New York (1986)

your biggest enemy is your uncontrolled mind

He was so handsome🥹

“I am tired, I have colossal need of you.”

— Albert Camus, from a letter to María Casa a written c. June 1944

Richard is so cute☺️

Like a boss 😎

This is a screenshot I took from “just a guy” of one of the more clearer, full letters that belong to Eva O, the former girlfriend of the nightstalker. I like posting her letters b/c they’re very personal and interesting.

It says:

“Eva, how come you want to see my hands ? I have no camera. Do you believe in voodoo ? So I had your picture and then it was gone. So would you send another one. I will give you anything, anything you desire. Have you played the lottery ? Have you received my letters ? New York is alright. Coney Island is great, Minnesota is cold, Chicago is windy, Arizona is hot. Acid, yes I took LSD lots of times, love the shit. Do you take it ? It made my mind race. Made my body feel tight. This is my room, I stay in this fucking room too long. If you ask me and if you don’t ask me, well, I’m telling you ayuh. When’s your birthday ? In Jan ? 23rd ? I think so right but I forgot. It’s nighttime, I’m so sick, all these asshole pigs (continue ?) to look at me. Can you (imagine ?) what it’s like to be (watched ?) every 15 minutes for (???) day + night. Not that they write down (everything I’m doing ?) like sleeping and if like (???) (fuckers ?)

(If anyone decides to post this or any other post I have in general on another platform, pls give credit !)