Cruel, But Fair. She Deserves Better. @myheartinherhands

You actually hadn't realized that your wife had cuckolded you on her first date with him, so you really thought that would be happening for the first time tonight, and you had planned to ask your wife to make sure he used protection-- but obviously there is no point in making that request now that you better understand the situation. For you, it is going to be a long night of fretting -- but you also know it will be just the first night of many that will be like this for you.

My wife asked me this right before we left for vacation. I told her I don’t think I would try to stop you.

This is based on an actual event from very very early in our marriage, long before my wife cuckolded me. I had told my wife about my cuckold fantasies and we had talked about them during foreplay, but that was as far as we had gone. One night during foreplay I asked her who she thought was hot and she admitted she thought the trainer was and for the next several weeks after that I could not stop thinking about her and him together. I kept bringing it up and letting her know that I would be "ok" with her doing something with him. She would usually just laugh and say something like "oh I am sure you would be more than just ok with it". I even went so far as to buy her some personal training sessions with him. Nothing ever did happen between them, but I sure wanted it to.