn when it comes my time to ask for support or someone to talk to. Everyone plays the "woe is me" card and wants me to bust out the violin for them. They start to make me feel bad and sure, on the outside it looks as though I'm coping with my issues just fine, but in reality, you all don't know how much your non sympathy truly hurts me. You make me feel as if I am a little kid whose opinion and feelings don't matter. Obviously, you don't seem to understand that I am a person just like all of you and that I will have thoughts and emotions because I am a 16 year old teenager. 

     You may think, "Oh, you're being stupid, just brush it off." Well, it's not easy for me to brush off crap like this especially when you try to guilt-trip me and make me feel horrible like I'm being rude to you when all I'm asking is for some support. That's what your family and friends are here for, they support you, not shove you away like you don't matter! I guess you could also argue "We only want what's best for you though. You should be grateful!" Oh, don't get me wrong, I am grateful for what I have. What more could I even ask for? I have many things that not all kids get to have, a roof over my head, food to put in my gullet, a school willing to give me education, a nice car, and even the opportunity to go to trading school. Heck, colleges from all over the country are requesting me to be one of their future students. I am extremely grateful for all this, I tell you that. However, let me address one of these things as an example of what I'm trying to say. 

     You can argue with me "I only want what's best for you." Yes, I understand you want what's best for me, but also take into consideration at least a little, is that really what I want though? Recently, I was accepted into trading school for a biomedical program, which for many high school students, can be the opportunity of a lifetime. I am still planning to attend that school, but the main reason I applied for a program like that is because I felt I would be unaccepted if I didn’t. It was not necessarily something I wanted to originally do, I only did to impress my family and also gave up on the idea that my friends would be happy for me. I previously had some of them complaining to me to stop bragging, when all I was doing was discussing plans that were stressing me out on the inside. I was not trying to be a show off, I just really needed to get that angst off my chest, but apparently that’s not okay if I do that. It’s only a luxury that everyone else gets because they have so-called “depression” and “disabilities.” 

     Now, before you start getting angry at me, I am fully aware that depression and disabilities are a real thing. Trust me, enough family members and friends I know suffer from at least one of these things. That’s fine, I understand you have a condition and I’m not blaming you for something you received that was completely out of your control, but please don’t use it for your every advantage to earn attention and guilt-trip people. Also, I personally view the idea of self diagnosing yourself as complete bullshit (sorry for swearing). You never know, you think you could have depression, but in reality, you are just unhappy at that moment. That’s all I’m trying to say. I also disapprove of the fact how people tell me this constantly too when I am unable to sit and do their bidding. “I’m gonna go kill myself!” Look, suicide is no joke and people who actually say that seem only to do it to earn attention, because if you were really serious about it, you would not be saying it and you would have already done it before anybody even realized that you were suicidal. Let’s face it though, a majority of people who say “I have depression” and “I’m gonna kill myself” is commonly teens and young adults. Why? It’s simple, because they have nothing better to do than sit on their asses, on their electronics, and complain to start drama and earn attention from others when really they were the ones to start up all the crap. 

     I know, I know, truth hurts, and I’m such a horrible person for telling you like it is, but you will either understand that I have a point or you will just leave because you can’t handle the real and ugly truth. You obviously have been cooped up living in a digital bubble for so long that you can’t even accept the truth about reality and the world you live in. I am a person who can’t be stuck in front of a screen all day because I actually have responsibilities in real life that I need to do, not just sit and play video games and text people for 16 hours a day. It’s ridiculous how many people can’t understand that. Especially when it’s those closest to me who can’t seem to get the message. Why should I keep wasting my breath with people like that if all they’re going to do is guilt-trip me for attention and judge every move I make to be a well adjusted adult? I don’t judge you and I don’t try and guilt-trip you for attention even when I need it. I never talk to you about my problems because you don’t give me that same luxury I give to you. That just shows how much you care about yourself and not your peers. You don’t know how much I care about each and every one of my friends and family, whether it be knowing you in the real world or knowing you online, and it hurts to know that I would put my life first before you, but you would never do such a thing like that for me because you care more about your well-being than mine. If you cared in the same manner as me, we would both be on the same page, not in separate books. 

     Alright, I think that’s all I have to say. If you’re lucky enough to be reading this part, that really means the world to me. That shows some of you proved me wrong and that some of you actually care. For that, thank you from the bottom of my heart. It makes me feel so much happier. :) It gives me another reason to smile again. :D Again, thank you and sorry for the rambling, but I just really needed to get this off my chest. It’s been bothering me for the last few weeks and I feel that writing this vent out was actually very good therapy for me. So, I much appreciated you listening, and I will be sure to post again very soon. Thank you and have a jolly good day. :) :D :) :D 

The great granddaughters of Romeo, Xara, Magnus, and Ellegaard. It’s been so long since I last drew them and their designs have been outdated. 

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Credit to https://www.deviantart.com/diamond-bases for the bases.