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âAnd sometimes I have kept my feelings to myself, because I could find no language to describe them in.â
â Jane Austen, Sense and Sensibility
Indeed!!!
-Uh! Her har intet vĂŠret siden⊠Engang! Det MĂ nĂ„s inden nĂŠste Ă„r! Men⊠Det er ikke til at se en hĂ„nd for sig! Der er ingen horisont, altsĂ„ kan nĂŠste Ă„r allerede vĂŠret kravlet op og over og vĂŠre meget tĂŠttere pĂ„ end rart er. Der er kun kanten af⊠En sĂž! Det kunne vĂŠre et uendeligt og farligt ocean med vilde vover og enmandssejlads tv-transmitteret, men det er dog blot en sĂž. Det er viden der gĂžrâŠ
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LÞves 9.aug.; omskrevet til prosa.
DET VAR EN VĂLDIG FIN AFTEN PĂ LĂVES; MASSER AF GOD POESI; OG (ALDELES EGOISTISK), DEN ENDELIGE BEKRĂFTELSE PĂ AT PROSA ER âMINâ FORM. (Og ikke âblotâ kortprosaâŠ) HER DE 3 TEKSTER, FORSĂGT OPLĂST SOM LYRIK (+ 1 der blev droppet)⊠MEN I PROSA-FORM.. MIN TUR!
Jeg prĂžvede at gĂ„ min egen tur. Men det blev vandren i andres fodspor. Det var ikke det jeg ville. Jeg ville gĂ„ min EGEN tur! Jeg prĂžvedeâŠ
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#https://mantelsroman.wordpress.com/2018/06/13/skygge-lys/ Danish. English version: This is just some trees. Looks like olive trees. And grass, a bit other dried out bushes, and a hillside. That's all. But not that's all like in "nothing else"? That is all like in ALL. Everything. I can't proof it, ofcourse. It's just my opinion. I sure don't expect others to understand. Actually, it's a selfie. I'm there, in one of the shadows. Sitting under one of those trees. You might not be able to see me. That's nothing new. But I'm right there. Don't wanna be anywhere else. That's all. And that IS really all. Not enough for you? Guess not. I couldn't care less. Selfish? Very! But about time. And I think, my opinion only, that you don't care either. Not really. Then it gets almost funny: Ok, you might be indifferent. Well, how much do you think I care about that? A competition of not caring. Take a look at my selfie: I'm gone ages ago. About time. Careless, carefree, only me and nothing else. But everything. THAT'S ALL! #https://mantelsroman.wordpress.com/2018/06/13/skygge-lys/ #selfie #altoalentejo #castelodevide #olivetrees #careless #selfish #myworld #mantelmomento #danielmantel #udenfilter #gone #nowisthetime #dontevencareenoughtomakeanymorehashtagsbutiamtherenomatterwhereelseimightbeseenandamashappyascanbe (her: Alto Alentejo (intermunicipal community))
Oh dear. You're not well at all. Those closed eyes⊠So sad. And obvious. At least to me, as I guess you know. It's a fine mask, sunny and serene. But I know. I see the cracks oozing out fear and desperation. Loss of senses. Just lost. Don't worry. It's me: I will fix you. Save you from all those haunting moments. That tears apart what's left of your mind. I can hear the scratching and crackling in your sore skull. Mirror-like, confined horrors twisting and turning, trying to break you. Shooting sizzling darts at your dissolving horizon. A disease eating moment by moment, until you're left with useless time, locking up yourself in fear of yourself⊠I'll fix you! You won't feel a thing. Make your mask your mind, just while⊠Slide out under any persistent moment; go for the sky I'm building, it's safe, trust me! ⊠Right. See now. No, no, not with your eyes. Keep them shut, that's part of the deal. A fair one! Now you can dream. I gave you time! For a dream or two. Go on. Dream away. All the way. (Long version in danish at: https://mantelshistorier.wordpress.com ) #mantelmomento #danielmantel #mantelshistorier #udenfilter #choices #mind #badchoices #prose #fiction #realitybites #anofferyoucantrefuse #meandmymind #dreamaway #dontlistentothoseofferingyoutimeanddreamsinsteadofmomentsorthatsatleastmyexperience (Usual one-off hashtag...) (her: Inside .) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqUpSX_HXQ7/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1lmwbuthv2qqf
Fb-mm-farvel # 2. Ud af ?âŠÂ (-Og andet pĂ„ hĂžje tid om ikke for sentâŠ)
NB! LYRIK! Dvs IKKE [+X.XXX words]: BURDE vĂŠre til at overkomme for selv den mest Fb-indoktrinerede âAlt over 10 ord er for tungtâŠâ SKYGGE:
 Hvorfor!
Sidder jeg ikke i skyggen af et oliventrĂŠ
Langt ude bag horisonten med kun cikader
Og fjerne klokker fra enkelte fÄr
Der har fundet et hul i de Ärhundredegamle
StengĂŠrder der erâŠ
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It's a lie. That all your life flashes by. In your last minutes or seconds. You're just a bit surprised, and quite empty-headed. You actually have time to speculate. What should your last thoughts be about? You're almost paralyzed; your body rapidly shutting down. With some effort you spend your last few moves to get a picture of the sun. Beautifully letting rays through the treetops. Your last action is to post the picture on Instagram. Pressing the buttons drains your body, so now you only have your thoughts. And that beautiful image of the sun a late aftersoon. With or without your eyes closed. It's a nice view. And a nice place to die. You're quite satisfied with your luck. But what to think about... Ofcourse some family, friends, and partners through life. Then what? You don't know if you're surprised, or expected it. But what follows you and kinda keeps lingering, is those fictive figures. The ones you have played with the better part of your life. At this stage, they're more real than anything from your real life. It's no surprise, that what fills your fading brain, becomes pure fiction. Your last goodbyes goes to 'I', 'him', 'Laurie', 'Senhor Passo', and all the more or less important other figurines through the story. In the end, they're more alive than ever. And I can stop thinking; they don't really need my brain. That's a relief. And I smile towards the sun. Or they do. I shake hands and leave the party. #mantelmomento #danielmantel #udenfilter #laurieandthestoryof #primeiroproximopasso #fiction #prose #dying #reality #famouslastwords #sun #thatoneoffhashtagialwaysuseisinthiscaselefttomyfictivepersons (The usual one-off hashtag... But not from me) #andthendarkness #happy #smile (her: somewhere nice)
... Sincerely...
âi like to hide i rather not get noticed iâm afraid to change iâm afraid to be someone else i donât want people to notice i donât want peopleâs opinions i donât want to hear the good or bad i just want to be left in peaceâ
â t.m.
 (Uredigeret afsnit fraâŠ)
Jeg havde overnattet i Carreiras, det der i Danmark ville vĂŠre en lille flĂŠkke lĂŠngere ude end nogen krage ville forvilde sig i mareridt. Her var det en lille idyl mellem de hĂžjeste bjerge i Serra de SĂŁo Mamede. NĂ„r man er vokset op med bavnehĂžje som imponerende, er det Alper og Himalayaer ser ned pĂ„ med foragt, 1000 meter med nĂžgne takkede klippetoppe, ret sĂ„ vildt.âŠ
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OPLĂST / HALVIMPRO, âSAMMEN OM BRABRANDâ, GRUNDLOVSDAG â17; REDIGERET INKL TILFĂJELSE.
 RETTEN TIL at skrive dette vrĂžvlâŠ
GÄr nogenlunde lige op med retten til
At synes det ER noget ligegyldigt vrĂžvl
Nok et lĂŠs til lossepladsens voksevĂŠrk
 RETTEN TIL at have uretten ved sin side
Og pÄ aldeles uretfÊrdig vis skubbe den foran sig
Krybe sammen i rystende rĂŠdsel
NÄr retfÊrden bliver truende
DeâŠ
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