You Do Sometimes Envy Your Friends Who Have Wives Who Are Faithful To Them And Who Have Frequent Sex

You do sometimes envy your friends who have wives who are faithful to them and who have frequent sex with them -- and you wonder what it would be like to have a marriage like that and to be the kind of man a woman would want to be faithful to -- but that's just not how things are in your marriage, and you can't change the kind of person you are -- and your wife is right -- you DO love every part of being her devoted cuckold.