We spent the first few months of our DD journey exploring what this relationship could look like for us. We spent that time establishing the rules, setting the tone, and understanding what each of us wanted and needed from our agreement. Even before we established our rules and formally wrote them done, we identified that our arrangement would only work is there was enthusiastic consent. Does that mean he agrees every time I decide there will be discipline? No, not at all. It does mean that he will willingly and promptly respond when it is time. And the appropriate response is alway “yes ma’am.” We ordered this keychain that I carry daily - and he sees frequently - as a constant reminder. It’s gotten me a few knowing looks - like from the mechanic and a couple of friends - but I like having something with me that can help serve as a reminder. “Sweetheart, have you seen my keys” is a discreet, subtle reminder in public if he’s acting up and needs a warning.
Of your three “regular” babysitters, she was undoubtedly the nicest. She at least did the least to humiliate or tease you.
One babysitter used her time with you to let out her inner Domme. She was exceedingly strict and any disobedience, even if it was a miscommunication, resulted in punishment. And she was extremely creative with punishments.
Your other babysitter loved nothing more to tease and humiliate you. Whether it was inviting her friends over to taunt the “diaper boy,” or just spending the entire night in Gryffindor-colored bra and panties, with thigh-high Gryffindor socks, making you wish you were a man, she left you would be positively aching down there with insatiable arousal.
But she was different. She wasn’t mean. She didn’t tease you. And, for some reason, you weren’t sure if that made her the worst.
If someone made an audio recording of her time with you, they would be convinced she was babysitting a toddler. It drove you crazy. It was one thing to be bossed around or teased. At least those babysitters acknowledged you were an adult, even if you were just a diaper boy.
But not her. Nothing she did, nothing she said, ever made it seem like she knew you were an adult. It was so convincing, so authentic that you honestly weren’t sure if it was an act.
She had never broken character once in the last five years. You tried everything you could think of to prove you were an adult, to force her to recognize—even for a second—that you were actually an adult.
Your attempts rolled off her like water on a duck. As far as you could tell, you were a toddler to her. She never let you out of her sight, except for your naps and sleepy time of course.
You had absolutely no dignity around her. She dressed you as she wished, checked you when she wished, and changed you when she wished. She blew raspberries on your tummy like it was completely normal.
You watched educational baby cartoons on a non-stop loop. And she always, always encouraged you to answer along and was just so proud of you for getting the right answers.
And nothing entertained her more than having you sing along with her to your “favorite” songs. You could never convince her you didn’t love singing and dancing to Baby Shark in nothing but a short T-shirt and soggy diaper.
All this because your bladder stopped working like it used to. All this because your girlfriend couldn’t handle your diapers but couldn’t break up with you.
But as you hear “The Wheels on the Bus” play for the 100th time, you know you need to start dancing…
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